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online sideblog for my worship / info Holden he/him 21

[wheatfieldtemple]

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Hi there! You can call me Holden!

he/him 21 transman, queer, xenine

I consider myself a Syncretic Polytheist/Pagan, and a theistic Luciferian.

Lucifer is my patron, but I worship Ba’al Hadad, Dionysos, and Bendis as well.

My reblog will be stuff I relate to my deities, and also stuff from their pantheons. Levant, thracian, hellenic, infernal etc

I grew up Xtian and am pretty far into my deconstruction journey (tbh I don’t think it ever ends lol)

I’ve dabbled in witchcraft/spiritual stuff since I was 13, but am not as focused on witchcraft as I used to be. Some light spell work or sigils here and there 🤷‍♂️

Also I smoke weed and drink, and consider it a part of my religious practice, so if you’re uncomfy with that my blog might not be for you :/

[israaverse]

THE CANAAN MASTERDOC/POST IS HERE!

Welcome one and all, and thank you for your patience and feedback! 17 sources and counting, mostly articles but some books -- I've also tried my best to find open access materials but inevitably some things will be restricted, unfortunately. This is formatted more like a bibliography (organized by subject) or directory to orient people towards Canaan and adjacent resources. This is my special interest and it's my greatest joy to share this with people! Please let me know any feedback you have! Anyone with the LINK should be able to access it.

[israaverse]

UPDATED AS OF 4/16/2026!!!

[wheatfieldtemple]

Thinking about my personal beef with Nahar. I got caught up in a rope underwater while river rafting and near drowned as a kid. Whenever springtime starts to bloom I always get reminded of Baal’s Cycle. Plus while on the Atlantic salt marshes my family almost got dragged out to sea by the tide. Now I have a healthy amount of caution towards moving water bigger than a small creek

[warmedbylight]

[wheatfieldtemple]

Been wanting to declutter my things! Found an old Baal Zebub / Beelzebub candle that I’m still really proud of the paint job! I don’t work with/worship Beelzebub anymore, but he was my introduction to Baal Hadad so I always appreciate his energy.

If anyone would wanna take and use this I’d love that! Wanted to post on tumblr first since I fuck with this community more than Reddit, but if no one wants it I’ll post on the Demonaltry subreddit. If you’re within the US I don’t mind paying shipping! Also if I find any stuff that I charmed/ devoted to Beelzebub that can go with as well since I’d be happier if a worshipper had them.! (Am not able to ship right away but can within coming weeks / next month)

Plus some extra photos

[wheatfieldtemple]

The lighting has been good so I took some pictures of Lord Lucifer’s and Lord Hadad’s altars! They’re soo gorgeous to look at together!

[wheatfieldtemple]

Finally got around to starting the details on my Lucifer devotional piece! The hair is a bitch and a half to do tho- drawing curl ringlets is hard as shit. But tbh I’m just doing everything to avoid having to do the robes + wings since the heavy detailing is soo.. much. Oh well I’m excited to see it slowly come together

[wheatfieldtemple]

My Altar for Lord Lucifer! (+ King Clauneck) Its been set up for a few months but I hadn't really cleaned it up till a month ago- I think the only thing I have left is to get electric tea lights for all my altars :)

[wheatfieldtemple]

Just had a thought! To prep since tumblr art always gets put on Pinterest, imma just post mine on there since I use Pinterest a lot anyway! I’m lazy but it’s gots to be done

[wheatfieldtemple]

Wanted to update my altar to Ba'lu Haddu and post pics!

I'm so happy! I've found a lovely shop in my town where I can get lapis, amethyst, even copper! And I have an old sumerian themed dagger so that's fun

[velvet-thorn]

I want to expand my alter so bad! I just have a small jar of water to offer to Ba'al Hadad

Where do people find these great alter pieces?! 💖

[wheatfieldtemple]

It took me like a year of slowly collecting offerings + saving for the main altar pieces, so don’t worry if yours doesn’t look how you want. My first one was just a colorful kitchen magnet that reminded me of Hadad (you can see it leaned against my bull headed image, it’s got the dots)

The horned Canaanite altar and the Ba’al Stele Recreation are from an Etsy store called AncientReplicas!

The ceramic cow figure I thrifted from a Xmas nativity set. And I handmade the bull headed figure of Hadad with dollar store crayola air dry clay

The tapestry on the back is from MagicInLivingRoom on Etsy. It is technically of the gates of Ishtar but I thought it looked the best.

[wheatfieldtemple]

Lady Bendis's Altar!

Hopefully I'll be able to add more deer and dog/wolf imagery, rn it's just earthy things, rocks, shells, and a rat skull. And next I'm working on printing out my art of her to hang up above her altar. It's the only one I have that's not on my main bookshelf altar, it's near my window so I have more wall room to hang stuff.

I think at some point I want to make a spear to fit in her statues hand! :)

Her statue is a scan of the Artemis-Bendis statue from the British Museum. I couldn't find any statues of her online and didn't like any Artemis or Diana ones. So I looked and found a 3d scan and used a printing service to get it shipped to me. I was worried it would be expensive but it was just like 65 bucks. You just send them the file and they print and ship it out. Pretty solid idea if you have statues in museums or online that no one sells recreations of.

[wheatfieldtemple]

Revamped my devotional art of a Lady Bendis! I fixed the hand and dress and shoes and just cleaned it up a bit. Plus I added a background and border so it can match my devotional art of Hadad!

Middle Image: Reference of Bendis, apulian red-figure bell krater, Boston Museum of Fine Arts

original drawing of Bendis from a couple years ago

[wheatfieldtemple]

My art of Bendis from maybe like 2022-24? I posted them on Reddit a while ago, and considering it’s reputation for being rude I don’t want to connect my tumblr over there. but! I’m in the middle of revamping one of these to print out for my altar. Sort of similar in style to Hadad. I actually drew these before my art of Hadad, so you can see some visual improvements in my art!

References for Art / research:

Left image: apulian red-figure bell krater, Boston Museum of fine Art

Middle Image: attic red-figure skyphos, Museum of the University of Tübingen

Right image: marble votive relief of Bendis, British Museum

[wheatfieldtemple]

I lost the files of my art of Ba'al Hadad! I'm upset but I'm glad I have a printed out poster of it. It's a lot lower quality res, and I don't have a scanner, so phone pics 😭😭 I'm hoping to recover/redraw to get a good enough quality to put on maybe redbubble so other worshippers can have tapestry or posters or stickers or whatev.

Left: with white paint pen overtop

Right: no paint pen.

Middle: Ba'al with Thunderbolt Relief/Stele - found in bronze age Ugarit! The inspiration for my art!

[bookofwisdom]

Oh no! Have you dug through your blog to see if you maybe shared a version of it? Apparently you were working on it in mid-November of 2024. (I opened the post and tumblr suggested a work in process post)

[wheatfieldtemple]

Actually I had the file but my phone broke and when I repaired it, it didn't backup the file from MediBang. I was lucky enough to have it printed out for my altar by then so I could photo scan it. But the quality is fairly blurry. I'm redoing one of my old art of Bendis and learned my lesson so I've backed it up on two different phones.

[wheatfieldtemple]

Wanted to update my altar to Ba'lu Haddu and post pics!

I'm so happy! I've found a lovely shop in my town where I can get lapis, amethyst, even copper! And I have an old sumerian themed dagger so that's fun

[wheatfieldtemple]

I lost the files of my art of Ba'al Hadad! I'm upset but I'm glad I have a printed out poster of it. It's a lot lower quality res, and I don't have a scanner, so phone pics 😭😭 I'm hoping to recover/redraw to get a good enough quality to put on maybe redbubble so other worshippers can have tapestry or posters or stickers or whatev.

Left: with white paint pen overtop

Right: no paint pen.

Middle: Ba'al with Thunderbolt Relief/Stele - found in bronze age Ugarit! The inspiration for my art!

[wheatfieldtemple]

the moon is so pretty :))))