tuti 🧿

he/him || 18 (08)

[hamsifalacata]

I DO REBLOG SUGGESTIVE/SEXUAL STUFF TIME TO TIME. MDNI!!

Just realized I haven't done an introduction post yet oh my god

hi!!! I am tufan, but I mostly go by the nickname of Tuti online. I post about whatever I want on this account. I sometimes vent, post art and fuck around.

18 (2008).

I am a trans (ftm) Turkish student who is preparing for the university entrance exam. I want to study linguistics or translation studies in Bogazici University. Or French language and literature in Galatasaray University. Time will tell, but I do want to place in Bogazici so badly. Wish me luck!

other than that, I like hiveswap and slowly started to get into Homestuck. I also enjoy Hetalia too. I make Turkish SynthV covers time to time.

I am neurodivergent (ADHD) and medicated for multiple things. I am deeply sorry if I act out in any way.

I will probably update this post later on lol. My dms are open.

[darkspaceboytoy]

I’ve seen a film or two, in my time. A television show. What of it? Is that truly so wrong, so objectionable? Well, so be it. *I cast aside my dark cloak and draw my blade* Only one of us shall leave this place alive, foul stranger.

[darkspaceboytoy]

Huh, that’s weird. The reblog function must not be working for you guys on this one.

[springforit]

[blooddrawnpatient]

boyfriend who motivates me to get out the house

boyfriend who takes me on hikes in the woods

boyfriend who exercises with me

boyfriend who encourages me to work out

boyfriend who buys masculine clothing for me

boyfriend who helps me pack and bind

boyfriend who injects my T shots for me

boyfriend who helps me pick out hygiene products

boyfriend who defends me tooth and nail in public

boyfriend who calls me a good boy and says hes proud of me

boyfriend who praises my body when he notices changes

boyfriend who buys me as many sex toys as i want

boyfriend who touches me like he would a real man

boyfriend who will perform any sexual fantasy i need

boyfriend who will fuck me soft and sweetly, or fuck me until I can't think

[decompdeer]

mean trans punk who dresses me like a ‘real man’ but still uses they/them for me

mean trans punk who tells me to “take it like a man” while he fucks me into the mattress

mean trans punk who forces me to workout till i’m about to throw up

mean trans punk who beats the shit out of me to ‘make me strong’

mean trans punk who pins me down with his knees to pierce my face

mean trans punk who gives me stick & pokes and tells me to man up when i cry

mean trans punk who puts his cigarettes and joints out on me

mean trans punk who calls me a stupid mutt

mean trans punk who gropes me whenever he wants

mean trans punk who jerks off to me when i’m sleeping

mean trans punk who walks me on a leash

[hamsifalacata]

I feel like I’m never going to pass as a man. Not only because if I don’t get the TRNC citizenship from my father I won’t be able to start HRT early but also because I’m not man enough.

I have a few queer friends irl. They look man enough. They have style, they know how to take care of themselves they know how to pass. I look terrible. Can’t even style my hair, I barely have any masculine clothes (not to mention that many of the said clothes are ugly and I don’t have the luxury to choose), I stink and I get greasy all the time. I feel like the Stay Puft Man whenever I’m out in the public. My parents took my autonomy to choose my haircut during a majority of the highschool and my dad still threatens to do so.

I don’t wanna look at mirrors. I know what I look like and it’s making me feel worse. I don’t look like an ugly man I look like a stupid messy ugly girl who can’t even take care of herself. I don’t look like a he. I don’t even sound like one. My voice becomes more high pitched if I’m not around my friends. My posture is cramped, I wanna make myself smaller because it feels impossible to do the opposite

All I’m doing is crying my eyes out almost every single night because nobody would listen to me. Can’t even cope with anything without sobbing through the night. Forget about night I just start to sob like a girl in every single minor inconvenience. Everyone around me, and every single trans man across the west will become the man they aspire to be and I’ll rot and die

[turntgh]

crabby kitty

[rubatozis]

roleplay with real people i am actually begging you

[thecreechurcollective]

concept sketches of Tegiri, Tagora, Tirona, Stelsa, and Tyzias as adults

[inthemir]

more stuff that ive made

i also made a zebruh trial icon to match tegiri's. yay tegbruh

[chimptears]

Tegbruh t4t

outline + no outline

ref image in a way

[weedsniffer69]

first time poster, long time lurker. what? anyways here's a bunch of tegbruhs I drew hashtag love wins

[bestoftweets]

[dumbdirtydoggo]

wish someone would stalk me, get to know my habits and my schedule, just keep tabs on me

[ceruleanheaven]

[looking at people younger than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at people older than me] you have your whole life ahead of you [looking at myself] its over

[hyp3rbunny]

i want a boy to do summer stuff with, i want to hold a boys hand at a amusement park, i want to swim in a lake with a boy, i want to lay down in the sun after to dry off, i want to cuddle under the stars... i need a boy

[son-im-yearning]

the urge to come home to a guy and just not do anything but lay in his arms and talk is so FREAKING STRONG

[f0xy7m00n]

Sex is nice and all that, but sometimes I'd just like to hang out with someone without the touches meaning anything sexual.

Tugging at your arm because I want to show you something, your hand on the small of my back or around my waist simply because you want me close, interlacing our fingers and holding hands...

Isn't that enough?