the following is an extremely private independent & selective portrayal of dr. jack abbot (attending physician, 40s, handsome but with an edge —meow) from hbo max's the pitt.
jack is lassoed by belle. 28. she & her. eastern time.
established june 4th ❛25. this portrayal is guided by headcanons, exhaustive character study, ships, and verses but is primarily canon compliant. my portrayal will change based on newly received canon information.
memes are the best way to interact with jack. belle is not the best plotter.
please no nsfw content! military, medical, tactical EMS, and suicidal themes are present.
carrd. prompts. character study. blogroll.
jack is ship exclusive with: shiftchange. nursc/tuskslove (baran). h4thaway. systemsred (ㅤcassie). vanhornrn. bauempath. hcktivism. w4rfared (price). saralans. medicusfemina (kim). interniist.
jack is affiliated with: wovensoft/hubrismd. stoneheartted. drk1ng. lyricbound. eatsraw. robinav1tch/traumedical. stilloves/traumalead. hollerwitch. mecwmellc. bak3rs. fcrthestars. moonsymbols. pmtcrn.
simple rules and warnings under the cut.
warning: this blog features descriptions of medical procedures, mentions of suicide/suicidal ideations, and overall upsetting and depressing content. as jack is both canonically suicidal and an emergency medicine physician. military themes will also be present on this blog. this blog is not an anti-military political statement nor an endorsement of military actions. it’s simply a portrayal of an army doctor. jack is also an amputee and any instances of ableism toward his character will result in permanent removal. jack is a tactical EMS/SWAT physician. again, this is not an endorsement or condemnation of law enforcement. it’s purely a roleplay portrayal.
i’m belle, i’m twenty-eight, and i’m in the eastern time zone. i use she/her pronouns.
I bond more deeply with those who are interested in both my male AND female muses, because this shows me i am not a tool for male-muse shopping.
please do not assume a deeper connection with me / expect constant access to me unless we are truly close friends who talk every day. these individuals know who they are. please don’t think you can NEVER message me. i just need my boundaries respected and my time kept for myself. i am not someone who can talk every day and off the bat love bombing scares me.
if we are mutuals, i want to write and interact with you. if you grow to dislike me or no longer want to write with me or see me around, please just unfollow and leave me be. i refuse to be a part of any drama.
memes are the best way to start off interacting with me. i am not the best plotter unless an idea comes to me right away, or an idea comes to you. in which case, let me know!
i do not write smut or discuss smut with people who aren’t my friends/close partners/if we’re plotting it, and i will not be putting any sexual content on my blogs out for the world to see. i am asexual.
this is an 18+ mutuals only blog.
there is absolutely no rhyme, reason, or methodology to how or when i answer things. it is whatever sparks joy in the moment.
i do not mind pre-established relationships with OCs.
i don’t care if you reblog prompts, memes, musings, media, from me and not a direct source. i don’t care, doesn’t bug me.
if you’re a trump supporter, a racist, a bigot, a magat, a transphobe, a homophobe, a xenophobe, etc, etc, be gone.
BE GONE!
bullying will also NOT be tolerated. we are all adults. let’s act like it.
i no longer give out my discord, unless we have become friends. it’s nothing personal, i’m just keeping that space private! if we’re mutuals on tumblr, i like you :) no need to worry.
my blogs feature police officers, doctors, firefighters, criminals, military personnel and characters who will present triggering content. be aware of that before following or interacting. (specifically if you’re following jack, he’s suicidal and his ideations are untagged bc if you’ve seen the pitt you know this about him, however he will NEVER attempt on my blog)
my only trigger that is necessary to our purposes is excessive gore, specifically intestinal gore! for this reason, i will not interact with exclusively body horror blogs/gore blogs.
i do not pay attention to “problematic” faceclaims or fandoms. i don’t care, its not my job to police who you write and where. this is roleplay, not a virtue signaling contest. you can find something problematic with damn near any faceclaim if you try hard enough, and some people are trying hard enough. it’s a faceclaim, not an endorsement of someone’s morals or behaviors.
do not follow me if you routinely or proudly make vague posts. unless this is a truly harmful person, vague posting is bullshit and serves only to hurt someone who is behaving in a way you don’t agree with. if they are, block them and move on.
i will soft & hard block liberally to protect myself, curate my space, keep my dash how i’d like it. do not stalk my blog after i’ve blocked you. just leave me alone, please.
i also have very poor eyesight, so while my writing is formatted, i am doing my best to read all text at any time. i cannot read extremely elaborate formatting. i can’t see it and i can’t understand it.
i’m chronically slow and self isolating.
overall, please just be nice and treat others the way you’d like to be treated.
jack hates going through airport or stadium security bc he either has to wait 400 years for a pat down and wand search, or be subjected to bunny hopping through a metal detector which he tries to tell everyone is incredibly inefficient (and my pet peeve in abbot fanfics, when writers make him hop places).
ROMANCE, LOVE, & THINGS UNSPOKEN. a collection of quotes from various media and ships, as well as concepts inspired by them. change verbiage and pronouns as needed. (send + reverse if desired.)
dialogue.
i never knew what it was like to want to be with someone forever til i fell in love with you.
i think about you, too.
you're the one freaky thing in my freak world that still makes sense to me.
ours is a forever love.
sometimes when you love someone, you do crazy things.
i love you. i try not to, but i can't stop.
to me, you're the whole damn world.
i would rather have hope with you than certainty with anyone else.
no matter what happens, you are my light.
i have loved you desperately. i cannot breathe when you're not near.
how's forever? does forever work for you?
i believe we'll be together again.
the truth is, i stay away because you consume me.
i will brave the oceans and sail past the sirens to find my way back to you.
will you marry me?
love like ours doesn't just disappear. not completely. there is always an ember remaining.
i will always choose you.
the smallest chance of a perfect life with you is infinitely better than an immortal one without you.
i love you and i will love you until i take my lasy breath on this earth.
i'm in the arms of my first love, the first person i ever loved.
when i kissed you, you held your breath.
i don’t need you to save me. i just need you to stand by me. to hold me. to kiss me.
if we could live without passion, maybe we'd truly know some kind of peace.
if you stay, i'm afraid i may not be able to hold it together.
all i find myself thinking about, all i find myself being able to breathe for . . . is you.
you are the bane of my existence and the object of all my desires.
but you must know it in your heart.
i cannot stop thinking of you. from the mornings you ease to the evenings you quiet, to the dreams you inhabit.
do you think there is a corner of this earth far enough away to free me from this torment?
i want to fight with you! fight with me! fight for me!
do not leave me. do not leave me again.
you gave me back my life, now let me save yours.
you are all i want!
concepts.
run away love. sender proposes that they and receiver run away together so they can be together at last, since their current situation keeps them apart.
dancing in the rain. sender and receiver are having an dancing out in the open when it begins to rain. the initial shock turns to laughter and a soft moment in which they choose to continue their dance rather than let it end.
love letter. sender leaves a handwritten letter for receiver, professing their true feelings for receiver once and for all.
4 am. receiver wakes up to the sent of something baking in the oven at 4 am. by the time they reach the kitchen and see what sender is up to, they realize sender could use some help finishing their baking project and the pair take it on together.
sweater weather. sender notices receiver is wearing something too light for the current temperature and removes their sweater just to wrap receiver carefully and provide them warmth.
※.·:·.※ 𝐘𝐎𝐔'𝐑𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐔𝐂𝐊 𝐖𝐈𝐓𝐇 𝐌𝐄 𝐍𝐎𝐖 ··· a collection of chosen bonds, found family, & unconditional belonging roleplay sentence starters. genre: platonic love, hurt and comfort, loyalty.
• You know you don't have to keep checking on me, right? I'm fine.
• How are you? Wait, did I ask that already?
• I don't know what I'd do without you. I mean that.
• Oh, God. I thought something happened to you. Don't scare me like that.
• You're not alone in this. You know that, right?
• We're family. That's what we do. We show up.
• Make yourself at home, okay? This is your place too now.
• Get out of here with that. You're not a burden. Don't ever say that again.
• Is there anything you need? Food? A blanket? Someone to just sit with you?
• So, what's next for us?
• I have to admit there's a small part of me that's terrified you'll wake up one day and realize you don't need me anymore... that you'll leave.
• It's just... I've never had this before. People who stay.
• Why are you still here? I mean, you could go anywhere. Be with anyone.
• I know I'm not easy to deal with. But thank you. For staying anyway.
• [Name], I don't know what I'm doing half the time, okay? But I know I'm not doing it without you.
• I don't really know where else I'd want to be, except right here.
• You're the best thing that ever happened to me, you know that?
• I really think you saved my life. Not dramatically. Just... by being here.
• Hey. Bad dream? Come here. I've got you.
• You don't owe me anything. This is what family does
• Stop apologizing. You're allowed to need help.
• I made your favorite. Thought you could use some comfort food today.
• You look exhausted. When's the last time you actually slept?
• I'm not going anywhere. You're stuck with me, remember?
• We've been through worse. We'll get through this too.
• You don't have to be strong all the time. Not with me.
• I brought you something. It's stupid, but it made me think of you.
• Come on. Let's get you home.
• You matter to me. More than you know.
• I've got your back. Always have, always will.
• You're shaking. Here, take my jacket.
• I know you're scared. It's okay to be scared.
• You did good today. Really good.
• I'm proud of you. I don't say that enough.
• Stop pushing me away. I'm not leaving.
• You think I'd let you face this alone? Not a chance.
• I'll stay up with you. I don't mind.
• You're safe here. I promise.
• Tell me what you need. Anything.
• You don't have to pretend with me.
• I trust you. Completely.
• You've got this. And if you don't, we've got this.
• I'd do anything for you. You know that, right?
• You're not too much. You're never too much.
• This is your home now. For as long as you want it.
• I'll fight for you if you can't fight for yourself right now.
• You make me want to be better. A better person.
• I chose you. I keep choosing you. Every day.
• You're allowed to fall apart. I'll hold the pieces until you're ready.
