I wrote a letter and unfolded it.
It was truly my special letter. I was trying to summon the god, the nihilist. She was a legend, and I was trying to summon the legend.
It ought to be said that I needed her, for I lived in hell, and hell does not have a god.
It all began when I transferred.
Back then, I was working for a company called Talented Cyberpunk of the Renaissance Fair. But the head manager deemed me unworthy and undisciplined because I was always late.
It was true that I couldn't come on time. It was not my fault, though. I was sick. Like really sick. So it was quite difficult for me. My body was functioning fine, but I was mentally sick. I could not concentrate enough to wake from my daily slumber. I did not have enough fuel in the brain's storage. But that is not what is important. What is important now that I am working for another company called Talented Cyberpunk of the Victorian Era?
Honestly, it was not a job suited for me. My sole function was to write a story that would entertain Victorian-era ladies living in the future. It may sound confusing, but in the future, different kinds of entities can literally transfer their minds to brains attached to bodies belonging to people from a different era.
I was writing a bunch of romance stories and was getting bored. Romance was not really my thing. What I really wanted was to earn some money. Everyone loves money, and I love money. But here is the thing: even though I was earning a decent amount of money, I was not happy.
I was not happy, so fate preordained for me to meet him, and I met him. I met the psychopath.
I met him when I was drinking a glass of champagne mixed with alcohol dust. I looked at the blackboard. The blackboard was big and shiny, and it had a message on it: “You are the winner.” I thought about how pointless it all seemed to be and that I had a lot of projects that I could realize, because apparently, I was rich, but not rich enough to write my own story. Then I met HIM.
No, it's more like his cold eyes. Yes, his cold eyes met my eyes. He was charismatic, and I was immediately drawn to him.
I wanted something from him, but I did not know what I wanted from him.
He said, “Care to drink with me?”
I answered, "Sure, why not?, and we were drinking together.
That is how it all began. We were drinking, and that led to another thing, and the next thing I knew, I was his slave.
He invited me to his secret room. What I want to say is that he had a secret room, and in his secret room, he had a cult. The whole cult was dedicated to summoning the god of nihilism. In short, I was invited to his cult.
There were a lot of people in this cult. I immediately became friends with the cult member called Pari. Pari was a hairdresser specializing in cutting the hair of androids. She loved androids, but she was also a human. I think I became friends with her because I was a human myself. Nowadays, humans are becoming extinct, so it was kind of an experiment for me. We made love together, and I understood that it was a very unique experience to be able to have natural sex.
In the evening, Pari introduced me to her other friends: Mark and Anthony. Mark was an android, and Anthony was an artificial intelligence who considered himself a vampire. You could say that he was a Goth. He always wore those dark clothes, and he was jealous of me because I was a human. But he was more jealous of another friend of ours. Her name was Lucy, and I think she was a vampire. She was soulless, but she was thirsty, so she wanted to summon the god of nihilism. She hoped that he would help her to restore her soul.
One question I constantly had was who the nihilist god was. Pari explained to me that the nihilist god was a genetic mutation inside a jar and that she contained inside herself multiple personality disorders that would help us all to regain our emotions.
She said that in the past, human beings had a range of emotions and that they were expressive and alive. But nowadays human beings are extinct, and we are all kind of dull in the aspect of emotional intelligence. Of course, I am human, so it would be more accurate to say I have a lot of emotions bottled inside my own heart. But still, compared to humans who lived three million years ago, I am kind of an amateur. It is really sad, though it is true.
I said I tried to summon the nihilist god. I hoped that he would help me to overcome my mental issues. I had trouble concentrating, and it was quite difficult for me to write.
It was required of me to write a romance story, but I was bored because I could not concentrate enough. Moreover, I still had trouble waking up on time, and everyone knows that punctuality is the key factor for success in the futuristic world.
Here comes he. The psychopath. Well, I would not say that he was a psychopath, but I was pretty much sure that he was a psychopath.
His name was… He had a lot of names. Each person called him differently, and he preferred when I called him Miun.
Miun was the kind of guy who was always kind. He was sweet and apologetic. He was also perfect. He did not have any faults in him. He was a perfectionist.Everyone was mesmerized by him.
He had a theory. His theory was that the futuristic world was mundane and ordinary and that it would need to be fixed, and by fixing, he meant by summoning the nihilist god; at that time, we did not know that he was hiding a grave factor concerning the nihilist god, and we did not know that he would be so unattached from the external world that he would be brave enough to do what he planned.
What I am trying to say here is that he wanted to destroy our planet. He wanted to create chaos—a black box.
For that, he needed the nihilist god.
His plan was simple: to summon the god and then infect each member of the cult with the mental disorder, and in turn, each member of the cult would infect everyone else on the planet.
It was like a fever dream. We knew that, of course, the genetic mutation inside a jar had an incredible power. Still, we all thought that it would help us to regain something, or in my case, lose something, like getting rid of my mental disorder regarding the lack of concentration. But who would have thought that the god was, in reality, a container for multiple infectious diseases—mental disorders that could be transferred to humans, androids, artificial intelligence, and other species?
I was flabbergasted. However, Miun was an exceptional liar, and the ritual for summoning the nihilist god was a success.
It was stated that to summon the god, the membership of the cult ought to be extended to at least five hundred followers. Thanks to Miun’s charisma, the cult consisted of one thousand members; therefore, it was a complete success.
None of the cult members remembers what really happened.
I just woke up one morning and felt this strange sensation. The sensation of a burning itch inside my brain. I was not cured. In fact, I got worse.