Each step closer to the tower added weight, heavy footfalls almost silent as he went up the stairs. It was late and most shinobi were out celebrating, rejoicing with each other and reuniting with families. One in particular, the one he sought, would be alone. Perhaps there might be company in the shape of a lifelong friend, but he doubted it.
Tsunade had always done things alone. It would be a surprise for this one to be any different.
If he were honest with himself, he knew it was because she would be alone that he made that visit. The first one he saw – over the boy who saved the world and still held his heart, over the student of his pupil, over every other person in that village he would pay respects to – she came first. She always had.
Several heartbeats passed by loudly as he stood in front of that large, closed door. So many times he’d walked through, not a care in the world. Three different Hokage to visit, to adore, to report to. But this instance…this was different from every time before.
Slowly, the door opened, a soft smile on his lips. She wouldn’t know and if he were lucky, he might not have to visit the hospital. Still, seeing her, hearing her, being with her–
“Paperwork again?” he asked. “I figured you’d be celebrating with everyone else.”
The clock clicked away, grating at her ears. It was expensive. It was expensive, and Kakashi liked it, and two weeks from now she would never have to look at it again. Spearing her fist through it wouldn’t be worth the mess.
A heavy breath streamed out from her nose as she forced herself to keep writing. Reports, summaries, recommendations, and a bevy of other forms had to be sent out in triplicate by next Wednesday. If she worked through a couple of nights she’d be able to get it done and wash the stress out of her hair forever. No deadlines, no genin, no more hunching over a desk on a holiday.
There was a click and a creak, and Tsunade specifically remembered asking for no interruptions. But then he spoke. He spoke.
Her hand stilled mid-air. She didn’t dare breath. Every neuron screeched that it wasn’t real. Ten lead seconds went by before the muscles in her neck followed her eyes and she saw his shoes, his hands, his vest, and his face. She sat there while her larynx tightened with the words that wouldn’t come.
The sound of his breathing, the brightness of his presence, the way he looked at her – it was him. Her grip softened. The pen rolled out from her desk and onto the floor while the clock sounded with her heart. Tsunade didn’t even register the saline that was building up, overflowing.
“I – I...” It’s all she could muster. She couldn’t think, couldn’t move, couldn’t do anything but sit there and take in everything that made him him. Her breath caught up with her deep and fast; fear seized her. Two years. Two years she’d spent healing, and the thought that this was a trick of the light or late hours ripped her apart.