You down to do any type of chainsaw man headcanons? ๐
yesโฆi shall add this to my valentineโs day seriesโฆ.
valentineโs gifts with the csm characters!
headcanons featuring: denji, power, and aki!
โ - fluff, gender neutral reader
this will be part 3 to my valentineโs series
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หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ if you got denji a gift for valentineโs day, heโd be so appreciative!
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ depending on what the gift is, heโd use it immediately.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ like if u got him candy, it would be gone in the next 10 minutes.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ if heโs in the scenario where you got him a gift for valentineโs day but he didnโt get you one, heโd make sure to have one picked out and ready for you the very next day.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ if you two are dating, he definitely wouldโve gotten you something.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ probably the type to gift you the standard chocolates with a stuffed animal typa gift.
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หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ make sure you get power a gift that she likes, or else sheโll let it be known that sheโs not a fan of it.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ weeks before valentineโs day, sheโll let you know what she wants for valentineโs day.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ then youโd have to explain to her that valentineโs day isnโt like christmasโฆ
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ if you two are dating, sheโll get a gift for you.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ said gift is so random, it could be a toilet plunger or an oversized piece of clothingโฆ
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ in her defense, she wants you to have anything you might possibly need.
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หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ aki already has a special valentineโs day gift picked out for you months in advance.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ heโs the type to go for jewelry for his s/o, especially timeless pieces.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ no matter what you get him, heโs appreciative of it.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ would be really happy if your gift contained cigarettes with it.
หโโง๊ฐแ โฅ๏ธ aki probably has a reservation planned for you guys at a really nice restaurant.
how they definitely have subtle veins that run through them, especially when he wields his sword in training.
the way your eyes are drawn to them when he drinks from a water bottle or lights a cigarette.
and the way his fingers are so trained from holding his cigarettes that you could probably find a divot in between his pointer and middle finger.
and he loved using his hands to penetrate you. to trace your jawline as he lit your cigarette for you.
the way he would alternate between his cigarette fingers and his kon fingers when switching intensities.
his pointer and middle finger (โcigarette fingersโ) would rub soft circles on your clit, taking the edge off of your stress that day as he kissed your neck.
while his ring and middle finger (โkon fingersโ) would be used to stretch you out. slamming into your cunt so fast as you bite into Akiโs straining shoulder.
Notes: mature (mostly just suggestive) content, gn!reader, lil bit of masochism, piercing (so description of needles and stuff), and pretty much just pervy thoughts
Imagining Suguru Geto as your piercer at a tattoo shop ๐ฉ and heโs deadpan asf lol he gets down to business
You werenโt really nervous because you have multiple piercings and have a good pain tolerance until you saw the man who was piercing you.
Oh god. His dark eyes were so intense when he looked up from his desk. Your throat felt dry as you approached him.
โEvening. Got an appointment?โ His voice was deep.
You tried to choke your words out without sounding nervous, โYeah, a piercing.โ
โKay. Iโll be piercing you today.โ He cleared his throat, looking at his bookings for the day. โAh. Tongue piercing.โ It wasnโt much of a question, more of a declaration.
He eyed your face, staring at the lone septum piercing hanging from your nose.
โYou have many piercings?โ He asked as you followed him back to where he would be piercing you.
โNot a bunch but thatโs what Iโm here for, right?โ
โMmm,โ he fumbled with his gloves, โtongue piercing can be rough. Healing process is a bitch.โ As he disinfected the bar, your eyes wandered along his skin painted with tattoos.
โI can handle it.โ You looked around the room at the posters of piercing anatomy and tattoo sketches.
โGreat.โ
โOh yeah, while Iโm here I was wondering if you could let me know if Iโd be able to get a naval piercing?โ
โLift up your shirt for me.โ
You knew why he asked, but it still felt a little lewd. And you would be lying if you didnโt imagine his low voice saying that in a different context.
He knelt down, pinching at the skin above your belly button, concentrating on your abdomen. In hindsight, he probably noticed how you held your breath as he eyed your stomach, studying the anatomy. You forgot how tall he was when he stood up from his crouch almost leaning over you for a moment.
โYeah i could do that for you. Want it today?โ
โMaybe not today,โ you sighed, โI could book again though.โ
He talked over the instructions for the healing process as you signed the consent form, letting the piercing soak in disinfectant.
The more he talked, the more nervous you got. This fine ass man was about to be sticking a needle through your tongue. Were you a pervert or was that kind of hot?
He laid out his instruments onto the tray before retrieving the freshly cleansed piercing.
โAlright. You might start drooling a bit once the clamp is on so Iโm going to have you hold these paper towels.โ
Oh no. Drooling might be the worst possible scenario right now. Not sure you could come back from that.
โOpen your mouth for me. Iโll go ahead and put the clamp on, just some pressure.โ The reassurance was โฆ
He must have noticed you sweating because he asked, โNeed me to give a countdown?โ
You shook your head, just wanting to get it over with.
The moment before the needle went through lasted so much longer in your mind than it probably did in real life. But your mind kept wandering. This tatted up, perfectly built, constructed by Picasso ass man had your mouth wide open, peering into your throat.
You wonderedโฆ Does he ever have pornographic thoughts when someone is in this kind of position before him? Does he have to suppress thoughts of sliding his fingers down their throat to see how much theyโll drool for him?
Then the cold metal was sliding through your tongue. He was talking you through it, reassuring you through the process but you couldnโt really focus on his words as you were trying to stifle any tears that might escape.
In an instant, it was over. He was sliding the jewelry in and screwing in the backing in no time.
โYou did good, didnโt even flinch.โ He smirked while fumbling with the tools.
โThanks.โ
โSo whenโd you want that next appointment?โ He raised his eyebrows peering over at you, knowing you were coming back for more. Bold of him to assume that.
โWhenโs your next opening?โ You replied.
You could have acted a little bit more slick, but honestlyโฆyou didnโt realize how good the pain felt until you wanted him to do it again.
hello
may i request some steve harrington headcanons?
(it would be so nice If it's something like a slowburn/friends to lovers(?)
BTW, profile is so cute TT
lemme know if u can't do it!!
oh absolutely ๐ซ!!
and thank uuu ๐ appreciate the request!
Working a summer job with Steve Harrington: friends to lovers!
Notes: gn!reader, reader is shorter than Steve
Summer with Steve Harrington ๐ฆโ๏ธ
โ Starting your first summer job before college was nerve wracking, you werenโt sure exactly what to expect.
โ Any nervous thoughts you had immediately washed away when you met the guy who would be training you, Steve.
โ Your first shift was filled with awkward flirting attempts and โI donโt know why theyโre having me train youโs
โ Honestly, it was a pretty memorable first shift. He dropped ice cream on the floor probably three times before acting like nothing happened and telling you to grab something from the back so he could clean it each time.
โ After long, you started checking the schedule to see if you were working with him. You loved watching him fumble with his hair approximately fifteen times each shift asking you if it still looked good.
โ His sarcasm was unmatched of course. Some days it annoyed you, but overall you appreciated it because it was definitely your sense of humor.
โ And you loved his little friend Dustin. He was so full of energy and never ran out of things to talk about. And he showed you how much of a geek Steve really was.
โ After your shifts sometimes you and him would walk to your cars together just going on and on about whatever it was the two of you started talking about that day.
โ You thought he looked cute in his work uniform, but it was nicer seeing him in his normal clothes. You had kind of forgot what an attractive guy he was because of that funny sailor costume.
โ He might have tried to present himself as a โlady killerโ when the two of you first met, but with each after-shift talk you started to realize just how much he really did care about the little things.
โ You noticed how he would reroll a customers ice cream three times to make sure it looked nice for them, how he would evenly distribute toppings onto the icecream very carefully, and how he would always take the harder side work so that you didnโt have to.
โ You also noticed how he stared at you when you spoke, his eyes drifting between both of your eyes and occasionally towards your lips. Sometimes he would get so lost in thought that he blanked and asked you to repeat everything you just said. It was cute.
โ The summer season had quickly passed and the two of you were working your last shift.
โ Despite the surge in customers due to the end of season rush, the two of you had a relatively smooth shift.
โ As the two of you closed, he told you about how he was totally taking the rest of the ice cream with him since they had to throw it out anyways. You helped him carry the tubs of icecream out to his car while laughing about how abnormal it would be to have six tubs of scoops ahoy icecream in his house.
Leaning on the back of his car, you sighed, โDamn. Canโt believe it went by that fast.โ
โ The two of you leaned on his car staring at the neon lights emitting from the mall sign, Steveโs arms crossed.
โIโm really glad I got to meet you this summer,โ he replied, glancing over at you with a sincere smile.
โIf you ever wanna come have some of that icecream, I guess Iโm down to share.โ
โ You smiled, leaning in for a hug. He wrapped his arms over your shoulders as the two of you stayed there for a moment, your head resting on his chest.
โCan I say something crazy right now?โ
โGo for it, Harrington.โ
โI really wanna kiss you.โ
โ You went silent for a moment, pulling your head off his shoulder and looking up at him. He was completely serious.
โ He gazed at your lips. You wondered what was going through his mind in that moment. The neon from the sign painted the right side of his face a fluorescent blue.
โ Brushing his hair to the side, you stretched up to place a small peck on his lips. He smiled, pulling you closer from the small of your back to embrace you with a more passionate kiss.
Breaking away from the kiss you smiled, โYour icecream is going to melt. Call me and Iโll consider sharing it with you sometime.โ
โ He stayed leaned on the back of his car until you pulled out of the parking lot. He stared at the neon lights for a little longer, knowing he would keep that summer with you dear in his memories.
๐ค The first time Bachira made you cum, you had no words. Not just because of the ecstasy coursing through your body, but because he took over that responsibility fully.
๐ค He had always been more of a talker ever since the two of you had first met, but when you asked him if he would take your virginity, he fell silent.
๐ค He was honestly surprised that someone like you wasnโt more experienced. You had always had a confident air to you.
๐ค But thatโs why he was so gentle. He could see for the first time something that made your confidence waver, and the only thing he wanted to do was make that better.
๐ค With gentle kisses tracing your collarbone, Meguru wasnโt one to rush foreplay.
๐ค The way he touched you, spreading goosebumps across your skin as his fingers barely grazed the erect hairs all over you.
๐ค But perhaps the most intoxicating part was the way his whispered praises pooled butterflies into your stomach.
๐ค He made sure you knew how pretty you were as you entangled your right hand into his blonde underdye, his hand removing your panties beneath your t shirt.
๐ค You brushed the honey-eyed boyโs bangs out of his face as he slipped lower, eyes locked with yours. That smile of his bringing heat into the apples of your cheeks.
๐ค Leaving butterfly kisses on your inner thighs, he brought your legs closer to his shoulders.
โIโm so glad you trust me with this.โ
๐ค He gazed up at you. You tried to hide your embarrassment by covering your face with your hands, but you couldnโt help looking at him. The warmth of his body spread through you as your legs rested on his shoulders off the bed.
๐ค It was long before Bachira had whimpering moans escaping from you as his tongue danced up and down your clit, every movement foreign to you, yet comforting because it was from your friend.
๐ค Bringing you ever closer to your climax, he caressed your thigh before slipping a finger within you with caution. As soon as your body adjusted, he slipped in another.
๐ค The faster he went, you could feel that feeling of relief coursing through you. Why had it taken this long to find it?
โThank you..โ you whispered, teary eyed.
โOh Iโm not done yetโฆ I was just getting you ready. Hope thatโs okay with you,โ he smiled.
โbut I know you want more. Just โcuz itโs your first time doesnโt mean youโre done yet. Wanna find out what you can really take~โ
ใปโฃ๏ธ Chigiri Hyoma โฃ๏ธ ใป
โข To your surprise, Chigiri wasnโt the most experienced guy.
โข His sexual experience so far had consisted heavily of his own self pleasure and the occasional drunken kiss. But never further than that.
โข He was a shy guy when it came to physical affection. Though, he desperately wanted to go further than that.
โข Thatโs why he liked you so much. He often imagined his tight fist was you, squeezing his slender, pink cockhead.
โข Just how he found himself in that exact situation, he wasnโt sure of. You had drunkenly dragged him back to your room after hearing his slurred jokes of his unfortunate sexual history that night. You knew a pretty boy like that needed to be properly taken care of.
โข He was so cute when he came all over your handsโface still slightly flushed from the alcohol in his system. But he was even cuter when he sloppily begged for more with his body, placing kisses all over your neck and down your body.
โข He wasnโt very good at eating you out at first, but his desperation was clear.
โThatโs it Hyo- ah~ .. a little faster โฆโ you sighed.
โข His speed quickened drastically, catching you off guard. He could hear a breathy moan escape your lips. He reached down to stroke himself at the same time, just the sounds of your pleasure reviving his erection.
โข Feeling Chigiri pull your back further into an arch as his tongue flickered about you, you were edging on your climax.
โข When you felt it coming, you pulled his pink tufts of hair off of you, letting yourself ride out your high by circling two fingers around your throbbing clit.
โข He watched in awe, still stroking his own self as one of your hands remained entangled in his perfectly messy hair.
turn that shit up ! what popular song do bllk boys remind me of?
feat. michael kaiser, itoshi sae, mikage reo, itoshi rin, oliver aiku
note : YESโฆ i did do research on what the songsโ meanings are and i understand some of them donโt fit as well but iโm also basing this off of certain lyrics as well so #donโtdiscriminateโฆ also this has opened up my multi-character works ๐ expect more in the future LMFAO. also is this the right time to say i did not proofread
๐ฟ MICHAEL KAISER is now playingโฆ back to the basics by lana del rey (unreleased)
cw : uhm coercion (i think), implied toxic relationship (I LOVE KAISER DONT GET ME WRONGโฆ but heโs still poopy anyway #keepingitrealโน๏ธ) + if you count that in, then thereโs angst if you squint, thoughts of killing (JUST ONCE and itโs not serious, promise!)
โeverybodyโs saying that youโre no good for meโ
itโs not hard to decipher youโre definitely in love with the star soccer playerโmichael kaiser. however, even with your rose-tinted glasses, it doesnโt change the fact that heโs still an asshole. so now it honestly feels like itโs you and him (probably ness too) v.s your friends. they just donโt understand the euphoria hidden behind all his lies. but God was it hard to handle him now that heโs a hotshot within the athletic worldโitโs like when you try to speak to him, he starts spewing nonsense and even more lies to you.
โcโmon, hase.โ his plea sounds more like demanding no matter how hard he tried to sound convincing. itโs weird seeing a man like him on his knees begging so you avert your gaze with your arms crossed. you know youโre doomed to give into him and his sweet-talk againโlike you always doโkaiser knows that, he just needs to find which button to press to make you give in faster.
this time youโre taking longer than you normally do. heโs starting to get impatient by your little game of trying to get rid of him. โkaiserโฆ we canโt keep doing this anymore.โ you finally say, something kaiser didnโt expect you to say. โlast name basis already, huh?โ he gets up from his (very awkward) position to tower over youโto intimidate you.
you try to stand your ground but with the way heโs looking at you, is it too late to run away?
โi know what youโre trying to do. my friends keep telling me.โ youโre stubborn, arenโt you? youโre annoying when youโre like this, he hates it. โand youโre really listening to your friends over your boyfriend?โ he keeps trying to talk but you cut him off, โex-boyfriend. please, donโt do this.โ youโre the one begging now and he really wishes he could relish in this sight forever.
SLAM
holy shit, did you just slam the door on him? iโm going to dieโyou think. kaiser chuckles on your porch after being met with your front-door iโm going to kill youโhe thinks.
the next few weeks are bombarded by countless messages from ness. who you are quite acquainted with him because of kaiser. all of them are along the lines of โtrust me, heโs changedโ theyโre all full of bullshit that you can smell it and scrunch your nose up in disgust. but as fate would have it, it wasnโt on your side!
โtook โya long enough, hase.โ the sickly sweet nickname rolls off his tongue like second nature. itโs a very familiar scene, heโs on your doorstep again. heโs towering over you and your eyes are glossed over with admiration and guilt. โโm really sorry.โ you try not to sniffle to keep it cool. you really despise the way kaiser canโt keep his stupid grin off of his face at your weak attempt not to cry. โaw, itโs okay. but itโs gonna take a lot for me to forgive you.โ he says in faux concern before pulling you into a hugโhis cologne filling up your senses and making it hard to breathe.
the urge to punch him in the stomach is futile by the way he basically crushes your bones in the hug. oh you hate the way you can never get rid of him, oh you hate the way you give into him, oh you hate the way heโs the one wanting the apology when itโs actually you who deserves such privilege.
โi hate you but i really just hate the way i love you too much to let go.โ
because eventually, you know youโll always fall into his traps no matter how far you run away. however, the only thing on your mind is how youโll never hear the end of it from your friends.
๐ฟ ITOSHI SAE is now playingโฆ no one noticed by the marias
cw : angst, hurt/little to no comfort (guysโฆ please donโt burn me), OK but open-ending, uh sae might be a really super big asshole here, i also realized at the end that 7 weeks and 3 days by yungatita wouldโve been better but YOLO
โcome on, donโt leave me, it canโt be that easy, babe.โ
as much as youโd like to make him stay, you know he wouldnโt. he wanted to be as free as a bird in the sky with no restraintsโincluding a relationship. even after promising one day heโd come back, reassuring you that youโll always be his answer, he then left without a trace. now youโre just starting to realize letting go is easier than it seems until the problem arises once again.
you know he already told you that heโd come back but why only now does he decide to show up? a lover of yours to whom you vowed to never love another before his return. itโs just been so long that you doubt he evens remembers the promise.
โdidnโt think youโd actually turn up.โ you spit out, he isnโt even phased by the malice in your tone. โi told you i would, didnโt i?โ he responds. โyeah but that was like ten fucking years ago?โ you emphasize the ten fucking years because seriously, ten years radio silence and he thinks he can just slide back into you life like that? he must be a crazed man.
for the first three years of those ten, you were content with waiting for him. the fourth and fifth, you began growing impatient. sixth, you felt like you didnโt care anymore. from the seventh to ninth year, you swore you hated him with a dagger aimed to your heart. lastly, on the tenth year (on which he decided to show up), you finally accepted he did not give a shit and that you shouldnโt either.
โi needed to prioritize my career before i could support any of my relationships.โ he now sounds confused by the way youโre so upset at this situation.
he used the ten years you took to realize that dwelling on some dumb red-head wasnโt worth it to work on his soccer career? โyou couldโve texted.โ you retorted. โdidnโt have the time to.โ your jaw actually wants to drop by how ignorant his response is. heโs talking to the person he ghosted for a decade like this?
youโd like to joke around and say โdamn sae, youโre just like an ex who slides back into your lifeโ but it isnโt a jokeโnot with him, at least. โdidnโt have time to? it wouldโve been better if you never had the time to. just let us go, itoshi.โ the way you say his last name is deadly. heโs already been bitten by a snake once before so he knows he can survive your bite.
does he even know how much you sacrificed? did he put two and two together to realize how much he made an impact to you? so much so that at one point, anything wouldโve reminded you of him.
โyouโre being emotional, talk to me when you arenโt.โ he says as if he wasnโt the one who started the conversationโthe nerve!
โmy number is the same but change the last digit to 8.โ and off he goes, removing himself from your life like always.
the way youโre quietly dialing the phone that night completely destroys everything you worked forโlike youโre crumbling down just for the thought that he might pick up.
๐ฟ MIKAGE REO is now playingโฆ show me how by men i trust
cw : guys itโs getting too angsty for me i might cry, still a lil angst and neglect but itโs not that bad ๐ญ, i acc wrote this one last bc i didnโt know which song to use for him (my first option was shameless by avenoir), when i was writing thisโฆ i was thinking abt melania and trumpโs relationship (WE LISTEN AND WE DONโT JUDGE.), reader eats meatโฆ anywayโฆ so this is significantly worse than everyone elses so uhm, cliff hanger who!
โshow me how you care.โ
everyone keeps commenting on how lucky you are that you managed to bag a billionaireโs son and you say thanks! because thatโs how you should respond. but dear God, does he even know anything about you anymore? being in a chokehold relationship with mikage corpโs heir isnโt too hard until you start questioning reoโs love for you. yeah heโs shown you how he loves you but you need more words instead of actions and a credit card.
โreo, can we talk?โ you ask the purple-haired male while heโs hard at work at his desk. โiโm a bit busy right now. we can talk later, yeah? go out and use my card as an apology.โ he hums before returning his vision back to whatever he was doing. itโs the typical response you were expecting but you didnโt want to use his moneyโyou wanted to talk.
youโve already exited the room to go to the mall anyway. youโre left eating alone at some restaurant with shopping bags being used as your excuse for some company. the steak you ordered is bland like the way reo hugs you. his touches feel empty now, every time you go to hold his hand, he doesnโt flat out reject it but he doesnโt squeeze your hand the same way you doโthe same way he used to.
one thing about reo is that it seems like he hates communication and in his world, the only way he knows how to say sorry is his credit card.
he doesnโt care, does he?
when you get back to his place, he acts like he doesnโt remember the way you said that you wanted to talk. he keeps trying to put off that talk for as long as he can. itโs gotten to the point you have that stupid look on your faceโcheeks being slightly puffed out with your eyebrows furrowed. reo hates the look on your face so he approaches you with caution.
โyou good?โ he asks but you donโt respond. โneed a hug?โ he just keeps talking to the point you feel like something is boiling in your head. you shake your head to say no because youโve started to dislike his emotionless hugsโfeels like youโre hugging a log with brittle twigs. how would he feel like if you gave him the same treatment heโs given you? although, it is a bit more serious because you arenโt speaking to him at all.
his time will come where you grace him with your voice one again but thatโs only when he actually asks you to talk to him! in his invisible diary, he write โitโs been 3 days since theyโve spoken to me, i canโt see through my right eyeโฆโ sure heโs being more than overdramatic but he canโt figure out why youโre giving him the silent treatment.
oh but little did you know, he remembers that you did want to speak with himโฆ
โcan you just speak to me, please?โ the way he says please is intoxicating to you. youโre waiting.
โfine. letโs have that talk.โ
๐ฟ ITOSHI RIN is now playingโฆ lovers rock by tv girl
cw : unrequited love, angst, reader should go to r/aita ๐ญ, uh kissing, this one is longer but rin isnโt even in my favs ๐ญ
โbecause love can burn like a cigaretteโ
and it only hurts because you know you canโt have him. youโd love to kiss him right now but you understand that if you do then your whole life would probably blow up into a million pieces. it hurts so much that even if your life blows up, it wouldnโt matter. can it hurt that much to just kiss him? yes.
โoh he totally likes you!โ you giggle at your friendโs flushed face after an encounter with her longterm crushโitoshi rin. she tries to shut you up in a joking manner but manages to only do so after she confesses something. โdidnโt i tell you?โ she asks which makes you raise an eyebrow. โtell me what?โ
โโฆhe does like me.โ
wow, an arrow straight to the heart much? your expression of gloom is soon masked by raw surprise. โreally?! when did that happen?โ you force out a smileโto your credit, you were genuinely surprised by such because never once had she mentioned it before. โlast week.โ she sounds guilty, the type of guilty youโd only show your friends if you forgot to mention that you got married.
little did she know, you also had your eyes on the raven-haired man for quite some time now too. โooh girl iโm hurt,โ you start with it off with faking a shot to the heart and she laughs. โshouldโve told me earlier!โ you almost fall to the ground for the effects (and also because your knees feel weak in sorrow) but refrain from doing so. โsorry, sorry! come to my house this saturday, iโll introduce you!โ she says before quickly running off to wherever.
โsure.โ you whisper. walking to the nearby bathroom feels more like youโre dragging yourself to it. you canโt bring yourself to muster up the tears to cry over heartbreak because she really didnโt know you also liked rin. but the way you couldnโt even cry because now youโd feel like the asshole? you hated her.
you dreaded going to her house that saturday.
sadly, time stops for no one and now youโre here sitting in your friendโs room with rin all alone because she needed to help her mom with dinner. it wasnโt a crime to yearn for someone you couldnโt have but being with the someone you couldnโt have? someone bring you to jail already.
itโs quite awkward in the room due to the silence and both of you choosing to not speak. but being a chatterbox such as yourself, youโd soon come to regret it. โsoโฆ whats up?โ you ask with caution. โnothing much. i only agreed to come because my soccer training was canceled.โ he answers. you nod at his wordsโhe looks really peaceful right now.
his black hair draping down his face, striking eyes bringing emphasis to his bottom lashesโฆ his nonchalant expression. itโs just too much for you.
across the room.
youโre across the room from him and you hate the distance. all you know is that they both like each-otherโnothing moreโno labelsโno launches. would doing something now really hurt more than how youโre hurting right now?
itโs quick. you were quick on your feet to get over to him, you were quick to bend down to where he was resting his back on your friendโs bed, you were quick to close the space, you were quick to move away.
rin is bewildered by your actions with no words to say. โsorry!โ you apologize as fast as you dash out of the roomโleaving him sitting there to question his thoughts, bringing a finger up to his lipsโdid his muโs bestfriend just steal his first kiss?
โwhere are you going?โ your friendโs mom asks aloud when she sees you dashing to the front-door. โmy mom called! emergency! say that i said sorry!โ those were the words you spoke before booking it out the front door.
later, when your friend comes out of the bathroom to question her mom what the commotion was all about, she just says that you had an emergencyโshe frowns because she really wanted you to try her cooking. after dinner, she brings rin back up to her room. just like you did hours before, she advances her moves to hover her face right above hisโto give him a kiss, just like you, albeit, itโs longer and more drawn-out unlike yours.
โyouโre my first kiss.โ he mutters out.
๐ฟ OLIVER AIKU is now playingโฆ whyโd you only ever call me when youโre high? by artic monkeys
cw : SITUATIONSHIP (bleuhhh), somewhat suggestive..? (idk but be wary cause idk how to write him w/o making it smth like that), angst, aiku is an asshole (BRO everyone is an asshole here iโm crying), mention of drugs
โwhyโd you only ever call me when youโre high?โ
your lame situationship loves calling you late at night after getting with another girl and now youโve grown to hate when he calls you but you just canโt stop picking up his calls.
youโre jolted up awake once you hear that fuck-ass ringtone coming from behind your pillow. the screen is bright so you have to squint really hard to see what was going on, youโre on your way to decline the call when you see his name pop up but your hand slips (!) and you swipe the call. โoliver, itโs three in the morning.โ you groggily complain only to be met with heavy breathing on the other end.
โoh donโt even. call me when youโre done.โ you gasp, then end the call. you throw your phone to the end of your bed and slam yourself back down onto your mattress. does that man ever catch a break? why do you even like him. itโs not like you guys are really anything else so is it really worth it to hang on and only hope for something you know you wonโt get in return?
you probably get a good two hour nap before youโre awoken by another phone call. โyou done?โ you ask, more awake now since itโs 5AM already. โhi. yeah.โ his voice reverberates along his bathroom wallsโheโs gross, isnโt he? โyouโre gonna make me pick up another phone call just to say that?โ you sound irritated, and you are because itโs such a hassle to keep up with him like this.
โdunno, just wanted to hear your voice.โ he replies in a wobbly voice. is he high again? โโฆare you high?โ you ask in concern as if this wasnโt his 54th time calling after smoking something. โmaybe.โ he says. โyouโre hopeless. you should go to rehab, you know?โ you snake your way into his mind but itโs stupid to think he can even comprehend what youโre telling him right now.
โnah, i got better things to do, โya know?โ he chuckles at your pitiful attempt to help him get better. he knows you know that he isnโt keen on doing suchโnot anymore, at least. heโs content with his life as it is. โcan iโฆโ you breathe, โcan i ask you something?โ you finish. โwhatโs up?โ heโs being as attentive as he can be through this state, he trying his best.
you hate the way how out of it he sounds, yet heโs still trying to hear you out. โdo you still want this?โ itโs like you had something get lifted off your chest only for it to get dropped on your head instead. โwant what?โ great, he doesnโt understand your question. not wanting to give this opportunity up, you rephrase it. โi meant, do you still want me?โ
the other line is silent for a while. โsure, i still want you.โ he responds. โso stop calling me when youโre high or youโre with another girl.โ you winced at your own words. heโs really taking advantage of the way you understand that you guys arenโt anything more than a โoh, itโs complicatedโ type of relationship and that you guys are technically still allowed to see other peopleโbut heโs the only one actually using it.
โlet me ask you this. do you still want us?โ
you loathe him but you canโt help but reply with i do.
Nagi chose to chase someone else in an attempt to find his own growth, leaving Reo behind.
โPaid junk honeyโ โI love how some of the lines in this song can reflect Reoโs status and how he could have anything he wanted with all his money, but the one thing he actually wanted found something better than him
I find that this third section symbolizes how in a desperate attempt to save something that he has lost, he rejects himself and tries to become like those that Nagi is so enthralled withโthe essence of his power: becoming someone else.
โ I enjoy character analysis ! Creating headcanons and mood boards for characters is my thing, and I love seeing different interpretations of a character .
โ I loveee character x character fics and fluff but I know those arenโt as popular. My blog is a mix of NSFW and regular posts so if that makes you uncomfortable please note that; my posts will always have warnings if they contain mature content.
โ I am relatively new to tumblr, so I appreciate any tips and helpful suggestions .
โ I am interested in getting back into drawing again, perhaps for some of my posts I make . Weโll see โป๏ธ
โAlleywaysโ represents an early loss of childhood and a longing to get that back
The bullying Bachira faced as a child caused him to have a lonely soccer career, isolated from others and living in a different world than them.
As a response to this, he formed his own โmonsterโ who would be everything he wanted in a soccer partner, which only drove him further away from others.
When he met Isagi, he was finally able to leave his monster behind, finding someone who played soccer with him how he always wanted.
