[god-meat]

hopecore save me

27 . they/them . ltu/eng . webcore blog

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[cemeteryseven]

my great-grandmas kitchen window

[winged-thinged]

You have to let people love you. You have to let people get to know you. You have to let people help you. Being so completely selfless that you try to erase yourself off the face of the planet and never ask for anything and reject everybody's offers of support makes you very hard to love! Unfortunately. Emptying yourself out of everything that makes you, you is not actually what your loved ones want from you, generally. They want to make you happy! They will be so so sad if you don't give them the chance. It's not all selfish. I promise.

[redstonedust]

we all know adult humans dont get enough enrichment but the other day i was walkin home past an empty playground and impulsively ran over to spin myself on this zipline merry-go-round contraption for a few minutes and it really did feel like it unlocked some neglected part of my brain. like damn we really should all go outside and play more. fuck. they werent kidding with this play time thing. have you guys heard about play time. it could be huge.

[yayculture]

let's all have fun because it's better than not having fun

[eesirachs]

summer reading list—unconventional critical religious theory

catherine keller; face of the deep

minnie khumalo; "judges 19 and non-con: sado-kantian aesthetics of violence in the tale of an unnamed woman," in rape culture and religious studies

griselda pollock; "femininity: aporia or difference," in the matrixial borderspace

monica r. miller, "i am a nappy-headed ho: (re)signifying 'deviance' in the haraam of religious respectability," in ain't i a womanist too

avivah zornberg, the murmuring deep: reflections on the biblical unconsious

saidiya hartman, "venus in two acts"

avgi saketopoulou, sexuality beyond consent: risk, race, traumatophilia

rhiannon graybill, are we not men? unstable masculinity in the hebrew prophets

vanessa sinclair, the queerness of psychoanalysis

sigmund freud, introductory lectures

alphonso lingis, excesses

julia kristeva, revolution in poetic language

elizabeth grosz, volatile bodies: toward a corporal feminism

luis menéndez-antuña, bridging the interpretive abyss

griselda pollock, psychoanalysis and the image

kristen neumann, the routledge handbook of senses in the ancient near east

elizabeth wright, psychoanalytic criticism

mieke bal, death and dissymmetry: the politics of coherence in the book of judges

reed calrson, unfamiliar selves: possession and other spirit phenomena

marcella althaus-reid, indecent theology: perversions in sex, gender, and politics

black and koosed, reading with feeling: affect theory and the bible

papenberg and zarzycka, carnal aesthetics: transgressive imagery and feminist politics

[wildlifegermany]

[ijaazat]

summer

1. make a syllabus for yourself - books, media, places, recipes

2. complete 40% of it

3. eat every fruit u can

[franzschubertforever]

[pyrite]

there's something to be said about characters whose deep wells of love and devotion are connected to equally deep wells of violence, particularly when the dam between those wells bursts

[fluentisonus]

the problem with spring is that it's nice but it forebodes evil (summer)

[signedthemoon]

— isa b. i dream of a home

[3000s]

thought i saw a bug crawling on me but it turns out it wasnt a bug or even anything at all

[visit-ba-sing-se]

I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle and it hurts but some pain is normal, right? Everyone says it's supposed to be hard. It is a marathon after all. I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but honestly it could be worse, right? I heard someone once finished with a broken leg. The ankle is nothing compared to that. I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but you can get used to pain, right? The body can endure almost anything. The problem is always the mind. I am running a marathon with a twisted ankle but I made it this far, that means I can keep going, right? Everyone says it's supposed to be hard. It is a marathon after all.

[hard--byte]

the hottest thing a guy can be is barely conscious on the floor while someone lifts his head up by the hair so that you can see his glazed out eyes and the blood running down his face

[fairycosmos]

why is it so hard for people to grasp that disabilities disable and chronic illnesses are chronic. yes even when it inconveniences you. yes even when your patience runs out

[bongrip3000-deactivated20240714]

together we sit in this room, together we listen to birds