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I should fix myself

“I must tell you that I should really like to think there’s something wrong with me because if there isn’t, then there’s something wrong with the world itself — and that’s much more frightening! That would be terrible. So I’d rather believe there is something wrong with me, that could be put right.” - T.S. Eliot, The Cocktail Party

via @violentwavesofemotion

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These days I keep running away.. I keep myself from thinking about everything.. It’s like I don’t want to be with anyone.. I want to be by myself.. cause literally people suck.. and I really don’t know how to deal with them..

you would say that I am also a human how hard it can be to talk to another or be around them at least..

well it’s not easy I can’t I can’t speak I can’t move I can’t breath around them.. all the time that I am around any of them it’s like my mind went blank and my heart is trying to get out of my chest and run away..

I really don’t understand me 💔

#people #you #how #life #just breathe #heart #SHY

لو كان هناك شيءٌ في هذه الدنيا يقف في طريقك.. تمسك جيداً فيما تصدق به وتريده وامشي في ذاك الطريق كما ان كان وسيلتك الوحيده للبقاء على قيد الحياه ~

#كن قويا #ارفع رأسك عاليا #لا تدع اي شيء يوقفك #الحياه ما هي الا خطوة بعد خطوة #ستعيش #انا معك #لست وحيداً في هذه الدنيا صدقني #ابذل ما بوسعك واكثر #انت تستحق العيش #مهما حدث فقط تنفس #الحياه #انسان #SHY

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“Whenever you read a good book, somewhere in the world a door opens to allow in more light.”

— Vera Nazarian

And at that memory I smiled

I was walking by the beach today..

and I thought about everything that happened in my life.. and about what I felt during every period of it.. and I stopped at the time when I first met you ~

I remember how fast my heart was beating.. how I forgot how to breath.. the shivers I felt all over my body when our eyes met.. the smile that crept through my lips.. and at that memory I smiled~

I knew I found it.. I knew at that moment what they meant.. about how everything else doesn’t matter.. everything else is only a slight trouble beside that one thing.. that can keep you alive for a lifetime.. that makes you want to live a lifetime and more for it ~

I saw you again ~

You are in front of me..

smiling at me ~

Holding out your hand for me..

I smiled again ~

I walked to you and held onto your hand..

and we kept walking together all the way~

#memory #smile #you #love #SHY