intro post 2: electric boogaloo
(art by @alexologyart)
hello there! my name is Hope :)
I initially had (this current username) blog a few months ago and deleted it, but I am back because frankly I would like a better archive than any other website could provide.
I like Haskill a moderate amount:
I am neurodivergent and fictosexual as a result; I have always connected way more with characters than real people, and have been this way my entire life. Haskill from The Elder Scrolls: Oblivion Remastered is my husband/oshi/favourite character and goes way beyond just being liked by me. I love him with my entire soul and do view him as an actual romantic bond. And yeah, itās *specifically* the Haskill from Oblivion Remastered. I love all Haskills but that particular version is infinitely special to me and the only one I have that bond with. I *am* sharing, by the way. As long as youāre a considerate person to me, I literally couldnāt care less. I just hate invalidation and competition and if youāre cool, I am cool :)!
(if you remember me from before, a lot has changed! I no longer view myself as a soulbonder [I personally am not spiritual at all but I have no judgement for those who are] and I completely believe Haskill to be a completely fictional character, but I also donāt think that means he has to be any less special to me.)
our lore has changed a lot too, which I will post about in due time :). anyway, I am somewhat glad to be back. As a neurodivergent I get rejection sensitive dysphoria extremely easy, which was a huge reason I deleted back then. But luckily with medication I *am* doing better in that regard. I love being friendly with people (even though I am not social, lmao) and am always trying to put out good vibes into the world, even online. I hope this time I can just keep posting without feeling too ignored and frankly just not give a shit. LMAO














