Smile. you're on camera.

Grace Roberts. Chief editor of the school paper, cheerleader, photographer and soon to be journalist. My life is rather hectic and I'm known as a busy body. However, if you want to know anything about me; feel free to ask. Just expect a lot of questions in return. { RP account. } { No graphics are credited as mine. }

[mazerunners-deactivated20140809]

[grace-roberts-blog]

Noah.

The last few months have been nothing but miserable for me. I thought I could do it but I can't. I tried to keep my distance, I tried to distract myself and I tried to convince myself that holding it together in front of you would work but it didn't. For once in my life, me trying wasn't good enough. I failed. I know you saw me and you must have thought I was heartless. It didn't seem like I even gave a second thought to what we had. It must have hurt you and believe me, it wasn't any different for me. No matter how much it seemed I was over what we had, the truth was that there wasn't a single day where I didn't think about you. Telling myself each day that it would get easier with time was stupid. Nothing changed. 

I told myself that avoiding you, being distant and cold was the answer. Having you dislike me would make it simple and you could move on. I could move on and get over you but it wasn't working. You were still the first person I thought of when I woke up, and before I laid my head down to get sleep. Whenever I came across good news, or had a problem I needed to sort out, you were the first person I wanted to speak to. You always came first, no matter what. 

There's nothing more that I want than to have you back in my life again. I can't go through with another day of having to see you and not saying exactly what's on my mind. You mean the world to me. I can't picture what my life would have been like if you hadn't come to town. I can still remember being so guarded and hesitant to speak openly with you but I'm so thankful you changed me for the better. With time, I could tell you anything and everything. You were there to listen to me - whether I was debating, ranting or crying; you were there and that's all I needed. I could trust you with anything. I could rely on you to come through for me when I needed you. You have my heart, Noah. Don't ever forget that.

I got incredibly lucky. People have to search for happiness and bring it into their lives but I was fortunate. You came to me - you found me. You were - are my first love and that won't ever change. I don't have to go through the trouble of searching for love because I have you and there won't be anyone who could ever make me feel the way you did.

I'm rambling. I can't seem to get all of my feelings translated into words, which is ironic with me being a writer and such. Surprisingly, I'm much better with my actions rather than my words but the only three words that you need to hear, or the ones that matter - I love you. 

[grace-roberts-blog]

I really suck at these things so this is going to be random and just off the top of my head. The post will be all over the place but yeah, I have to say something at least. It's been 7 months in this roleplay and that's the longest I've ever stayed in one and I'm glad it was this one. I randomly joined after seeing how organized the roleplay seemed so I took a chance and this roleplay turned out to be pretty amazing and yeah. I don't know what else to say but thanks for giving me a home and a fun place to write. dork dork dork. My thank yous and such are going to suck but that's okay.

Liv Tyler - The first person I ever para'd with and actually the first person I ever sent an ask to. Like, the first person I reached out to interact with and I'm glad I did. You're a perfect writer and everytime you apologized or said your replies weren't good, I was ready to murder you because whether or not you accept it, you're flawless. You easily made Melissa awesome and the only reason I attempted to watch Secret Circle was for Melissa but that fell through, ahh. Still - thanks for being the first person to write with me. I'll miss going to your submit box or fanmail although the last couple of months have been lacking, it was nice to threaten you through submit. :')

Chelsey - Awk I used to be scared of you but then I came to find out you're harmless :') Thanks for practically holding this roleplay together considering you're here from start to finish. There were times where I thought this roleplay was going to be a goner but it always managed to survive and pull in plenty of new roleplayers. Thanks for being a great mod and managing to play three characters perfectly at the same time - I have no idea how you pulled it off but I'm so thankful you did.

Beck1 - Just like what I said for Liv, everytime I saw that you said your graphics were meh or lame shbsdb sdh not true. You made the prettiest graphics and then you came along as Tyler and Lyla and then eventually Kol and I'm glad I got to interact with all of them. :') And, and it was fun going through Lyla's blog daily to reblog for my AU OTP.

S@m - My fellow Canadian. I'm so happy we got to do that last para before this place closes down and it was one of my favourite to write and my favourite para with you :') . The whole time I was in this roleplay, we never really had a Caroline that stuck through it but then you came along and you and Becki just made the most adorable Forwood team and sigh, it was just perfect. I really hope I get another chance to post/para with you because sigh, so much fun. P.S. I was "takecare". awk. I get bored and troll ok ok. dont spill anything on your white carpet creep creep dork dork awk.

Trev - My other fellow Canadian. I hope your window is forever flawless and I will also miss going to your submit box and just typing whatever came to mind. And sending you those anonymous anons about beating people up and running fingers through your hair but I hope you remain perfect and I will leave bedfellow in your possesion. Treat him well and one day he will become much more. Love him and your life will be perfect and happy and you'll get everything you want in life. If you don't; he'll smash your window and you'll be living your life in a horror movie bye.

Awstin - nothing you are the worst ugh. i cant believe i had to type so much with you and ugh, just no. NO. jk u r perfect nothing else 2 say because i can never say goodbye ahhh. my favourite and yeah, just had to put your name in here so you wouldn't be all :'(. <3 Qt, my favourite, number 1, husband and so forth. 

Then there were a lot of people I really didn't get to talk to, but that doesn't mean I didn't recognize your writing, or interacting on the dash and so forth. I'm going to seem like a major creep for knowing names and all that but whatever, it's been seven months and I creeped a lot ok ok.

Zach and Evita - Never really spoke too much but I did creep Cake threads. The moment Cassie was gone, I knew  it was going to be impossible to find another Cassie. I've sent two anons to you Evita if you read this ahh, one was around christmas when you wanted a review of how you were doing as Cassie and I said thanks for being the best Cassie considering the other ones only reblogged pictures and didn't do much. And then recently when I said you made Cassie so versatile rather than the Mary Sue's running around so thanks. You two did were a perfect pair and ya. Awk awk, you two are lovely.

Terry (SP?IDK) - It's scary how well you play Katherine. We never really got to interact besides Christmas but like everyone else said, you're flawless at your role and it's true.

Kevin - Thanks for playing my brother and your worshipping of SMG was great. I still have yet to watch Angel but sigh, I'll do it one day ok.

Miranda/Cat (SP AGAIN? IDK) - Never got to interact with you two either but I know Miranda was here from the start and major thanks to you for playing the villain and giving us a plot to work with. And Kat for your Rebekeh vase gifs because those were priceless.

Jamie - It's such a shame our characters never clicked and I really hope I didn't do any damage to Dianna Agron with just how horrible Grace was but yeah, Deanison will always be who Dean ends up with in my heart but shh, that's a secret.

Ashli - Thanks for modding, we never really interacted but thank you for stepping up as a mod and ensuring this stayed open longer!

KT - I have no idea if you'll ever see this but thank you for taking all the horrible abuse and anons from Grace. I'm glad we got to talk and it sucks you left but you always made me laugh with your clever responses. :')

There's a lot of names left but yeah, I'm not sure what else to say. I might not have gotten to know everyone through skype and plotting wise like that but I still feel like I got an idea of who you were, how you acted and such through OOC which was good enough for me. Thanks again for giving this roleplay so much success and if anyone wants to contact me join a group or anything, I'm leaving this page up and I'll check back every now and then because deleting it would just be a crime. Hopefully if there's any spnfalls reunion or reopening, I get to roleplay with the majority of you again because you're a great group of people. I'm not sure what else to say, ahhh but <3.

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[itscaroforbes-blog]

Today is just not my day.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

If he stays here like I think he’s planning to, at least he would be around Matt who I know for sure is staying back. He’ll have you, whoever else he knows from school remaining here after graduation, and his mom who I’m sure has sent him out a couple times for Mayor type of stuff already.

Grace, always the wise one. That’s a major if though. He has a life here, just like I do but a lot can happen during that time. Not to our relationship exactly, but life. Who knows what kinds of things will happen for him here once I leave? What if he never wants to leave, or has no interest in where I want to go? I’ll never be able to fully be there for him if something bad happens, and vice versa. Emails and phone calls aren’t as effective as face to face conversation. I’ll think about what you said, because I don’t want to give up on him and if there’s any hope for making it work, I’ll take it. But it’s too soon to jump right back into pressuring him into making any decisions like this. I think we need some time to think.

[grace-roberts-blog]

He'll have us to make it easier for him, every day he's away from you, we'll be there to take his mind off of it. If he needs someone to talk to, or he needs help with something you can't be here for, we've got it covered. 

All I know is, that you two love each other a lot and that's reason enough to try. He'll regret not being able to try the long distance thing, all you need to do is ask him to try. Actually, you don't even have to. He'll come to his senses sooner or later - I should have some faith in him as well, he's changed for the better and he will come around Care. For the summer, at least, you two should spend that time together and think less about the future. Make every day count rather than be apart, it'll do you both some good.

Or y'know, I can just tell him if I have to deal with having a long distance relationship with my best friend, he can handle his girlfriend not being here every day. Give it a day or two. It's going to work out.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

Today is just not my day.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

I would have worked at it, put effort into it — but it seems a lot more complicated than not seeing each other everyday. I can’t force him into doing anything he doesn’t want to. I don’t even know where his head is at, so I don’t even think he’s going anywhere nor can I ask him to drop everyone he has in Mystic and come out to Pennsylvania with me where at least I would have college and he’d have nobody.

I know you’re trying to make me feel better, and I love how much faith you have in Tyler and I, but I don’t want him to be stuck in a relationship where he can only see his girlfriend when it’s over the Internet or during breaks. It’s not fair to him. Maybe you’re right, and I’m just being stubborn, but I don’t want to try and have it a thousand times worse if I’m all the way out there and it doesn’t work. Four years is a long time to be away from someone. I feel silly saying it, but I’m scared. I want him with me, but not if it’s not going to work out in the end.

[grace-roberts-blog]

Try talking to him again? Get Matt to talk to him? He's not going to give you a straight answer, not yet at least. What's keeping him in Mystic? It seems like it would be a selfish thought to have him move with you but if you two love each other and there's nothing in Mystic for him, why not talk about it?

I know exactly what you mean and if I was in your situation - I get it but do you think Tyler wants to be with anyone else? In all the years I've know him, no one has made him as happy as you did, Care. You're worth waiting around for and who knows, after a year, what if Tyler is ready to move? What if you want to go to a new school and Tyler likes the location? You two need to sit and talk it out and you still have so much time together. You should be cherishing it rather than being apart.

[lyla-m]

At least we won’t be here to see it all come crashing down, right?

[grace-roberts-blog]

That's half the fun, though. Who knows? Maybe they'll cause such a catastrophe that the news will spread like wildfire. That would be good enough and all the scattered seniors can laugh.

Oh, and your brother wants me to buy you a dolphin - I think. Story behind that or is he just so drunk that it's nonsense?

[itscaroforbes-blog]

Today is just not my day.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

I’m leaving, Grace, and that was the problem. Long distance was too risky, and it would have been selfish for either of us to expect it, no matter how much I pushed for it. He just couldn’t do it. No, don’t. Don’t talk to him. At least not about me or this. There’s nothing to say.

[grace-roberts-blog]

It's not that risky, Care. I mean, I understand the situation but are you really going to let that be the end of your relationship? Tyler's dragged you to all of these distant locations and when you move - without a doubt he would make an effort to visit you and vice versa. 

He can do it and he'll come to his senses eventually, and you know why? Because he'll want to be with the girl who makes him a better person and that's you, Care. Ever since you two got together, it's no secret that Tyler's been much happier than he's ever been and everyone's noticed his new attitude. It's not selfish at all. Do you think there's even a remote chance that there's someone out there that can make him as happy as you did? Or someone who you could love more than Tyler? Even if it means waiting, and not seeing one another every single day, I think you two are strong enough to handle it. Distance makes the heart grow fonder - just give him some time and he'll realize that you can and will make it work. Believe me.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

Today is just not my day.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

It’s bad.

Last night Tyler and I talked about it. College, I mean. I told him what I told you about Penn State and choosing to leave. He.. it was hard.

[grace-roberts-blog]

Maybe he just needs to clear his mind... He might have said some things without thinking but he didn't - I mean you two didn't call it quits, right? Do you want me to talk to him?

[itscaroforbes-blog]

Today is just not my day.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

I just wasn’t feeling it this morning, wouldn’t have been able to focus if I had gone. It’s not smart to start missing school so close to graduation, but everyone has their off days, right? How much time do you have.

[grace-roberts-blog]

You're not one to miss school either... So it must be pretty bad? 

I'm here for you Care and all the time you need - putting aside my papers and everything right now. You have my full attention.

[christ-m-blog]

neber gibe my suster a dolhoinh 

[grace-roberts-blog]

Maybe I was wrong. You seem more approachable when you're drunk. Got it, I'll get a dolphin? I think that's right. Lyla, you're getting a dolphin. 

[xaveryfosterx]

Oh. Okay. Everything you said is very true and even though I do have a bit of a problem with drinking, never really been a public nuisance though. And any of the times that I came close, I was usually with Damon, and he stopped me from doing anything I’ll regret. But I completely agree with everything you said.

And even tho, I was drinking before 21, I really advise teens not too. But I do know the appeal of it. So I’m probably really the wrong person to be talking. But you… you’re on the money.

[grace-roberts-blog]

I didn't mean to come off with a lecture or anything, just helping people realize and take a second to think before they act; that's all. There are teens mature enough and all but yeah. Thanks, I guess.

[elise-agronsky]

[christ-m-blog]

uou sememr liekk you need a shug you hsoud go nd get s hug hugs are grealllu foog fr you

[grace-roberts-blog]

I think you're in need of comfort and hugs but I'll keep that in mind. Thanks for the great advice. Any other words of wisdom while you're at it or is it time for you to get some sleep?

[lyla-m]

That’s the worst, I mean Seniors aren’t as bad but it’s too much.

[grace-roberts-blog]

Seniors can usually handle themselves and they're mildly entertaining but oh god, the juniors. They'll complain, whine, breakdown and then apologize the next morning until they start all over again. It scares me to think they'll be taking over Mystic Falls High soon.

[itscaroforbes-blog]

Today is just not my day.

Going to hold my tongue as much as I can and just say that Bonnie was right about that service. I’ve never seen the girl smile once in my life. Cherry on top to my day.

[grace-roberts-blog]

Today couldn't have been that bad although I didn't see you once at school so it's understandable. What's wrong, Care? 

[grace-roberts-blog]

I hope you get attacked by the bedfellow.