c o c a i n e l i n e s

hcllucination an experience involving the apparent perception of something not present.

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⌇ this is a starter call ; cause i’m baaaack.

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whooo whooo who do u think u who

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&&. GOLDEN BOY.

       he hated getting flustered but it was impossible for him not to. it was in this moment that he just wished he had his twin sister’s overbearing confidence. his smiled sheepishly, scratching at the back of his neck. ‘ well no.. but i’m glad they went to you instead of anyone else, if that makes sense, ‘ he says, chuckling.

         it was all new to jersey --- finding someone like jackson oddly attractive. don’t get her wrong, he’s obviously a handsome guy, but the whole good boy thing wasn’t really her cup of tea. she was a bit infatuated with the criminals, the ones who keep her in trouble. yet she couldn’t stop herself from inching closer to the male in front of her. ‘ hm, and why is that?? ‘ pursed lips turn into a smirk. ‘ you know ---- i can return the favor, if it makes you feel better. ‘

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&&. POISON.

        she balled her hands up into fists as he just waltzed in. it was just like damien to do so. slamming the door, sasha turned on her heels and walked in towards the living room, running her hands through her messy locks. ‘ i am so not doing this damien, ‘ she mumbles. the brunette then stops, turning around to look at him– though it is from a distance. ‘ i am not yours. i never was. ‘

           no matter how much damien got under her skin or pissed her off to the point she was red in the face; sasha still stuck around. even if she would have left him in the dust by now, damien would only follow--- he could never allow himself to lose her. the male is leaning against a wall before pushing off, making his way towards the smaller figure. those words stung him, fueling the anger a little more inside. ‘ you’ve ALWAYS been mine --- before you even felt what i made you feel. ‘ now he’s right in front of her and his voice slowly became less audible. 

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&&. TROUBLE.

        hayden looked up at her from his spot on the bed, eyeing her as she moved through the room. ‘ well underneath the loose shirts has always been a six pack. ‘ he continues to watch her. ‘ and my pants are not that tight. ‘ this was a conversation only him and alison could have.

         blonde hair falls to her back as she swings around, looking down at hayden with pouted lips. ‘ they’re pretty tight. ‘ she says as she looks at his legs to prove a point. ‘ anyway --- i hope i’m the only one you sent those to. i really need to teach you camera angles. ‘ eyes study him while her hands move to rest on her hips. 

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&&. MANHATTAN BABE.

      no, they had not been meant for him. but he seemed much more appreciative than the guy who they had been meant for. his blabbering causes her to smirk as she leans closer to his face, palm holding up her chin. ‘ yeah? you think so? ‘ she asked, a single eyebrow raised.

            camden swallowed hard when she leaned in, his face turning a light shade of red and his stomach twisted in knots. even the sound of her voice was enough to put him lost for words. ‘ uh, yeah, definitely.. -- totally. ‘ he nods his head. obviously he doesn’t have much knowledge when it comes to the opposite gender but he couldn’t help but want to feel her lips against his.

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&&. GOLDEN BOY.

that quickly brought a small smile to his face. he didn’t want to go to any of those stupid parties without her by his side. these kinds of things were always more his sister’s sort of thing.  ‘ i’ll take it, ‘ he replies softly.

playfully rolling her eyes, a smile soon appears. ‘ so --- when will you be picking me up? ‘ she quickly raises her eyebrows when turning to look at him expectantly. it wasn’t that jersey didn’t enjoy parties, she loved them, but she always put business first. this night would have to be one to remember.

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&&. POISON.

it almost stings to hear that nickname. he wasn’t the only one who called her it, but he was the only one who it really meant something to hear it from. ‘ yes, i can. that’s exactly what i’m supposed to do, ‘ she replies, frustrated. she steps back as he steps closer. ‘ …i can’t do this, ‘ she says, her voice significantly less harsh. but of course she missed it.

his eyes are burning into hers, not even blinking in fear he’d miss a subtle change in her expression. that’s how its always been --- damien has always looked at her as if she was the only one in the room. he’s never wanted anyone but her.  ‘ can’t we just talk?? ya know at least for a little? ‘ 

[stopthinkingandwrite]

I can’t control myself around you. My heart knows what it wants before my body can register what’s going on.

km (via stopthinkingandwrite)

[wordsnquotes]

When we hold each other, in the darkness, it doesn’t make the darkness go away. The bad things are still out there. The nightmares still walking. When we hold each other we feel not safe, but better. ‘It’s all right,’ we whisper, ‘I’m here, I love you.’ and we lie: ‘I’ll never leave you.’ For just a moment or two the darkness doesn’t seem so bad.

Neil Gaiman, Neil Gaiman’s Midnight Days  (via wordsnquotes)

[hippiekaiyay]

I like you when you’re high, cause that’s when you like me. But I like you when you’re not, cause that’s when you’re real.

-stories I swear I’ll write but never do (via hippiekaiyay)

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Ѡ for seb & tatum!! ( and harper & riley (: )

&&. ACCIDENTAL NUDES.

iMessage: Nice try but even ur dick won’t make me forgive uiMessage: & next time don’t send it to multiple girls at once… U made a group text 👍

iMessage: GOD DAMN HARP I DIDNT EXPECT THIS 😍😍iMessage: idk if im in luv or your ass is just that goodiMessage: hey….. iMessage: can you do this everyday

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&&. MANHATTAN BABE.

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        ‘ you know, i would say i’m sorry but i’m not, ‘ she states, shrugging off the whole issue like nothing. she was comfortable enough with her body that she didn’t care who saw it. ‘ i will say i didn’t really mean to send it to you though. ‘

         well, he was a little devastated when she said the pictures weren’t for him but overall he was thrilled to have even seen her naked. the boy couldn’t rid the goofy smile on his face. ‘ i get it --- you shouldn’t be sorry, i mean your body is really nice-- not like i looked, well i looked but not very long. i’m blabbering, sorry. ‘

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&&. GOLDEN BOY.

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     ‘ i–uh– wow.. i’m really sorry about that, by the way. i didn’t mean to send that to you. ‘ he’s not sure if she’s assuming he meant to send it to anyone else but just in case.. ‘ or anyone, really. ‘

       there’s a smile and then a laugh. jersey could tell he was a little embarrassed and it only made her find this whole thing even more humorous. ‘ you mean they weren’t taken just for me? damn. ‘ she was taunting but trying to make light of the situation in a way.

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&&. TROUBLE.

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      he heard someone enter his apartment then his bedroom and he just knew exactly who it was. she always just let herself in. ‘ you know i’m still very offended. i’ve always had a six pack, al. ‘

        ‘ couldve fooled me. ‘ then there’s a shrug. she’s looking down at her fingernails before at the male in front of her. ‘ i mean you always wear those loose shirts --- and super tight pants. ‘ now she was just teasing, a playful smile on her lips.

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&&. POISON.

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        her hair was a mess and she was dressed in nothing but a large t-shirt when she opened the door. she was quite shocked to find her ex standing there. ‘ what are you doing here? if this is about.. that, i already told you it wasn’t meant for you. ‘

         as soon as sasha pulled the door open, damien made his way inside as if he lived there --- he didn’t really care to ask if it was okay. ‘ it wasn’t meant for me?? ‘ the male raises his eyebrows. ‘ so, what, you’re showing off whats mine to other guys, then? ‘