So the NHS refused us finasteride which we found out is against their guidelines way too late and our hair is fucked because of transphobia, they also don’t cover hair transplants, so we’re trying to raise money to get one privately, our hair is the biggest source of our dysphoria, please share and donate if you’re able https://gofund.me/10a323ca
i've decided i'm going to be traveling next week to stay with my dear friend to assist as they are recovering from FFS! I'm looking to help raise some money to help feed myself and my friend while i'm staying with them (away from the folks who normally feed me).
if you want to help, please donate to my ¢a$happ, √enm0, or pa¥pal, and put "for recovery time" for the reason for the transfer in that lil text box!
Thank you all so much for your generocity and love! 🫶
You can access it here. Please reblog this post when you see it so more folks can get access and so I can get more recommendations to add to it lmfao
This archive isn't complete, as no archive ever is. I'm constantly taking suggestions on what to add to it or changes to make. If you'd like to see something added to the archives or are having technical difficulties, please send me a DM. Current content categories and archivist's note below cut.
"Anonsee, what is Transfeminist Womanism?"
Transfeminist Womanism itself is a synthesis of both eponymous ideologies, seeking to fill the gaps formed within each that often leave out Black trans women - racism within transfeminism, transmisogyny within womanism - when Black trans women are often the people that need those ideologies the most. Transfeminist Womanism is a primarily Abolitionist ideology, finding value in the rhetoric, knowledge, tactics, and tools of anarchism, communism, and other ideologies without falling directly into any of those categories.
Additionally, I've curated a "Foundational" folder that gives guided reading to help understand the underlying principles and thoughts behind Transfeminist Womanism.
If you're an author of works in the archives and you'd like to be added to the tip list, please send me a DM and I'll add your information. For fiction titles and art, I'm only accepting works from Black and/or transfemme authors/artists to be added to the archives.
NEW: If you are Black and/or Transfemme and would like to potentially include your art in the archive - visual, audio, or otherwise so long as its digital, DM me!
If you'd like to tip me for curating this archive, you can do so through vmo @AnonseeStoryweaver or Cshapp $tshenta
Works within these archives primarily focus on the following topics:
-Transfeminism
-Womanism ("Black Feminism")
-Disability Justice
-Restorative and Transformative Justice
-Ecofeminism
and subjects related to them.
001. Foundational - 63 items
002. Transfeminism - 49 items
003. Womanism - 25 items
004. Disability Justice - 6 items
005. Studies - 15 items
006. History, General Non-Fiction, and Poetry - 54 items
007. Resources, Pamphlets, and Instructions - 21 items
008. Fiction - 2 items
009. Religion, Theology, and Spirituality - 28 items
010. Art (non-written) - 5 items
Archivist's note: Remade the post because I updated a bunch of file organization and standardized the file naming much to my chagrin the past several days. This should make it easier to find items AND search the archives. Thank y'all so much for your support in this, it really really means a lot.
this a beautiful archive, and includes work by one of my elders and mentors Lorenzo Kom'boa Ervin who, along with his wife Jonina Ervin, are organizers, writers, and all around lovely people currently living and agitating in Chattanooga, Tennessee. Lorenzo needs emergency dental surgery, and they are raising $$ via fundrazr. i feel appreciative to live in a time where i can support living members of a rich political tradition, who have fresh ideas on the path forward and hands on knowledge of what works and what doesn't with regards to organizing. their work is foundational to my thought processes, as well as many active organizers today - please consider engaging with both their writings and contributing to their current life expenses!
Anonsee has painstakingly curated a thorough archive for people to educate ourselves on transfeminist womanism and be good allies with. There was never an excuse to not learn to be better but now even less so. Please go through and share this archive!
And say thank you to Anonsee and all other black transfems, as well as Lorenzo and Jonina Ervin + all the writers and artists 🩷 Please support them all by sharing and donating (if you can)!
You’ll now notice that none of those shovelware mobile game ads never have a Black main character. You’d think with so many of them this would happen incidentally or even occasionally, but you’d be wrong
You’ll now notice that almost every video game that has character customization will always have the base character be white and use that model for the cover and promos for the game.
You 🫵🏼 can help a disabled, cyclically unhoused trans person right now. I have a traumatic brain injury from being beaten by the police a few years ago & I was in a car accident that left me with neck, back, and shoulder injuries (and no car) in November.
The fundraiser for the aftermath of the car accident has been up since November, but the deadline is in two days and we still haven’t hit the goal
Hey! So I originally disabled reblogs on this post after we got close enough to the goal & my mother agreed to cover the gap (to be paid back later)
In other words, I now have a car that technically runs. Everything (and I really do mean everything) is in fantastic shape except for two things, one of which I already took care of.
The engine needs $800 of work for it to be safe to drive again & I also suddenly don’t have air conditioning in my bedroom any more. There will be a new fundraising goal set and I am circulating this link again.
There’s even more stuff going on, which you can read about here, but that’s the urgent stuff that’s actually, like, life threatening
Something fascinating (horrific) to me is the increasing number of transmascs on here that will punch down at transfemmes and make violent “jokes” about us in the guise of “punching up”
Like. You’re men making jokes about doing violence to women, that’s literally just misogyny and patriarchy. Add in that trans women, predominantly trans women of color, make up the majority of violence and premature deaths experienced by trans folks? You see yourself as the true victim here?
I think more women should be angrier about this shit. I think more women should be loud about REAL transfeminism. I think more women should call out toxic MRA behaviour for the anti feminist conversative reductionist misinfo bullshit that it is.
I've seen enough trans men saying "yeah, I'll give you a reason to be afraid" that I can't assume anyone talking about "transandrophobia" is just misunderstanding terminology.
I’m going to phrase this very carefully because with the recent banwave against transfemmes, I don’t want this getting picked up and used to harass specific accounts off the site. I will not be showing examples, elaborating on what prompts this, or linking due to current site tensions.
Transfemmes, when you are willing to excuse explicit racism, or something based out of extensive racism, to “have solidarity with all transfeminized people”, you are inherently excluding solidarity with the vast amount of nonwhite transfeminized individuals. It is possible to have solidarity with individual transfeminized people without excusing racism.
White transfemmes specifically, I understand the urge to close ranks when there is a real OR perceived threat to transfemmes and defend by any means necessary. We all want to protect our sisters. But y’all gotta stop leaning on accepting and using soft white supremacist tools the second you feel that sense of threat.
“But (one or two nonwhite transfemmes) said-“ no. Stop looking for excuses when you know better. Yes it’s hard to step away from what racism and white supremacy makes easy for you, that is the whole point. It is on you to do better and not take the path of least resistance.
Do not use this post or make another post to try and figure out who/what I’m talking about to try and harass them. If you figure it out, have actual solidarity with them to personally interact with them and get them to do better privately without making a public example out of them. Stop taking the easiest path.
Jumping up to 1.12 for our hardcore survival during subtember, not done until we have all advancements, every sub, £10 dono, or death adds a mod https://www.twitch.tv/hasrock36
one of my favorite tropes is when there's two sibling characters that are completely identical but also one of them happens to be a boy and the other happens to be a girl. and because identical twins can't be different sexes, the author is accidentally implying one or both of these siblings are transgender
If a trans womans take on the queer community seems unduly hostile or militant to you, you need to sit back and consider that the vast majority of queer people treat this shit like a cool kids club and not a material foundation for resisting violence. For us this is about survival.
"Wehh I went to (oppressed ingroup hangout) and they acted like I have some kind of privelege over them and therefor we arent exactly the same!! why are they dividing the community" Do you hear yourselves.
Related to the op post on boundaries, and part of this is due to being Black *in addition to* being transfemme:
I can count on my hands the number of people who I’ve turned down for sex or set a sexual boundary with who DID NOT go on to ignore it, or who didn’t then punish me for setting said boundary (in some cases, via HAL specifically)
I’m not a petite person, but because of the view of transfemmes as solely a sexual object for others, and as Kali Nicole Gross said it, the “unrapeability of Black women” due to a perceived lack of honor/virtue, I’m little more than a rapetoy to anyone who wants it.
If I fight back I’m an angry, violent, aggressive Black tranny only seeking to harm innocents. If I don’t, they can later go on to claim anything about me and have it believed despite me having been the victim.
There is no freedom besides that which we claim for ourselves, it will never be provided at the hands of those that oppress us. You have to preserve your boundaries and fight back no matter what happens because it’s all you truly have. Please.
Folks, Anonsee works for the federal government and came here after fae were driven off of bluesky for bragging about security clearances. Probably stop reblogging them because they do not have liberation at heart.
Block people who do shit like this. Attempting to isolate black transfems is blatant violence and transfeminists should know better. Its always the most vague shit too
anonsee has publicly posted detailed descriptions of choking a woman unconscious from standing position in a sexual manner without consent. fae expresses confusion that this was not well-received, and points to this as evidence of hot allostatic load.
fae's also had a tendency to cross boundaries and push people into sexual conversations online in very uncomfortable ways. someone says they hate spiders, anonsee says a bunch of extremely horny spider shit to them. things of this nature.
hell I liked anonsee. I publicly pushed back against people who were casting something fae said to me as a boundary violation (white women bottoming as reparations I think, fae can verify, BK implied I was a victim but I wasn't harmed). but I also believe the women who have alleged faer misconduct, who are not exclusively white trans women.
transfeminism means that we understand and consider the multilayered oppressions that anonsee faces as a black transfemme that I don't face as a white trans woman. it means restorative justice, which isn't just ignoring the bad and yelling about how horrible the victims are for not just forgetting it. it doesn't mean that we actively choose to hide a missing stair under a rug. anonsee deserves to live and thrive in safety, not to have survivors ignored and vulnerable people kept ignorant.
anyways. I came back to tumblr for a hot second because someone decided to question whether both anonsee and my rapist were run off bluesky simply for being non-white and trans. imagine my annoyance seeing this here too.
Oh hey its people who doxxed me using the word of a known federal informant (Laurelai Bailey) and helped talk me into offing myself bc one of them got HAL’d and told me in full detail and got scared others would find out if I wasn’t dead :)
@dialogusnes @livfreeorcryhard I’ve been unemployed since 2024, my last job was doing cybersecurity for the fucking census bureau, and I spent part of the last year homeless and only not on the streets because one of my partners was able to take @rookfeathered and I in to sleep on their floor last minute.
Y’all have harassed EVERY SINGLE ATTEMPT I’ve made at finding work I was physically capable of doing, or accessing means of survival, the moment you found out I was trying to do it - including harassing me out of being able to work with a trans journalism org to specifically call attention to Black transfemme issues which almost no other journalism spots are doing. I can’t do sex work, get mutual aid, EVEN WHILE I WAS HOMELESS, safely because of y’all!
And like I said earlier, BECAUSE OF FREAKS LIKE YALL I NOW GET SEXUALLY ASSAULTED AND NOBODY WILL FUCKING BELIEVE ME BECAUSE OF THE VERY LIES YALL WORK TO PROPAGATE!
Y’all will admit to lying on me! Admit to orchestrating all this! The only thing I *did* do, which I have been very open about when I was on bsky, was get forced to work in tech in DC by my most abusive ex as part of her financial (and other forms of) abuse of me because she learned I had a chance of getting paid well, and phrased shit on my resume in a way to get myself jobs while being an openly Black crippled tranny.
And once I had free will I ended up using the access of working for companies providing services to the fucking government to 1. Be a whistleblower multiple times. 2. Used the tech money to house, feed, and otherwise care for 5 other disabled trans people, constantly help mutual aid for DOZENS of other disabled and/or bipoc trans folks, and more!
I am not the fucking person y’all are obsessed with painting me as, because me actually telling the truth living by the EXACT SHIT IVE BEEN SAYING THIS WHOLE TIME would mean that y’all destroyed a Black transfemme’s life yet again, after they had already told you you would and how, and y’all can’t stand that idea. Y’all got bamboozled by an *actual, well known* fed and some white supremacists and are committing to the bit because otherwise you have to acknowledge the horror of what you’ve done to me.
Anyway, I’m insane enough now to now tell y’all that I hope that until you come and confess what you did to me, that each of you ends up in your own personal version of the hell I’ve lived in since I tried to kill myself at y’all’s behest. I hope no rest comes to you until you take my justice into your own hands and fight for me not because it’s easy, but because it’s right. I hope your own restoration remains tantalizingly out of reach until you restore me. I hope you are burdened with the need for exactly the Justice I seek.
Screenshots/receipts below break - obvious disclaimers of “no I didn’t dox laurelai bailey”, “no I’m not dating her or a nazi”, no I wasn’t a “gun and badge carrying cop”, no I’m not a mass murderer responsible for millions of deaths, no I’m not a wifebeater, no I never worked to do covid disinfo to get people killed what the fuck:
Yesterday I went to a vigil for yet another murdered Black trans woman here in Washington DC, victim of a hate crime. Dream Johnson should still be here, and her family shouldn’t be mourning her loss. Her family said they wanted her to be known worldwide, that they didn’t want her to be erased like so many other Black trans women’s deaths. So here, as long as this site is up, we will say her name and remember her: DREAM.
A GoFundMe has been made for Dream’s family. Please go donate as long as it’s open, and reblog this so that they can get more funds to survive: https://www.gofundme.com/f/honor-dream-johnson-support-her-memorial
Below is an article I've written that speaks more about how trans people of color, especially Black and Hispanic trans women, suffer in our current society. It also contains modified non-religious versions of Cole Arthur Riley's Black Liturgies, as I know a lot of trans and queer folks have Issues around religion and spirituality.
While I write this with the loss of Black transfemmes in mind, I hope that you may find comfort in the liturgies for the passing of any trans or queer person. I hope that you'll remember Dream, A'nee, Skylar, every Black transfemme that has been taken from us.
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