annie

for about fifteen seconds there, we were actually playing tennis

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i really dont mean to always bring up #weed on this blog out of nowhere (i am a challengers blog! i am! im just im just on a break idk) its just my life is so uneventful that there's very little else to report on. however i just discovered gravity bongs and boy this is the most accomplished I've felt all month

the agony of knowing what I want to write and not wanting to write it. guys i have the whole next chapter of secretary in my head and yet it remains at 0 words total on a page

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I wish I wasn’t too broke for a cat

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Threw up in my mouth

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someone said that the only person who is listening to this is rue im fucking done

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sitting on my balcony floor in shorts and a hoodie, smoking a terrible tasting blunt while watching a courtney love and ivy wolk interview

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Threw up in my mouth

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Got actually drunk for the first time while camping. Peed three times in an hour, stumbled violently downhill, laughed at the bathroom ceiling, and just giggled for three hours straight. My throat feels fucking vile from the vodka though and this is only readable thanks to autocorrect

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Gerard Way Reads the Milk Fic: A Saga

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something about gerard way fangirling over babygirl dallon weekes while reading about milk enemas (which he's probably already into)

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question: if gosling and bieber AND RACHEL MCADAMS are from here why the hell dont i see gosling and bieber level men on the street? do they not make them like that anymore? did i miss the cutoff? just my fucking luck. also havent found rachel but ill keep searching

for such a boring city with only construction and people fentwalking on the roads we sure do breed a lot of The Notebook actors

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i mean im pretty fucking sure ive driven past the hospital rachel mcadams was born in. i bet im like one or two connections away from all of them

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also im pretty sure White Oaks Mall has a picture of baby bieber on their walls though I could be wrong. I dont think I am im pretty certain bieber played there once. AND OF COURSE THATS WHEN IM NOT HERE

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question: if gosling and bieber AND RACHEL MCADAMS are from here why the hell dont i see gosling and bieber level men on the street? do they not make them like that anymore? did i miss the cutoff? just my fucking luck. also havent found rachel but ill keep searching

for such a boring city with only construction and people fentwalking on the roads we sure do breed a lot of The Notebook actors

[grimsonandclover]

i mean im pretty fucking sure ive driven past the hospital rachel mcadams was born in. i bet im like one or two connections away from all of them

[grimsonandclover]

question: if gosling and bieber AND RACHEL MCADAMS are from here why the hell dont i see gosling and bieber level men on the street? do they not make them like that anymore? did i miss the cutoff? just my fucking luck. also havent found rachel but ill keep searching

for such a boring city with only construction and people fentwalking on the roads we sure do breed a lot of The Notebook actors

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Living alone sucks, to say the least. My family are all together celebrating hajj and I’m home alone 10,500km away feeling homesick and miserable about myself

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Recession? Indicated. Ever since I started worrying about money as a stupid adult and not as a stupid teenager, I’ve been listening to a LOT more pop music

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hi annie i miss you <3

Miss you too and love you Ava <3 gorgeous theme as always

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a story in 2 parts you’re not alone

you're so fucking real

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AND DIRECTED BY ALICE ROHRWACHER! BANGER AFTER BANGER AFTER BANGER!

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im having so much religious questioning going on internally out of nowhere (it's embarassing to say it started after wake up dead man but yes it started after wake up dead man) and it's even WORSE that, god forbid (badum tshh) i realize anything big, it would NOT be the kind of religious come-to moment he was looking for. or maybe im just mentally ill and lonely idk