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𝐇 𝐀 𝐒 𝐓 𝐔 𝐑 𝐒. original & highly selective horror original character as loved by tally (he/it).

that's the end of it, isn't it? it's not. this whole thing - this eldritch thing - it's... it's like an ant on a keyboard. like you told an ant, this is a keyboard for people. this is how it's used. this is how it was made. it can't go back to being an ant after that. it would go insane. that's what we are to them: ants on keyboards.

𝐦𝐞𝐦𝐞𝐬. 𝐜𝐚𝐫𝐫𝐝. 𝐬𝐭𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐜𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐬. 𝐚𝐝𝐝𝐢𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐚𝐥 𝐥𝐨𝐫𝐞.

#pinned. tally. 25. he/it. minors dni.#pinned & header template: feywild-west.

yoojin ( @cagedb1rd ) said, "Let me in."

the worst that can happen has already happened. gold-stained eyes have glimpsed the depths of existence and now peek out from behind a slim gap between aged wood and the door’s frame. unknowable things linger in the depths, in the back of a mind already worn tediously thin, and now ?? a horror arrives at the inn room, loitering about but not quite committing to entry. maybe permission is needed. maybe the half-cracked door is enough of a warning, an objection.

the bones of his knuckles stain the thin skin blanketing them white with the force of his hold on the door’s cusp. unease pools in his gut, mingling with flat soda and the remnants of yesterday’s dinner. he does not get visitors. he does not get friendly faces showing up in the middle of the night, the blaring message of ‘3 A.M’ on the analog clock beside his bed far from lost on him. it stays in his peripheral as a blurry neon red.

❛ no, ❜ is his answer, low, tired, warning in its own right. ❛ not until you tell me what you want. ❜

#❯❯❯❯ got me in a chokehold. ( in character. )#❯❯❯❯ call and response. ( answered ask. )#cagedb1rd #( OH BOY )#( WE VIBIN )

hasturs

my old man killed the idea of a loving god being up there when i was six years old. nothing capable of kindness could make a man like him. well. turns out there are other gods. hateful ones. like the one in our my head.

𝐇 𝐀 𝐒 𝐓 𝐔 𝐑 𝐒. an independent && highly selective original horror character. heavily influenced by eldritch horror and existentialism. as adored by tally (he/it, 25). template.

soo ( @ichorkind ) said, "Nothing feels real."

the thought of smoking surfaces, then is dragged once more to the back of an already strained mind. the taste of cigarette smoke would be a comfort, but only in so much as his father’s strikes had been; the familiarity of knuckles leaving purple channels across his ribs and elbows is one forever carried in the depths of this unfortunate heart. the cigarette, however, would provide some measure of warmth. it would sting the back of the throat, and in that sting he would know that it’s real.

teeth find the inside of the mouth and clamp down. his tongue hunts for the a droplet of copper, running along the flat of his teeth. he finds it, cherishes it, disregards it. he is almost willing to do the same to the other’s observation, but there is a kinship in dissociation as much as there is one in decade-old bruise-scars.

❛ eat something bitter, ❜ says the host. his hands slide into the pockets of his coat. the pads of his fingers pull and twist at loose millimeter strings. ❛ or bite a finger. either helps me. ❜ there is no great commitment to the voice. this is not said as if it is some grand panacea. this is said as a statement of personal fact. a testimony of one.

#ichorkind #❯❯❯❯ got me in a chokehold. ( in character. )#❯❯❯❯ call and response. ( answered ask. )#( sean vc: idk how to help with that but heres a protip i guess )

moira ( @altruprism ) said, ”I saw everything.”

hands tangle in sullied blond hair. nails scrape at a scalp once scorched by the midday sun. lungs shudder as a too-deep breath is taken; they flatten ‘gainst the ribs from the inside out. the ensuing exhale is harsh through gritted teeth. it carries the taste of stomach acid back against the flat of a useless tongue, the scent of last night’s madness-made mistakes smothered by artificial orange.

❛ me too, ❜ comes the host’s response, aching and tired. hands drag themselves down his face, fingers briefly snagging on the bottoms of his eyes and pull until the soft pink of the muscle underneath is visible. they relinquish when the library’s air starts to sting, and the hands rest under his chin. they are a more comfortable pillow than the bare of the library desk, but only slightly.

❛ i saw everything’s everything. the idea of it. what everything feels like, i saw that. ❜ the head turns from her, mouth hidden ‘gainst the inside of his crossed arms. eyes fix on a shelf on the other side of the room.

❛ i wish i just saw a part of everything. maybe i could’ve handled that better. ❜ a pause. his eyes return to her. ❛ how did you handle it ?? ❜

#❯❯❯❯ got me in a chokehold. ( in character. )#❯❯❯❯ call and response. ( answered ask. )#altruprism #( figuring out how to write him. howling. )#// self-harm #// abuse mention

bare with me while i find this dude's voice.

#❯❯❯❯ someone call animal control. ( ooc. )#( i gotta get into nascar to rp a man on tumblr dot com. )

cryptinspo

– 𝗥𝗔𝗡𝗗𝗢𝗠 𝗧𝗛𝗥𝗘𝗘 𝗪𝗢𝗥𝗗 𝗣𝗥𝗢𝗠𝗣𝗧𝗦 !

"Don’t look back."

"I missed you."

"It’s too late."

"Please don’t go."

"You promised me."

"Who did this?"

"I forgive you."

"We were gods."

"Leave me alone."

"They found us."

"Trust me, please."

"I need help."

"Run. Don’t stop."

"It wasn’t me."

"I remember everything."

"Burn it all."

"Tell me why."

"You never called."

"It’s just rain."

"You owe me."

"She’s not breathing."

"Is that blood?"

"You were right."

"It ends now."

"We start over."

"Stay with me."

"Nothing feels real."

"I hate this."

"Do it now."

"They're watching us."

"Make it stop."

"It's not yours."

"I was waiting."

"He’s behind you."

"They’re all gone."

"Time is up."

"Bring them back."

"It’s our turn."

"This is wrong."

"Don’t let go."

"We are cursed."

"No one knows."

"You're not real."

"Don’t say it."

"I saw everything."

"Nothing ever changes."

"Call it off."

"What are you?"

"I found it."

"Let me in."

#❯❯❯❯ an open door. ( memes. )#( my favorite meme )

THE BOY!! HE’S HERE!! HELLO BOY!!

he may be a host for the unknowable and cursed with visions of unfathomable knowledge. however. this will not stop him from getting silly with it.

#❯❯❯❯ someone call animal control. ( ooc. )#( sean is so fucking funny to me )#( psppspsping to moira. they should be insane together )

my old man killed the idea of a loving god being up there when i was six years old. nothing capable of kindness could make a man like him. well. turns out there are other gods. hateful ones. like the one in our my head.

𝐇 𝐀 𝐒 𝐓 𝐔 𝐑 𝐒. an independent && highly selective original horror character. heavily influenced by eldritch horror and existentialism. as adored by tally (he/it, 25). template.

#original character rp #horror rp #eldritch horror rp #eldritch rp #nonfandom rp #( template by feywild-west )