That Weird Chick

Simple in person Complicated in soul Awkward & uncertain. How it feels not how it makes sense. (A home for my poems)

[goregeousnightmares]

Hippocrates believed bleeding could relieve depression. Along with a diet of vegetables and regular exercise.

[goregeousnightmares]

❄️ 🌲🍷

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[goregeousnightmares]

Me: wondering why no one texts me**

Also me: every text thread on “do not disturb”**

[danger]

[serendipity-in-love]

[goregeousnightmares]

If I forgot how to exist

It would be unmoving

If I forgot how to love

It has gone unnoticed

I cannot say I am sad about these outcomes

For I too am unmoved

& I am too numb to react and grasp anything outside myself

This is not to be seen as narcissistic

It’s just... My presence is only a linger in this so called existence

Always drifting into the realms of my mind and not knowing how to live otherwise

So excuse me while I sway and fade in between my own mental portals of oblivion

For my life begins and ends within this mind of obsidian

[goregeousnightmares]

Steven

Isn’t it lonely

He says

Isn’t it safer, I respond

Any realm that offers normalcy already too far gone

I can see the unfortunate excitement in your eyes

Expecting that this could go anywhere other than our friendships demise

It’s nice to see you tho, old friend

Isn’t it nice to see each other out on the other end

Remembering how we were just kids once

A time when you’d be the one to leave me in awe

I see now the tables have turned

But I’m too numb and I couldn’t care less to waste any more time on a fall

Because we were just kids

And we are now grown

And here it is much safer and better off alone

[parvisinhightops-deactivated201]

ACTIVE DEAD POETS SOCIETY BLOGS PLEASE REBLOG!!! I WANT TO FOLLOW YOU

[deadx-poetsx-society]

Please reblog, so I can see how many other blogs are still active!!!

[charliedaltonsbongos]

:)

[drunk-poems-deactivated20200711]

we need you, dps blogs !!!

[megryan]

we are right here! ❤️

[a-verydeadpoet]

i am definitely trying to be active so, hey! ❤️

[depresseddeadpoetinactive-deact]

I have been active since last march so yh hi

[thetoddanderson-deactivated2021]

I’m kinda recent as a dps blog but I’m here too! ❤️

[frith-inle]

Rabbit of Caerbannog by Avoice

[goregeousnightmares]

I am too often

Overcome by the urge to runaway

Even when I’ve found peace, there are plenty of reasons not to stay

I don’t mean to be and I don’t understand why,

I am so frightened to be calm

So panicked to stay alive

I never understood what I was running from

Better yet, what I was running to.

All I know is what I seek I can’t allow myself to find in you

I refuse to be crippled and need love as my crutch

Too often and too expected it has shown to never be enough

Even still, it cannot make sense

That I am running to and yet from myself

But all I know is I can’t be here and wouldn’t want to be anywhere else.

[thecharliedalton-deactivated202]

Remember that feeling when you first watched Dead Poets Society, thinking that Neil was really gonna flourish by the end of the movie. Maybe, ignorance IS strength after all. 

[heartsnmagic]

[dailyromeoandjuliet]

Olivia Hussey as Juliet Capulet

[recaption]

[goregeousnightmares]

I am too broken

For any of my pieces

To be given away

They would be too small to grab and too sharp to hold

My stinging shards of sorrow

Only embeds itself in the skin of love too soft and too uncallosed to hold me still

My sharp sting pushes in

Not meaning for the uncomfortability to push you away

I am sorry I am a razors edge

[recaption]