And talk... Rupert really loved that tiny alien, didn’t he? At those moments they really seemed like a happy family - and they were, perhaps, aside from Rupert’s cheating. Them raising this child together made Rupert really wonder what made their bond so special. He just couldn’t find a way to reconcile it with his need to find sources of excitement elsewhere as he still kept in touch with his lovers. He still thought of Hayden longingly.
//highlighted by the fact that he wants to keep their friendship and is afraid of him dying












