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[yourgirlinpieces]

I pretend to be lovable but I know, I know I’m not.

[evilromanticized-deactivated202]

I feel like my unstable sense of self is always so prominent I just always want to be someone else and not myself it’s like im always copying someone else or wanting to be a certain way. Every time I want to change myself it has to be extreme or noticeable also me obsessing over my looks, etc.

I just always have a certain image of myself in my head that im trying to reach but even then its not stable.

[bestpupaku]

i feel guilty for eating, im sorry.

i feel guilty for how much work i am, im sorry.

i feel guilty for taking up space that was never given to me, im sorry.

i feel guilty for taking up resources, im sorry.

i feel guilty for being so down all day, im sorry.

i feel guilty for not doing anything all day, im sorry.

i feel guilty for feeling guilty, im sorry.

[dontdoxmekbye]

Splitting is scary… for completely different reasons now.

In the past; I saw it as being scary for the person I was splitting on. Id be “threatening” and hurt them. So they needed to fear me; their comeuppance.

But now? It’s scary for ME. I should be scared of it for myself. Ill accidentally hurt people in ways I can’t ever take back. Im scared of that person. Scared to bring them out. Scared I’ll never be rid of them

[lightasafeatherformeplz]

They say trauma doesnt define you and it makes you stronger but i never asked for this and it actually shows up clear in the brain that trauma changes a person I didn't want to have to be strong i wanted to be loved but who could love me now

[contorted-in-the-faille-deactiv]

Going through the motions is so tiring. I don’t feel real I’m just here and I’m not sure why.

[h-4na]

when my hair is long and my ribs are showing and I have a thigh gap, I am going to be beautiful and unstoppable 😈

[satsujins]

The only thing I wish is for just one, lone, singular person in my life, family, friend, or whatever, who obsesses over and loves me the way I end up obsessing over and loving others. Someone who never leaves and that I know that I can trust. A long shot when I'm enough of an oversensitive cynic to distrust and run from people over slight changes in tone or body language, that would be really nice

[deceivedanddestroyed]

[npdiluc]

Most of my friends all have other people they like more than me I need to kill them and/or myself about it

[bpdetrimental]

I could list off a million things I dislike about myself and a million and one ways to fix them.

But somehow the only thing I can’t fix is my brain. This stupid, overthinking, self-conscious brain that loves to torture me without end in sight.

And that really fucking hurts.

[phosphenemoth-deactivated202508]

I should be a lot deader than this.

[daddystinygirll]

Me? Overreacting??

Probably.

[phosphenemoth-deactivated202508]

I don't know if I'm ready to go to sleep or die.

[xxwhiteswan]

I wanna die in your arms

[break-a-neck-deactivated2025060]

It's time to push everyone away because I'm sad!! (I wanna kms)

[forevertwined]