the V in Vespid stands for Valid

lillie / 28 / trans girl / usa dolichovespula maculata is my fave

[lillie-garden]

Here's some links to my other blogs & what they are:

@gothwasps - entomology blog bugs n emojis n informational posts

@jigsaw-block - mineblr all of my mc stuff, datapacks & resourcepacks & etc

@archhivist - official mc server find out more about the ArchHive server here.

gimmick blogs:

@dndrandom - old dnd character generator

@bpdsigils - old sigils blog, I don't really post there anymore!

@shittyscps - scp blog where I sometimes come up with joke scps!

[gothwasps]

major tags for this blog listed below for click-through functionality

[lillie-garden]

Lillie

sleepy sheepy ramboy jester disabled transfem vtuber i stream a lot of retro & indie stuff. currently "indefinitely suspended" on twitch wi

oughhhhhhh im like 55% towards monetized on youtube. if you like dweeb-ass trans women playing games badly you should follow me :D not to leverage the whole "suspended on twitch for []" thing but it's soooo much harder to break into youtube T_T

[lillie-garden]

Lillie

sleepy sheepy ramboy jester disabled transfem vtuber i stream a lot of retro & indie stuff. currently "indefinitely suspended" on twitch wi

oughhhhhhh im like 55% towards monetized on youtube. if you like dweeb-ass trans women playing games badly you should follow me :D not to leverage the whole "suspended on twitch for []" thing but it's soooo much harder to break into youtube T_T

[is-this-character-tme-or-tma]

Wasps from real life

WASPS from Real Life

TMA

TME

Voting ended onMay 7

[lillie-garden]

here's my "propaganda" if you will:

most wasps people interact with are the "female-adjacent" kind (though assigning human genders to insects is insane in the first place) yet wasps rarely get she/her'd

the vast majority of wasps (over 99%) are unable to sting and are solitary yet are all seen as "scary and violent"

the wasps who do sting do so in self-defense and have their existence fundamentally moralized, despite many factors being environmental / things that could be resolved to live in harmony

parasitoid wasps & ovipositors, completely natural thing that people get really really grossed out by

there are wasps as small as amoebas

seen as the "ugly unpreferred alternative" to bees

on that point, seen often as "they don't even pollinate"- they do. some wasps even produce honey.

i said so

[platycryptus]

A giant ichneumon wasp (Megarhyssa macrurus) uses her extremely long ovipositor to drill into a dead maple tree. Megarhyssa includes species with the longest ovipositors of any insect (up to 11 cm in M. macrurus and up to 14 cm in its cousin M. atrata), which also technically gives them the longest total length of any hymenopteran insect. The ovipositor is used to pierce deep into dead or dying trees to lay eggs on the larvae of a large wood-boring sawfly (Tremex columba).

Her ovipositor acts not only as a drill but as a sensory organ, and is highly sensitive to vibrations in the wood made by the sawfly larvae. Note how the translucent membranes of her abdomen stretch as she applies pressure by curling the base of the ovipositor, then retract when she withdraws to search for a different spot.

(Massachusetts, July 2025)

[lillie-garden]

hey. i put out a video summarizing the entirety of the details with my ai automated, transphobe initiated twitch suspension for, and i quote, "". Also talked about what you can do to help, and what you should know if you're also a streamer. if you've got 10 minutes, here it is. Share with whoever you want, however you want. This is the last way to help me get reinstated.

here's the twitter post too, to @ twitchsupport on, since, again, that is the only way i can actually get this looked at by a fucking human being.

thanks

[lillie-garden]

Thank you for all the support so far. again, if you could @twitchsupport on twitter, even if you already have done so, it would go a long way. We're trying to flood their notifications so a human being sees it. Additionally, if you haven't got a twitter account, even a burner account helps.

[lillie-garden]

well. just a reminder, in case anyone wants to follow what i do in the future, i've got all my links to Other socials hosted on my website, & i'm working on getting everything i do hosted there too- yes, that includes smeemo gallery (though right now it just links to @smeemos) & streaming & etc too.

[lillie-garden]

admittedly got scared from today's tumblr outage since with my twitch suspended donations here are the only real way i can make ends meet right now. so.

if you want to follow me on bsky, here

if you want to join my discord, here

you can follow me on youtube here

and im streaming on kick here.

[lillie-garden]

also if u wanna join my discord since im not streaming to twitch anymore its where i send the actual general updates on the whole thing. and smeemo images.

Check out the Lillie's Garden community on Discord - hang out with 122 other members and enjoy free voice and text chat.

[kaylmao]

i like bugs

[lillie-garden]

as a briefer more direct appeal: if you have or can make a Twitter account & just comment on this post linked here with some variation of "@twitch @twitchsupport please review Lillies case" to help to get them to Maybe look, it would really mean the world to me.

[lillie-garden]

hey if you want to help maybe get my twitch account reinstated, here's the post on what's up & a link to me trying to get their attention on twitter.

So. For those of you who don’t know me, my name is Lillie, I’m a disabled trans woman & have been streaming on Twitch for almost a year now at @ lillie_garden, around every other day (over 150 streams since March), & have made it a point to build community explicitly among other transfems, networking exclusively with one another & only platforming eachother.

On the 4th, while I was streaming, with no warning, my twitch account got permanently suspended. The stream cut out, and the only information we got was my page being updated to “This channel is currently unavailable due to a violation of Twitch's Community Guidelines or Terms of Service.”, and an email linking to Twitch’s appeals portal. The email cited “Serious Violent Threats”, with no further details or information. The “Reasons” panel of the appeal’s portal is completely blank.

I’ve been sat here since going over in my head everything that could possibly have warranted such a thing, and none of the possibilities line up, leading me to believe that it was either something done purely automated- twitch themselves admits to using “machine learning tools” in their moderation- or in absolute bad faith.

We’ve been waiting almost a week now for any sort of response from twitch, but how do you even appeal that kind of thing? In panic I just submitted “???? there are no details listed as to why I was suspended”. No response. No reinstatement. Sat here without being able to so much as watch twitch streams logged out- doing so is against their terms of service. I can’t look at my earnings, chat in other members’ channels, even gifted subs from me are listed as from “unknown”.

Currently, we’re trying to get in touch with twitch through twitter, since that seems to be the only way to resolve account “suspensions”. If you’re interested in doing so, I’d appreciate any boosting of the post I’ve linked, whether its through retweets or more people @’ing twitch themselves. Additionally, I’ll leave a donation post with information on where to find me other than here, I just know this post has gotten kinda long. Either way, thank you for all of your help.

[lillie-garden]

i'm not Big-Time Urgent stressed right now financially (not starving, roof over my head, etc) but there are a few things that i'd really like to try to take care of (securing more hrt supplies, autoinjector, maybe a nice meal). so i wanted to do a birthday fundraiser as my birthday is on the 7th & i have $3 rn. if anyone wants 2 help out a disabled trans woman or just send me something 2 get somethin' nice i'd really appreciate it, otherwise thank you anyways & here is a picture of smeemo

my paypal is linked here

[lillie-garden]

my twitch account got "permanently suspended" without a reason for why specified so now this is my only source of income again until / unless I can get it appealed

[lillie-garden]

it's my birthday

[lillie-garden]

in the meantime while i'm "permanently suspended" from twitch if you wanted to join my discord server for updates & etc you can do that here & if you wanted to send me anything to help make ends meet since this was my only source of income you can do that through my paypal. i'll try to keep my audience posted but i don't really like using tumblr these days anyhow

[ecosmowarrior]

i like wasps better than honeybees because with bees theyll start getting stressed and then the bee people are like "oh just relax and they'll know you mean no harm :3" and it doesn't work and everybody is like "bees are sooo sweet :3 if ☝️ youre pure of heart." and the bees are coming and you don't know which way they want you to go and they don't like you. meanwhile a wasp stands in front of you and says "hey man back off" and you say "no prob bob" and one thousand internet strangers say "Eugh a Wasp!? I am Becoming an Oil Executive" ive shared a sandwich with a yellowjacket ive shared sushi with a yellowjacket ive shared an apple with a yellowjacket ive picked up a bald faced hornet off the ground and warmed it with my hands and given it a ride and i tried to help a carpenter bee down a step and it got into angry kitten stance and said No Thank You! respectfully! but european honeybees say We own the entire forest and there is nowhere you can retreat fast enough And also we're famous so suck it lmao

[girlballs]

ive invented a new unit called the spidergram which is 8 times wider than a kilogram

[girlballs]

ive invented a new unit called the spidergram which is 8 times wider than a kilogram