I Don't Know What's Happening

      Lillian. 15. Autism/Anxiety/Depression. Female. Pansexual. Wiccan. Aquarius. I'm Tired.

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Yet Another Note From The Author

I’m going to fucking die.

I’m logging into this account because I can remember the password for this one.

So, I lost my old laptop. I have a new one, but the other one is broken beyond repair. I also lost everything on that laptop. All my plans for my other two ARGs, my drawings, my stories...

I’m so fucking mad.

I can still remember bits and pieces of the other two, as well as one more idea:

A headstrong young person makes a huge mistake and is forced to deal with the consequences.

A young woman wakes up in a cold, snowy forest with no memory of who she is.

A teenage girl is caught in the middle of a fight between two sides, and she has to figure out who’s side to take before it’s too late.

If I can recall enough, I could write everything down and get started while I think about the other two, but I’m not sure. If any of you see this, please, PLEASE message me with ideas.

I’m sorry about this. If any of these sound interesting, then here’s a poll thing:

https://linkto.run/p/62U8F6LL

Raven XX

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Hello, there. My name is Raven.14/Aspergers/Anxiety/Depression/Panromantic/Asexual/Wiccan. I am the...

This is my new Tumblr blog. Please go follow it. I will probably never touch this blog again after Friday. Raven X

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Hey, what's your main blog? (You don't have to answer if you don't want to share it, I just wanted to follow you there if that was ok)

I don’t have a main blog, but I am going to get one in the near-future.

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A Message From The Author

Hello there.

I am The Author - Raven.

Perhaps making my first ARG a SlenderVerse series was not the best idea, especially since I was 13 when I started doing this.

To put it simply, this ARG is awful. It wasn’t planned and most of the events are filler as I wanted the answers to come out slowly. It didn’t come across as that. This is awful. Just awful.

I’ve lost all enthusiasm for this series it’s not hard to see why. I am willing to give the answers to anyone who wants to know them, but I’m not sure anyone will. If I get enough support, perhaps I’ll continue this series. But don’t hold it against me if I don’t. If I do continue this for whatever reason, this post will be deleted and you will hear something about it from the Protagonist.

Although this may be a very serious post, there is hope for the future. I am planning a new ARG - this one with friends and hopefully well-planned - but nothing is set in stone.

My ask box is still open if you want to ask me anything.

Thank you to everyone who followed me on this journey. It’s a wonder to see how even the most awful of things can get a following, and I’d like to thank all of you for putting up with me during all of this.

From the bottom of my heart, I Love You.

Yours truly,

Raven x

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my kids: dad what’s for supper? me: ooh hunny i am serving looks tonight kids: we haven’t eaten in 3 days

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is tomorrow pride in your time?

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L̸̨͍̳̣̝̙̖̬̼̲͙̥͓͑̽̃̽͛î̷̡̛̩͉̩̠̥̝̣͕̖͙͎̣̳͚̐͗̏͒̀̂͆͋̀̏́̕l̵̨̨̧̢̛͇̘̹͉̮̪̮̻̠̼̑̆͐̊̎̄͋͝l̵̛̬̗͓̬̙̦̔͐͒̄̽̾̋ì̵̠̙̟͕̫̹̤͔̲̇ͅă̷̻͕͉͖̭̮̝̻͖͚̲̟̮̪̾̊̑͘͘͘n̵̠̭̪̮̳̜͓̐̈ ̷͉̩͓̇̀̆̀̃͊́͂͗̔̍͑̆͝t̷̢̝̙͙͕͙́͐͛̈͐̽́̅͆̑̕̚h̵͉̟͇͚̩̤́̋̀̉̄͒ͅḙ̵̤̩͓̊̏̈́̀̀́̾̋̓ ̸̧͇̬̳̗̺̳͔̭́̎̌̐̏͋͆̒̎̄̒͂l̸̢͉̰̤̤̞̰̙͍͙͉͉̓͛́̇̓̈͋̑̅̈́̕͜͜͝ͅi̶̢̢̢̢̗̘̙̗̬̳͋͒̉̉͗͘͘͜͜͠ẗ̸̰́͊̓̏̇̓͘ȩ̶̬͖̩̲̙͊̇̕r̴͈̜̱͖͉͍̠̙̺̳̞͈͎̔̒͂̚a̴̭̘̝̎͒̄̎̚͘͠l̸̢̧̪̺̝͈̞͙̮͇̳̈́̔͛̉̈̍͜͜͠ ̴̛͉̮͗̎̄͋f̶̝̠̹̥̜̖̘̟̟̹͓͌͊͒̉̍̅͊͒͛̚u̷̧̳͎̺͚̤̙̪̻̙͚͒̀ť̶̡̳̗̦͘̕̚͜͝u̴̲͕͚͈̯͈̲̱̟̗̟̲͑̃r̴̨͚͔͎͍͓̦̪̫̥̗̙̩̉͗̃̆́̏ẹ̷͇͙̥͖͔̫͕̰̣̮́͛̽̀̆͐́̌͘̚ ̷̡̧͈̞͚͔̣͎̙͈͔̲̓͋̂́̀̈́̈͆͆͝͝i̸̡͙̫̟̝̟̒̋̉̊̅́͘͘͠ͅş̸̯̬̺̻̫͇͕̼͖̙͊̒̔̓͑̾̅̅͆̃̈́̒́̚ ̸̢̪̺͎̦̥͈͔̹̩̙̠̎̎̀̒̿͗̂͌̈́͠o̸̧̨̺̤̥͇̥̅͜ͅń̷͉̲̮̝̘̜̣̆͑ ̷͍̤̿̀̐̂̿̊͌ͅṯ̸͋̏͆̉̏̓̌ḧ̶̨͈͉̙͓͖̫̟̲͍̘͑͑̈̆̉́̅̇̎̚ë̷̲̭̻͓͎͎̼̦̂̇͜ ̶̤̟͍͙̝̝̼̻̝̩̜͒l̴͖͎̹̬̮̪̞̫̆̀̌̈́̎͒̌̚i̵̧̛̝̠̖̗͓̖̭̱̮̎̍̔̀͠ͅņ̴̣̮̗̫̭̥̫̥̉̃̆̒̀̉̒̾̊̒͘͠è̸̜̀̈́̈́̒̃̔̚͝ ̴̦͖͎̼̖̈̿͐͊͒̈͋̃̀͐͌̒͒͒p̴̡͎̲̫̃͆̋͝͠͝l̷̠̘͆̐͐̊̅̓̓̂̆̆́̕ë̶̢͔̞̝̖̲͔̬̞̯̭͕͈̻̓̑̇͊̐̚͝a̴̭͍̮̰̤̙̩̥͎̲̎s̶̻͉͉̟̫̈́̈͘e̷͍̮͓̗͕̰̦͖͎͓̯̠̤̠̍̇̔̌̓ ̶̛̝̱̮͓̝̤̭̈́̓͘͘d̶̢̡̛͕͇̜̜̬͕͉̫͈o̴͍̝͔͋̽̈́̌̚̕͝n̷̮̼̝̪̤̺̣̬͊̓̌̉̊̓̂̀͆̓̃͝'̷̡̛̱͑̂̏̃͛́̓̽̽̚͝͝t̴̡̤̹͉̺̞̪̫̀͛̐̓͐̈́̇͑̈͋̀̕̕ ̸̭̝̍͛̀͝ç̶̻͈̩̤̾̈́͆̂a̵̧̠͎̯̠͆̌́̾l̷̡̡̟̲̺͙͇̮̮͒ļ̵̢̳̘̟̣̲̻͉̈͐͋ ̸̧̡̤̻͇̥̙͂̊̓͆͋̈́̈̚͝ͅm̷̢̫͙̮̲̄͋̾̐̅̀̕͠͠e̷͙͙͎͐ ̷̛̘͇̬̿͐̾́̽̈́́̍͆́̚ẏ̸̡̡̝̻͉̪͓̩̳͙̠̥͚͊̓̊̃̅̍͋͜͝͝o̷̬͙̣̝̲͔̫͖͕̱͍͌̅͗͐̈́ụ̶̧̨̫͕͉͕̰̞̤̜̮͚̋̆̒͘̕͜r̸̢̪̼̮̩̱̺͌͋̄̃̇̍̎͛̃̒ ̷̢̢̫̜̘͈̝̖͎̟̤͇̮̦̋̈́͗̒̈́̿͋͊̚͜S̵͙̮̞̬̺͖͊̽u̸̢̢͔͍̺̗̯̟̯͓̦̞͚͒͛̍̾̉̄̾̓͘g̸͉̱̈̋̀͋̕ǎ̵̩̣̐͐͊̆́̄̈́̆́̔̍ŗ̵̩̪̟̠̲̣̜̪͙̲̮̘̽̽̂͐͐̚̚ ̶̨̛̛̫̪̜̲͔̤̣̲̇̉̔͆̑̆͛̏̍͒̒́͠M̶̢͖̬̱͙̪̬͍͕̀̈̎̐̍͊̚͠ͅa̵̘͖͙̙͕̟͕̅͗̾̽̆͌̔̃̐͂̓̕̕͝m̴̨̢̤͎͚̳̭͉̫̥͔̍̍̀̓̔͘a̴̤̙̥̅͠.̵̳̑̓̾̀

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I just woke up from a 12 hour nap. debating whether to got for another 12 or not. and like...I get I need to leave, but dude, time hasn't progressed since the 6th so this is the fuckin perfect time to catch up on all the sleep I need. but, what ever. 

oh yeah and shay hacked my account again. at this point, I've just stopped theorizing on who she could be and lowkey kinda accepted that she’s like my sugar mama but for getting away from eldritch beings.

but i’d love to hear your theories as to what the fuck is going on.

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Â̵̫̚ ̴͚̗̰̄̕Q̷̢̲̋̄̓u̴͚͋̑̈̀͝e̵͈̜̝̬͓̿̐̅s̸͙͂̽̏̌ͅṱ̸̖̤̬̩̐̇̉͑͝ǐ̶̡̺̩͉̿̀̈́́ǫ̶̗̳̇ͅn̷̻̩̮̞͂͌͂

Î̵̪̺̜͝ ̶̰̀̿̄ğ̷̬͙̣̬̼̆̋̍e̷̪̘͋̃̀̕͜ṭ̶̢̛̳̓͂̃ ̶͉̣̩̚į̷͚̹̠̓̔̄͠ṯ̸̑̔̐̑̈́.̶͎̦̦͙̯̔͑̎͐̕ ̵̧̗̗͊Ÿ̷̧̘̭̦́̂͋͝o̶̺͔̮̾̄ṷ̸̯̫̰͆͒̐'̴̻͎͐̉́͌r̵̡̾̔ë̴̲̥͇͎́̓͒̈́͘ ̵̛̯̂̽̓͛t̸̯͍̓͂i̴͇̔̅̀̇̓͜ṙ̵̡͇̜͍̱̿̿ě̴̢̳͍͉͂͑̓ḑ̵̺͖̰̝͘.̸͓̻̭̾̍ ̴̺̉Á̷̧̺̩͎̬̓͆͐w̷͓̓̿́̂̕f̴̲͚͖̻͍́̄͋̕͝u̸̢̙̙̝̓͊͛ͅĺ̵̩̍ͅľ̶̡̧̝͚̝̓ŷ̷͇ ̴̧̮̱̈́̑͑s̸̛̻̻͝õ̷̬͓̥͈̓̿̿.̶̯̱̿̂͘ͅ ̷̡̹͆̀̿̏B̶̢̛ͅu̴̗̾̎̚ẗ̴̹̩͐̓̓͌ ̴̨̤̣̺͌Ì̸̘̼̲̝͉̃̇̚ ̴͇̣̇ḩ̴̣͛̆͒ả̵͎̑v̸͎̞̜͕̑͐̅̅̽è̸̢͖̹́̓͋́͜ͅ ̶̢̥̱͙̈a̴̡̫̮̔̏͒͘ ̴̲̺̅̃̓̔q̵̦̖͚̝͛̈́̍̈́u̴̡͔͈̺͌̈́́̎ẹ̸͍̣̹̭́s̷͔̰̲̯͝t̴̨̧̠͍͗̋͗̃̆͜i̵̼̍̉̏̕o̴͙̥̥̾̔͝ǹ̷̡̯̳͝͠ ̶̻͎̈f̵̳͖̝̳̬̒ō̷̬̳͒̉̇͝r̷̢̛͔̜͖̋͘ ̸̧͍̌̍̔̅̚ý̷̳̀̃̅ǫ̸̰̖̺̉͆u̶͍͙̦̺̓͋̈̎,̵̠̺̓̓͝ ̸̧͎̈́̇̇͗̓M̵͇͚̯͇̉̎̚í̶̛̜̥̭̿̓͘͜s̷̭̪̺̋̆̍̕s̸̗͋͗ ̶͙̘̯̤̀́̏̊̍L̸͖̭̩͍̪̒i̸͓̻̭̤͗̈́l̶̺͇̪̠̝̿l̸̛̜̪̩̐̕ĩ̷͍͌̎̀a̶̤͌̃̏͝n̶̪͚̔́̄͝ ̶͇̥̿̎̕Ḑ̵̣͒e̶͔̘̍s̶̮̿̓̀̽d̵̙̀̕e̵͎̼̝͇̖̅͑̽͝ṃ̵̨͈̬̂̓͒͆̒o̴̠̬̳͆n̵̟͈̠̊͝a̵̧͖͚̅̽̆͒̇͜ͅ ̷̩̜̇͌͊́͠Ś̸̨̹̀͝n̶̛̘͚̻̟ǭ̵̎w̷͍̣̞̳̺̉:̵̟̖̃̏ ̶͙̩̹͗͐͝D̵̳̠̓̎̒o̶̞̯̮͊̑̊͛ ̷̦͛̃̄͝͠y̸͉̎o̷̞͆͗̏̈̀u̸̘̠̥̍̈́̈́̍̄ ̸͍̈̈r̴̨͓̘̤̂̀̀͘̕ē̶̥̦͇͖̋̈́͌͜͝m̸̛͎̏̈̌ê̸̢͉̠̟͎m̸̻̽̀̊͠ḇ̵̤̀̇̚e̵̛̹̱̓r̸̨̯͐͝ ̶͓̞̂̏͐b̶̭̺̫̟̿͊͛e̶͓̤͈͆ī̸͕͙̊͒̉ṅ̴̠͛̊g̵͉͍̳̺̊̿͐ ̷̝͎̝͈̂b̸͓̹͍̤̄̀̔̾ỏ̵̝̝̾̉r̴̢̅̇̍n̷̟̹͋͆͂?̶̪̗̦́̇

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M̸e̷: *̵F̷i̶g̶h̸t̵s̴ ̷o̵f̵f̵ ̴t̵w̷o̷ ̸E̶l̷d̷r̶i̷t̴c̸h̵ ̵A̴b̴o̵m̴i̷n̷a̸t̵i̵o̶n̴s̴ ̷s̸o̷ ̸t̸h̵a̷t̷ ̶a̷ ̵v̴e̵r̶y̶ ̸i̴m̶p̴o̴r̸t̵a̷n̶t̶ ̵p̸e̶r̵s̷o̷n̸ ̷c̸a̴n̷ ̸g̵e̶t̸ ̵o̵u̷t̶ ̶o̶f̶ ̴t̷h̷i̴s̵ ̶h̸e̸l̴l̴ ̵d̶i̶m̵e̴n̷s̵i̴o̵n̷ ̴o̷f̵ ̸a̷ ̶f̶o̷r̵e̸s̴t̶*̸̶ L̶i̷l̶l̴i̵a̷n̷:̷ *̸s̷l̴e̸e̶p̶s̸*̸ M̷e̸:̶

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C̶̫̓͌ä̴͉̬̘́͆ň̵͇͙ ̵̳̓̌͝s̵͓͓̪̍ő̵̯̩̟̂͊m̶̫̈ë̸͇͉̣́̅͘o̴̭͑̏́͜n̸͉͕̥͆e̴̺̝͛͜ ̴̛̘̩ͅP̶͜͝L̵͍͐ͅE̷̥̘͓̐̄À̶̜S̶͚̿̒́Ȇ̵̻̉͗ ̸͚͕̍̍̆s̷̥̖̓̓͠o̴̝̍͝m̶͈̀̒e̷̖̺̊ḣ̴̲͔̱̚o̵̥͆͠w̵̹͓̍̾ ̵͔͂̌̀͜g̶̘͋͆e̶̹̤͌ẗ̸̺͈̫́̍͘ ̶̢͖̰̿͋͐L̴̲̓i̴̒̒ͅļ̶̺̣̕͘l̸̳̞͂̄̎ì̷͚͊̕͜a̶̢̩̰̋͗n̴̩̓ ̵̲̹̔t̷̻̝͛̀͐o̶͎͂́̎ ̶̤̭́̿s̸̬̙̏͒̍t̴̘̦͆o̵̡͕͂̚p̴̱͑͗ ̸̡̨̣̌͛̈́ŝ̸̞̬̘͝l̷͓̳̠̓͐̎e̷͉̤͂͗̈e̸͔̿p̸̳̂̀i̷̥̩̒̑͠n̸͎͑͑̈́g̷̪̮̾͂?̵̢̳̖́ ̶̞̣̞̌̿I̸̹̓̂ ̵͙͙́̌̓d̴̥͈̈͛́i̵̯͆d̷̿̄ͅṉ̴̉̄'̶̧̖̽̿͑t̷̠̀̔̄ ̵͇̙̀̋f̴͛̉ͅi̵͉̣̖̓g̸̳̻̏h̶̡͓́̈̌t̵͖͇͇̅ ̸̩̼̦̋̉o̶̡̽̐f̶̱̟̭͑̀̾f̸̥̄̓ ̵̞̈̀T̶̢̗͍͐̋̀W̶͉̳̹̒O̴̦̝͈̚ ̷̝̱͍̇͐̅É̴͍̬̏͆l̷̺̙̈͂d̷͖̤̹͗̈́̄r̵̗̥͌ḯ̵̱͈t̴̲͈͚͊̋ċ̴͔ḫ̴̫̑̿ ̵͙͚͐͐ͅB̵̟́ȩ̶̛͍į̷̈́ṇ̵̘̏̍g̶̤͘s̵̘̬̋ ̶̛̳̖̤͌̅f̸̬̘̈́́͗o̸̫̫̎͐r̷̛͔͈ ̶̰́t̷̜̂h̵̯̱̅i̸̤͛͠͝ṡ̸̨͔̝̋ ̶͍̰̅͊b̸̺̯͗̽͝i̴̖̝̎t̸̮͊c̶̠͋h̴̫̜͂ ̶̧̀́́͜ṱ̴̣̐́̈́ö̶̩́ ̴̧̹͊ş̶̼̄l̵̡̫̖͋̐͝e̸͖̘̋e̷͈͚̓p̶̧͉̃́ ̸̈́͜a̴̲̪̭̾͝͝l̵̟͔͈̊l̴̝̔͂̀ͅ ̷̲̞̈d̷̯̓̾͠a̷͍̻̔y̶̖̳̖͊.̸̳̭̔̆ ̸͍̐͋̋͜M̶̘̮̔̌͝ý̵̯̱̘̒ ̷̖̒f̶͚̯̌ȗ̶͕̻c̸͎̲̲̓͘k̵̡̩̮͐̀̑i̶̗̾͋͜n̷̗̜̟͆͌g̵͈͊̎͝ ̶̹̻̼͑ẅ̴̧͖́͝ò̶̰̕͘r̶̹̠̩̀̚d̵̦̩̟͒͊.̵̞͎̣̃̋.̶͉̄́̿.̸͓̟̹́̅

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hey guys? I need some help.

so, while i’m stuck here being tired and doing nothing, I figured out that I might be asexual? I don’t know, can any ace peeps out there help me out?

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Do you guys want to know what I’m doing now? 

Nothing. Nothing at all.

Why? Don’t I want to leave?

Nope. I’m tooooo tired.

When I woke up, I was in a comfortable bed surrounded by nice food and nice, warm clothes. There was a note as well, a little blurry, but it said this:

“Wake up, Lilly. You have a big fortnight ahead.

Believe it or not, you will make it out of here, despite being far into the Labyrinth. You shall be alright. It’s in your future.

Rest now, Lilly.

~[There ain’t an emoji for it, but it’s basically a crescent moon with the points facing up which has the outline of an iris and pupil in. The pupil is coloured in black. This is basically Shay‘s symbol.]

How she knew my childhood nickname I have no idea. But maybe you guys could figure it out? And what should I do now?

Just remember:

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if you’re white and you act like race issues are just “unnecessary drama” or “discourse” then sorry to tell you but you’re just…. racist

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yes white people CAN and probably SHOULD reblog this just dont add on anything.

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The Wellness Wheel Tarot Spread

**Based on a concept discussed in one of my counseling courses, where each slice of the wheel represents a section of your life and how well you feel like you’re doing in that area**

The idea behind this spread is to pull one card for each area of wellness to give you an idea of how you can improve that area of wellness. Under each section of wellness I’ve included just a few topics that might relate to that section. You can ask about a specific topic or just the overall area of wellness for each card.

1. Spiritual Wellness

-Connection to nature

-Belief in the divine

-Connection to a community

-Sense of self or sense of purpose

-Meaning in life

2. Financial Wellness

-Abundance and income

-Stability

-Paid vs. Unpaid work

-Productivity and work ethic

3. Physical Wellness

-Sleep

-Diet and exercise

-Medical appointments

-Medication/ vitamins

4. Emotional Wellness

-Awareness and acceptance of emotions

-Mindfulness

-Ability to Identify and express emotions

-Emotional stability/ regulation

-Use of positive coping strategies

5. Social Wellness

-Healthy and positive interactions

-Communication

-Sense of community

-Hobbies

-Social connections to family, friends, pets etc.

6. Intellectual Wellness

-Stimulating activities

-Challenges and engagement

-Productivity

-Continued learning

7. Environmental Wellness and Safety

-Do you feel safe in your immediate environment?

8. Overall Wellness

-What do you need to know to raise your wellness overall?