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There's a calmness to the air outside Watch the sun color the sight of a morning sky But all I see are clouds of darkest gray A full eclipse to veil the start of another day . Set me free tonight Take it all away from me Take it all away - Avenged Sevenfold • 📸 : @nuel_shineloe • #portraits #portrait #portraitphotography #photography #ig #portraitmood #portraiture #photographer #vsco #vscocam #portraitpage #art #ootd #portraitphotographer #photooftheday #shots #instagood #portraitvision #makeportraits #perfection #pursuitofportraits #moodyports #mood #moodygrams #like4likes #photoshoot #likeforlikes #fff #lfl (at Pattaya Beach Thailand) https://www.instagram.com/p/B_Ws3asHSHc/?igshid=cod10vraxqzn

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Try to be a rainbow in someone’s cloud. ― Maya Angelou • 📸 : @wardhanaluthfi 🏤 : @fixprostudio • #portraits #portrait #portraitphotography #photography #ig #portraitmood #portraiture #photographer #vsco #vscocam #portraitpage #ootd #portraitphotographer #photooftheday #shots #instagood #portraitvision #makeportraits #perfection #pursuitofportraits #moodyports #mood #moodygrams #like4likes #photoshoot #likeforlikes #fff (at FixPro) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBP-Pdvn2-f/?igshid=d63dz9bc5lm6

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“Don’t think too much about how others see you. Everyone sees you differently.”

— Jerry Corstens

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They judge me like a picture book by the colors, like they forgot to read. - @lanadelrey • 🏤 : @fixprostudio 📸 : @wardhanaluthfi • #portraits #portrait #portraitphotography #photography #ig #portraitmood #portraiture #photographer #vsco #vscocam #portraitpage #ootd #portraitphotographer #photooftheday #shots #instagood #portraitvision #makeportraits #perfection #pursuitofportraits #moodyports #mood #moodygrams #like4likes #photoshoot #likeforlikes #fff (at FixPro) https://www.instagram.com/p/CBveG_OHZDa/?igshid=2dld9croj3w3

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I said it because it's happened to me.

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17 Februari 2018. Pesona alam yang memanjakan mataku. Savana hijau yang membentang luas sepanjang segala arah mataku memandang. Baluran hamparan kabut yang mulai rendah mendekati daratan. Biru langit yang sedikit-sedikit mengintip dibalik bentuk gumpalan awan. Aku jatuh cinta.

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10 Relationship Red Flags of Abuse | Psych2Go 

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“I made decisions that I regret, and I took them as learning experiences… I’m human, not perfect, like anybody else.”

Sophie (via shareaquote)

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Before I fall in love again 1. I want us to be friends. Which means, I want to be able to eat my favourite cheese crust pizza with you, while having cheese all over my face and even in my hair, without feeling embarrassed or concerned about it. I want to be comfortable with you, I want to be okay about being messy, irritating, embarrassing, disgusting, petty while with you. Because I will be petty when I see my ex best friend post a happy picture and I will be messy during my finals and I will be embarrassing when I meet your parents for I suck at meeting parents. I want to be okay with being the way I am and the only way to be okay is to know that you’re okay with me being things other than beautiful, graceful and composed at all times. 2. I want to be able to have long and passionate conversations with you not just about existential things but also about what went wrong in the ending of that book and how kids are affected by media and how tomato basil combination always works. I want to have conversations where we may not always have the same views but our fundamental values always fall in place. I want to talk to you about the beauty of the stars but I also want to talk to you about the disgusting mentality behind certain societal norms. 3. I want to see how consistent your actions are with your words. I don’t want to fall for love letters or poems, for sweet Instagram captions or long birthday texts, I want to fall in love with you showing up on time and keeping your promises. 4. I want to take it slow. I want our story to work out in years, not months. I want to respect time and space this time. 5. I want to make sure I am not seeking love from you for the lack of love I have for myself. I want to make sure you aren’t a void I am filling in, you are not an alternative to the things I can’t give myself. I want to make sure you are not doing the same. 6. I want to work out with my insecurities and fears from the past. I don’t want to project them on you, I don’t want to subject you to the doubts, suspicion and anger I carry from the people I have known in the past. 7. Before I fall in love again, I want to make a mattress with you. Of understanding and respect and trust. So when we fall, it doesn’t hurt.

creatingnikki  (via shareaquote)

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Hiding the hurt, hiding the pain

Hiding the tears that fall like rain.

Saying I'm fine, when I'm anything but,

This ache in my soul rips at my gut.

My skin is on fire, I burn from within.

The calm on my face is an ongoing sin.

The world must stay out, I've built up a wall.

My fragile lie will collapse should it ever fall.

Loneliness consumes me, it eats away the years

Until my life is swallowed by unending fears.

Waiting for someone to see I wear a mask

And care enough to remove it, is that too much to ask?

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We stopped talking about love, we stopped writing about love. We stopped looking at each other in the eye, we stopped doing what we loved to do. All we do now is avoid everything that reminds us of our love, and run to some other people to forget each other. We used to be home for one another but now we are nothing more than an abandoned, ruined site with an unwanted history.

Lukas W. // Abandoned site (via somepiecesofmyheartandsoul)

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