Nonbeliever | Dezòd & Helena
helenagodiva
She’d had another dream … this one was even more vivid than the others.
She dreamt of the man from the village again and this time, she saw his fall. It wasn’t from the tops of a wall, as she had imagined, but from the back of a mighty dragon. Down, down, down he’d gone, until the earth rose up to meet them.
He had been a dragon rider. He had been the enemy.
It was just a dream, she reminded herself. Just a dream. Cassius Montagu had killed all of the traitors: he would not have let one go. Still, there was a nagging part of her wanted to say something to someone – what if it wasn’t just a dream? What if one of them had survived? What if she knew where they could find him? But part of her felt silly for even considering it. Not all of her dreams were true, she reminded herself. It only felt that way, because she had dreamed of a man she’d never met before. It was more likely, she was sure, that they had met once before, but neither of them had remembered.
She’d been too deep in thought to pay much attention to where she was going. She only missed one turn, but it was enough. She found herself in an unfamiliar part of the castle. It was poorly lit down this particular corridor. She knew she wasn’t going the right way and turning, she moved back to come the way she came when Dezód emerged from the shadows. She gasped, startled but his sudden appearance.
“I am. Very.” She admitted, unsure even at what side of the castle she was on, “I was trying to find my way back to my rooms but … I think I must have missed a turn, a while back.”
She had met him only once. It had been sometime after her parents death, but before she was sent to the East. She was scared of him then and, even now, even as she knew how he was a trusted member of her sister’s council, there was something about him that made her uneasy. She felt that it must only be his appearance: only she hoped she wasn’t as unkind as that.
“It is good to see you, too.” She said, “I know how much my sister relies upon you. I cannot thank you enough for the support and guidance you have given her.”
Cruel fate, it’s skeletal hand pulling taut around her throat. Strange that this girl should have any power over him, strange that he, an immortal being, should strand in danger of outliving this doomed little waif only by months. He almost shrieked his laugh out to the air between them, inhuman eyes glowing in the dim firelight like cat eyes. He blinked, the effect lost, and smiled instead. There were but four beings now living whose choices could impact Dezòd’s own fate. It seemed almost absurd - and therefore, strangely sane - that this sheltered girl should be one of them.
He thought of the first time he’d seen her, big blue eyes streaming with tears, and he’d known, then, that her doom was the first step towards his own. He’d known as he laid his hand upon, known as power coursed over her, a solemn curse that would bind them forever, sealing up all the serpentine paths by which she might have lived, her life bound to the equally doomed Order of the Dragonriders.
Dezòd‘s head tilted, the firelight refracting from the slick burn marks across his form. “Yes,” he agreed, narrowing his eyes, evaluating the tide of fate roiling around her. “You did take a wrong path.”
Her eyes were limpid and Dezòd wondered if Charles Degrey had felt their power. Best he does, he thought, a half-smirk lighting the corner of his face. Best she feel his, too. History must unfold.
Dezòd held out one hand, half-gesturing to her. “Come with me, little one,” he said. “I’ll see you get where you are going.”
What remained of his lips since the fire curled upwards and Dezòd bowed, slightly, hands drifting outward. “You are too kind, Highness.” His fractured eyes found hers, resting there for a moment. “Her Majesty has, indeed, come a long way. And,” he added with a smile. “She has so much further to go. Your sister is a capable and intelligent leader, but even capable and intelligent leaders must be allowed to have hearts. I am glad her sister is here for her, now, to comfort her heart.”
He gestured ahead, allowing the two of them to walk side-by-side as he led her along. “I’m sure your journey must have been exhausting, perhaps even more so with the ball tomorrow hovering at your shoulder. Was it a peaceful trip?”















