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show me a hero and I’ll write you a tragedy
I think the reason this new sw movie hurt me so deep was the rise of the sith shaped wound i have that had never really healed
— Revenge of the Sith, Matthew Stover
Couldn’t help but draw a comic based on this post by @reybens that I saw via @thedarkbluemoon
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Apprenticeship | Stand With Me
My inner voice is incredibly mean and critical. What is yours like?
My roommate and best friend has learned to tell me in my breakdown moments “that’s not reality talking, that’s your mother talking” which brings me down to earth pretty quickly. You’re not a complete moron, you’re not being awful and fucking up on purpose to upset people, you’re not completely incapable of functioning like an adult. That’s your mother talking. So, there’s that.
My future kids are gonna love themselves aggressively, and their inner voices are gonna be good to them. >:( RIP to my parents, but I’m gonna actually raise my kids.
I mean…i always thought my parents were pretty nice but my inside voice begs to differ in this case
Mine tells me I do everything for attention and my negative emotions are fake lmaooo
My inner voice often says “It’s your fault anyway”, “Don’t be so rude and selfish” (i.e. don’t give importance to your own feelings and needs), “Look at yourself before you judge others”. To this day, I easily feel attacked personally even if it’s just some random person on the internet.
I haven’t learned to say no properly, to stand up for myself, to defend myself, to realize that something not right was done to me and that I have the right to realize it and to say so and to walk away. And unfortunately, I still often come into situations where I get attacked for things that aren’t my fault, or where a small fault of mine is handled as if I was the worst of idiots or the meanest person on Earth. I’m so glad our HR left a few months ago, I can’t tell you the relief.
#post-TROS mood
The way he went to her body was almost as sad as him actually dying. He literally was CRAWLING to her, used his whole body weight to pull her into his arms, and the blank look on her face was SO haunting. And the way he just looks around like ‘this can’t be real, I don’t know what to do’ I was already sobbing! And then when she just looks at him, smiles and says ‘Ben’ :(( and his full on grin at the end I want to sob
I will never forget the way he looked when he realized she was gone, or the way his arms tightened around her lifeless body.
He gave the very last of himself to get to her, to hold her and to save her.
And she smiled SO BIG when she opened her eyes. Baby girl was SO HAPPY to see him. And she goes in for her kiss like a CHAMP, like I always knew she would, because she finally knows what she wants and she’s gonna GET IT.
God, I want this scene playing on loop in my head for the next month.
Selfless action gets REWARDED and not punished especially in a fairy tale. Admit it. He shouldn’t have died! JJ wanted to get rid of Adam Driver’s character.
I cry everytime I think about it. Ben Solo was misunderstood, beaten down and broken all his life but he was also such a strong person who never gives up—truly a fighter in every sense of the word. He defeated the dark side by forgiving his father and accepting his true nature: a virtuous knight, a sassy stubborn prince, a golden hearted selfless boy in love. He was such a powerful and overwhelmingly satisfying presence in the film even if we only had him for a little while. He deserved better 💔
And maybe they did it as a favor for Adam since I doubt he would return to Star Wars, but Ben could still live in the end and they just don’t explore Reylo again in film but in comics and books instead. That would have been amazing. Our power couple had so many stories left to tell.
#post-TROS mood
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This is my friend TJ, wearing a costume she made for Halloween, 1977. She was 16 at the time. Now, keep in mind: there was no internet to search for images. She could not have rented and paused the movie, because it wasn’t released on video until 1982. No, TJ just went to the movie a bunch of times, took notes with a flashlight, drew a bunch of sketches, and put this together. In 19-fucking-77. So let’s bury this bullshit about how women didn’t grow up on Star Wars.
The Rashomon Effect, Unreliable Narrators, and Ben Solo
There’s something I often see that really bothers me when people try to analyze Ben’s motivations and Tragic Backstory, and that is taking Ben’s perception as literal truth, especially as it comes to his relationship with his family and theirs with him.
There’s this thing called the Rashomon Effect. It’s named after a film by Akira Kurosawa, whose films incidentally were one of Lucas’ inspirations for Star Wars. Anyway. The Rashomon Effect is a storytelling technique in which an event is recounted in different, contradictory ways by the different people involved. We’ve seen this explicitly homaged in TLJ here:
Versus here:
And here:
The point is this: a person’s emotions, based on their interpretation of events, may be valid. But this doesn’t mean that their interpretation of events is factually correct, or that their assumption of others’ motivations is accurate. We might not even know whose interpretation is ultimately correct. Just like real life! Cool!
The great complexity of Ben Solo’s character (or one of them), is the fact that he is an earnestly unreliable narrator. Ben believes in his own interpretation of events. He believes (or has forced himself to believe) the things he’s saying. He does believe that his parents abandoned him when he needed them. He does believe that he is now someone other than Ben Solo. He does (or did) believe that his uncle simply wanted to murder him in the dead of night without a second thought.
Ben does believe that, and his feelings that stem from these beliefs make justified sense. From his perspective.
Because the other half of the story is that Ben was a highly vulnerable, highly emotional child preyed upon by a child predator who, according to the TLJ novelization, deliberately set him up against the rest of his family so that he would in the future destroy them for Snoke’s own ends. The other half of the story is that Ben was merely a child when these things started happening to him— a child who would hardly be able to understand the difference between a parent’s ‘fear of’ and ‘fear for.’ The other half of the story is that Han and Leia loved their child— but that they were not there enough for him, because they didn’t know what to do for him; that Han and Leia sent Ben to Luke to try to save him, but that this choice, while motivated by love, was ultimately the wrong one; that Luke did shirk back from his lit lightsaber, but a moment too late.
The other side of the story is a mother who wants nothing more than for her son to come home, of a father who died to save that son, and an uncle who used his final moments to apologize and prevent his nephew from letting another murder stain his soul.
The great complexity and tragedy of Ben’s story is not that his family didn’t love him, or that he didn’t love them, but that they did, and he did, and that this did not stop them from hurting each other or loving each other or doing both at the same time. Part of growing up is being able to understand and to reconcile with this complexity; with allowing yourself to forgive yourself and your family for being human. What Ben needs on his journey to self-actualized adulthood is to realize these things; to synthesize his memories of the past with a more nuanced understanding of how to come to terms with his parents as people, and with himself as both victim and victimizer, both to those who wanted to hurt him and those who wanted to love him.
In my opinion, it only cheapens the story to try to reduce it to lesser terms.
Well put!
I have a really complex relationship with religion, but here’s something positive
“I know that you were once Anakin Skywalker, my father,” Luke tells Darth Vader after surrendering to him on the forest moon Endor.
“That name no longer has any meaning for me,” Vader tells the young Jedi.
It’s easy to see why Vader would want to forget the name of his true self. Anakin Skywalker was a hero, and the person he became was anything but.
It might be difficult to imagine the cherub-faced little boy on Tatooine—who risked everything he had to save a group of strangers with no thought of reward—would grow up to become one of the most villainous enforcers in the galaxy, but it was almost inevitable.
In giving us the story of Anakin Skywalker from his time before his transformation into Darth Vader, George Lucas gave us a potent lesson in how any of us can become the villain under the right circumstances, and at the end of his story, we realize that it’s never too late to fight against our worst impulses.
THE CENTRAL FIGURE IN STAR WARS
It would be apparent watching the original three Star Wars films that Anakin Skywalker wasn’t just the villain known as Darth Vader, but a tragic hero fallen from grace. However, it wasn’t until the prequel films that audiences truly understood the immensity of Anakin’s tragedy. In an interview for Moviefone conducted by Hayden Christensen to promote Revenge of the Sith, George Lucas explained how important Anakin and Vader were from the very beginning. “When I wrote the very, very first script, it was about Anakin Starkiller and his two kids. He was a rogue Jedi and there were remnants of that that found its way into the final Star Wars, so I would say right from the very beginning Darth Vader was the central character.”
When one watches the films of the Skywalker Saga, Lucas’ intentions become completely apparent. Throughout the prequels we see Anakin’s life crumble into tragedy. Through the classic trilogy, we see what that pain and anger do to a person and how they can come back from it. And now, as the sequel trilogy unfolds, we see the legacy of Anakin through his family and the shadow cast by the deeds of his life.
How it all plays out is something we’re all excited to witness.
Balance in the Force
“Don’t lecture me, Obi-Wan! I see through the lies of the Jedi. I do not fear the Dark Side as you do.” (Anakin Skywalker in Revenge of the Sith)
„If once you start go down the dark path, forever it will dominate your destiny.” (Jedi Master Yoda in The Empire Strikes Back)
Did anyone ever suspect that even Grand Master Yoda might not be quite right?
Are the Jedi entirely good? Is the Light Side meant to be “goodness”?
The Jedi we get to know in the prequel trilogy are neither free from flaws nor are they perfectly wise. They like to believe they are so, but looking at the facts they often don’t see what’s going on under their very noses. As Luke himself pointed out many years later, it was their hubris that led to their downfall.
We are speaking of a Council that had a Sith Lord among them for decades without realizing it.
Yoda wanted to preserve peace, but by teaching Jedi adepts for centuries to choose the Light Side, he unwittingly created an unbalance which favored the ascent of the Dark Side users, the Sith.
Besides, what was it with taking small children from their families, forcing them to become Jedi (i.e. having to live a life of sacrifice) whether they wanted it or not? And why did they equip children with a deadly weapon?
Both Obi-Wan and Yoda wanted to push Luke to commit patricide, Obi-Wan even telling him an obvious lie (that Vader had been Anakin’s murderer) for the purpose. In the Mos Eisley cantina, Obi-Wan cut off the arm of an importune although he had not attacked him, displaying an unnecessary cruelty.
When he still was Anakin’s teacher he suppressed him, belittled his ideas and his need for approval, even denied him the right to worry about his own mother. Yoda did not take his fears seriously either. The Jedi’s code of non-attachment was fatal because it made their commitment to compassion hollow. They were so far off from “mortal” issues in their ivory tower (it literally looks like one) that they no longer saw what was really important.
Are the Sith entirely evil? Is the Dark Side meant to be “evil”?
We are led to think that the Dark Side is all evil, but looking closer, it’s not: while Obi-Wan and Yoda try to manipulate Luke, Vader is always brutally honest.
Anakin never was in denial. He got married despite the Jedi code. He decided to embrace his feelings, including his sexuality. Not only was he obviously calm and serene (balanced and strong) after his marriage;
had he not married Padmé the children who would later bring down Palpatine’s Empire would not have been born. These children suffered a lot in their lives, but they never stopped reaching out to others. So, from something that is or may seem bad, good can come, and vice versa.
Looking back, my impression is that Anakin was not “consumed by the Dark Side” as was said by Obi-Wan and Yoda. Half of his descent to darkness began with his training as a Jedi; when we see him again in Attack of the Clones he is already teetering on the edge, he is no longer the pure and idealistic boy he used to be. Palpatine manipulates his weakness, but that weakness was - albeit not consciously - caused by Jedi’s efforts to stunt him emotionally. They wanted to force him to make a choice, but Anakin couldn’t; he instinctively felt that it was wrong and that the Force is naturally made of both sides. He was told over and over that it is wrong to care for others, but that was the one sacrifice he was not willing to make in order to become a Jedi.
Darth Vader’s “creation” visually illustrates this, too. Anakin is almost killed by Obi-Wan, the Jedi, and Palpatine the Sith creates Vader from his miserable remainders.
It is my belief by now that Anakin Skywalker was not consumed by the Dark Side: that was what the Jedi Obi-Wan and Yoda said, but as I said, they might well have been wrong. My impression is that, being the strongest Jedi of all and the central figure in the conflict, he got between both sides and was crushed. The fact that beneath all of his power he was indeed physically and psychically broken would emphasize this.
Vader did come back from the Dark Side in Return of the Jedi; and his son could feel the conflict inside of him. But if there was a conflict, this obviously means that Vader had not chosen one side once and for all.
Luke said to Palpatine “I will never turn to the Dark Side.” However he did so, if briefly, when he contemplated killing his own nephew. A further proof of the fact that with the Force, one cannot make a decision and pretend to stick to it for the rest of one’s life. Temptation can come at any time.
Kylo felt so torn apart by the conflict that he was willing to commit patricide to finally join the Dark Side for good. To no avail; he was obviously traumatized, regretful and deeply hurt, proving that there still was good in him despite the horrible deed.
It may seem the most natural thing to do, and also a great honor, to become a Jedi (or a Sith) if one has the Force; but so far, we have never seen any Force user, Skywalker or not, finding happiness with this choice, whether he made it himself or whether it was thrust upon him.
I assume there must be a way that someone can learn to use the Force without having to choose to be a Jedi or a Sith. Both of these extremes do not ensure peace and happiness, neither for the Force user nor for the ones around them. Only a balanced Force user can find happiness, and bring fulfilment to others, too.
Leia would be a very good example for this: she always used her power for knowledge and defense, and she embraced her desire for belonging and her sexuality, too.
So, what does this mean for Episode IX, the ending and culmination of the saga? Since the classic trilogy ended with the victory of the Light Side and the prequel trilogy told us the victory of the Dark Side, it can only end with Balance.
However, I am not sure that Ben Solo and Rey will “bring Balance to the galaxy” with their union. They must first and foremost find balance within themselves, and thus be the first of a new kind of Force users.
Rey was not tempted by the Dark Side yet; I am positive however that it is an important experience she must make, and her approaching the ruins of the old Death Star, where Palpatine is most probably lying in waiting, would hint at something like that.
Ben Solo, on the other hand, must prove that he has overcome the resentment in his heart. He needs to be an example for the fact that someone can go down the dark path, come back to the light and survive, and still want to reach out to other people. He needs to find forgiveness and new life despite his sins, not to be punished for them and forgotten.
Ben and Rey need to show the galaxy at large that Balance is possible; that a Force user, whether he is a Skywalker or an absolute nobody, needs not choose one side but that he or she can very well use the best from both sides; and that to preserve peace and justice one does not need to become a Jedi, but that anyone can do so who is balanced inside.
Because in the end, the Force is neither simply Light and Dark, nor is it grey; it creates diversity and binds everything and everyone together.
“Fear leads to anger, anger leads to hate, hate leads to suffering.” (Yoda in The Phantom Menace)
Logically this must also mean that trust leads to serenity, serenity leads to love, and love leads to happiness. The old school Jedi may have been wise, but we never saw them display affection for anyone. Their fear and philosophy of detachment was literally their doom; they feared Anakin Skywalker too much to show him the love he so desperately wanted.
To value love enough was perhaps the hardest, but most important lesson the Chosen One had to learn, and which he passed on to his successors.
i don’t think i can properly explain how much i very, very much need ben solo to end the trilogy on his own two feet. he’s ended the first two movies fallen and broken in the snow, and then kneeling and broken in the shadows.
so whatever else happens, he needs to be standing to meet it. whatever else happens, i need him to be able to find his feet, and stand to face the daylight. he has spent so much of his life falling- so let him rise, at long last.
With each movie’s ending he rises a bit more. TFA was flat on his back, but then TLJ was kneeling upright. According to the Rule of Three, TRoS will complete the trajectory.
Amen.
Yoda teaching Luke one final lesson, something Yoda realised after the prequels and when he exiled himself, will never not be a beautiful moment.
“There is still good in him.”
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