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what u seek is seeking u- rumi ✨

[goldysunflower]

"To yearn is such a bizarre feeling,

because when I have an ocean of a thing/person I love,

I don't appreciate it enough,

but when it's gone I try to seek solace in it's void,

although at night it becomes a routine to fight my thoughts about it I still try to sleep,

but yet again there's no one to blame but me,my wondering head and a coffee in my hand at 2 am"

-yearning of a loved one

(goldysunflower)

[goldysunflower]

interview

hi everyone, today I appeared for 3rd round of interview, I don't know how to feel because the interview was quite intense and I don't know if I got selected or not but I can't help but feel like crying thinking if I said too much or didn't say anything at all, this is the longest I ever interviewe for a company...I don't know how to face the results.. I don't have anyone to talk about it so that's why I resorted to Tumblr to seek solace..

[ashberrrry]

Its 3am. you are scrolling through your gallery when suddenly you come across a picture of someone with whom you once were very close but now you no longer talk. you remember all the things about them, things no one else knows. then comes the thought that you can know so much about a person and still get distant. you wonder if they also miss you or not. nostalgia hits hard followed by a wave of sadness. you want to text them but you can't. All you can do is relive those memories by listening to their favourite song or remembering one of their jokes.

[itachanta]

An invisible red thread connects those who are destined to meet, regardless of time, place or circumstance. > Revenge of Others (2022)

[goldysunflower]

The red thread edit is so cute 🥺🥺🥺

[abitofboth]

the relationship between a girl and her favourite mug is something that can be so personal

[dark-romantics]

maybe in a few 100 years, a kid would stumble upon my Tumblr account and I hope it is as poetic as finding a vintage locket in an old forgotten dresser

[goldysunflower]

This scene really broke my heart seeing Jung Hwan cry his eyes out in his car was truly sorrowful , I don't know why but I really hoped that Kim Jung Hwan would confess his feelings to Sung Deok Sun, no matter what her answer would be, but he couldn't which made me realise that if you truly love someone letting them know about it is better rather than keeping it yourself, what's the worst that could happen? Rejection..

[enamouredpoet-deactivated202205]

[goldysunflower]

Hi, I don't know what I'm doing with my liife where I'm going and what not it's been a year since I'm done with my undergrad and I don't know what to do, everybody goes for an mba (facts- it's only worth of u do it from a well known college) but it's too costly and I don't have any money for it but I'm still thinking if I really want to do that or not I just wish I know what I'm doing, dear god help me.

[goldysunflower]

2521 spoilers-

I'm still not over how twenty five twenty one ended leaving the viewers in such a heartbreaking way, the end still being expected I still can't process it because no matter how mainstream it may look, I'm a sucker for happy endings, I know as a viewer we can just accept the story given to us but their love started out so pure and honest from the beginning from being like a rainbow to actually loving each other,I just wish they worked out together till the end, I wish they overcame the obstacles, damn my heart is aching, I was really hoping for a happy ending.

[yessoupy]

GOD I just want to be CREATIVE but all my energy is being used to survive

[anniespositivity]

It is okay if you feel sad right now. If you feel angry. If you feel overwhelmed by all the terrible news. If you feel guilty for not being able to do more. If you want to make a change in the world but your own world is collapsing around you at the same time. If your mental health is at a very low point. It is okay. You are only human and all of those emotions are a perfectly normal reaction to all of the inhumane events that are happening right now. It is absolutely okay. I want you to know that you have the ability to use your voice and help change the world, but to do that, you should also take care of yourself and address the crisis that is going on inside of you. You are doing an amazing job, my love. Keep educating yourself, keep watching the news, keep protesting, keep fighting but also know when to take a break to fight for yourself.

[1anonyymous1]

🌹 a flower for everyone not feeling their best today

[goldysunflower]

Hi so lately because of the pandemic I've lost track of my sleep schedule and also being on social media is ruining my mental health so I've decided to add a bunch of new things in my daily routine,such as:

1. Waking up everyday at 5:45.

2. Pray and read holy book.

3. Then stretch/yoga for an hour or so.

4. Breakfast.

5. Chores.

6. Excercise

7. Learn.

8. Cut down sociol media screen time and instead read more books/listen podcasts.

I'll be doing this from tomorrow that is 3rd July 2021 anybody wants to join you're welcome. Also I need to sleep early lol.

Being discipline is more important than being motivated in life.

Ps- I'll be updating everyday by reblogging this post

[goldysunflower]

July 3- woke up early than the usual time, excercised,read a book, got selected for an internship.

[goldysunflower]

July 4- woke up early,prayed, did the chores, cleaned by book shelf,read, excercised .

[goldysunflower]

July 5 - woke up late compared to at what time I was walking up for the last two days,didn't do much but started my internship from today,found it hard to interact as my introvert self felt uncomfortable , felt a bit sluggish though. Also need to finish the assigned task tomorrow.

[goldysunflower]

July 6 - ok I really need to get back to waking up early and excercising now ,missed two days but I'll be back tomorrow. Also learning new things in my internship it's kind of cool.

[goldysunflower]

July 7- excercised. Was mentally tired don't know why..

[goldysunflower]

July 8- worked for my internship more than half a day, I'm extremely tired now!!

[goldysunflower]

July 9- one heck of a day, I was going crazy because of my internship work but finally it was done and I had a sigh of relief.

[goldysunflower]

Update- I forgot about this because of my internship, infact tbh I wasn't paying attention to my health but I will from now on, my body and health is most important for me and I'm going to be healthy and happy.

[goldysunflower]

Update - totally forgot about this, was busy with the internship, fell sick but here I am still writing fully optimistic that I shall become a better version of myself and start taking care of my body.. need motivation 🥺🥺

[goldysunflower]

Update- 3rd Feb 2022, things went a little haywire after July 2021 so here I am being fully optimistic again that I am going to accomplish my goal of getting my health and my life together 💪

[goldysunflower]

You can have my heart if you have the stomach to take it.

[goldysunflower]

I miss the Tumblr group chats 😭😭

[nightlyquotes]

“Start now. Start where you are. Start with fear. Start with pain. Start with doubt. Start with hands shaking. Start with voice trembling but start. Start and don’t stop. Start where you are, with what you have. Just… start.”

— Ijeoma Umebinyuo