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@gromzofia
i’m here but i just don’t have muse. my artworks have been sucking the creativity and muse right out of me so i’ll be back after the holidays.
Downtime between missions was always her favourite. She was free to goof around and do anything she pleased. She had taken her friend to go out shopping for her art supplies she so desperately needed to finish some of the Christmas presents she was drawing for her close friends. Back in the day, Christmas would haunt her because all the focus was on her sister, Zofia, and it was clear who her parents favoured. Though, her grandmother spoiled her with endless art utensils and even slipped her a few hundred dollars to go pick out a wardrobe that Ela would be more comfortable in. This Christmas she already planned on staying at the base to get baked where the cameras wouldn’t be able to see her and watch Netflix. Last week Zofia, once again, tried to invite Ela to go back home and see the family but, little did she know, Ela had already made a trip back home to see them so she wouldn’t be stuck in the same house or even the same room as Zofia. Just thinking about Zofia being at her door made her eyebrows furrow.
The young woman let her friend pick out what type of paint they’d like her to use, that being oil, acrylic, watercolour, or gouache, for their Christmas drawing. Usually she would only take commissions but the person with them right now had a special place in her heart. They walked together through the art store and Ela paid for everything after finding the right paint to use for them. On the way home, Ela dug into her center console and pulled out a lighter and a blunt, offering to share her weed with the other. Whether they both smoked or if she just smoked, she was happy to be in the other’s presence and enjoyed talking about random bullshit.
Once they were back, the girl had set up her art station again. She put down a tarp, the easel and canvas, set up her bed so the other could sit comfortably on the bed in any pose they so desired. Ela hummed to herself as she was sketching out the person in front of her. It had been a while since she had picked up a pencil but she was still confident in her abilities. Part of her hair was pulled up into a little white and blue ponytail so it wouldn’t get in the way while she was drawing. She sucked her lips in as she was shading part of the face. Meghan would call it her ‘concentration’ face. “Hold still, please.” She asked politely as she glanced up at them then back down at the canvas. About 40 minutes later she announced she was done with the pencil outlines but they were absolutely not allowed to look until she was completely finished. “You can turn my TV on, have a drink, a smoke, or whatever you prefer just don’t come over here.” She said to them with a smirk and raised eyebrows.
Earlier she had crafted a sheet of cardboard to cover up her drawing, after leaving quite a bit of space from the drawing to the edges, so after she was finished with the drawing she could go wild with splattering the paint. It took almost two hours to finish the detailed painting and the finished splattering. “There.” She sighed, rubbing her forehead. Her fingers left a big black streak across her skin. “Come take a look.” She smiled at them proudly, hoping they liked it as much as she did. Ela peeled back the taped cardboard and grinned excitedly. The drawing was very detailed and every feature was almost spot on. “What do you think?” She put down her paintbrush and looked up at them from her chair.
i’m sorry i haven’t been doing all replies or posting any starters. i’ve been drawing christmas gifts for friends and just finished outlining one of my fav cosplayers as ela because my friend loves ela as well. then last week i didn’t have a single day off because of the holiday and my free time was given to my gf because we only had a few hours together then it was straight to bed. thanks for being here yall.
dxtycalls:
“I have yet to see Kali in action,” Glaz remarked “From what I heard from Six is that she’s going to be packing a .338 Lapua round bolt action Sniper Rifle and has launcher equip to it that neutralizes gadgets on hard walls. Not quite someone to have as an entry fragger.”
Glaz glanced up to Zofia “But, the best of Snipers adapt to the situation and surrounding details. So maybe she will blow me away.” there was a small smile on his face. Glaz was actually eager to see her work, and it would be nice to have an extra Sniper on hand.
“I’d like to see her in action and maybe chat with her about her past and what made her want to join Team Rainbow. Best case scenario, though, is that you both can teach each other something new and grow from it and become friends. Or maybe she’s a bitch and might have a feud with you but I doubt it. We’re professionals but,” Zofia shrugged. “That doesn’t stop people from disliking each other in and out of work like Eliza and Elena. But I really do hope that you two become close and work well with each other.” She sat across from him.
“What made you want to be a sniper and how how do you keep such precise aim? There are some days where my hands won’t stop shaking and I miss shots sometimes.” She was genuinely curious to know more about this man and his works.
cingshatteredamn:
@gromzofia - דובשנית / honey ( ask response here )
Soft whispers never failed to make the Israeli flinch, not out of fear nor discomfort, but pleasantly sent a tickling sensation from her lover. Harsh winter weather upon them meant more snuggling under mountains of blankets simply to keep warm. Content and calmed after yet another eternal afternoon spent leading recruits under her wing. Any person who acted out of line felt her threatening gaze behind coal tinted shades. Only one person who went by the codename of “IQ” successfully broke through her serious, arrogant demeanor.
Arms wrapped around Monika pushed her closer to Eliza. “I love you דובשנית (duv-sha-nit.)” Nothing beat an evening cuddling with her kitten. Tomorrow was her rotation off which meant they could go a date to Weiss’ choice location. Mental note to ask about confirming their plans aside, the FBI SWAT operator sensed something was bothering the GSG 9 member. “Monika, did something happen today? You’re facing me today and I know you prefer spooning?” She did mention that she was heading to her favorite rock climbing course, but she always leaves happily? Something did transpire and it was Eliza’s job to comfort her.
Her own ego was larger than anyone she knew. Being a very intelligent person who knew her limits and when her body needed rest, she must have read today wrong and she felt humiliated. Monika was an insomniac who believed that sleeping was wasting time to be out and active and currently her body was low on energy. She didn’t want to talk about her embarrassing fall today because it would bruise her ego but there’s no way to get over this until she talks about it. The German girl sighed heavily and buried her face into Eliza. She was very hesitant to even bring it up. “I went to the rock climbing place again to catch up with Lera, Meghan, and Ela. I pushed myself too hard..” She was turning a bright pink. “My hand slipped off one of the rocks and I lost my footing and just fell straight down. The line that was holding me up didn’t do much to stop me and I hurt my ankle coming down so they gave me a free pass for a year so they don’t have a lawsuit on their hands. I wouldn’t do that to them since they’ve been great to me but it was just the most embarrassing experience today.” Monika started caressing Eliza’s cheek. “The girls helped me get in the car and took me home and stuck around for a while to make sure I could walk around the house fine but I’m going to the doctor tomorrow.” Monika cupped her girlfriend’s cheek and brought her in for a sweet, soft kiss. “But I’m fine.” She offered a small smile.
“The rest of my day was good, though. Lera took me to the mall to do our laps around the building and we bought Christmas presents for everyone then we found Ela and Meghan shopping together. Ela was bitching to the cashier at the smoke shop about how her piece had a hairline crack in it and it broke once she lit the thing up or whatever... So that was fun. Then we went to the food court and I got this god awful salad from some restaurant I’ve never heard of. Lera got the same thing and I could tell she was getting closer and closer to vomiting the more she ate it. Meghan and Ela went to the pretzel place and scarfed it down within seconds then proceeded to play some game.” A big smile grew across her lips. “It was something like they had put their empty pretzel boxes down so the open end was facing each other and they took their straw wrappers, crumpled them up in a ball, and used their straws to blow the little things across the table to try to make a goal. It was cute! They were tied at first but Lera raised the stakes and told them loser has to buy dinner next time.” She started to giggle. “Ela won.” The thought of doing something so domestic like that with Eliza made her smile more. Monika was a little more serious than most but she does like a little fun. “How was your day? Did you have to use that intimidating tone you use on the new recruits? You know how I feel about that voice.” Eliza’s assertive behaviour was one of Monika’s favourite and it made tingles roll down her spine when she hears it. There are some days in meetings when Eliza and Elena get into it and bump heads, it just makes her blush and get quiet until Eliza gets back into their room and they can deal with it then. “Tell me about your day. I’m very interested.” Monika was feeling a little better now that she had gotten her bad day out in the open and was able to ramble about the events of today. She kept her hand cupped on Eliza’s cheek and gazed deep into the other’s eyes.
Send 💔 for my muse to try and break your muse’s heart
Hey friends I know I haven’t replied to anything lately and I have a reason. Mental illnesses have been kicking my ass and I’ve been doing sentence by sentence each day, I swear. But I don’t want to go into too much detail about it unless DM’d about it. Thank you for taking the time to read this. I shall have replies posted soon. I’ll post an ask meme to distract myself from life’s bullshit and hopefully do some cute ships or friendships.
- Banjo.
silentstep-caveira:
Caveira was wearing a black laced bra, she was currently facing away from the door whenever Zofia knocked on the door and slammed it shut once it creaked open. She didn’t respond to her for a good bit because she knew it bothered her. The Brazilian buckled her vest and grabbed her knife and finished outlining her face paint.
She opened the door and looked at her in the eyes. “Whatever makes you happy, princess” she teased her by grabbing her face with her hand and gave it a little squish. She lets go and walks past her heading over to her truck. Cavy had no intention on waiting for her, and this was about to be a long mission.
Chances are that Zofia will lecture her in the car about the mission is 99.9 percent. She always yaps about how she wants the mission to go, but she wasn’t about that. Caveira is a go-in-and-kill mission. It was way easier than making a plan.
“Hmph. Princess my ass.” Zofia rolled her eyes once again and let out a loud huff. No one had ever talked to her like that before and it felt very disrespectful and... felt like some other way that she hasn’t felt for a while; she couldn’t quite put her finger on it. She followed Cav into the vehicle and began driving, ranting about how she wanted to mission to go and the plan they were going to go with but in the back of her mind, she felt as if she were wasting her breath.
“I want you to get us into the building and take out any hostiles that try to get in our way. I’ll use concussion grenades when we’re in over our heads with enemies but by the sounds of it I don’t think I need the whole ammo collection I’ve got in the trunk.”
When they got in the car and turned the vehicle on, a pop station was playing Bad Guy by Billie Eilish softly in the background. On the drive there, she had apologized for the mess - ‘the mess’ being one metal water bottle on the floor, a car seat with a couple baby toys in it, and a pair of sunglasses on the dashboard - and, slowly regretting to bring it up, the small peek at her in her private time. The small glimpse she had was enough to tell that the other girl was fit and definitely in shape. Zofia often wondered what her own body would look like now if she didn’t have her daughter and if she would get back to having abs. A somewhat nervous eyebrow crinkle and a quick glance at her own stomach for a moment made it a little obvious she was wishing she had the abs she had when she was a younger operator. She furrowed her eyebrows and watched the road again. Nobody was allowed to see the small insecurity she had about her minor body image issues.
“Are you even listening, princess? Do you have any other ideas or am I just talking to myself at this point?” As much as she wanted to have things go her own way because she felt as if she were the best leader, besides Hibana and obviously Six, on the team, she wouldn’t mind hearing someone’s else’s opinions on things either in case they came up with something better.
+10 Sibling rivalry
silentstep-caveira:
Closed rp with @gromzofia
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It was a beautiful Friday evening, everyone was scattered doing their own thing. It was recent they were all told two new ops were joining them. At this point Taina was irritated about new recruits joining. They all had to introduce themselves one by one and there was about fifty or more of them. The Brazilian was just laying in her bed when she heard her radio go off.
Six wanted a meeting with a few operators for a mission. Rolling her eyes, she got out of bed and walked towards the conference room. The dorms were all separated, one was for females and the other was for males. So it was about a two minute walk to the conference room. Upon arriving, there was already a few of her teammates sitting at the table. Sledge, finka, and Zofia.
Out of all people... she stopped her thinking there and sat down next to her. She scooted her chair a few feet away from her. Harry came with a few papers. “Alright team! I called you four to handle a mission! There is a company that is having issues with employees. At some point two took out guns and are now holding everyone hostage.”
With a map he laid down on the table, he used a stick to point out the rooms and there was little black dices to mark the suspects. “There is two entrances to this building. Front and back. So I split you all into pairs depending on how good your experience is. Finka with sledge and Zofia with Caveira.” He grabbed the map and wrapped it back up placing it behind his desk. The Brazilian’s finger kept tapping the desk. ‘Great. Now I’m definitely stuck with her.’
“Also! You will be taking separate cars with your partner due to being split apart. Pick which entrance and make your plan. You will be deployed in 30 minutes. ‘Fucking perfect.’ Without a word, she stood up quickly and walked out the room slamming the door a bit and walking down the hall a bit stubborn and into her room to get ready.
Taina Pereira. The name just gave Zofia shivers down her spine. Cav had to be one of the most difficult human beings to work with. She’s seen some of the interrogations Taina has done and they barely seemed humane. She couldn’t let her already-blooming frustration show after watching the other woman practically storm out of the room in a huff. Zofia wasn’t as happy about being paired with her either but she wasn’t going to let her frustrations get in the way. She was a leader and a great solider, at least that’s what she likes to think after the training she had been through with her father, and a little misery wouldn’t get in the way of a mission. Zofia rolled her eyes as she stood up and walked calmly to her own room.
Zofia wasn’t going to let Taina drive because it just seemed like the absolute worst idea. She imagined that Cav would be an insane driver and breaking the law every chance she could. Ugh. As she was walking to her room, the sound of laughter and ping pong balls echoed through the dark, empty hallways. One of the doors was open. She peeked inside as she was walking confidently through the hallway. Ying, Bandit, her sister, Valk, Jager, and Blitz were all playing beer pong happily in the tiny room. “Hey Zo!” Ying chirped, her words a little slurred. At the sight of Zofia, Ela quickly ran to the door and looked at her sister. They stared at each other for a good second until Ela slowly raised her hand up, middle finger up firmly then she slammed the door. Another bad thing to happen tonight. Great.
The woman’s room was down at the end of the hall. What a long walk. This was starting to feel like it was going to be the longest night she’s had yet.. even longer than the night she gave birth to her daughter. Another light was glowing through the hallway. She side-eyed the door as she passed it. It was Cav’s room. She turned her head to look away from it, trying not to be snooping in on her partner. Zofia was a little nosy because she just needed to know if she should take charge while Six was away. She had mother instincts even with her coworkers. She finally got to her room and got dressed in under 5 minutes, fully in uniform and keys to her 2020 Buick Enclave Avenir in hand. Finka had stopped her in the middle of the hallway and talked with her about their plans. Zofia nodded and continued walking back to Cav’s room. She had expected her to be ready as well. “Taina, let’s go.” She knocked on the door. It creaked open to show Cav in her bra and almost ready. WHOOPS. She thought as she slammed the door closed. “I’m driving and you have no choice.” She stated firmly on the other side of the door a few seconds after the “incident”, a pink hue dusting over her cheeks. “We’re going in the back way. I’ve talked to Finka and she agrees to it. We’ll be getting an adrenaline surge when we’re ready...” Zofia kept talking to her like a child in her firm, mother-like voice.
❝ my family was never the touchy-feely type. ❞ -yokaicanhandleit
Ela had understood that part. She wasn’t one for hugs or being touched either but the little physical affection she did receive gave her a warmth in her chest. “Would you prefer a handshake then? You did great out there today, Echo. Unless you need a hug or a punch in the arm then I got you.” She smirked. She felt bad for him and it was starting to show when her smirk faded and she started looking at him like he was a kicked puppy.
❝ do you mind if we stay like this for a little longer? ❞ ( Ash to IQ )
“I don’t mind.” Today had been such a long day and it was starting to feel a little better. Rock climbing turned into a bust after IQ fell off the wall and landed with a hard “OOF” in front of a lot of people at her usual rock climbing place she went to when it got too cold and icy outside. Safe to say she was humiliated and she was still feeling embarrassed by it hours after the accident. Being in Ash’s arms felt like home and started making her feel like it was okay to fail - even though it absolutely was not in IQ’s mind. Very quietly, Monika whispered under her breath “I love you” and cuddled closer to Ash.
A certain tech wiz named Eun Hye might have received a notification that a certain polish operator was celebrating a birthday today and happened to purchase a bunch of high end korean beauty products for Elżbieta to enjoy. She knocked on the younger Bosak's door saying, "Hey Elly.~ It's Grace! I wanted to wish you happy birthday. I got you a few presents too." Hopefully, she will like Nam's gifts from Face masks to body lotions.
Her birthday was so far the best she’s had so far. Meghan took the time to get up early to make her breakfast and roll some blunts before she woke Ela up for her birthday surprise. She spent most of the day completely baked and was ready to stay that way for the rest of the night. Hearing Grace’s lovely voice brought her joy. “Grace!” She exclaimed, throwing the door wide open. “Come on in!” Ela had a huge grin on her face. She wasn’t expecting gifts of any kind on her birthday seeing as she thought she would have been too old for that by now but the thought of someone actually buying something and putting thought into it like ‘Oh Ela would love this!’ made her extremely happy. Valk was sitting on her couch taking fat rips from Ela’s bong. Often times, Valk would jokingly call Ela a slob for not cleaning her bongs like she’s supposed to but today was her day and Valk was willing to do it for her... again.
“I decide when to restrain and when to kill. Only the best calls the shots.”
dxtycalls:
gromzofia started following you
With a sketchbook and an ear around Hereford there was very little that could escape Glaz’ know how, Timur Glazkov glanced up at someone entering the room. “Six is looking to expand the team again…heard him talk about a new team sniper and someone to give the Magpie a run for its money.” Timur said
Zofia had just gotten off the phone with her husband and her little daughter. Her mind was a little scattered and it took her a moment to register what was just said to her. “Ah, I bet.” She shoved her phone back in her pocket. “What do you think of the new sniper? Think you’re going to have some competition?” She offered him a playful smirk. To her, Glaz was one of the best shots on the team; of course he had to be since he was a sniper but she was very impressed by his work. She likes to think that her father would have loved to meet a man like that for being such a good solider, hoping she was also the good solider he raised her to be even though the ticking of his watch still haunts her to this day.
touch-starved starters!!
❝ no one’s ever done that to me before. ❞
❝ could you play with my hair? ❞
❝ i can’t remember the last time i did this with someone. ❞
❝ that feels nice. ❞
❝ i haven’t been hugged in years. ❞
❝ i never want to let go. ❞
❝ let’s just cuddle forever. ❞
❝ you put your arm around me and i literally felt my knees buckle, this is so pathetic. ❞
❝ i just want to be held for a little while. ❞
❝ you’re legally obligated to keep holding me. ❞
❝ i think i forgot what human contact felt like. ❞
❝ i need to remember what hugs feel like. ❞
❝ do you mind if we stay like this for a little longer? ❞
❝ my family was never the touchy-feely type. ❞
❝ i’ve never been in a relationship before, so i don’t really know how to do the whole…kissing thing. ❞
❝ you were my first kiss. ❞
❝ could we cuddle, like, platonically? ❞
❝ i’m in desperate need of a hug. ❞
❝ i didn’t even know i was ticklish there! ❞