Growingeyesss

I leave little pieces of me here. You can find them using #growingeyesss

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Spiritually restless

Lingering

Roaming

Hiding

And yet dancing

Underneath the sunlight

Strolling along and

Forever wondering

Sinking heels in

And then running away

Full speed ahead

Whispering to the inner soul

and keeping secrets

Deeply buried

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Tip toeing around the glass

Not walking on eggshells but

Keeping my head high and my eyes

Peered straight up to the sky

Where the stars dance and the moon smiles down

Holding onto my skin and bones and letting my heart stay warmly balanced between the two

Tripping but never falling

Holding onto the edge

But keeping the ground beneath me every step of the way

Crisscrossing through the ocean

Neck deep but

Still keeping my spirit above water

Grasping onto the shore

Clinging to the darkness of the night

And basking nakedly under the beams of the sun

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You died and my heart kind of came back to life

The wind kissed me

The birds seemed to sing louder

My bones kind of shook but my spirit

Danced slowly and brought them back to life

I felt my skin crawl and my lips close

I didn't want to smile and I didnt want to cry

I kind of just stood their and looked up at the sky

I reached out to the clouds and I kept clinging my feet to the ground

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I dont want to be your little piece

I dont want to be a thing to take your frustration on

I want to to be carressed and longed for

I want to be loved

To be needed

For you to drink from me and feel a rejuvenation overflow you

I want to be your cleansing ocean

Not the rock you toss across the water..

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Just be you

And danced naked

Masturabte in the light of the sun

And dance with the branches of trees

Kiss the ground and keep your feet steady

Wander around for a bit

But never forget where your heart yearns to and how your lungs stay filled in the ocean

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I ran around the milky way for a bit until the moon caught me

Took me for a ride on a comet and sent me back to the pull of earth's gravity

I kept my lips sealed and my heart beating

But my spirit wandered away and the sun kept trying to walk underneath my skin to find the secret paths within me

The clouds kissed me and enveloped me in the bliss of blue and sweet serenity

I remember holding onto the edge of the horizon and wondering where the birds went when the sun goes down

But the owls spoke to me and we kept bobbing our heads to the music of the stars and we sat on tree branches until the end of eternity came

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We were just driving around and keeping our eyes everywhere but on the road

The lake called out to us so we got out and skinny dipped all night until the moon

Scooped us up and carried us away

We went into the milky ways and danced until the sun came up

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I mean we've all got demons

And I dance with mine every day

We sing and kiss and we feel the heat of the sun coming down in the evening

We keep our fingers interlocked and when the moon tries to carry me away into the stars

They pull on my hair and keep me so close to them

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I always secretly wanted to fuck you

To deep dive into the darkness of you

To come out with the your light dripping off of my lips

I've always wanted to suck on the flowers growing out of you and feel the veins of your heart pulsating against the palms of my hands trailing along every inch of you

I've always desired the taste of you

The sun kissed glow of you enveloping me

And sending me into the serenity of the horizon

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Remember

Where you fall on people's totem pole

And keep yourself above that

Keep climbing

Keep your head steady

Elegant

Graceful

And above water

Keep dancing and singing in the rain

And keep your fingers crossed even when they're watching

Keep your lips sealed and your heart close

And when nothing else seems to keep you warm keep your skin wrapped around your bones tight and your smile wide enough to take the sunlight in

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Honestly

People generally suck

They suck dick

They suck bottles of vodka

They suck oranges

They suck the blue out of the sky

They suck the black out of the night

They suck dreams out of days

They suck rythm out of songs

And they suck the life out of you if

You let them...

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So we can jump around and into hoops of fire

We can dance and kiss and cuddle

But the stars might slice us

the sky might fall and completely dice us

We can jump into the ocean and shed skin or we can climb into each other and build castles

I'm not sure where the clouds start or the grass ends but we can skip together across the waves until we meet the horizon

And fall in

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The grass is greener on the other side

And the sun is brighter

The moon is rounded and when your feet dip into the river

The water is a bit colder

Your bones shake a little less

And everything seems to be a little sweeter to the tongue

Your arms hold on

Our heart beats a bit faster

And nothing can keep you from the kiss of the horizon

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I wanna skinny dip into the dips of you

Kiss the hills and explore the valleys of you

I want to feel my nose sink into your crevices and I want to smell every inch of you

Want to slip between your fingers and fall into the hidden caves of you

Hike your mountains and rest upon the edge of you

The place where sun and the moon meet to hold you and kiss you

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People literally suck

But you can tie your shoes

And keep walking

You can look at the cracks and lie down in them

Do cartwheels around the sun and keep your eyes peeled for when the clouds roll in

You can roll into their blankets of somber clarity and keep your heart aimed for the sky

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I can keep my head above water but every now and then losing my breath

Having no grasp of oxygen

Just kind of feels good

Losing the feeling of blood pumping

And instead embracing the captivation of

Reincarnation

Floating up and away

Slipping into the horizon and letting go of anything

Everything

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I knew it was wrong but

I was fantasizing about the soft curves of an ocean wave

The subtle depths and quiet song of femeine waters crashing onto me

I was just so thirsty

Craving the hydration and intimacy

The softness

The strength and the grace of a goddess

Fingers trailing along valleys and slipping into pockets of discovery

I was hungry

Waiting and patient

But so desperately longing for the

Passion of warm rain falling upon me

Sweet kisses

Her lips traveling and my mind

Wandering around trying to find the

Perfect escape to run away with her