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shin soonhee | leader | the princess | twenty two | snakes younger of the shin twins

[gpsoonhee]

gpxareum:

areum had looked at soonhee a bit longer, making sure that the other female was telling the truth. sure, she knew her from the older jung’s fight clubs, and while the fight club was an unspoken neutral ground for them, it didn’t mean that anywhere else wasn’t. but she figured that soonhee wasn’t lying when she saw how serious she looked and completely different from who the snake leader apparently was. and so she nodded, letting her know that she believed her, although still wary of whatever it is that soonhee brought with her. “let me guess: gang wars?” technically, they haven’t reached that level yet, but it was going in that direction and areum was not excited for it at all. it meant getting their hands dirty and having to talk to people they didn’t need to talk to. god, she hated unnecessary violence—probably why she can never be fond of the nameless and their psychotic leaders. “i do hope this gets resolved soon. was there anything specific you were looking for?” not that she wanted to help soonhee; areum just wanted her off the area as soon as possible.

this wasn’t soonhee’s usual attitude, but her real leader side if anything. she was more business and less play, which was the opposite of what she usually liked to be but what could she do? more than half her gang had just gotten wiped out and she was both livid, and trying to get her way to the bottom of it. soonhee just needed to fucking figure out what happened. “pretty much, or a little more than that when you’re gang gets fucked over and someone comes in and mutilates half your members.” there was a sourness in her words, because even soonhee didn’t kill as badly as her members had been.. and she just couldn’t believe it still. “i think you’ll be hoping that for a while, because i don’t think this is ending anytime soon, areum-ssi.” she sighed, “nothing really, i just need to pass through this area.”

[gpsoonhee]

gpyulhee:

“What do you mean you don’t feel like that today?” She asks with a small smile, fingers interlacing with the other as she fiddled with the collar of her sweater while they walked. “Princess, aren’t just.. luxury and easy lives. They’ve got a kingdom to rule too. And just because Disney plays these ditzy ass characters, doesn’t mean Princess don’t go through some real shit. –Fuck, take Mulan. She was bad ass. The Huns came to attack her people and she bounced back. If I have to go out there and give that  twerp of a leader an ass beating I will. he’s shorter than me anyway. Yulhee looked for the remote, flicking on the tv as she handed it over to the other girl and  sat herself down on the bed,  “Wanna watch people ruin their lives?”

“i know that..“ she sighed, listening to her words, they did bring a small smile to her lips anyway at least. “but i always have it together. i always know what i’m doing, where i’m going, what i’m preparing for. i’m always perfect and ready, because i like being like that.. but i’m not that right now, and i don’t know how to be that. i don’t know what we’re supposed to do now.“ soonhee sighed, half wanting the bed to just swallow her so she could pretend that none of this had happened really. “you aren’t doing anything like that, yulhee. i’m not losing you because you’re going to go and attack them and we don’t have the numbers to defend right now-- i’m not losing you too.“ the question had her laughing a little though, tired as she flicked through the channels for a moment. “does watching people ruin their lives make me feel better about ours?“ but there was a joking tone there at least.

[notaswel]

[yvmji]

ariana grande // bad decisions

[wnq-writers]

She’s proud of being a villain, to break hearts, to split souls and to leave wounds wherever her mad eyes settle on.

Maram Rimawi  (via masochisticsadist)

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[gpsoonhee]

gpyulhee:

She clears her throat, wanting to make up for what she’s done but she understands what her leader is saying. She understands that she needs a break and needs time to get over this– Just like she had needed when she had ran to her parents and just sat on the couch with her little sister, watching Korean dubs of the smurfs like they used to do when life was simple and easy for them. Yulhee  got it,. But it didn’t mean she didn’t feel bad knowing she was favored over the rest of her members. “Yeah, princess.. Yeah… Let’s watch some tv?” It was a simple distraction, something that aided her, and as she pulled the other towards the bedroom she was so familiar with, it dawned on her how selfish it was of her to up and dash and leave her leader to deal with all of this on her own. If she didn’t know better, she probably would’ve apologized again.’

“princess--“ she half laughed at the name, something she was so used to being called, favoured being called even. it made her feel special. but right now.. god-- “i don’t feel like that today.“ soonhee sighed out, but she allowed herself to be pulled towards the bedroom without protest, because laying down and watching tv sounded like the best idea right now. at least then maybe there would be some kind of distraction, although it felt different not inviting her into the bedroom for a different reason altogether this time.but soonhee was alright with that, and when they finally got through to the bedroom she sighed again, quietly, as she sank down onto the bed. 

[gpsoonhee]

gpyulhee:

“It just– scared me and I needed to see my family..” She explained anyway, because even if she was sleeping with her leader– Even if they had something ‘more’ than what Yulhee liked claiming, she was still her underling and felt the need to explain and report why she had been gone for so long. She knew that if i had been any one else, they would’ve received a punishment, a hard one and she had to be the one to give it.  She wasn’t above the rules and she shouldn’t act like she was either. “So.. what is my punishment for  temporary desertion?”  Her arms wrap around the other protectively, placing a kiss on her forehead as she looked down and sighed, “I’m safe and you are too and we should.. focus on our gang.”

“no-- i know.. yulhee. i get it. i’m not mad at you about it or anything. you don’t need to explain yourself, alright?“ and she meant it, because maybe she didn’t like the fact that she’d deserted her and the gang, but she’s more relieved to find, and see her, safe and well here. the mention of punishment had soonhee’s head shaking again though, because no.. she wasn’t going to do anything. she couldn’t-- hell.. for once she didn’t blame any one of them for leaving. “i’m not giving you one. if you’d left and not said anything, then maybe i’d give you one for scaring the shit out of me, but you at least had the decency to let me know.“ the arms around her were almost like a blanket though, the kiss making her warm and the words comforting as she leaned into yulhee; letting herself breathe. “all i’ve been doing is focusing on the gang. their safety. making sure this mess is cleaned up. looking after everyone and making sure no else gets hurt-- and just.. everything. is it too much to ask for a night that’s just.. not that? come lay down with me? please?“

[gpsoonhee]

gpsoohan:

His heart clenched at the answer he got and the answer he had been suspecting. It didn’t make sense but it also almost did. No one had ever been tricked into thinking that gangs got along but there was at least the pact. And none of them were dumb enough to think that someone wouldn’t try to break that pact at some point either but the Lost Boys? Soohan would like to say that he would look past it, that he could believe the Lost Boys saying it wasn’t them, could believe his friends, but it was hard when he had actually seen the bodies. He knew what a Lost Boy victim looked like and he had cleaned up too many of them that morning.

“Yeah. I’m not entirely sure if we’re safe here anyway.” He chose to leave off that he didn’t think they were safe anywhere now. Their own territory had been trespassed and used as an execution point after all. His eyes widen as Soonhee mentions Yulhee, pulling back until he can look her in the face and make sure she’s not lying. “Yulhee? I assumed she would be with you?” The same shot of fear from earlier went through him until he caught himself. No one had mentioned Yulhee. All the other Snakes he had spoken to would have mentioned if she was one of the ones dead, it wasn’t exactly a secret how close the pair were considering they referred to each other as if they were married. Someone would have told him and that had to mean she was okay. And if she was okay Soohan could make a guess at where she would be. “She’ll be with her family, I think. It’s the only place I can see her going after all of this…mess. I’ll call her to check.”

“probably not.. who even knows who we can trust anymore.” she sighed, pulling back then and taking his hand instead so start pulling him from the cafe. her apartment was probably her best bet right now, because as much as she trusted their headquarters, soonhee didn’t want to think about all the shit that had gone on their last night. she didn’t want to face it all again, despite it all being cleaned up-- she couldn’t. so at least her apartment was in a hopefully safe enough place.

the fact that yulhee hadn’t gotten back to soohan though? that had her freezing a little instead, because if she hadn’t gotten back to him.. her mind went to the worst case scenario's then instead. thinking about everything that could’ve happened to her-- but if anything had happened then someone would’ve told one of them, right? unless she was kidnapped-- but no.. she’d know, right? still, soonhee’s mind didn’t drift from the hell thoughts then until soohan was speaking to her again. “i hope so..” she muttered quietly, beginning to walk again. “if she gets back to you, let me know.. she hasn’t been picking up my calls or answering my messages right now. so i hope you gets back to you at least. or just one of us.”

[devilmuse]

[yasyaskovsk]

[cestvibe]

[angelicprzncess]

[theseulgis]

she’s the muse of dance.

[gpsoonhee]

gpyulhee:

It had never really hit her, how dangerous what they were doing was. She has spent time dealing and it seemed like nothing but chump change, hand someone some drugs; grab the money and go. It was easy. And when she had slithered through the ranks and her duties became more violent, darker– she became used to that to. But seeing the people who she had managed to become friends with–acquainted with even, sprawled across the floor as if they hadn’t had lives and issues, it made her scared. And she had booked it back home for a couple of days. She cut everyone off that was tied to it. She had ignored soonhee’s texts, Except for letting her know she was safe and hoped she relayed the message to soohan; really she needed a break. It was the off chance that on her way back to the apartment, her leader had called her. Feet changing direction on instinct though she felt like she didn’t have much control over herself. “I’m sorry.” Is what she says as she finds herself opening the door. Unsure of when she got there or how she got there so fast.

soonhee understood why yulhee had disappeared instead of come to her or soohan. why she’d only texted her instead of let her know in person. but she’d never hold it against her. the female was only glad that yulhee had showed up now, because most of her days after the attack up until now had been spent with soohan by her side, making sure that he was alright as well as others while she figured out what she was going to do now. what she was going to do to make sure this gang was still standing. “you have nothing to be sorry about.” is all she says then, reaching out to take yulhee’s hand, pulling her gently further into the apartment as she closed the door, locking it out of reflex because it was the only safety she could offer herself right now. safety that even then left her struggling to sleep. she needed to be sure that no one would attack her anyway. but for now, she just moves closer to the other, hugging her gently. “i’m just glad that you weren’t hurt, and that you’re safe. and now you’re here.”

[gpsoonhee]

now more than ever was soonhee’s protective side coming out. she’d already lost half of her gang, even if they were low ranked. but she couldn’t afford to let anyone else take them away from her now. she wasn’t going to let herself lose another man or woman, and if it was the lost boys that had caused this? she’d rip them apart. soonhee was vengeful, manipulative and brutal. she was a hurricane, and overlooked one too many times. but tonight wasn’t about that.. tonight was about making sure her own were protected, and after making sure soohan was safe, she’d called over yulhee. so when she heard the door opening to her apartment, a soft sigh left her lips as the female, looking a lot more casual and tired than she normally did, dark circles covered as best she could anyway. “i’m sorry it’s late, but i want to be able to know that your safe.” soonhee wasn’t soft anyway, not with many at all, but with the female it came out. her protective instincts and wants. and for once she hadn’t called her over to be intimate. she didn’t want that tonight. she just wanted her there and safe, because even soonhee wasn’t sure who was supposed to be trusted anymore, but she knew at least that her members were. they were her only family now. @gpyulhee

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