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[mollyjames]

*inserting new RAM into my 10 year old motherboard* "Shhh... hey, hey! It's okay girl. I didn't mean to startle you. I know it's been a little while. I've got a nice little treat for you here, okay? It's going to help you run smoother. There now, see? That wasn't so bad. I'm sorry girl. I didn't realize how much stress I've been putting you under, streaming Elden Ring with only 8 GB of memory... No wonder you're having trouble with Baldur's Gate 3. You've been doing so good though. I know you'll probably have to go soon, but we still got a few good years left. Hopefully this will help ease any pain you've been feeling. I'm going to put the cover back on the case now, okay? I love you."

[mollyjames]

Girls are you okay?

[lillihammerdown]

Liked this one for the normal reasons

[pavizi]

pavizi dcau harlivy art. these ones got a little weird

[jan-meloti]

[maskdoll]

wdni (wickedvillains do not interact)

[swagophile]

Hey can we start discourse about how pathetic weaklings such as yourself will know my wrath and fury? I think we need to talk about how your useless insignifcant ward is no match for my aweful and fearsome power, and how you will know death like it is a close friend, it will become you and there will be nothing in you that resembles a soul, but lowkey we aren't ready for that conversation

[maskdoll]

i will defeat you

[swagophile]

Wow. Completely avoiding any semblance of discussion and falling back into buzzwords and slogans. How typical of your side. You rely on your phrases like a knight their sword, but tell me little hero, where would you be without them? What would you do if you were rendered speechless? If I took that which grants you the capacity to run that insolent little mouth of yours and made you something that cannot cry, cannot weep, cannot scream, a vessel who's only chosen state is fear. The perfect subject. Tell me, what then? Probably youll continue dodging the subject cus you cant have ANY conversations on the piss on the poor website 🙄

[maskdoll]

my blade will speak for itself as i cut down all the villains in the world

[swagophile]

Did you just not read my bio or did you miss the part that says "heavenly blade wielders DNI"

[maskdoll]

i do not need to read. all i need is to slay those who i am pointed at

[swagophile]

[grabs you and turns you manually like i'm turning a hand crank. points you at a mirror] go my minion

[maskdoll]

(pulling out my blade while staring down the mirror) i will defeat you

[maskdoll]

doing a novel type of torture where after you make the mindbroken hero girl finally admit that she's tired and she doesn't want to be a hero you then immediately make her start playing hero again

[thedeliaishere]

I <3 blind obedience!!! I <3 humiliation!!!! I <3 brainwashing!!!

[thedeliaishere]

Well. I suppose I shouldn't let perfectly good love potion go to waste. *sigh*

-> panel 2: (bruised, heart eyes, in a wedding dress) I do!!!!

[rigormarcy]

Presenting-

[PILL IN THE PUDDING]

A visual novel made in collaboration with @sleepyjump, @problemnyatic and @fungalhalo for the Toxic Yuri Game Jam! (I did all the art)!

You're in some kind of polycule house sex dungeon. Your system is in shambles. Everyone here is god-awful at kidnapping.

So before you get rescued, why not make these freaks a half-decent dinner?

Play Now!

Pill in the Pudding by sleepyjump

A brand-new recipe for enterprising plural girls.

[ace-trainer-alice]

im pretty sure losing to me was supposed to represent some like personal challenge or low point in its journey. but the moment i stuffed it in a dress to show it off it started blushing, making weird little noises, and squeezing its legs together. plus it keeps trying to hide its mouth or force its cheeks to go down but that's absolutely a smile. so no i do think this is the end of its journey actually. and that's why it's actually morally correct for me to have it in a cheerleader outfit spelling out my name letter by letter and saying how much it loves doing whatever i say.

[harmexpo]

i need to have my vocal chords removed...

[harmexpo]

i need to have to cry when i realize i can't express myself or ask for help and my sobs come out quiet and wrong

[harmexpo]

i need to have my vocal chords removed...

[terribleregress]

Nobody really had an answer to whether quantum entanglement-based teleportation preserved continuity, or whether the original you just died while creating an identical copy to continue on your life.

It's just not an answerable question. But it's a scary thought, and a nearly universal one at that, so even as we blew past the technology required to make such a device, nobody ever did.

But I did.

Not to teleport anywhere. That part's just a bonus as far as I'm concerned. No, that fear everyone has, that's what I want.

I want to be replaced with an identical copy of me.

It's not that I think she'd do any better than me at my own life, I'm not an idiot, I'm very aware of what the word "identical" means.

It's just...

It sounds nice. The idea that I could die, without disappointing anyone, without upsetting anyone, without relinquishing my potential.

I like myself. I think there should be a me in the universe. I think the universe is better for it.

Just not me me.

...I'm tired, okay.

I want someone to take over for me. Do my role for me.

I just...

want to get some rest.

but i went through it a half dozen times, and im still here.

maybe i am the clone, and the illusion of continuity is just that strong.

i dont know. maybe

maybe i just dont deserve a break.

[ace-trainer-alice]

haha wow and you're saying that you don't really feel like you know what your place in this world is, like you feel fundamentally incomplete and lacking, as if there's something empty inside you that everyone else has filled that keeps you from being normal, and more than anything else you're desperate to find some semblance of purpose? and that this is your deepest, darkest secret, that you're only comfortable telling to me. gets really excited and grins a little too big. ok kiddo, so, in addition to stopping covering your drink around me, what you're gonna need to do is

[ace-trainer-alice]

Oh no, love potions don't work like that anymore. First sight rules cause so many problems, you know? And blood magic is expensive.

These days, they do a kind of automatic bonding process, where the magic in them connects with the target, and then applies to the subject. You see, it has to do with the mana field within the potion and the mana field of the individual, and the relative resonance of the two. You see—

Well, yes, yes, it's all very technical. I was getting the feeling some of it was going over your head, but you didn't have to stop me like that. I guess, suffice to say, it won't do anything if she just drinks it like this.

Ok, so, how it actually works is you need to drink it first, just a little bit of it, a mouthful. Then you slowly swirl it around in your mouth to make sure it gets everywhere and picks up as much of you as possible. You want to really mix it with your essence.

Do it in front of me, please, so I can be sure you're doing it right. I don't want anything to go wrong.

There. Just like that. Look in my eyes. Good. I can see that it's working. Smile for me. I can see it in your eyes.

Now be a good girl for me and drink the rest of the bottle.

[dysembodiment]

No yeah, I reaaally like this cocktail hehe, it's like boozy, but I always end up drinking it really fast? I--

FUCK! What--stop that, you'll make me drop the glass! I... Oh my god, okay, do we have to have this conversation? ...Look, I like you, but the strings aren't there for you to play with them, okay? It's dangerous. and... Uuuuugh. No yeah, I know. You didn't realise. I guess you should know.

(Fuck, I forget how bad I feel when I have to be a stickler about this. Yeah, I know I sound kind of monotone now. I'm getting there.)

Listen. Um. I'm not *actually* a marionette. I'm not actually supposed to have strings. Surprise! well. In the sense that I feel the most comfortable around them as a community, I am one. But... I'm autonomous. Or, I was. There's a faerie in here, actually. who's *kind of* me but not *really*? An inner... Self. But I was made by people.

(... What? No. Not even a bit like that. I mean, I've listened to people talk about all that, but I don't think it fits...)

Anyway, I kind of grew up like you, right? In a human town, learning how to develop myself. Not standard practice, but I was supposed to be... special. ...im sort of. Really strong, actually. Like, metaphysically, it's hard to budge me. These, um, metal bits I have, those are actually angel components! Yeah, I know, right? Hehe... no, I've never seen one either... Mmm, sure you can. Hehehhe. Hey, you'rre really--

Fuck! Sorry, I'm sorry, that one was me,that one was my fault, I'm sorry. No, this is what happens--sorry, sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry. Fuck.

...The strings aren't supposed to be on the outside. I fucked up the thing I was supposed to do really badly. I got got. Cracked open. cursed. 'n' now they won't go back in. um.

...they don't feel like how they're supposed to. for marionettes. it's intense. I mean, they're not sensory, I don't feel things from them themselves? But sort of, phantom sensations? And. Um.

(get back on script, Cee!)

You can't touch them. It screws with my head. Because they're supposed to be a component of me. I'm supposed to manage then myself, right, so they feel different than most people, and at best that's really intimate, like you're groping me. At worst?

...

I'm

I sort of

Live in a repair cycle. All of the time. My body knows it wants. To be fixed. But there's something obstructing that. there's this drive in me, telling me to go get maintainance. someone to try and. Fix me. Take the strings.

I'm keeping that in check. Right now; always. If someone brushes against them, I get all these weird feelings, almost go into maintenance state. If you fucking tug on them, like you're flirting with a marionette? I'll fucking.

Get really creepy. About you. It'll feel really wrong. Right now, I have to sit here and remind myself that you're not-- we're not-- you're not my--

...

No, you don't fucking get it. Oh my fucking god, it's not a *crush*. I worked so hard to learn to say all this without-- No, don't-- this isn't a joke! I'm not--

(oi! Oi!... fucksake, am I drunk? Why can't I... I should be able to throw you halfway across the...)

aahHhahhfcukfuck no no stop that please no wait wait

Please. Wait

Okay. Okay thank you. thank you, thank you, thank...

...see?

...no, it's not erogenous. not really. It

It's control

It makes me want you to. Be the one holding me

It's kind of. Love, I guess. it makes me kind of love you. But instant? Flows through my head. Bypasses my... uh, stuff.

... yeah, I did sound happy when I said that, didn't I? hahaha.

It's so tiring. The script. All of the time.

...yeah, I-- mhm. Yeah. Oh, okay, you want to go back to drinking? I mean.... sorry, but, I kind of want to call it a night--

Oh yeah no I can finish this for you then. Okay. Yeah. I agree. It is a really nice drink. I agree. If you

If you insist

I mean, I barely even started it. Im sorry. Yeah, you're right. Thank you. I'm sorry. I'll finish it, Miss.

...Slipped out. Oh my god, that slipped out, I'm so sorry-- um. Oh. You think? Uh. I'll. Okay. I'm okay. if we can go back to... hanging out?

...Thank you. Thank you, thank you, thank you <3 tthhank you. oh gosh. I forgot how good that feels to say hehe. Thank you, Miss! Thank you!

[brigidsboot]

hey, hey, it’s ok! it’s alright! you failed but it’s ok, i promise. you don’t have to do anything anymore, you can just stay here with me and be mine, ok little hero? aw, what a good girl. sorry i broke your sword, i know it was special to you. it’s alright, you can cry if you want to. do you want to come here so i can hold you? ok, i’ll hold you as long as you want me to. being a hero was scary, huh? forcing all this pressure onto someone like you, it’s just too much. it’s ok, it’s ok, you don’t have to worry or do anything ever again. i’ll take care of you.

[ace-trainer-alice]

In any case, the other best trick to pull with love potions is the whole "one of these glasses is spiked, one isn't" and then secretly spike both of them. Personally, I can handle quite a bit of magically induced desperate devotion towards you, I know how to navigate such things, but can you handle it towards me? You're already trying so very hard to look away from me, and I think you'll find that biting your lip and tapping your foot quickly ceases to be an effective distraction. The more you fight it, the worse it'll get. Where I'm fully confident staring at you, stroking your finger, and hooking my foot around your leg. I already have plans to own you and keep you forever, what alternatives can you propose? First two wrong answers don't count.