hades

is the world too real i want peace solitude even

[hadesiy]

Y.

dear yna, 

i listened to ur playlist for the nth time around. I carefully listened to every song in your playlist that you deemed “superior’ and memories would take me back to all of the times we would listen to each other’s playlist and influence each other’s tastes because you think we’re cool. But honestly, you’re cooler than me and more cooler than any girl i’ve ever met. I have never met someone like you who always speaks what’s on her mind and seek to find justice in this oppresive system that we have. I miss everything about you, about us, and the times that we made fun of the people who loves astrology and found it real. 

the peach pits is playing and i couldn’t get enough. i just wish you were here vibing with me right now.

all the love and stars in this world, J

[hadesiy]

another rouge prose

fueled by the post modernism of past wars and cultural demotivation. i have been stuck in an eternal path where loneliness is my comfort and melancholic songs are my home. 

[hadesiy]

[antoniostella-deactivated202509]

Poster for “Paris, Texas” - 1984 by Wim Wenders.

[hadesiy]

an untimely felt prose i wrote bc i am not inlove or anything else

after quarantine:

when the war is over

i would take you out to the sea, and we would take trips under the purple sunlight.

we would go to the beach house and play my father's old vinyl

to that elvis song you always dance with

and i sing along.

to the tune of our heart beats

where two teenage lovers

know nothing but only love.

we would take polaroids

one for you and one for me

our smiles forever frozen in time.

we would have stories to tell to our children

and to our children's children.

a story of love, where two star crossed lovers

that played with fate

and was lucky enough, to be luck inlove

A. 

[tongue-ttied]

Honestly the best feeling ever is having the girl you really like kiss your neck

[etherea1ity]

[hadesiy]

crescent eyes

all i have now are memories of you. 

only to be viewed from the back of my mind.

felt evenly from the past

only to be felt evenly more in the present.

- heathen

[hadesiy]

The Fall of Icarus by Ovid

O fair one, Why do you send your thoughts to the sky?

And raise those wings of yours made of wax, To fly so high to the Sun.

O fair one, We are all victims of the light, Wishing to be greater than the Stars.

Unaware that we will all be stars one day.

[innvcence]

Amalfi Coast, Italy, July 2019.

Shot with Canon AE-1, kodak ultramax 400

[vomitingwords]

I would've love to meet you elsewhere. In a place where we wouldn't be both scared of accepting how we feel. That then, we will understand how love isn't about beautiful beginnings and happy endings. That sometimes, it happens in betweens.

we were somewhere else // ma.c.a

[chuckakot]

“I know this moment, is close enough, nothing is invariably, small nor reduced, but expansive, outwardly thriving: to be just as happy as I am with you.”

— Chuck Akot, Poems for Teo, felice c o m e me

[hadesiy]

i believe in soulmates.

the belief where there is a person out there who is made for you.

and only for you.

it makes me feel safe.

even with the uncertainty

that life can give us.

its like a sea breeze stretched out towards the ocean.

a song of the whales which until now

the biologist still try to comprehend.

i believe in soulmates

the uncertainty of meeting them, or passing by them.

or never meeting them at all.

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Ku Hsiung, tr. by John A. Turner, from “A Golden Treasury of Chinese Poetry: 121 Classical Poems,”

[violentwavesofemotion-deactivat]

Ku Hsiung, tr. by John A. Turner, from “A Golden Treasury of Chinese Poetry: 121 Classical Poems,”

[relatetonothing]

There’s an interesting story behind Lan Wangji’s name. It comes from the last line of a poem by acclaimed Chinese poet Li Bai. The sentence reads “我醉君复乐 陶然共忘机” (wǒ zuì jūn fù lè, táo rán gòng wàng jī), which translates to “I become drunk and you’re merry; in our happiness we forget about all worldly matters”. In my mind, this scene perfectly brings to life Xianxian enjoying a jar of Emperor’s Smile with Wangji in the Cloud Recesses after his resurrection, when he is no longer concerned with the vanities of the world.

“Wangji” is a Taoist phrase which means “to hold oneself aloof from the world”. The direct translation is “to forget about worldly crafts”. Chinese fans often describe him as “一尘不染” (meaning not be soiled with even a particle of dust) and “不食人间烟火” (a Taoist phrase now used to describe a person who has otherworldly qualities, who does not associate himself with ordinary temporal matters).

WWX’s name story here

JC’s name story here

LSZ’s name story here

[hadesiy]

once we were dressed

she seems very stressed