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From this date (today is November 8, 2023 & please note, eyes go to the corner of this computer to double-check) on, I'll be explaining each post & posting things post-trauma* or their "p"ictures, "t"ouches, "s"ounds "d"isordeed [because they lyin'] because this methodology is finally [a]LIVE[one] | LIVE MUSIC & how it ends trauma since pre-writing is simply getting to the point---their music philosophy & ours.
“…when they think about what they experienced they try to push it out of their minds, tying to act as nothing has happened, and move on. It takes tremendous energy to keep functioning while carrying the memory of terror and the utter shock and weakness and vulnerability...the perception of loss is what creates irrational behavior” & we can all related to that. We’re forced to act without all the information, we behave rashly & suffer consequences & we begin to see how TIME affects us in so many ways. Segmenting our day. Giving us a sense of leisure. To ponder the outcomes & when someone is calculating their loss for a decision they regret, their decision-making start to slide in those unnatural & dark areas. A whole other level. One that straddles the boundaries of human decency since now, if you lower someone, make them less, subhuman, in a way, you can do what you want. That’s a unique ability. Unique. A word that can mean so much, but for the purpose of this story it all falls under the same umbrella--difference--Who What Where When How & Why.
I just want this shit off my computer & sending it to space is the healthiest. Organizing it is exposing me to the truth slowly, keeping me in that moment, a terrifying place, but when someone tells you ominously, “I know more about you than you do,” and that’s the memory, along with so many that sticks, what I’ve learned about PTSD, coercion, dependence, manipulation, grooming, fear & shame, the purpose of this is to educate those who feel defenseless & warn those who take advantage of others at their weakest, you’ve met your match.
I was told repeatedly, “you think you’re so smart” twisting words of help here & there due to their own insecurities, knowing this was a trigger from a cruel past when intelligence is treated like an asset, it’s never been about smarts but heart, so without a doubt, I know I’m not as intelligent...
It seems to me that all couples fight about money...
To explain WHY THOSE things were said
Since the issue was $$ between __&__ and sort of “how to get more” and the comments about people’s uses --were made “fun” of--so that is HOW to make it easier, but why when it’s NOT APPRECIATED & this is how you know...
3 things said specifically related to $$ in the BEFORE & AFTER and how “the story changes” is what I’m interested in ONLY
https://gofund.me/134dbc93 : this contains the first time writing & since the only way to help self is to help others, if compelled to give & support individuals living with “trauma,” give to Mr. Baker who created a way to prove that care for others is stronger than anything “they” can throw at you.
PLEASE DESCRIBE EACH PICTURE:
(1) remember to label voice memos. VM allow a way to take a break from writing & confront “audio” triggers. Try to label for easy relocation. I used VM until memory was filled up & then had to use the iCloud, the idea when I was posting & the word LIVE floated above clouds as I stared at a blue sky, green grass with poofs of white & said, “an iCloud is like a real cloud,” & repeated this over & over until I could trust that yes, indeed, whatever I put in the iCloud would remain. NOTE : still not backing up so result of online stalking can be very severe since it has affected me for years, but may not have been so severe without other “tech” triggers.
(2) regarding podcasting. OK.
(3) removing triggers regarding film is next. This requires recognition of r-- culture in media & that will be symbolized by polka dots. Thanking the individual for this since the association is “Stepford Wives.”
(4) entering housing & community as the word that definitely “pulled me in” so why is that so appealing? Also, could not read this letter after the first sentence since boom, everything turned dark, but the last line is what made me aware those who can change their narrative have a deeper, darker ability that if left uncheck will absolutely redo abuses. “They” learn, too.
(5) this company provided a terrible experience, but was “saved” with the better treatment of one of my clients--a homeless guy--so that simple act can remove trauma & enable someone to try again. Still need administrative & press contacts because the question was, “do you want to ensure the hospital who sees people in need of eyewear to know that you take their insurance provided because without sight, it’s very hard to be independent?” The answer was Y, but the follow through hasn’t happened. This can be expanded.
(6) Writing is tactile & YouTube is audio/visual so film could end trauma because the repetition is the prolonged exposure therapy & now, can start comparing & contrasting. Also, let’s discover new filming options.
(7) the non-response was fierce! The fact property manager was not present in the building was probably the reason & would explain this, so the question asked was, “how many properties do you manage?” Told in the meeting 3, but in email 3, so a low standard for lying is definitely part of trauma.
(8) must feel safe to share this IG & bits of a poem that I need to write down in a notebook, touching pen[is] to paper [trail]
(9) hashtaggging since every place to write in is a place to practice writing in & sharing the words to end trauma because at some point, it will end, right? Also, more stolen packages & the words, “some of the cameras are dummies,” so I want to know which ones. Upon closer inspection, no missing packages have been recovered, there are employees that sign for them & the board blamed homeless, a lot! Also, recording with video again & dampening those triggers again. Wondering will it ever end?
(10) while in trauma, you make a lot of collages to satisfy the visual input & also hide a bit here & there knowing how the brain will fill it in. I am writing, but not paragraphs. @relentlessredo is on Samsung phone. Dampening face & happy to report today may be the first time, I can see it! Not see what they see which is race play & why after multiple assaults, was unable to stop their “madness.” Wrote out chapters & Dave Michalowski (you again?) I better start writing “Lessons, Sessions & Confessions.” 111 is GrubHub & that’s tech. That’s these fantasies that reveal a certain idea of treatment involving women & men & never fully got it. Everyone needs one friend who can explain...
Hi! New to selling & a writer ✍️ the topics I write about include why I am posting ***pictures*** of clothes & maybe even self because ready to publicly share :)
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Be nice to yourself. It’s hard to be happy when someone is mean to you all the time.
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I hear it. It’s her voice & men that are just little boys wanting mommy to be proud of them. yikes. Mean women sound terrible. They’re crass, loud, insecure af (I didn’t have the word back then) & need validation. A mental retardation or slow down. Kick ya out of my town--all my safe spaces are under siege.
There are people dying in #Ukraine so whatever this war is, it’s present & the situation can change just like any #war. The words used & words refused to use matter.
puts away #ptsd #makeup & if you’re in #CHICAGO, I can deliver to you if within 4 miles of centre-ville. 100% goes to NFP, SmarterThanTrauma.
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Hi! I’m using this site to raise money for my NFP, SmarterThanTrauma that was created after abuse of power in education, healthcare, housing, employment & share my strategies for concussion/post concussion syndrome (numbers), nerve pain (textiles) & ptsd (@tappitwlove on IG) • thanks for checking out & since I’m an advocate/consent expert, feel free to ask any Qs about trauma, mental health or my passion for fashion, my way to non-verbally express self. Thx!!
Check out this listing I just added to my Poshmark closet: Meet your Posher, Jamie.
Just randomly pick & try to “look back” & delete.
Lots to unpack & when I found the #fruitsnacks & the struggle with #vitamins. #LOL. When I’m picking & choosing what’s most important if I have limited time #TOEAT before #nausea #dizziness #vertigo due to chewing #face #nervepain then going to eat #donuts. High-caloric & melts 🧊 • new Space on #twitter & can listen & #speak & why “tested” that adrenaline for #ptsd. The #YELLOW LINE is my #RACE CUE, since I look #ASIAN & my #experience different from all of you, u, You & U <—to remind self, everyone is different & to watch out! Some traits/characteristics red-flag & carried from people to people in #socialgroups, like a #virus! Saw CREATIVE 💛 & again, people working in building w #nomask. Wore it when STAFF GOT IT. Gee, no shocker there • #advocacy & #votingrights #voting & #ptsd FROM the board of directors because #MYVOTE matters & the way they tried to “stack the odds” since they have contradicted themselves way too much ✅ how to help remind me of Future time in #darkness? Created #RESEARCH project in order to think in a future sense • this may require a lot more explanation • ❤️🙌🗣✌️ #ptsdrecovery #ptsdrecovered #concussion is next because had to reLIVE being taken advantage of & now can forget... recording/reporting whatever “pops” up & I’m certain I was very clear —it’s fairly verbatim #linear like now & why “some” may get it because TRUTH has a way of making sense • partners creative professional collaborative • NO funny biz & issue w charity (next!) & their words wanting “to give...” but seems more like a... this is creepy fo’ sho’ so pressing in to UNDERSTAND IT. After all that... is that it? The dark side of philanthropy (everything seems to be affected by the weakness/temptation & insane greed of [wo]man. That sux but at least rather KN🍎W than NOT KN🍏W. https://www.instagram.com/p/CVR8t9sAK0E/?utm_medium=tumblr
#hashtags #ONLY. @starbucks & issues of #safety #theft #insurance & 2 different stories so which is it? I guess the E in article w #starbucks makes me think about #opportunities & #levelplayingfield meaning USE OF SPACE. 🛑 too much to unpack. The rest is #researchPaper since said it & then found it! Since #NWMH was another #planet where people are weird. #NPF was another planet where I warn others, watch out for this #DATING #MATING #RELATING #CAUTIONARYTALE so don’t be like them. Then I’ll break it down again & again since I want to be on their level #specialeducation since THEY TAUGHT ME THAT EVERYTHING TRULY WORKED OUT because I was seeking an environment where I have a #natural #authority because I am #female in a #rapeculture world which was fairly clear in #HIGHSCHOOL w #BLUEBALLS & then secured it when visiting #frathouse @uofmichigan (one time was enough) to know, I don’t want to part of any organization that DESTROYS A HISTORIC HOME. Also, #drinking #drugs #videogames & making sure everyone is OK 👍🏻 #ptsd one REplay are all the ways people transition out of #parents home into #independentFunctioning because it was clear in college, if not exposed to alcohol & drugs, you go a little OUT-of-CONTROL. https://www.instagram.com/p/CVMgwrVMKqu/?utm_medium=tumblr
