none of it matters

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Making tough decisions is never something anyone wants to do - but I have done it, and I have nothing to lose. There is nothing left anyone can take from me, I’m hollowed on the inside. The world will bend to my will and I will survive at every cost - and no one will ever be able to stop me…

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If you’d like a starter from Elijah please like this post

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“It was in some warehouse - looked like it used to belong to someone, figured you needed it more if they were willing to leave it behind,” he said to him as he rubbed the back of his neck, “Beth said your arrows were practically splitin’ in half these days so you won’t have to repair them with gorilla glue now,”

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@disownedwhisperer liked for a starter

      Elijah sighed as he walked out of the store, he’d been gathering copious amounts of supplies - he knew once winter rolled in finding wild veggies or fruits would be slim to none. He’d been lucky thus far, and he’d have enough food to make it the next couple months, of course he planned on hunting a bit as well to keep his body full of protein. Before the world decided to rip apart at the seems her barely ate meat, maybe once or twice a week - he could damn near be a vegetarian; but he liked burgers and steak too much to give it up completely. Now that he couldn’t go to the farmers market to load up on bell peppers and broccoli for iron and protein he had to take in more meat to meet the daily requirements he had to eat more meats. Often times killing a rabbit would last him a couple of days, and he’d save the furs to line the insides of his boots or gloves, while Georgia wasn’t exactly the coldest - he knew wherever he ended up might be. 

     “Hey, I’m friendly,” he said seeing a girl not much younger than himself behind a car, “I won’t hurt you - I swear, course.. thats what someone who would want to hurt you would say to isn’t it? But I don’t...” he said then shook his head a little, he couldn’t blame anyone for not wanting to trust him - but being alone was actually starting to get to him.

     “My name is Elijah, and thats my Rv just there,” he said to her pointing to it in the opposite direction of him.

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@hcllowpoint

“M’tryin’ ta get some sleep.  Tha fuck do ya want?”

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He held his hands up, “Didn’t mean to bother ya’ but thought you might find this useful,” he said holding up a duffel bag full of crossbow equipment, “Know no one else uses the bow so it’ll make it stay good longer,”

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The 100 ways to say 'I love you' OTH edition

1. "Always and forever."

2. "I wanted you to fight for me."

3. "Don't say I never gave you anything."

4. "Hey, pretty girl."

5. "I don't know what I'd do without you."

6. "This is how I spent my summer, wanting you."

7. "You are not allowed to quote from my letters."

8. "You are not an idiot, not even close."

9. "I needed to hear your voice."

10. "Didn't you miss me while you were away?"

11. "This is gonna work, right?"

12. "When are we gonna get to that kissing part?"

13. "I am the guy for you, ____."

14. "You told me to fight for you and I did."

15. "Please stay."

16. "It means a lot to me to know you are here."

17. "Why won't you ever just let me all the way in?"

18. "I’ve given exactly two of these embarrassing speeches in my entire life, and they’ve both been with you."

19. "I miss this, you know? Talking to you."

20. "I need you to need me back."

21. "Can I help you?"

22. "I’m here for you forever."

23. "You always make everything better for me."

24. "Hoes over bros?"

25. "You have me no matter what."

26. "I wish you would've told me."

27. "We made it, didn’t we?"

28. “You think I need to see you with my eyes to know what’s going on with you.”

29. "You're always saving me."

30. "I can't live without you."

31. "When all my dreams come true, the one I want next to me... It's you."

32. "Nothing will happen to you, I promise."

33. "It’s always gonna be there, isn’t it? Me and you?"

34. "I sort of like you, you know that?"

35. "I want all the same things you want."

36. "I don't hate you."

37. "Your art matters. It’s what got me here."

38. "Or I can stay if you want."

39. "I wanna have everything with you."

40. "It didn’t mean anything."

41. "It won't happen again."

42. "That girl has been nearly impossible to find but worth every second of the wait."

43. "Maybe I can wish something for you."

44. "You look skinny as ever."

45. "You deserve this."

46. "You’ve taught me to trust."

47. "You see the world in a way that no one else does."

48. "You appreciate everything."

49. "There’s no one in the world like you."

50. "I like it when you get me."

51. "I’m happy to be gotten."

52. "You make sad look beautiful."

53. "I realized how empty my world was without you in it."

54. "Hey, gorgeous."

55. "You don't know me well enough to judge me."

56. "Actually, I feel like I do know you."

57. "We’re us, _____."

58. "You’re sexy when you play football."

59. "You look even more beautiful than in my dreams."

60. "You should know I plan on making every one of your dreams come true."

61. "I could have held you in my arms forever and it still wouldn’t have been long enough."

62. "I need you to get past this."

63. "You are too amazing to carry this around."

64. "Every song ends, is that any reason not to enjoy the music?"

65. "Everything was so much simpler when it was just you and me."

66. "I gotta be honest with you, I could never officially give you away."

67. "Because my world is better with you in it."

68. "I will always be there for you."

69. "I will always protect you."

70. "Can I stay with you tonight?"

71. "I just don’t want to do anything to drive you away."

72. "I don’t want to be that guy anymore."

73. "I wanna be somebody that’s good enough to be seen with you."

74. "We made it."

75. "Thank you for believing in me."

76. "I am not going anywhere."

77. "I don’t ever want to lose you."

78. "Till kingdom come."

79. "But everything is better with you."

80. "I miss you in forever ways."

81. "I like you, more than you know."

82. "You are the devil, aren't you?"

83. "I do like waking up to you."

84. "It's unbelievable how much I hate you."

85. "They are great. So are you."

86. "I promise you I’ll still feel the same way about you that I do right now."

87. "I’m voting for her because of her heart and her spirit."

88. "Do you know how terrible it is to be disconnected from your best friend?"

89. "I could’ve loved the girl in this picture."

90. "I'm gonna miss you most of all."

91. "How can you not see that?"

92. "I remember looking in that mirror and telling you how special you are."

93. "Girls just want somebody to want them back."

94. "What's underneath all the clothes?"

95. "I wanted to come see you because I knew something was wrong."

96. "Forgiveness is love, you know?"

97. "You are the best thing that has ever happened to me."

98. "It's absolutely your business."

99. "My home is your home now."

And...

100. "I love you, you know that?"

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If you’d like a starter from Elijah please like this post

[irishroulettegone]

The shower was cold, but that’s what she expected considering life’s accessories, even the simplest, were taken for granted and were not so easily available during the end of the world. Fidget quickly dressed after taking about twenty minutes in the shower. Sure, the water was cold, but she was able to clean herself properly and for that she was more than grateful. She took a step out, letting out a relieved sigh as she took her dirty items and stuffed them into her bag. Standing up straight, she took the towel that was given to her and started running through her damp hair, trying to dry it for all its worth. “Thank ye fer tha’.” She said as she stood off to the side so she didn’t invade some sort of bubble.

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Elijah nodded a bit then walked over to the table where he’d been cutting up the meat from the rabbit he’d caught, “I’m about to make dinner, the rain will stay like this for a couple hours - ever had rabbit?” he asked her curiously as he put all the meat into a bowl with some red wine vinegar, garlic, onion and some italian seasonings. He’d been living on some stuff he’d ground from a gas station not far , but when he caught the rabbit he figured it’d be best not to let it go to waste. So he’d make it with a sauce and put it over some instant rice he had been saving for a rainy day.

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Update;

not all the links will work and not everything has a home yet - please be patient. The layout took me about 4 to 6 hours and my brain is fried - I’ll work on everything else when wake up later today :)

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X continued @disownedwhisperer

Elijah shook his head,”I’m not that kind of person, just... filling up the water tank then I’m heading south before it gets too cold to function,” he told her as he rubbed the back of his neck. The best thing about living in his RV was that he didn’t have to worry about settling camp, most of his troubles came from trying to find a discreet place to park for the night. He hadn’t slept much because he was scared of people finding him, so he’d been trying to figure out how to rig an alarm to the door from the inside; but he hadn’t had a real chance to use it so he didn’t really know if it worked. 

“Did you have any particular place in mind for where you’re headed?” he questioned with a weak smile.

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Original Character ask meme - Psychology edition~

1: What’s your OC’s biggest insecurity and how would they react if someone pointed it out to them?

2: If your OC wants to buy a firearm, what it might be for?

3: Does your OC behave differently around different people, if so with whom and how?

4: Would your OC want to involve themselves in humanitarian work ? If yes, then for what? If not, then why not?

5: How would your OC generally react to someone being verbally abusive towards them for no apparent reason?

6: Does your OC have a realistic image of their own intelligence?

7: Does your OC have any irrational phobias?

8: How is/was your OC’s relationship with their parents?

9: Does your OC feel a pressure to achieve or are they content and calm with doing what they can at the moment?

10: Does your OC guard their emotions by being tough? If not how would they?

11: How would your OC react to hearing they’re adopted?

12: What is one of the most primary things your OC feels that is missing from their life?

13: What kind of situations does your OC avoid the most?

14: If your OC gets into a fight with their best friend, would they wait for their friend to make up with them, or would they try to make up with their friend?

15: Does your OC consider themselves a good person?

16: Is your OC good at giving others validation of their feelings and making them feel understood?

17: Does your OC suffer from any mental health issues?

18: What kind of intrapersonal values does your OC have? (values about their self, what makes them feel like a valid person)

19: What boosts your OC’s confidence the most?

20: Does your OC hurt others often unintentionally? If yes, how?

21: Does your OC hurt others often intentionally? If yes, how?

22: How does your OC usually show affection? Are they openly romantic or more restricted with their affectionate emotions?

23: Does your OC tend to hide something about their personality/essence when meeting new people? If yes, what?

24: How would your OC react if they got humiliated by someone in a group of people?

25: How would your OC process the grief caused by the death of a loved one?

26: What is the most intense thing your OC has been battling with?

27: Does your OC practise any kind of escapism? If yes, what kind?

28: How would your OC react if a bully stole their lunch money in high school?

29: How does your OC behave on the face of a conflict?

30: What makes your OC defensive quickest?

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[hcllowpoint-blog]

Making tough decisions is never something anyone wants to do - but I have done it, and I have nothing to lose. There is nothing left anyone can take from me, I’m hollowed on the inside. The world will bend to my will and I will survive at every cost - and no one will ever be able to stop me...

[hcllowpoint-blog]

     This world is a broken place, full of hate and disgrace. Journey far, travel long -                                                                             all we can do is keep strong.

[irishroulettegone]

She stepped into the RV, figuring that she’d pull out a change of clothes instead of lugging the coolers in, though she did make sure to lug her duffel in. She sighed softly as she looked around, nodding her head as she laughed at his statement, “I shoulda, tha’s fer damn sure.” She said as she tucked a piece of hair behind her ear.

She took the towel that was offered to her, nodding her head in thanks before she took a step back, craning her neck to see exactly where the bathroom was. She looked at him as she pointed towards the door, “ ‘ll jus’ be a minute.” She said, turning around to walk into the small stall of a bathroom. 

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Elijah nodded a little as he rubbed his face a bit before taking a seat at the small table, he opened up a folder then looked at the map he had fixed up with how the roads were now. He even marked where he saw groups of people, and he found they seemed to be herding together unknowingly as he’d found four in last two weeks. People were something he tried to avoid at all costs, of course it didn’t always work, so he managed with things as he had to.