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for the words left unsaid, a sour taste on my lips

[harumxonn]

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[harumxon]

new acc guys 🥹

[souliloqui]

every once in a while, i'll venture onto x to see the state of the lads fandom there and yes, it is awful!

i think a lot of people are missing the point which is we shouldn't be mad at each other, we should be mad at the big multi-billion dollar cooperation that fucked up in the first place. because i'm now seeing people calling for rafayel's cancellation and even calling him a r*pist which...where did that even come from? all because infold made the blunder in regards to making multiple HUGE mistakes.

yes, i'd love if valko could come back into the game BUT i'd be really happy if love and deepspace fixed all the long standing issues the game has been having for AGES now. like the lighting issue for dark-skinned players, the lack of ways to farm gems and more well-thought out storylines and cards. if valko had been cancelled but the game was taken care of then, honestly, i would not be mad.

but valko is gone, the game is a mess and players within the fandom are being absolutely fucking awful towards each other. i'm talking racism, homophobia, death and r*pe threats. all for a game featuring pixel characters who are programmed to act a certain way.

if you're willing to be a goddamn despicable person for PIXELS in a game??? then you need to put down the game and go outside. maybe talk to an actual human being because a lot of you, especially on x, are quite messed up.

[harumxon]

before you switch accounts, can i ask how many fics your gonna write before actually moving? tysm!

i have around 6-7 (haha) requests (depends on if im gonna make one fic two parts or not), one zanka req, one baizhu req, one/two qifrey reqs, one sugishita req, one suo req, and one zayne req !! ill be posting all of these to my new acc once i finish writing all of them, and it might take a while for me to post them so im super sorry to those who requested in advanced </3 but this is so that it's easier for me to switch the rest of my fics that i've already posted here to that acc as well :3

[harumxon]

dont u love it when u plan ur whole week around writing fics then BOOM life plans that u cant avoid also pop up for the same week

[harumxon]

is it js me or are ppl who hate on tartah and want him to die weird asf.. like thats a kid guys.. a literal child and yer wishing death upon him for crashing out over being told his whole life was a lie like ok i would too

[harumxon]

before you switch accounts, can i ask how many fics your gonna write before actually moving? tysm!

i have around 6-7 (haha) requests (depends on if im gonna make one fic two parts or not), one zanka req, one baizhu req, one/two qifrey reqs, one sugishita req, one suo req, and one zayne req !! ill be posting all of these to my new acc once i finish writing all of them, and it might take a while for me to post them so im super sorry to those who requested in advanced </3 but this is so that it's easier for me to switch the rest of my fics that i've already posted here to that acc as well :3

[harumxon]

guys stop following me here i literally js said im switching accs 😔💔

[harumxon]

wdym moving accounts bae 💔💔

basically one of the reasons is that this blog is a secondary one and my main one has been compromised by my family members and they're telling me to get rid of it 🤤 its ok tho bcs nothing will get in the way of me n my writing 😣

[harumxon]

WAIT AWWW UR THEME IS SO CUTE

GYATTT THANK YOU SENA HEHE 💗💗💗

[harumxon]

hi guys for personal reasons i might switch this acc to another one 🥹🥹 ill be sure to answer all my reqs in my inbox but after i do ill be making a new acc (ill be moving all my works there too) so if u gaf abt me or like my writing then js an fyi !!

[harumxon]

regarding this, ive decided that i will write all of my current reqs before posting it all to my new acc !! ill be answering the asks w links to the fics but js know that i wont be posting fics here anymore, and all my reqs and future fics will be posted on my new acc which can be found here!!

[harumxon]

*Notices you also write for LADS*

Question: do you write for Non-MC?

hi hii!! yes i do :3 i luvvvv non mc esp angst fics 🤤🤤

[harumxon]

hi guys for personal reasons i might switch this acc to another one 🥹🥹 ill be sure to answer all my reqs in my inbox but after i do ill be making a new acc (ill be moving all my works there too) so if u gaf abt me or like my writing then js an fyi !!

[harumxon]

Hello hello!! It’s me again 😛 I saw u were looking for more requests, and I was thinking abt olly (wha) x sleep deprived/touch starved reader? Like reader’s his partner and loves the snugstones in particular bc they help reader fall asleep a little faster but you know what works even better? Cuddles/spooning as they lie down in bed! Both of those insomniacs fall asleep almost immediately lol

I hope this makes sense- Ofc feel free to ignore this req if it doesn’t inspire u, it’s just a silly idea I had

Also I luv your new theme, it’s so prettyy! Tysm for reading this and take care of urself and have a nice day/night!!

hi hi !! tysm for requesting again omg !! ur fic is here, and oh my days this was actually one of my fav fics to write since olruggio is one of my favs from wha and hes basically me 🤤🤤 like yes i too have insomnia and chronic anemia and a savior complex and a habit of overworking myself to the point of lack of self care thats twin right there!!

and TYSMMM OMG i was originally gonna make my blog neapolitan themed when i first made this blog but i was scared my irls would find me and realize this was me so i made it blue at first.. then i realized idgaf and so yes! TYSM FOR NOTICING HEHE HOPE U LIKE THE FIC BB 🫶🫶🫶🫶

[harumxon]

olruggio x touchstarved!reader

you've always struggled falling asleep alone. olruggio, who rarely comes to bed anymore, was working on a project tonight. after another failed night of sleep, you decide to take matters into your own hands.

tags: fluff, slight and i mean SLIGHTTTT hurt/comfort, olruggio indirectly gave reader insomnia..

wc: 1.1k

for this req!

a/n: this is lowk self indulgent bcs i too have a rlly hard time sleeping.. i too crave cuddling w olruggio.. and i do have half of the illnesses olruggio has like thats TWIN right there

you couldn't sleep.

you didn't really know what it was. the world was too quiet. the bed was too cold. the room was too dark. even the snugstone olruggio gave you wasn't enough.

you've always been someone who's craved physical affection, whether you gave it or received it. what didn't really help was the fact that your boyfriend was constantly overworking himself to the point of not sleeping for days on end, causing you to both worry over his health and feel a bit lonely from his absence.

sure you understand the pressure he's constantly under! yet you can't help but miss him, especially since he usually works at night and sleeps during the day. you partially blame him for your predicament as of now, since you usually wait for him to come sleep with you, which has resulted in you ALSO staying up late.

the snugstone he invented was something that brought comfort to you for whenever he was away. you would constantly have it around you, either in your pocket to hold when you get reminded of him or under your covers to help you sleep.

except, that wasn't working right now.

olruggio's been working on the same project for weeks now, which means less time spent with you. you obviously can't help but miss him, and you can't remember the last time you both had the chance to sleep together for a full night.

you've been trying to fall asleep for god knows how long now, and fidgeting with the warm, glowing stone in your hands wasn't really putting you to sleep. you look out the window and estimate it's around midnight with how high the full moon was in the sky, letting it's light spill into the room. you huff in frustration and push the covers off your body before setting the stone down on your nightstand and head out of your room to look for olruggio.

you approach his room, knocking before opening the door just a crack wide. you peer in to see him hunched over his desk, seemingly too focused to notice anything that doesn't concern his project. his room was messy, parchments of unsuccessful spells and empty bottles of ink scattered all over the floor, which all seemed to be sourced from his desk. you can tell he's been working since even before the sun went down with how much wax has melted from the candle on his desk.

you slowly approach him, careful to avoid the mess on the floor before sliding your arms around his neck from behind. he jumps, cursing under his breath in surprise before realizing who you were.

"f'r god's sake love, ya scared the daylights outta me," he sighs, his voice deep and raspy, most likely from the lack of breaks to drink water.

you press your chest onto his back, hugging him tighter before breathing in the scent of his hair. he smells like conjuring ink and faintly of ash from constantly staying in his room for hours at a time. you sigh.

"mm.. i miss you," you whisper into his hair.

he stiffens, then slowly relaxes in your hold before setting down his pen. he escapes from your hold for a bit to turn around and face you, bringing you to stand between his legs before setting his hands on your hips and looking up at you.

"'m sorry lovely, i promise t' go to bed after i finish this, a'ight?"

you don't say anything, just bring your hands to caress his face.

"i can't sleep without you anymore, it's getting annoying." you say with a pout, rubbing your thumb along his cheeks, feeling the course hairs of his beard. he closes his eyes and leans into your hand as a response, sighing while relaxing his body.

"..don't you miss me too?" you whisper.

" 'f course i do." he whispers back, choosing to pull you in and wraps his arms around you waist as he rests his head against your chest to listen to your heartbeat. it's slow and steady and grounding to him.

you hug him back, and the silence in the room stretches out for a while.

"..maybe 'ts time f'r me to take a break." you hear him say against your stomach. he stands up, still holding you, and leans in to kiss you. the kiss is soft, your lips moving against each other like a dance, telling the other that regardless of the distance you both have felt, you we're still there for each other no matter what. it was slow and reassuring, and you sigh through your nose as you pull away.

he guides you towards his bed before laying down and pulling you down with him. you use his extended arm under you as a pillow before tucking yourself in the crook of his neck, a perfect spot to have his scent constantly on you and to remind you that, he's here. he's here and here to stay, you feel him pull the covers up before his hand settles on your back, pulling you ever closer.

this felt a hundred times better than sleeping alone, and you didn't realize you missed this feeling until you felt olruggio give you a small peck on the top of your head. you smile to yourself and give him a kiss back on his collarbone.

"promise to sleep with me until the morning?" you ask quietly.

"promise. yer not g'nna wake up withou' me here beside ya."

your eyes finally start to feel heavy, and you exhale a breath in content. you close your eyes, and allow yourself to finally drift off to sleep.

he didn't realize it before, but olruggio instantly started to feel drowsy with the feeling of you in his arms, soft candlelight by his desk slowly dying out and getting dimmer by each minute that passes. it was only when he heard soft snores coming out of you that he felt tired enough to fall asleep, he pulls back to look at your face, vulnerable and gentle before giving you one last kiss on your forehead. he put his chin on the top of your head, pulling you impossibly closer before closing his eyes and falling asleep.

--

you wake up to the sound of the girls playing downstairs in the kitchen, indicating it was probably breakfast time. you open your eyes and see olruggio's face, still sleeping and snoring softly. you smile and tuck yourself back in. it was rare enough to get a moment alone with him, so you might as well savor it more. you close your eyes, not caring about the day's worries before going back to sleep. easily this time, since the man holding you was one of the only things that could make you feel instant comfort despite everything else.

[harumxon]

guys PLEASE send requests im itching to write rn but have no ideas 💔💔💔

[harumxon]

is this a date?

you've been having regular "outings" with sylus, thinking it was nothing more than two friends hanging out with each other. what you don't realize is that sylus treats these outings as something else entirely..

tags: fluff, pre-relationship sylus mc, FINALLY BETA READ everyone clap for me plz

wc: 1.3k

a/n: another small sylus fic before i head to bed 😛 i lowk dk where i was going with the ending but atleast i got it done.. right..? also this ones for u sena 😎

you were currently choosing an outfit to wear for your trip with sylus, trying to decide if this is a "bring jacket just incase it's super cold" night or "wear a sweater so you're covered just incase it's already cold" night.

he's been stealing your time every chance at a free night you get for the past few weeks, taking you out to fancy restaurants, bringing you over to his house for wine tasting, and the occasional joyrides on his motorcycle. out of linkon, of course.

you never really thought much of it, it was nice to take a break from work and just relax with him. and he was the one to always ask you out, who were you to refuse? plus, he always pays for everything (even after insisting you can pay for yourself), so it was nice on your wallet.

tonight, he said he wanted to take you out stargazing. he didn't say to bring anything, but to prepare for the weather being a bit chilly, hence your current predicament. you settled on your sweater, it was warm enough to protect you from the cold night air while still being comfortable enough to not make you feel stuffy.

just as you finished putting on your outfit, you get a text from sylus telling you that he arrived at your apartment. you quickly grab your keys and your motorcycle helmet before rushing downstairs to see him in his signature fit whenever he drives his motorcycle, the black leather pants with his black leather jacket that has the red and white accents on the sleeves.

the light from his phone illuminated his face as he looked up and greeted you with the smirk he always wore.

"don't you look cozy," he says.

"i interpreted your dress code as being comfortable. so here i am, comfortable." you explain to him, already putting on your helmet. you tap on the seat of his bike, signaling for him to get on.

he chuckles. "so impatient," but he gets on anyway, revving up the engine before letting you sit behind him. you wrap your arms around his torso tight and he sets off.

you drive for a good 30 minutes or so, just outside of the city. when you arrive, you don't recognize the area. he stops on the foot of a hill and kills the engine, before getting off the bike. he takes of his helmet before taking off yours and setting them both on the hand clutches. he then offers you a hand to hop off, which you take. strangely, he doesn't pull his hand from yours, so you don't retract it either. he leads you up the hill, where on top is a small picnic set up, red and white checkered blanket laid on the ground with a variety of your favorite foods on it. it's surprising how no insects or ants have gotten to it yet.

"it's so.."

"what sweetie? cute?" sylus asks with a raised eyebrow.

"..unexpected. who knew the infamous onychinus leader knew how to set up such a domestic view?" you tease, swinging your interlocked arms back and forth while looking up at him with a cheeky smile.

he smiles back, pulling you towards the picnic before settling down on the blanket and letting you sit beside him. "well, it would be rude of me to not know the preferences of the one i asked out, would it not?"

you hum. "i guess that's true. i guess i was just under the impression we were only gonna look up at the sky and point out constellations. didn't expect a whole night picnic with it." you lie down, bringing your legs up to bend your knees with your feet on the grass and your hands behind your head. you stare up at the sky, all the stars are visible from here since you were so far out from the city where the city lights couldn't block the view. it really was a perfect stargazing spot.

you feel the body next to you also lie down. you can vaguely see from your peripheral that he's basically in the same position as you, only one of his legs is propped up on the other and he only has one arm behind his head while the other rests on his stomach.

"i would only prepare the best for my date of course, no more no less." he says casually.

wait.

was this a date?

it's not like you haven't pondered on it before. regular nightly outings with a man who pays for you 99% of the time? that's basically a date.

but then again, it's not like he's explicitly asked you out on a formal date before. or hinted (you think) at anything but platonic feelings towards you. even if it did hurt a little because, what normal man does this platonically?

you brushed those thoughts and feelings aside however. sylus was a man who took what he wanted whenever he wanted. he was always direct in his approaches, business and non-business wise. so if he never asked you out, it was safer to assume your hang outs were platonic at best.

you turn to look at him to see him already looking at you, his red eyes piercing your own.

"sylus, is this a date?"

you see his eyes widen a fraction for just a split second.

he bursts out laughing, rich and loud and full of joy. he's practically glowing and clutching his stomach from laughing so hard.

"hey! im seriously asking!" you sit up to look down at him, frowning at the man. his eyes are filled with tears of laughter and you can't help but smile. once he ceases his laughing fit, he looks at you with a soft look.

"sweetie, have you just realized?"

"realized what?"

he sits up now too, his head a fraction above yours making you now look up. he's smiling at you fondly, brushing stray hairs from your face before caressing your cheek with the palm of his hand, the warmth of it bringing you a sense of comfort.

"i've been courting you for weeks now."

"..you have??"

he snickers at you. "count how many people i casually take out for dinners and pay for all of them. how many people have i taken into my home just to taste expensive wine with me? how many people do you think i just take a drive for out on my motorcycle just for fun?"

you open your mouth. then close it.

"okay to be fair, you never explicitly asked me on a date. or said any of those were dates for that matter." you argue before he suddenly kisses you. you squeak in surprise, but return the kiss nonetheless. when he pulls back, he huffs another laugh.

"i guess that's my mistake then, sweetie." he wraps his arms around you, then pulls you down to lie on top of him.

"will you let me make it up to you?"

"oh? how would you do that?"

"hmm.." he looks up at the sky and pretends to think. "maybe by properly asking if i can court you now."

"…"

"may i be your boyfriend?"

its your turn to huff a laugh, and you playfully smack his chest before giving him another kiss, a softer one.

"was that so hard to ask me?"

"to be fair sweetie, you also agreed to the dates, so i assumed you knew what they were."

"well i guess we're both just stupid then."

he smiles, and allows you to pull back just enough to look up at the sky.

you spend the rest of the night cuddling and chatting, finding comfort within each other. sure the both of you were kind of oblivious, but atleast you got together!

at some point you fall asleep in his arms, he watches you sleep with a smile, allowing himself to be selfish for a little bit with you. he kisses your forehead, whispering sweet nothings before gazing at the stars, he wishes upon every one of them that you continue to choose him in every life, in every universe. even if you both might not realize you have already been destined for each other in the first place.

[harumxon]

accepting requests !! ill do anything thats sfw and from these fandoms: wha, genshin, gachiakuta, wbk, lads, haikyuu, atla <3 i write x reader and character x character fics 😋😋 view pinned post for more info !!

[harumxon]

if anyone on this app has had a jellyfish anon for the past few months its most likely been me icl 🤤🤤🤤