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juna! she/her - minor - canadian - intj ... masterlist
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just breathe - park gunwook
pairing: idol!park gunwook x idol!fem!reader . . . masterlist genre: fluff, comfort, caring gunwookie, secret relationship word count: 835 a/n: first fic since june sigh im so inconsistent with this LOWKEY FORGOT HOW TO WRITE ...... BUT ANYWAYS my long break resulted in me falling more deeply in love with zb1 and gunwook actually became my like 2nd ult so expect more of fics of him hehehehe
the lights were blinding. the cameras were everywhere. the makeup on your face felt heavier than ever.
tonight wasn't your debut, but it sure felt like it was. the pressure was back, thick and loud in your chest. it had been a music show taping, your group had just finished performing.
now, you were backstage surrounded by idols you knew, though most you weren't close with, and it felt like everything was closing in.
you could hear your members talking, laughing, being silly. of course you were used to this. it's part of the job.
yet your heart was racing. breath not coming in right. legs about to collapse. you were about to cry, and the panic came without warning.
not here, not now. you tried to talk yourself down. no one can know. and especially not him.
zerobaseone !
a collection of all my zerobaseone fics. - masterlist
f - fluff , a - angst , sg - suggestive , hc - headcanon
🐹 sung hanbin
🐈⬛ kim jiwoong
🐼 zhang hao
🦊 seok matthew
🦆 kim taerae
🐈 shen ricky
🐶 kim gyuvin
🐻 park gunwook
just breathe (f, comfort)
🐰 han yujin
✨ ot9
CITY LIGHTS, STARRY NIGHTS ₊˚⊹☆
♯. idol.gunwook x idol.reader, fluff, 1.9k
𝄢. ty 🫧 anon for requesting!! this was so fun to write ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)
being an idol was tiring. multiple dance practices every day that were hours long, having to go to music shows and performing, making sure your vocals are good enough for live performances: it was exhausting.
but if that’s what you had to do to meet gunwook, it was all worth it at the end of the day.
no one knows you and gunwook are together – not the fans, not even the other members. with both of you becoming more famous, and schedules becoming more packed, moments with one another are rare. but your favourite ritual? escaping the dorms to stargaze with gunwook. it was just you and him. no cameras, no pressure to be perfect, just each other.
more under the cut!
touch deprived - jeon wonwoo
pairing: jeon wonwoo x fem!reader . . . masterlist genre: fluff! wonwoo's yearning okay. word count: 820 a/n: bosh... first fic since MARCH? i wanted to make this a little more of wonwoo being such a cat bc his kitty agenda never fails... also i love cats so hehe
the sound of the apartment door unlocking was soft, but you heard it. there wasn't a reason to rush to the door, not when you knew he was home.
you heard the quiet shuffle of shoes being kicked off, and a soft thunk of a backpack dropping to the floor. then came the pause which was the stillness that always came before you saw him again after a long time apart.
and then:
"y/n," a quiet, deep voice. like a meow at midnight.
you turned, and there he was.
wonwoo, standing by the door like a stray cat finally let inside. he looked like he was both tired and longing, like someone who'd spent days pretending to be fine and finally made it back to the only place he could let go.
BE BRAVE FOR THIS DAY 10 YEARS OF SEVENTEEN
What it's like having Mingyu as your husband
Cw: food mentions, Mingyu gym pics (yes thats a warning)
Husband!Mingyu who looves caging you in a bear hug every chance he gets. Oh you're cooking? He would turn you around and give you the warmest bear hug.
Husband!Mingyu who likes to cook for you AND with you. He claims that the food is 10 times tastier if he's cooking with you or making it for you.
Mornings with Husband!Mingyu will always end up with you sitting on his back as he does push ups. It became a routine for the two of you, although at first you denied doing it, but with Mingyu’s reassurance you finally agreed to do it.
Husband!Mingyu who could do everything in the house. Laundry? No problem. Cleaning the whole house? Blink and everything is squeaky clean! Don't even try lifting a furniture, he would do it for you instead.
Husband!Mingyu is the type of husband who's very, very whiny. When you tickle him for fun, he's whining and giggling at the same time which is the most adorable thing ever <3
Husband!Mingyu who loves coming home to take a relaxing bath with you. Just being with you underneath the warm water makes him feel relaxed. huge bonus if you offered to massage his scalp.
Husband!Mingyu whose muscles are not for display. He makes good use of it─carrying your bags, groceries and he can even carry you if you're comfortable with it. He can also use his tall and muscular figure to scare off the guys who're flirting on you.
Husband!Mingyu who quickly turns into a complete baby when he's tired. he comes home after hours of practice, he would cling to you the whole day and not let go. afterall he needs to recharge and you're the right person who could give him energy throughout the day <3
Husband!Mingyu who sends you gym pics, flexing his biceps or even abs in the mirror while patiently waiting for you to praise him for putting an effort on his body. (He's giggling and kicking his feet after which made people around there think he's crazy)
Husband!Mingyu is the type of Husband who would apologise first when you both had arguments. But if the argument is really that bad and needed a lot of time to cool off, he wouldn't let you take the couch. He insisted that you should take the bed while he fit himself on the small couch that could barely hold half of his body.
Husband!Mingyu who's not shy talking about you to his members. Whenever he does it, he gets all heart eyes just by the thought of you smiling at him. Although he gets teased for it, he does not care. After all he's just a man who's deeply in love with his wife
Overall, Mingyu is THE standard for everyone.
hello!!! could i request a one shot with kihyun or changkyun (whoever suits you more) where he meets the reader in some sort of show/yt program/thing like that and takes a liking to reader immediately?
caught on camera - im changkyun
pairing: idol!i.m x idol!fem!reader . . . masterlist genre: fluff word count: 736 a/n: i'm loving all these monsta x reqs! to expand a lil, reader is a 4th gen idol, debuting later than i.m and is a few years younger :)
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filming days were always a mix of nerves and excitement, but today felt... different.
because you were meeting monsta x's i.m for a one on one.
other than, y'know.. having an impending crush on him even during your non-idol days, it's always nerve wracking to meet an idol who you've barely interacted with before.
but that was the charm of the youtube series you've taken part of, "idol unfiltered." it was a show putting two random idols together to simply, naturally connect. they'd ask each other icebreaker questions, play games, or just chat.
you've always wanted to do this—you watched many videos and couldn't wait till it was your turn.
but when your manager told you who you'd be meeting, you froze. how could you do this? how could you be in such an intimate space with him, only you two, minus the producers and camera crew?
but the day came. as the crew finished setting up, you glanced at the clock. he was due any minute now.
"ah, i'm sorry, am i late?"
the second you saw him, it was just a wow. he definitely was more beautiful in person. the blush rose to your cheeks and if anyone were to look at you, they'd notice the sparkle in your eyes. thank god the cameras weren't rolling.
his voice was calm, deep, with that slight rasp that made every sentence sound ten times cooler than it should.
"almost," you managed to muster out, smiling. "but i'll accept the apology anyway."
he let out a chuckle. "nice to meet you. i'm i.m." he lightly bowed in greeting.
"i know," your smile was still plastered on your face. "i'm y/n." you bowed back.
"i know." he repeated your words and smiled.
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the cameras rolled, and the usual introduction went smoothly, the production team telling you guys what was planned behind the scenes, and they gave you each queue cards. looks like for this episode, you guys were prompted with icebreaker questions.
"so, i.m, are you ready for this?" you glance at him, while preparing to ask the first question.
"changkyun. you can call me changkyun." he gave a light smile and it seemed like his eyes rested on you unintentionally.
you looked back up at him and tried to hold back your smile (which you failed), as you lightly nod. "changkyun." you repeated.
the minutes had been fun. some funny questions, some deep, some a little tmi. what was very evident on camera though, was like viewers could see the chemistry pouring out the screen. the way your eyes met, the jokes and the teasing, nobody's ever seen changkyun act like this.
the most unexpected thing had been that changkyun was yapping. with you it felt like his guard was down. both of you were comfortable, and it most definitely didn't feel like this was the first time meeting. the talking had been a silly mix of english and korean between you two. it was just pure natural.
his—and your—smiles were not the controlled, camera-ready expressions idols were trained to perfect. these were unguarded, effortless. his were radiant, the ones that you could probably melt to.
and the cameras caught every single one.
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the episode aired a week later, and within hours, social media exploded.
"wait why is changkyun smiling so much?" "i swear kyun doesn't usually smile this much in interviews... what's going on???" "the power y/n holds.. i've never seen changkyun like this.."
fans dissected every moment—every small smirk, every full grin. believe it or not, there was already a compilation on tiktok: "i.m smiling for 10 minutes straight because of y/n." put in two different videos.
and the funniest part? none of you even knew.
it wasn't until your group member showed you a video, "y/n, have you seen this?!" that you finally realized.
you watched the clip in disbelief, a little embarrassed. "he really smiled that much..?"
your groupmate spoke, "i mean... yeah. and not just polite smiles. like, full-on 'i'm into her' kinda smiles."
though, after the shoot, what nobody knew was he managed to score your number where no one was around.
and just like that, something unspoken settled between you.
it wasn't scripted. it wasn't forced. it was just two idols, unexpectedly clicking a little too well.
but for now, you both had to keep it private for a little while longer.
hi! if you take requests, can i ask for some fluff with kihyun? or maybe hurt/comfort, like comforting him after a bad day? thank you!:)
thank u for requesting, posted here !! this was so sweet to write i actually tugged on my own heartstrings HELP.
hope u enjoyyyy 🥲🥲🥲🥲
bad day - yoo kihyun
pairing: kihyun x fem!reader . . . masterlist genre: fluff, comfort word count: 726 a/n: requested! this is so :') i could just melt i swearrrr
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kihyun walked through the front door, his bag slipping off his shoulder and landing with a dull thud on the floor. he didn't even bother turning on the lights as he walked further inside, the weight of the day pressing down on him like a ton of bricks.
his head was pounding, his muscles ached, and frustration was bubbling up in his chest, threatening to spill over.
nothing had gone right today. absolutely nothing.
you were curled up on the couch, waiting for him, when you heard the door close. the moment you saw him standing there in the dim light, shoulders slumped and eyes heavy with exhaustion, your heart clenched.
"kihyun?" you sat up, concern lacing your voice.
he sighed, rubbing a hand over his face before finally looking at you. "hey," he said, voice rough and tired. that was all. just hey. no teasing remark, no dramatic entrance like usual.
something was definitely wrong.
without another word, you got up and walked over to him, reaching out to touch his arm. "are you okay?"
kihyun let out a humourless chuckle, shaking his head. "not really," he admitted, his voice barely above a whisper. he avoided your gaze, but you could see it—the exhaustion, the frustration, the way he was holding everything in, like he didn't want to burden you with it.
but you weren't about to let that happen.
you took his hand in yours and squeezed gently. "come here," you said softly, leading him to the couch. he followed without resistance, letting you pull him down beside you.
the moment he sat, you turned to him, brushing a few strands of hair away from his forehead. "do you wanna talk about it?"
kihyun sighed, staring at the floor. "it was just... a mess. practice was terrible. i kept messing up, and i could tell everyone was getting frustrated, which only made me more frustrated. then the recording session was even worse, and i had to redo so many takes, i thought i was really gonna lose my mind." his hands curled into fists on his lap. "i just— i feel like i wasn't good enough today."
your chest ached at the way he said it, so quiet and defeated. kihyun, who always pushed himself so hard, who always wanted to be his best—hearing him doubt himself like this made your heart hurt.
without thinking, you scooted closer and wrapped your arms around him, pulling him into a warm hug. he instantly melted against you, his arms wrapping tightly around your waist as he buried his face in your shoulder.
"i'm sorry today was so hard," you whispered, running your fingers through his hair. "but you are so much more than one bad day, kihyun. you always give your all, and that's what matters."
he let out a shaky breath, tightening his hold on you. "i just... hate feeling like i'm not good enough."
"you are good enough," you said firmly, pulling back just enough to look at him. you cupped his face in your hands, thumbs brushing against his cheeks. "you are so, so talented, kihyun. you care so much about what you do, that's why you're amazing. one tough day doesn't change that."
his eyes softened, the tension in his shoulders slightly easing. "how do you always know what to say?" he murmured, his voice quieter now, almost like he was afraid to let himself believe your words.
you smiled, brushing a kiss against his forehead. "because i love you, and i see how incredible you are. even if you don't."
a slow, small smile curled at his lips, and it made your heart flutter. "i don't deserve you," he muttered, his hands finding your waist and pulling you even closer.
"you totally do," you teased, poking his cheek, "and i'm not going anywhere, so you better get used to me reminding you how great you are."
kihyun let out a soft chuckle, the first real one of the night, and it made you feel like you'd won a tiny victory. he rested his forehead against yours, closing his eyes for a moment.
"can we stay like this a little longer?" he asked, his voice barely a whisper as he tucked his head into your neck.
you nodded, wrapping your arms around him again, "for as long as you need."
JUNA OMG HAVE U SEEN HYUNGWON DANCING TO MAGNETIC??? he so cute idc if hes 30 yo or smth
YES. he’s so jbsjsdjjdjd😭😭😭 come back bruh 🙁🙁💔💔💔💔 he served enough i swear
one night - chae hyungwon
pairing: hyungwon x fem!reader . . . masterlist genre: fluff, a pinch of suggestive word count: 987 a/n: for @wonkierideul 😝 i blushed writing this HELP.
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the rain outside taps lightly against the windows, a soft rhythm that fills the quiet apartment.
the city beyond is blurred by mist, glowing lights scattered like stars in the night sky. the air smells like lavender and fresh linen, a warm setting into the space that makes it feel like time itself has slowed.
and in the middle of it all, you're wrapped in hyungwon's arms, pressed against his chest as he lazily plays with your fingers.
it's late, but neither of you feels like moving. the couch is soft beneath you, but hyungwon's embrace is softer.
his hoodie is slightly oversized, the fabric pooling around his wrists, and his hair is still damp from the shower he took earlier. he smells like something fresh and faintly sweet, something that makes you want to bury yourself deeper in him.
"you're quiet," he murmurs, his voice slow and drowsy. his fingers trace light patterns on the back of your hand, absentminded but soothing. "what're you thinking about?"
finally home - yoo kihyun
pairing: kihyun x fem!reader . . . masterlist genre: fluff (?) angst (?) word count: 562 a/n: kihyun discharge day and im crying.. just finished watching the welcome live (it's 5am rn) and ohh i missed him so much :(
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the apartment felt emptier without him.
days blurred together, the hum of the city outside your window a constant reminder that time was moving forward, even when your heart remained stuck in place, waiting.
every morning, you woke to the same routine–pouring 2 cups of coffee out of habit, only to sigh and pour one back into the pot. his side of the bed remained untouched, the sheets cold, his scent fading with each passing day.
you had tried to fill the void with distractions–work, friends, hobbies–but nothing could replace the warmth of his presence, the sound of his laughter, the way he would hum mindlessly while doing whatever.
kihyun had been gone for (nearly) 2 years, serving his mandatory military service, and while you had known from the start that waiting would be hard, you hadn't anticipated just how much it would ache. the distance was suffocating.
letters and occasional phone calls helped, but they were fleeting, moments of light swallowed by the vast emptiness that followed. you missed everything–the way he would tease you, the way he would hold you like you were the most precious thing in the world.
nights were the hardest. you would curl up beneath the blankets, phone clutched to your chest, rereading his last message until exhaustion pulled you under.
and the day finally came, he was coming home.
you had spent the entire morning pacing, heart hammering with a mixture of nerves and excitement. the hours stretched unbearably, each minute crawling by.
you had replayed your reunion a thousand times in your mind, wondering what you would say, how he would look. would he have changed?
would he still feel the same?
but all those thoughts vanished the moment you heard the familiar sound of the key turning in the lock.
the door creaked open, and there he stood.
kihyun.
he looked different–his hair was longer than the buzz, his features slightly more defined, but his eyes, those warm, expressive eyes, held the same love, the same fire that had always drawn you to him. for a moment, neither of you moved, just drinking each other in, overwhelmed by the reality of the moment.
and then, you rushed to him.
his arms wrapped around you instantly, pulling you in, holding you so tightly it was as if he was afraid you'd disappear. your fingers clutched at the fabric of his jacket, your face buried in his chest, inhaling deeply, taking in the scent of home–his scent.
he was here. he was real. and the weight of every lonely night, every tear shed in his absence, came crashing down all at once.
"i missed you," you choked out, voice muffled against him.
kihyun exhaled shakily, "i know baby," pressing his lips to your hair, "i missed you more."
you pulled back just enough to look at him, hands trembling as they cupped his face. his skin was warm beneath your touch, lips parting as if they wanted to say something, but instead, he just leaned in, pressing his forehead to yours.
"you waited for me," he murmured, his eyes searching yours.
"of course i did."
his lips curled into the softest, most beautiful smile you had ever seen before he finally closed the distance, kissing you with all the love, all the longing, all the promises that had been left unspoken for 2 years.
and just like that, he was home.
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yookihhh:
SOMEONE HOLD MEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE IM SOBBING EVERYWHERE
JUNNAAAAAAAAAAA HOW R UUU??? I HOPE UR DOING WELL!!
IM DOING NOT BAD! haven't published anything in a MINUTEE i swear im still here (barely) 💔
guys exam szn finished like 3 weeks ago and i only have 1 drafted work since december HELP ME