hi ❤️
i know i haven’t posted in months & haven’t been consistently active for what might be close to a year but i hope you are all doing well, taking care, and having fun.
i haven’t been online here for a few reasons... one being that i simply did not have it in me to keep up with hockey & never got a chance to catch up once the season kicked off. the second being that unfortunately at times i have a personal life and it’s stupid. if anyone wants it i will set it to you for 2$ USD and a corn chip. i’ll even throw in a mechanical pencil.
the third and probably most prominent reason is that for the most part... i’ve lost interest in hockey. it’s not just that i haven’t been able to keep up with it, or i’ve had other stuff going on irl. and it’s not because of any of you guys. i think i just... fell out of love with it. there are a few reasons for it but i won’t get into them bec they’re my own and all it boils down to is that i just don’t feel the same way about hockey that i used to. it could very well change, but not for a while at least.
however, i want to make it clear that what i do miss about hockey is not the activities or the players, but hanging out with my friends and mutuals. i hope you’re all doing well, that you’re getting through your semester alright, you’re not having family problems, etc. you guys were and always have been the best part about getting into hockey. hanging out, talking, laughing, yelling, liveblogging - win or lose i was simply happy to be a part of something with such wonderful people. i have my dear friend yslana to thank for that, and for introducing me to hockey in the first place.
this is not a goodbye post; consider this a longer overdue official notice of hiatus. i don’t know when or if i’ll come back, but if i do it will be to have fun with my mutuals and friends, not because of a singular team, coach, player, or org. you guys made getting into sports one of the funnest and happiest times of my life, and i’ll be forever grateful for that.
i love you all !!! if not for the sports, then i’ll try to drop in more often to see how you guys are doing. because in the end the friends are the thing that make it worth it. feel free to message me or dm me (if we’re mutuals and you remade feel free to drop me your new @) and i’ll get back to you when i can.
take care ! ❤️
