daylight vampire

[goomother]

RAE | adult | exactly what u soft & gentle fuckers deserve | california

[thehotelchelsea]

my wound salt that I keep beside my bed

[goomother]

i’m fine again

[goomother]

you make me weep

[goomother]

there is a video he recorded where he told me how much he loved me and how he thought he “will always love (me) and find (me) very cute…probally forever” still in my camera roll. irs exactly a minute long. i can’t get rid of it. i just did my first cry (less than 10 seconds long, less than two tears) at it ; elijah, why

[goomother]

i wish i could be lobotomized and i seriously mean that

[goomother]

well. i’m ripping this page out and almost crying for the first time. ely killed me; i wish he actually did

[goomother]

the last week has seriously turned me from hopefully naïve and loving and the holder of a heart that nobody has ever even scratched to momentary nihilism

[goomother]

i’m fucked upppp i just watched backrooms and i am commenting on every reel i see ; please flee everything before you can even think about it going wrong ; don’t stay in one place ; abandon hope ; humanity is scarce

[goomother]

wow he really fucked me until he found someone else who would let him fuck like this is insane he used me for my body 😂😂😂😂😂

[goomother]

all the cringe shit i wrote while we were dating and i was begging for it all to work

[goomother]

silly lady

[goomother]

from his tumblr (my favorite part of his rant about how i halt his vulnerability):

“i feel so terrible about how i am around her. i feel so terribly lonely. i feel oh so terrible these days…because then it is my fault. and then i let it go on for far too long. and i did not fix it. and i am a fixer.” - some idiot some octobers ago

[goomother]

texted my old fine shit and got a response immediately #StillGotIt

[goomother]

ex boyfriend just cut it off with me! #FREE

[we-have-black-marble-at-home]

my final act of love will have casualties

[magicalmutants]

Need a man to smile fondly at me while I throw a dramatic hissy fit over a minor inconvenience