I don’t know how to write this so I’ll just make it quick: my sister killed herself. she took way too many pills and checked out of this life. I still don’t know what to say or think even tho it’s been some time now. I don’t think I’ll return to tumblr anytime soon. I’m in psycholgical care now so please don’t worry about me. It’s just too much pain to read old entries I made while she was still alive, talking about our d&d group or about the christmas party last year. lockdown and social distancing was just too much for her I guess, so please please take care of yourself in these awful times. don’t let life get to you like it got to her. reach out. seek help. don’t give up. if you think nobody loves you or cares about you: I do. if you are seeking for a sign to keep going: this is it. she might be gone, you are not - and the world would be a little bit darker without you just as it is without her.
