Dan heng and Phainon having a yearn off throughout the entire fucking amphoreus plot line while ankle biter Ebony Darkness D'mentia RavenMarch (evernight) is out here trying to Make Amphoreus Great Again
“dan heng is so mature/calm/emotionally stable” dan heng has mastered the art of locking his undesirable emotions deep in The Vault and never looking at them again. dan heng is three seconds from crashing out at all times and that rage and anxiety is simmering just below the surface. dan heng cried over his best friends dead body and then when they got up and started talking like normal he decided to just accept it because everything is Fine now. dan heng would commit (and has) unspeakable crimes for those he cares about but will never say “i love you” because that’s too much vulnerability.
1800 words of yapping about the Trailblazer, Finality, Trailblaze, Akivili, the Hunters and the AE Crew.. Im really obsessed with them, damn.
Theres a fair few parallels between the Trailblazer and Cyrene, and at this point I think its going to be important to the Trailblazer's lore to look at Cyrene's. Im gonna be using Caelus instead of Trailblazer from here on out since thats my TB.
Cyrene is a fragment of an Aeon, with the possibility to become an Aeon. She was also affected by a Stellaron before she could properly form, thus weakening her. She was left a heart and soul without a body. She then evolved from there thanks to PhiLia093.
Meanwhile, we have Caelus who has some.. rather enigmatic info on his backstory. According to Kafka, he's a 'being' (not person) accidentally created by an Aeon- but left without a soul. Seemingly the only reason we have a soul is because Elio guided Kafka to them so as to grant them a soul. Im almost fairly certain this is in part referring to putting the Stellaron within him, though. At the point in the story where the two are playing truth or lie, it makes sense Kafka wouldnt be entirely transparent with him- not to mention, the later lore we've gotten has seemingly contradicted a fair few of the 'truths' Kafka tells tbh.
Im still a believer of the idea there was another Stellaron Hunter that found Kafka with Elio, but at this point, im not entirely sure its Caelus. Or at least, not Caelus in the exact sense of it being a pre-memory wiped version of the Trailblazer.
It's pretty damn obvious the Aeon who accidentally created us was Akivili by now, all things considered. We've gotten multiple references to the Trailblazer BEING Akivili, and being actively called Akivili. Two Aeons outside of the SU have referred to Caelus as Akivili, or at least let them be referred to as Akivili- being Nanook, and Nous. Both of whom, are likely some of the only beings in the universe who knows what actually happened to Akvili. And then Aha in SU, despite being aware of the fact they're in SU, still goes along with Caelus being Akivili. Ive been saying it for ages, but theres no way thats a coincidence atp. It was one thing that Caelus fits Akivili in the SU the best out of everyone whose tried, it's one thing for a Self-aware Aha to keep treating Caelus as Akvili. It's one thing for Black Swan to call the Trailblazer Akivili. Its one thing for the Lord Ravagers to call the Trailblazer Akivili in Nanooks presence. But then, Nous referring to Caelus as Akivili, to Caelus?
Nous also implies that the Trailblaze is either the fourth finality or The Finality itself (I CALLED IT, I CALLED IT). Nous also not only called Caelus 'nameless one' but also 'fateless one' which i believe are equally important, and two sides the same coin. Nameless one is obviously in reference to him being a follower of the Trailblaze and a literal fucking Nameless, but i think 'Fateless one' is in reference to him being a follower of the Finality, and to a lesser extent, a former Stellaron Hunter. And yes, I do mean follower of the Finality in the present sense.
Because at this point, I think the followers of the Trailblaze are followers of the Finality. Somewhat at least.. And somewhat vice-versa. I dont think the majority of the followers of the Finality follow the Trailblaze, but I do believe that the Stellaron Hunter's do. Theres a lot of ties between the Stellaron Hunters and the Trailblaze, from similar ideals, to literally half the Stellaron Hunters WANTING to be a Nameless on the Astral Express. And then the Nameless of the Astral Express specifically, I believe, are Finality followers, because they do all believe there is a destination for everyone on the Express, they do believe inevitably, they will reach their own destination. They just never know what that destination is till they reach it- and by now its looking like that destination of theirs wont come till the very end lmao.
Theres also Kafka's words when she pops up in the quest to take into account with that too. She directly references Cyrene's possibility to become Fuli- being the 'beginning'. Thus the 'end' would be Caelus, and if Cyrene were to become Fuli and thus the beginning, (Fuli restarts the Universe at its end after all) what would the 'End' be? Terminus. The Aeon of Finality. (I can NOT believe that theres actually starting to be legit evidence for the goddamned crack theory i made based off that motherfucking pocket watch. btw, call me insane, but istg that watch reminds me of the clock fucking thingy seemingly representing Terminus in the last stellaron hunter myriad celestia) I dont think that Himeko showing up alongside Kafka (to borderline tease Caelus with her and the others backstory istg woman) is just bc they're thematic parallels in a mentorship (NOT MOTHERLY ISTG THERES A DIFFERENCE BETWEEN A PARENT-CHILD AND MENTOR-MENTEE RELATIONSHIP PLEASE) role to Caelus. The two of them are currently the representatives of Trailblaze and Finality. (Interestingly, the both of them also showcase a LOT of the ideals of the opposite path too, which.. more credence to the Astral Express Nameless follow Finality, and the Stellaron Hunters follow Trailblaze thing too)
I think that, just as Cyrene was able to either choose Destruction or Remembrance as her path, either becoming the Demiurge or becoming Irontomb, i think Caelus has the capability to either become Akivili or Terminus. But at the same time, just as the Demiurge was apart of Irontomb but separated, I do think that Akivili and Terminus arent exactly separate Aeons.
This is where I think Stelle comes in. I wasnt expecting to see her EVER, but I think it makes sense for her to pop up at this point in the story. At the beginning of the story, we get to pick between Caelus and Stelle, and considering the fact that unlike in Genshin, both trailblazers are used more or less interchangeably, I dont think there IS a soft canon Trailblazer like Aether is all but stated to be the Canon Traveler. I dont think there is much a difference between the two. Which ever Trailblazer you have Kafka pick at the beginning is the Canon Trailblazer, and then I think the other is the mirror of your trailblazer. The Trailblazer you play as is one who leans towards the Trailblaze, and then the other is the one that leans towards Finality. But until I see otherwise, I dont think that they're properly separate people. Rewatching the cutscene where Nanook gazes on Caelus, we have an unknown voice- TWO actually, speaking to the Trailblazer.Its unclear, but it sounds more like a mesh of Caelus and Stelle speaking both over each other, and one at a time. And both voices seem to be speaking to the Trailblazer directly, in the exact moment they're in, not memories of the past.
Another finality thing with TB thats never mentioned- this bitch can deadass see the future?? Literally. Its happened three times thus far. Both when Nanook gazes on them, and then both when we warp both times in the Penacony quest. (Acheron is also implied to have some semblance of future sight, but im like 99% sure thats more emanator stuff on her part, tho finality and nihiity being connected makes sense too) I dont see anyone mention this. Please. This bitch can get glimpses of the future- none of the other Finality followers, asides Elio have ANY implications that they can do that. Wtf.
Stelle appearing could also be a manifestation of the Stellaron, but considering what she says, I really doubt it.
Also, Cyrene and Caelus being connected by the Stellaron was really interesting for me bc wdym that it can do that?? Is it bc Cyrene's a daughter of anāsrava? Or because she was effected by a Stellaron herself?? Is it just the Stellaron doing Stellaron bs?
All of the Astral Express thus far have a thing with duality. We have Welt and his whole thing from HI3. We have Dan Heng and Dan Feng. We have March and Evernight. We technically have Himeko and her HI3 counterpart, but we also havent gotten her focus patch yet so im banking on her having a duality focus too like everyone else. The Trailblazer NOT having a duality focus doesnt make sense considering that theme- ffs we have Sunday too and HE ALSO HAS A DUALITY FOCUS! We also have duality focus with the fucking Stellaron Hunters. Blade and Yingxing. Firefly and Sam. Elio the Cat and Elio the human (on one hand, i want him to stay a cat, but also i wouldnt be surprised if he isnt..). We havent gotten patches PROPERLY focused on Kafka and Sivler Wolf yet, but all things considered i'd say that the two of them are more so in the first half of their duality, considering Silver Wolf is getting an SP in the future, and Kafka is gonna have all sorts of importance later on. With the Trailblaze and Finality duality, the main players we have for those paths, them ALSO having a duality makes sense.
Im not exactly sure WHAT i think Stelle is, but it's not the Stellaron, and I dont think its anything as simple as the trailblazers sibling tbh. Hell, maybe its something even closer to Cyrene & PhiLia093- where we had the incomplete and weakened version of Caelus (the Trailblazer) and then Stelle, the complete being who the Trailblazer ended up replicating and more or less taking the identity of. I dont know. That'd be really fucking cool though.
Oh, another interesting thing. When Himeko repaired the express, it spoke to her, and asked if she wanted to go on a journey. When wondering what kind of journey, the response is "A journey to the beginning". Himeko refers to that as the Express's home. According to Nous, the beginning is still unknown. Which makes sense to be the Expresses home then- the whole purpose of the Express is to take a journey into the unknown. But the Express isnt one that travels back in time. You know what IS something that travels back in time? Terminus. Terminus' whole fucking thing is that they ascend at the end of time and travel BACKWARDS TO THE BEGINNING. They are also said to be asleep too. Do with that as you will.
I dont really have any direction to take this post from here, or any proper conclusion to draw really. Im excited to see where the Trailblazer's story is going, and im interested to see what's being done with the Finality and Trailblaze dynamic. I cant wait for Edo Star atp, mostly because it's implied ALL the Hunters will be there, AND more Trailblazer focus and lore.
hi i’m going insane over Dan Heng’s trailer here are some parallels <3
— I found that several scenes are quite similar to the animated short, Ichor of Two Dragons
he’s still doing the peace sign March taught him… :(
this photograph follows him throughout the trailer, March and Stelle have burned away and only the fragment of himself is left, caught in the flames before being doused by water.
it’s a powerful touch that his inner monologue is voiced by Nicholas Leung as well - because fundamentally this trailer doesn’t show Dan Feng, doesn’t show his past - it’s only him grappling with himself.
he goes in to punch his reflection in the water but Stelle’s hand stops him .hoyoverse what the fuck…💔
as much as the log feeds us with more dan heng / trailblazer content by confirming the 1000-year wait, can we address the fact the dan heng corroded within his search of an epoch?
bro literally almost lost his life during his search. he treaded dangerously within the memoria tide whilst safeguarding the earth. for a thousand years, he slowly lost his 'humanity' but he persevered by sheer nostalgia, remembering their shared memories. he used his memories of them to sift through the memoria tide for similar memories and that became his lighthouse before eventually leading them out. and he just says, "I can't afford to worry about that anymore." no, dan heng, certainly WE worry. no, you cannot lay this bombshell at us and expect us to just get over it. simply, no.
i just know, dan feng is laughing his ass off at his reincarnation right now.
Ancient Sacred Tree, lend me your roots. With space as my map and time as my compass, I will find that one singular point. Even if I must cross every mountain and valley on my own two feet, I will bring you home.
Then who died???? How did we die from the "crash" if there was no crash to begin with??
Establishing this conversation with Screwllum back in 3.4 when he said:
If Screwllum is confirming that the Express car indeed crashed on Amphoreus, but now they're saying oh the car actually never landed, it's stuck in space with no one inside!
And our bodies (Tb and Dan Heng) are floating in a memoria bubble near the celestial body of Amphoreus, with our bodily functions intact?
WHAT DOES THIS MEAN????
Is this an oversight/contradiction on Hoyo's storytelling or is there something deeper at play here??
Considering it's not said as a groundbreaking reveal but just idle conversations that completely contradicts the genius' words back in 3.4...
ALSO
WDYM THE CAUSALITY OF AMPHOREUS DISAPPEARED FROM THE MATRIX OF PRESCIENCE????
Does no one find it strange that the trailblazer doesn't have a lightcone?
Like i get it that there are male and female trailblazer and they can't have one featured on a lightcone without the underlying suspicion that both Caelus and Stelle exist in the same universe. (I mean if there were 2 receptacles in the beginning of the game, who's to say the unchosen mc isn't just in a cryosleep and might wake up later on?) but anyways, other than the obvious answer, doesn't anyone find it strange?
Could there be a deeper lore regarding this? Or do the devs just not want to have a lightcone for each mc and just have the account with Stelle get the Stelle LC and vice versa??
On a pure game design and mechanics, it's not worth it: at the beginning there was a clear difference in personality between Stelle and Caelus (you could hear it and see it in their ultimate in their Destruction and Preservation paths), then the devs decided to make Harmony and Remembrance paths for both Trailblazers the same. And it doesn't make any sense since in the few animated shorts where you can see both Trailblazers they have clear and defined different personalities (they are both trash racoons, but of two different vibes). Making a lightcone with one of them on it, can have some backlash because people will judge and would make the wrong assumptions etc. Twitter drama for a image. Probably they are going to reserve it as an anniversary gift for the 5/10th year, if we ever reach it.
Now on the lore part: thank you for remembering that at the beginning there were two receptacles.
In lore a lightcone is created by refined memory fragments. They are made by the Garden of Recollection (who are very sus by the way), which are the ones who sell the most (Herta is selling her version of lightcones which are made by the refined memory of an Aeon, they are the lightcones of the Aeon, Herta is seriously messing around).
We have lightcones with all the characters, be it 5 or 4 star. Even people from a different world, like Saber and Archer, or people from a closed world, like Belobog and Amphoreus (the first was closed from any kind of interastral travel because of the Stellaron, the second was literally hidden with the Garden unable to enter and asking other people to do it for them) have lightcones. Even Pom-pom has two! Pom-pom who no one know what they are!
So, by this logic it's really strange that Stelle/Caelus don't have their own lightcone or that they haven't seen one yet.
Maybe the Garden is unable to make a lightcone with them (there is something about it, like the Garden asking their help for a research of memory which lead to having the Memory of Chaos), maybe someone at the Garden is taking all of their lightcones.
But it doesn't make sense: if the Trailblazer is such an entity that lightcones can't be made from their memory a Memokeeper like Black Swan would have say something about it (not explicitly, but implied somehow).
And the Trailblazer became "special" only after Kafka's choice, after the Stellaron. And it's heavy implied that the Trailblazer worked/lived alongside the Stellaron Hunters but if they did, even the other receptacle did, at the same time. (But the other Stellaron Hunters haven't said a thing about another grey-haired kid that followed Kafka around, could it be a retcon?) Now it's clear that the Trailblazer doesn't remember at all their live before the Stellaron, Kafka did a good job, but all of this lost memory must have gone somewhere. The Garden witnesses everything because Fuli will watch everything (their task is to literally record everything), so it's impossible for these memories to be lost forever.
We don't know a lot of the Garden and hopefully in the new version and Trailblazer Mission with Evernight they will explain something about it.
Sorry if it is too long and definitely not organised, but OP gave me something to think about and I couldn't resist.
Thank you for giving me food for thoughts to mull over during my work break
This is exactly why it's so strange to me, the whole circumstances surrounding our loss of memory then waking up as a new person with a stellaron (who nobody seems to recognise except the stellaron hunters) like even the IPC should have records or a bounty on them if they were previously a hunter as implied. They haven't been even awake that long, like only 2-3 years which also implies that their history with the hunters isn't that far back into the past. While it got confirmed we were a part of the SH before Silver Wolf joined but we can't know for sure when SW joined the team.
I find it very very hard to believe that no one from the Garden of Recollection or the IPC can recognise TB at all, even Black Swan peered into our memories and our past and didn't even mention if there was like a veil on our past memories like March for example, she didn't question anything.
Additionally, when Fu Xuan peered into Kafka's memories, she didn't seem to recognise us from her memories or something, i know she technically looked into the SH plans specifically but you get my point.
There is something very suspicious surrounding the TB's memory erasure, and i think it might be related to the Garden similar to March. Kafka's spirit whisper couldn't possibly be this powerful to erase our memories completely and erase everyone else's. Unless, it's not Kafka who erased our memories and we're being led to believe shes the one who did it.
Another runner theory I have, is that we had a fully different identity prior to the stellaron being put in us. We can't be really sure if we are actually a synthetic being or no, but it can explain that we were once a real person who died and their bounty got dropped, and their consciousness got transferred to a synthetic being, that could explain why no one questioned our past or managed to peer into it. But then again wouldn't someone like Screwllum or Lygus point out that we are a synthetic being??
I really really hope we get to look into TB's past more
Does no one find it strange that the trailblazer doesn't have a lightcone?
Like i get it that there are male and female trailblazer and they can't have one featured on a lightcone without the underlying suspicion that both Caelus and Stelle exist in the same universe. (I mean if there were 2 receptacles in the beginning of the game, who's to say the unchosen mc isn't just in a cryosleep and might wake up later on?) but anyways, other than the obvious answer, doesn't anyone find it strange?
Could there be a deeper lore regarding this? Or do the devs just not want to have a lightcone for each mc and just have the account with Stelle get the Stelle LC and vice versa??
Alright guys, gather round. 3.6 preview arrived and it's time we address Dan Heng, because that guy's wilding out there and I need to voice my observations on this lizard and his relationship with the raccoon.
Like... I've been aware this since the 1.X patch cycle. Everyone knows that Dan Heng immensely cherishes his companions and he sees himself primarily as the Astral Express' guard beyond that cool exterior of his. There's nothing out of the ordinary with that.
But when it comes to Stelle specifically, he acts VERY differently. And it's absolutely fascinating to watch.
See, he's a troubled soul with his fair share of problems regarding freedom and redemption. He spent a good part of his life since birth in jail, then the rest in exile. Only recently he began feeling like he had a place to belong, a place that didn't chain him down, and only recently he felt comfortable enough to outwardly admit the Express crew as his loved ones.
And, among his loved ones, he seems to see the Trailblazer specifically as a personification of all those things he gained. Stelle is a free, unbound soul who is confident in seeking the life she wants and doesn't let anything stop her from grasping it, even with a muddy past. I think having her as companion emboldens Dan Heng to finally live as himself and strive for the things he never thought he could have before.
You can see it in their interactions overall. Dan Heng is pretty clearly indulgent with Stelle: he lets her act as silly as she wants, prompts her to explore places, lets her take initiative during interactions with others, checks on her mental well-being, is always ready to shield her from danger, shares his stuff pretty easily, the list goes on. When I noticed these little things, I realized that Dan Heng constantly prioritizes not only her safety but also her happiness.
It's like... For him, she's a star of hope illuminating his path, and he wants her to shine as brightly as she possibly can at all times. We saw in the Penacony storyline that Dan Heng feels immensely fortunate to have his Nameless companions and dreams of journeying with them forever, and that results in his current relationship with the Trailblazer.
Here's the thing, though: he seems really wary of crossing some lines.
It's funny how contradictory he seems at times. He's introverted and gets embarrassed when Stelle acts affectionate. He's so vocal about his affection it hurts, though. He refuses when Stelle wants a hug. It's fine when he takes the initiative to hold hands, though. He's a-okay when talking about his past nowadays. Stelle can't go meet the High-Cloud Quintet with him though, that's a no-no.
So what then, you big salamander. Is it fine when you do it, but not when she does it? What's the hold-up?
It's almost like he's intentionally keeping their relationship in some sort of vague ambivalence. A relationship where Dan Heng can watch from the side as Stelle is as safe and happy as she can possibly be, and where he is actively making her so, but rejects all her attempts of returning the favor. It's some fine shoujo manga shit, I'll tell you. Dannie clearly stands on the shoulders of the giants before him.
Here's where the real hilarity comes in, though: there's one thing about his relationship with Stelle that Dan Heng absolutely won't let go of. Something he's not handing over to anyone in a million years.
It's the right to live by her side.
I mentioned Dan Heng's dream in Penacony before, and the truth that dream presents is: Dan Heng wants to stay beside Stelle forever. It's non-negotiable. He wants to be the person she instinctively relies on, the one she tells everything to, the one who always protects her as she paves the way forward, the one who she comes back to. He wants to have an unshakable, everlasting position in her life.
The shenanigans get so funny. Remember when he instantly shot down Aventurine's poaching attempt in that one anniversary review event? His (not very) implicit dislike of Stelle inheriting the Coreflame of Time and becoming tied to Amphoreus? The constant emphasis on the fact he'll forever remain her companion? He hates the idea of Stelle leaving his side sooooo much. Sure, it's not weird that he's desperate for her safety, but there's some definite entitlement mixed in and it makes me laugh whenever he rejects her affection.
Like, what the hell do you even want, my man? If you're gonna act like that, at least go all the way?? How long do you think she's going to play along with your back-and-forth??? Or what, are you really THAT confident you two are inseparable? That's scary.
As a last, very related note, I urge anyone who reads this to search the meaning of 彼氏面. You'll laugh, I promise.
Is Hoyo teasing a possible Trailblazer Skin in the near future?
I could be reaching but these "hints", if you could call them that, really sold the deal for me.
Firstly, I would like to say that this post will contain very mild spoilers to 3.5 and leaks for 3.6
We already know that 3.5 and 3.6 are mainly focused on our Express Trio, with 3.5 being more of a prelude/prequel/buildup to the absolute devastation that will happen in 3.6. Im stocking up on tissues as we speak.
We will get to see Dan Heng's new form that he reached while supposedly waiting for us for a millennia and getting the coreflame of Earth. I would like to speak about the symbolism of his new form in a separate post but I will say it captures his current personality perfectly, by him reaching a point of accepting his past, being a vidhyadhra and being comfortable in his own skin. Also, we don't know if he will actually get a gaze from Qlipoth but if he does, it will be such a beautiful way of him using his protective tendencies to actual preservation instead of the anger of destruction.
Evernight, on the other hand, from what I understood is that she is actually March 7th, the original one. Her body (March's) got robbed of her memories but Evernight stayed as a memory/memetic entity that stayed tethered to the universe waiting for her physical body to return, and once March reached Amphoreus, Evernight got her body back along with March's memories. We still don't know anything about Evernight as a person and why she as memories got seperated from her physical body and the Garden of Recollection does not want them to be reunited again, but regardless, this is a new chapter of development for our favourite icon that I can't wait to see.
Now to our beloved "Deliverer", they have been through a lot, like a LOT. From being one of the only ones to remember Phainon, to taking over his duty to let him rest, to the possible fate of the cosmos depending on them. Not to mention they also got separated from everyone they love, even Mem for a while, they were even ecstatic to see Herta! Like come on. This Trailblaze journey took a lot out of them, took a lot out of the entire crew to be honest. But the trailblazer won't be the same afterwards and if they stay goofy, it will def be for coping.
Now returning to the title of my post, why do I think they will be getting some sort of skin soon? Here is my argument:
They ran ragged through their current outfit, they're fighting nonstop for supposedly hundred of years now (months in the current universe). They also now bear the title of Deliverer, which should be a big deal in Amphoreus. Also after all this character development, you're telling me they will stay in the same outfit? Unacceptable.
The new relic set coming out in 3.6, named the Deliverer, has lots of symbolism to TB's outfit AND the Express's ticket
Like do you see this?? The cloak?! Im obsessed.
Next, Aglaea of the new cycle when she first met us as "Deliverer" had some stuff to say about our outfit, like;
Now, I've presented my argument. I really really hope we will get to shine in a different way, aside from getting the Elation path in 4.0
A really funny aspect of PhaiStelle to me is how it fills me with an almost morbid fascination. Like, I want to extract samples of Phainon's behavior concerning Stelle and analyze it.
Phainon's a very multifaceted man, for starters. He changes a lot depending on time, place, occasion and person. It is a deliberate writing decision to have him like that.
Amphoreus' Phainon is the Deliverer dedicated to save all. Okhema's Phainon is a charming celebrity. Aglaea and Tribios' Phainon is a deeply scarred kid who's trying his best everyday. Anaxa's Phainon is a cheeky, brilliant student. Mydei's Phainon is a hilariously mean and competitive guy. Castorice's Phainon is a friend who can be casual with her.
Stelle's Phainon is an... Interesting individual.
He's clingy. Embarrassingly clingy. "Puppy love" feels like an understatement. I don't think he's conscious of how clingy he is. It's always "partner" this, "let's become heroes together" that, he does NOT want to be separated from her at all. Seeing him all anxious about the Nameless leaving after Aglaea's interrogation (and the fact she factored that reaction in, lmao) was quite the show, really.
He's also exceedingly sappy. Nauseatingly sweet. The Fate/Stay Night event actually proved he's so sappy he managed to embarrass the Trailblazer. Do you know what a monumental feat that is? It would be one thing if it was just him fucking around like he does sometimes with his other friends, but looking at his behavior in the story, I fear it's genuine. Don't even get me started with that "hero of my heart" shit, it's a whole separated conversation.
Also, the admiration. It hurts. It hurts to watch. Even leaving Phainon's (or Khaslana's, damn this man and his identity crisis) massive lack of self-worth aside, I can barely handle the way this man speaks about Stelle. It's the kleptomaniac raccoon I've been watching since game launch, stop talking about her like she parted the seas to let your people pass. That was Dan Heng, anyway.
And if this all wasn't already enough, he wants to be Yearnatron 3000 too. When I did the 3.4 Mission I was like, "Oh, the hero of his heart, what a cute quip" and then someone in that writing team decided to bash that sentence against my head repeatedly until I understood that no, it wasn't just a random cute quip, he meant that shit. And "he" refers to the guy who's been reliving the same tragedy for thirty million or so cycles. What do you mean Stelle is Khaslana's image of what a real human being should be. That's not something you can just tell me in the fucking backlogs, Lygus. Elaborate.
Also, while I can still get the whole thing with Khaslana, Phainon already considered her his hero even before he inherited the memories. What Does That Mean. I Do Not Understand. Please Tell Me How That Works.
This kinda devolved into an insane rant, but the point is: I kinda get Lygus a little. Just a little. Really just a little.
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