dwelling among my madness

they/he/any | aro/ace | transmasc nonbinary | furry | tone tags encouraged | placeholder banner atm | pfp made by me

[hallowed-axolotl]

super awesome about me post

hi im hallows. or hallow. the s is optional

queer disabled furry. if youve got a problem with any of that genuinely what are you doing on tumblr

don't send me fundraiser asks they will be ignored

pronouns page

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list of things im incredibly normal about:

scavenger prototype/casualties:unknown

terraria

wings of fire

phighting

marine life

axolotls specifically

animals in general

css/html coding

theres a lot more it just fluctuates

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I dont tag most reblogs besides my added ramblings so my blog is kind of a mess. beware

I tag my own text posts as #text usually, and i dont often vent on here but those are usually tagged #vent post

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general dni critera, mainly just no nsfw blogs and no assholes

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go check out my awesome boyfriend shes cool

[stayuglystayangry-deactivated20]

do not meet up with anyone from Massachusetts in real life

they could very well be a medium regular ice coffee from dunkin donuts

[danceundersparklinglights]

i’m going to be really honest with you guys i think the tendency to read the absolute worst possible intentions into every action you don’t agree with is getting too automatic and it’s eating you from the inside out

[some-pers0n]

It's a shame I live in an era where bloodletting is confirmed to not really fix your headache because I really feel like a good bloodletting would help me out over here. Like damn I could've been born in the 17th century and gone to the local barber to get my blood drained to fix my noggin? Well shit man that sounds like a pretty good deal to me

[cutecipher]

[what-even-is-thiss]

I keep starting new Minecraft worlds with the idea that I’m gonna build a model village or something but then I get distracted trying to collect different colors of sheep or something

[2colde]

i love leaning into a bad feeling #mytwistingknife

[silvermoon424]

This tweet read me to filth

[yourrottingwife]

SIMPLE GUIDE:

Body Horror: Things that cannot happen in real life. EX: The Thing, stomach mouths, eyes on hands, etc

Gore: Fresh injuries, often severe. EX: Severed leg, gutspill, deep gashes, etc

NEITHER: Healed injuries and burns, congenital differences, missing appendages, etc. If I could theoretically go to the store and see that character browsing the isles- It isn't body horror or gore. That's just a person. *AND the amount of people that tag, not just fictional characters, but real human beings as body horror is staggering. Its not solely a fandom issue, ableism and bigotry against anyone that looks sufficiently "different" is prevalent in real life and has devastating consequences.

(Modified) from my comment left on this post.

[yourrottingwife]

Adding:

Self harm scars are not body horror.

Pregnant people are not body horror.

Burn scars are not body horror, that includes chemical burn scars.

Prosthetics are not body horror.

NOT having prosthetics is also not body horror.

There is no disability aid that is body horror.

Congenital differences + disabilities are not body horror.

AND acquired differences + disabilities are also not body horror.

Real people are not body horror.

If you are uncomfortable or scared because someone looks different than you that is YOUR PROBLEM. It is your responsibility to get over it, or at the very least not make it everyone else's issue. Play the quiet game.

[laserwalnut]

You can actually enhance or even fix a large amount of character designs all across the world by adding body fat percentage and/or body hair. Don't they teach this in schools? What the hell?

[cheaphalloweencostume]

*dirty talking* you’ve been a very bad boy and im just going to straight up kill you now

[neonfretra]

do you want to play dead bodies with me

[neonfretra]

floats along your dash face down and quiet and cold

[what-even-is-thiss]

Had a dream last night that I was hired to babysit both a three month old baby and one of those robot babies they use to train people on how to take care of babies at the same time and when I prioritized the real baby over the robot the parents called me to complain so instead of giving them a proper goodbye when giving them the baby back I handed both him and the fake baby back to them through the window of an uber on my way to the airport. I don’t know why I was out on the town with the baby right before I had to catch a flight but it seemed to make sense to dream me.

[transandrogyny--turtlebug]

I still think pregnancy and childbirth should be degendered. we stopped talking about that and I need us to pick it back up pls

[angel-of-worry]

When I was 16, I went to the doctor for widespread, full body pain. My doctor took one look at me and dismissed my medical concerns as a purely hormonal issue. According to her, my natural, unshaven legs were "abnormally hairy" for a girl my age. She ignored everything I had to say and referred me to a gynecologist.

Just hours later, I was hospitalized for my pain, which was now accompanied by a fever and a heart rate of 160 BPM. I was confused and disoriented, and every blood test pointed towards high levels of inflammation. The doctors, in their report, attributed my symptoms to sepsis.

That wasn't my first time experiencing transphobia in American healthcare hell, but it is by far the most obvious example. My doctor didn't care that I was in pain. She only cared that I, a nonbinary teenager with an F on their birth certificate, didn't meet her expectations of femininity.

This is why it pisses me off when people tell me I'm not really trans, or that I don't experience transphobia as a nonbinary person. I could have fucking died that day, purely because my doctor couldn't see past my nonbinary identity and gender expression.

[omnipotentnothing]

I have a headache because I'm a bad person

[nextlevelsmp3]