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Can't stop thinking about my friend who is literally aspec that said yesterday "idk, can you be ace and enjoy sex?" ..... 💀

#I was like “yes????? What???? Hello??”#and she was like WELL IDK #tbf she is a woman who considers herself to be straight #but it was shocking to me that she also considers herself demisexual and would know all little about the very concept of asexuality 😭#like girl you could not even imagine the nasty lesbian sex I'm having as an asexual #also she knows I'm asexual and I have also talked about having sex before ??? 😭#know so little* I'm not going all the way back to fix that typo

It's not like fun or cool to be someone who is so deeply annoyed but somebody gotta do it

#this is why I have spent so long being a secret hater only in the privacy of my own home #cause non-haters piss me the fuck off lmao

henk-heijmans

A natural wave is formed on Lake Michigan when the riptide meets the incoming tide and explodes upward, 2014 - by Michael Bernhardt, American

#greetings from michigan #sorry I need this for my Purposes

loverles

rb if you’re a dyke who loves tummy ‼️

#well. yes!!!!

mckendrickslove

Claude Monet- Water Lilies, 1899

#art #monet did change me deeply and I'm not afraid to admit that

mourningkite

Messing around bcs i havent drawn in forever

#art

fashion-runways

ROBERT WUN Couture Fall/Winter 2027 pls help me get out of debt donating to: ko-fi.com/fashionrunways or dinahlance-shop.fourthwall.com

#fashion #from k

junglejim4322

I live a very balanced life of noticing things nobody else does and not noticing the things that literally everybody notices

Kenta Umemoto

Built From Sketch aka Xavier Ortiz (American, b. 1987, based Sacramento, CA, USA) - Manacle, 2017, Paintings: Watercolor, Sumi Ink

#art #speaking to me

In my offline era if u even care, Tumblr doesn't count (unenthusiastic sounds of agreement from the crowd)

#3 ebooks checked out and ready to party #idk how long I'll keep it up but I needed some alone time. bad #(alone with K time)#do you think I'm sexy when I'm working through a reactivation of trauma in the depths and dark corners of my mind #just wondering #if you're my friend and you see this I'm okay lol

corrodedparadox

Get back here

Prints

#art

childsacrifice

(no beers in) So how do you perceive me in the privacy of your thoughts

Ok I'm expressing complex feelings so bear with me but like

Sometimes it can be really hard feeling like I'm the only fat person I know who is truly at peace with and even likes being fat. Fat people in my life will talk about themselves in ways that upsets me so deeply but I don't ever really express this because like. I fully understand that I am the most socially acceptable fat there is. My fatness is probably seen as attractive by more people than consider it unattractive, and I do not feel the full force of fatphobia in the way that someone who is over a size 20 does. I'm a size 16/18 and curvy, people are always extremely shocked to learn my weight or my size because I "carry it well" (which being told this constantly pisses me the fuck off but I digress lol)

Like I do see the privilege in my size even as a fat person and there's a lot less pressure on me to become smaller than someone who is bigger than me but I truly did so much to rewire my brain and love my fat body and love fatness and I truly think it's so beautiful to be fat and it's so hard not to feel bad when every fat person around me goes out of their way to express to me how much they hate their fatness. & What am I supposed to do? Like what is the motivation? Am I supposed to hate myself along with you? I'm not going to do that! IDK like I want to feel safe from this with people who are like me but no matter how fat positive someone seems I'm getting this from them eventually. It just makes me really sad.

#I will always give grace to people who are fatter than me and do this but it's just hard #I know it's easiest for fat people of my size to be accepted so I can't judge them whatsoever #it's just hard

I guess life is just loving and hurting and loving and hurting and choosing to do it over and over and over again

#not to sound dramatic lol #the situation I'm referencing in my last few posts really has little to do with me #I just feel so sad for my friend and I don't want her to lose sight of the goodness which drove her to love and to forgive #because I do ultimately believe we all deserve to be loved and to be forgiven #and I do believe in their capacity to be better #and it's so so so sad and unfortunate that this person was given an opportunity to grow with someone who truly believed in them #and all they met her with was disrespect and a complete lack of care #I just wish we could all see ourselves more clearly #I wish our connection to ourselves was not forcibly severed and that it didn't take absolutely everything to get back #I wish this world was kinder and I wish we didn't have to spend our whole lives fixing everything that happened before

My fucking. brain hurts

#perhaps no more major shakeups in the friend group. perhaps #I have deep empathy for the ways in which men are so wounded and hurt by what this world does to them #but I fear we have got to stop letting them just wreak havoc brother #if I believe infinitely in all of our capacity to grow and I never regret giving someone the benefit of the doubt #but my gut is ALWAYS right #the nagging feeling doesn't go away and the deepest version of me knows no matter the ways in which I rationalize #and the ways in which I filter other people's behavior through my own experiences #no one is me #and no one is them #no one is anyone #good night

sahlesummerhill

#from k

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