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Formerly haveahiddles Leo. Year of the Horse. Pansexual. Spoonie. Chicagoan. Feminist. Socialist. Unapologetically fat. Middle-aged. Ghost groupie. Sister of Sin. LOTR lover. Horror movie addict. Original My Little Pony fan. Crazy cat lady. Questionable taste in music. Writer of spicy fanfic. Disney maniac. Phantom phanatic. B’way fangirl. Shakespeare groundling. Cottagecore lover. Constantly a day late and a dollar short in new fandoms. Discord: HaveAHiddles#2993

[have-a-hiddles]

Master List of Fan Fic

Most, if not all, of my fics are rated E for EXPLICIT.

STAR WARS: SEQUEL TRILOGY

Rise Of Ben Solo Series

A/N: Main parts are Ben/Rey centric. Interludes are Hux/OFC centric.

Voices Within And Without

Interlude: Of Chaos and Caring

Hope Remembered and Renewed 

Interlude: Secrets and Sharing

Love Forged and Forgiven

Interlude: Of Help and Healing

Memory Past and Pursued 

Interlude: Of Desire and Decision

Fate Decided and Dawning

One-Shots

A Rose Among Thorns (Hux/Rose)

A Change Of Mind (no pairing)

The Dangers of Nar Shaddaa Casinos (Hux/Rose)

A Perfect Storm (Hux/Rose)

First Kiss (Hux/Rose ft. a wild, cockblocking Rey)

Blood & Rain (Hux/Rose Vampire!AU, WIP)

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA

Für Elise series (All rated G)

Who Is This Child? 

The Top of the World

Candlelight Carol 

One-Shots

May Flights Of Angels Sing Thee To Thy Rest

GAME OF THRONES

Winter Is Here series

The Curious Incident Of The Dog In The Night (Sandor/Sansa)

Why The Caged Bird Sings (Sandor/Sansa)

Howling of the Heart (Sandor/Sansa)

MARVEL CINEMATIC UNIVERSE/TOM HIDDLESTON

One-Shots

Big Girls Don't Cry (Loki/OFC, Loki POV)

Soothe the Savage Beast (Loki/Sigyn)

Mating Habits (Tom Hiddleston!Curator/OFC)

Of This, Our Time (Tom Hiddleston/OFC)

LORD OF THE RINGS

One-Shots

A Lack of Notches

The Dove and the Rose

Total Eclipse of the Heart

NOTRE DAME DE PARIS/HUNCHBACK OF NOTRE DAME

One-Shots

A Drop of Water and A Little Pity (no pairing)

Thou Shalt Not

SILENCE OF THE LAMBS/HANNIBAL

One-shots

Irresistible

Racing Hearts

GHOST (THE BAND)

Within Your Heart, A Story To Be Told series

Within Your Heart, A Story To Be Told  (Cardinal Copia/Reader, Y/N fic)

Black Light Guides You (Cardinal Copia/Reader, Y/N fic, continuation of Within Your Heart)

Also, here are my two RP sideblogs for Ghost: @ask-sister-rosemary-marie @ask-whisper-ghoul

[scurviesdisneyblog]

Character designs for Robin Hood (1973) by Ken Anderson

[moonsproutstudios]

Not your before. Not your motivation. Not your ego boost.

[randomreasonstolive]

Reason to Live #14099

I was actively suicidal for a very long time. When I came out of it, it seemed too good to be true. I still wasn’t quite processing that I had a future. Then, the day that I had pinned as the day I would commit came. And it went. And I was alive. And it was then that I realized: my cousin is getting married this Spring. I get to go to her wedding. I get to go to her wedding! And if she has kids, I’ll get to meet them. I may get to meet her children!! I will get to move out and go to university! I will get to get a job! I will get to get a degree! I will get to live in a different city! I will get to buy my own house, and furnish it myself, and decorate it however I want. And, as I was walking in the halls of my school, I started crying. Because someday, I get to have kids. I get to do that. It’s been literal years since I thought I could possibly make it that far. But I get to have kids, and pick out beautiful names, and raise them with love, and care, and I get to care for them if they ever get to where I am now. My entire life is unfolding before me. I get that. I get it all. And I will never let myself loose it again.

  – Guest Submission

(Please don't add negative comments to these posts.) 

[irisili0]

Sometimes I wonder if I’ll ever be loved the way I love—the way I obsess, the way I care, the way I look at them, the way I wonder, the way I almost worship.

[alwaysuncanny]

Gotta make room for new mistakes!

[claudiablacks]

Ladies Meme » {four/ten} women of colour » Zoe Washburne She’s torn up plenty, but she’ll fly true.

[unearthlydust]

SEBASTIAN STAN For MRRM Magazine

[cottaqecore]

christian mackenzie heckle

[gremlininho]

[servicereward]

Character Designs for Incidental Cast, Disney's Gargoyles (1994)

Seige of Castle Wyvvern, 994 AD

[goth-queen]

[st-just]

Remember, history was awful. Never trust the romantics.

[booksandchainmail]

#you want to know a sentence that rewrote my brain:#most people have never been 20#more than half of humans ever born never made it to 20#which. is so crushingly sad to me i can't think about it for too long and also weirdly tempering when i'm angry at the state of the world#most people have never been 20! is it any wonder we're bad at being people sometimes! it's so new. we're young to it#anyway#i'm so stupidly grateful to live in the present and for modern medical technology (tags via @thoughtsformtheuniverse)

[zenosanalytic]

XKCD: Degree Off

Never Forget what Childhood Vaccines and Antibiotics have done.

[burninglights]

The two most powerful words in the English language, owed entirely to the efficacy of vaccines, are thus;

“Smallpox was.”

For most of history, smallpox was (!!!) the scourge that haunted human civilisations. We have evidence of smallpox from mummies c. 1350BCE in Egypt. It’s speculated to be one of causative agents of the Plague of Athens c. 430BCE. There were outbreaks of smallpox in Angola in 1484, in South Africa in 1731 that wiped out entire clans of Khoisan people. There was at least one major smallpox epidemic almost every decade across Europe.

Smallpox was transmitted by droplet/aerosol infection; it tore through even the smallest population centres. Typical smallpox incurred a blistering fever, raised pustules, debilitating joint and back pain; if you lived — and that was a fat fucking if, as typical smallpox had a mortality rate of 30% — you’d have tell-tale pockmark scarring, and face stigma for the rest of your life. Some were left blinded.

The worst form of the disease was haemorrhagic smallpox; all the agony of typical smallpox, with the addition of skin haemorrhage and pinpoint haemorrhage in the spleen, liver, kidneys and gonads. Near-universally fatal, haemorrhagic smallpox made up 5-10% of all cases. Of this number, 72% were children.

The global smallpox vaccination campaigns of 1958 to 1977 were a monumental effort by the World Health Organization and its global associates, backed by incredibly diligent public health work and epidemiological monitoring.

Wherever there were outbreaks, there was herd immunisation. Health bodies campaigned tirelessly for the general population to be immunised. In the ‘70s, a concerted effort was made by the WHO to ensure vaccines were administered in the most remote and vulnerable communities in the Horn of Africa, South Asia and the Pacific.

In 1980, the world was officially, finally free of one of it’s oldest adversaries; universal vaccination had been achieved, and there was no population that could act as a reservoir for smallpox.

If mankind has only one great achievement, it’s the smallpox vaccine; to date, smallpox is the only human disease to be completely eradicated.

After over two millennia of suffering, mass disability and death, humanity finally had the means to give one of it’s biggest threats the biggest possible fuck you, and through scientific and public health collaboration, careful epidemiological monitoring and countless hours of on-the-ground vaccination efforts, managed to blot it from existence entirely.

Where there is vaccine coverage, childhood diseases with high morbidity and mortality rates like whooping cough, diphtheria, influenza B and have dropped.

We have vaccines for TB, another of our greatest and longest adversaries.

With enough effort to counter misinformation, more people fighting for vaccine equality, patent free medication for communicable disease, and universal vaccine coverage, and everyone making sure to keep up to date with their vaccinations, one day, we could be fortunate enough to be able to say;

“Tuberculosis was.”

[crazy-pages]

“Smallpox was.”

Fuck. That hit me hard.

[duckbunny]

death and the stars

[hedwig-dordt]

I'm quite fond of the heroes of my field have slain one of the four horsemen of the Apocalypse

[dykepuffs]

One of my friends was a university lecturer who had worked in the lab where the final smallpox case escaped from a lab and killed Janet Parker, a medical photographer who worked in the room upstairs. He was a very funny man, always "on", but once a year when he taught the lecture about smallpox and about 'swiss cheese' risk management, he looked like a dead man walking.

[vaspider]

[pnwander]

bad hair day

[neptunefairytales]

Pakicetus skeleton at the Gallery of anatomy and Paleontology in Paris.

(Personal pic. Please REBLOG if you liked, do not use or repost. Thanks! NSFW AND KINK ACCOUNTS DO NOT INTERACT !!!)

[wheelie-sick]

I pretty frequently see people with long covid taking just... a ton of antihistamines and finding it helps. there are quite a few studies on this and they all link this to post-covid mast cell activation syndrome (MCAS). covid has been tied to the development of MCAS and it can cause a wide range of the long covid symptoms that people experience. if you are taking a lot of antihistamines for long covid/MCAS and finding they help but not enough I'd recommend seeing an immunologist. antihistamines are not the only treatment for MCAS nor are they the gold standard. there are more effective options that can be taken on top of antihistamines that may substantially improve your quality of life.

if you can't see an immunologist then ask your primary care provider about cromolyn sodium at an oral solution dose of 100mg/5mL 4× a day. this is the standard MCAS dose. do not let them prescribe you the 55mcg nasal spray- this is an absolutely tiny dose and will do barely anything/nothing at all.

cromolyn sodium is a mast cell stabilizer. it prevents your mast cells from releasing histamines in the first place rather than trying to cover them up. cromolyn sodium has very little to no side effects and is considered an incredibly safe medication. you have nothing to lose by trying it.

[evangeliamerryll]

@hylianengineer

As I look into MCAS more and more, I do find it curious how “coincidental” it is that a lot of my more severe chronic pain and fatigue and dysautonomia issues started after I had Covid for the first time. Food for thought.

[unaliveish]

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