Sorry

So I'm sorry to my unknown lover Sorry that I can't believe that anybody ever really Starts to fall in love with me

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chelsea never really went to a small town, the vampire always got bored in them. but when her coven all went to one place she had no choice but to follow. and she has only be in forks for a day and was already utterly bored in the town. the vampire decided to go into a building that looked empty seeing what kind of chaos she could do. but was a little shocked to hear someone else in there. the redhead chuckled softly noticed jay using a pen as a weapon. “a pen? so scary, i better just run away now.” she joked.

“What can I say? Gotta work with what you got.” Jayson visibly relaxes when she recognizes the trespasser, letting out a small sigh of relief as a result. “What are you even doing here now of all times? You could always come here at a normal time like everyone else.” She isn’t actually angry, not even annoyed really. Jayson’s genuinely curious as to her reasoning for showing up now.

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“'Cause I don't need anyone, I don't need anyone, I just need everyone and then some...” The lyrics flow from her lips, voice reverberating off the walls of the Akalin Arts Studio, and into the empty halls. It’s far too late for the semi-new establishment to be open and yet the current owner sits alone in the empty Studio writing a new song. She’s lost in her own world, so much so that she barely hears when the door opens, signalling someone has arrived after hours. She jumps hearing the old door slam shut behind the person, a norm throughout the door given the weight of it but not it only sounds terribly loud and frightening. Slowly Jayson stands, searching the halls for any shadows before mustering up enough courage to speak up. “Hello?” She calls out loudly, gripping her pen tightly as a makeshift weapon for the time being. 

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╰  *  ASLIHAN MALBORA?  //  no,  no.  you’ve  got  it  all  wrong.  that's  JAYSON AKALIN,  a  TWENTY-ONE year old CISFEMALE gifted human.  you must’ve seen  HER  before.  they’ve been in forks for FOUR MONTHS  because  SHE’S RUNNING FROM HER EX-BOYFRIEND.  let  it be known that they have  a revealing reputation for being CYNICAL,  STUBBORN,  TRUSTWORTHY  and  LOYAL.  they have the ability of PSYCHOSOMATIC ILLUSIONS.  wait a second, is that SORRY  by  HALSEY playing?   

Hi Henlo, it’s ya gorl, local trash panda Tian here to bring ya my bappy Jayson. I am a complete nerd and a heathen so there’s THAT. Feel free to hmu on discord @Trashy Croissant#4422. Anyways, onto the more important stuff, here’s some info about Jay!

TRIGGER WARNINGS: MENTIONS OF PHYSICAL AND DOMESTIC ABUSE, SUICIDE, ALCOHOLISM, NEGLECT, AND STALKING

-She’s a Scorpio, born on Halloween of 97′ and while to some that’s fun, to her that meant she was written off as a demon spawn from the moment she took her first breath. 

-Her father, Adem, didn’t want children while his wife Aysel, had always dreamed of being a mother. Aysel’s marriage to Adem had been happy at first...on her end. Adem simply married to get his parents to leave him alone. Aysel had been the perfect wife anyone could ask for, and still, it couldn’t save her from Adem’s abusive behavior. 

-When Aysel discovered she was pregnant, this only made the abuse grow worse. Somehow she managed to make it to her third trimester but gave birth two weeks before time after Adem had hit her hard enough to send her into labor. 

-Aysel loved her baby from the moment she found out she was pregnant, that love had never faltered and only grew the moment she held her daughter. Adem, on the other hand, believed their child to be the works of evil and named her as such, something Americanized and possessing the meaning: To Heal. 

-Adem’s behavior never progressed beyond such a heinous state and his abusive habits traveled to his daughter. 

-At age 7, Jayson discovered she could make her mother see things to make her happy and subsequently feel the emotions attributed to those visions. This skill helped alleviate some of the pain Aysel felt but only briefly. When Jayson attempted to use this ability on her father, he reacted terribly and only became more convinced his daughter is nothing more than a demon. 

-Things reached a horrible breaking point when Jayson came home from school to an eerily quiet home. She found Aysel’s body, dead from self-inflicted wounds. 

-This incident allowed Adem to relent on his physical abuse but he instead began drowning away his problems in alcohol. He began neglecting Jayson to the point where her school had to step in and contacted children’s services. He gave no protest when they took her away and put her into Foster Care. Jayson never saw her father again.

-She spent a decade being shuffled from one Foster home to the next. Some were decent, most were terrible, her last one had been among the decent ones, they never saw her as a daughter and only had her there for the checks...until things took a turn with their biological son. He and Jayson entered into a relationship. Within the first month, everything had been fine, the second is when his obsessive and abusive habits began showing themselves. Jayson turned eighteen and tried to escape him and his careless parents but he refused to let her leave. The night she attempted to escape, Jayson had been beaten within an inch of her life. The minute she could walk on her own, she fled the hospital and in turn her now ex-boyfriend. 

-She’s been running ever since, encountering him across several states. She’s now in Forks, Washington; her biological mother’s hometown. 

This was long as hell, I’m sorry about that, but thank you so much if you actually read all this. I’m ALWAYS up for plotting so feel free to IM on Tumblr or Discord or like this and I’ll come to YOU!