fucking weh

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if i ever get banned i am NOT coming back cause fuck this place

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it's so cool that things are getting quantifiably worse in every fucking way

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sorry just dont know how im supposed to be optimistic at this point

[grubshitto]

its pretty fucked that they decided that an entire group of the population just is okay to survive without healthcare like i know its nothing new for me to be bitching about the newly increased 530 years, but, its so fucked up that on the news they'll interview a pensioner who needed a new hip and they'll be fucking fuming about having to wait six months for their new free hip, and theyll be spouting shit about this is why we need fascists in government, and thats seen as totally normal and valid and reasonable, but if a trans person goes "hey, isnt it kinda fucked up that i will literally never get support for this medical issue" theyll say that its actually totally fine and its not *really* hundreds of years, thats just the estimate! (avoiding the fact that if they continue to slow down like is happening it will be thousands)

like i just want to do estrogen and be recognised as a real human being by the government like what the fuck do i do? do i email my msp and say hey dude im gonna fucking die? or just do diy and get thrown out by my parents and die being seen as a man by anything official? like im always gonna be Mr. cause like, i cant change legal sex without a dysphoria diagnosis and years of treatment and required surgeries, so at BEST i die as a weird mentally ill man with boobs

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talking with family really makes you feel like you're in fucking purgatory

[jockinit]

having friends is important because otherwise you’ll stay convinced your parents are normal

[spaghettihell]

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[spaghettihell]

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[konoko]

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i fucking love girls btw

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people who put "other/rather not say" on forms are all hot i make the rules

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i fucking love girls btw

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im a hater of false colour images in astronomy. she is GORGEOUS you don't NEED to add fake colours.

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i dont know if either of these is a common trans experience because ive never seen anyone else talk about them before

one of them is that i feel really depressed when i see a transfem transition timeline photo because i feel like I'll never have that

the other is that whenever i try to look more feminine i feel like shit, because it feels like im just faking and it somehow feels disrespectful to the 'real' trans people who can pass or be confident with themselves

idk i just feel like a faker

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i know english people get a lot of hate. but i still don't think they get enough

[grubshitto]

it's diy or kill myself at this point

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i can't lie I've been using Instagram reels and I've had more fun on there than i have on tumblr in months

like everyone here argues so much about shit that does not matter, like im not immune to it of course but

i saw a really funny video of a monkey on Instagram and i don't really want to come back here to hear about how tme people are the devil or whatever

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i also have to emphasise how good a monkey video this was really top tier stuff