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Rules to follow!
Highly selective. This is honestly for my own sanity because having too many people can get hectic and overwhelming. I am mutuals only, meaning if we follow each you may send in ask memes or like my starter calls.
Respectful/Drama. Please be respectful. I am only human and so are you. If there is an issue of any kind, I ask you to come speak to me in a polite manner. I’ve had a huge issue with someone who never came to talk to me, and expected me to read their mind. I can’t. You can’t read mine either. Drama WILL NOT be present on this blog unless it’s within a thread. Keep all other drama away from me.
Heavy topics/dark themes. This blog will have heavy topics and dark themes, so please be aware of that before following. (examples: murder, cannibalism, abusive family life, demonic imagery) That being said, I won’t shy away from these topics and probably won’t tag them unless you specifically need them tagged (I will do my best, but I am only human). On this subject, dead dove: do not eat type topics do not bother me, and i could potentially dive into some topics. There might be some under this umbrella of topics I won’t engage in, and I will be sure to let you know if we plot. All in all, fiction is fiction, and if we are all adults and good people that understand things should not be condoned then there is no harm. I believe writing and creativity gets stunted when we limit
Triggers: As stated above, I will only tag specified triggers I see on your blog (again I am only human so feel free to gently remind me if I miss any) since there would be too many to tag here. Triggers will be tagged: tw___. As for myself, I don’t really have triggers. I will say that I am uncomfortable with interacting with drunk muses. This subject does not need to be tagged on the dash, but I won’t engage in it. If there is an option for a drunk muse on a meme, and you send it in, I will not answer it.
Nsf.t/smut. When it comes to this, I won’t be writing it because I’m simply not good at it. I don’t want to subject you all to it until I feel I have improved. I occasionally might write the build up to it, but nothing further. However, I might have HCs based around intimacy on this level that might be posted or shared with shipping partners. I will also send in these types of memes to my partners because I do love reading it when it’s not written by me lol, or I’m totally okay if my shipping partner has the spark to write a Drabble of sorts.
Shipping. I absolutely love shipping! Honestly, feel free to approach me with this in mind, and we can chat about it to see if it’s a possibility between our muses! Just because I had problems in the past with this… me saying we can talk about it, doesn’t mean our muses are shipped. I need chemistry, and by talking about it beforehand really helps me + a small thread to see how our muses interact. Also note that shipping with Alastor in general can be difficult to ship with. For my own sanity and organization, I will only ship with two of the same muses. Having more than that can get a little too much for me. To be clear, I WILL interact with those of the same muse, but I won’t ship. If this doesn’t make sense, please come talk to me! (Ships I for sure know I like: radiostatic, appleradio, radiohusk. radiostatic and appleradio I may extend to three given many angles that can come from them).
Mains/Exclusives. I do practice mains, and though it’s rare for a character to be exclusive to mine, it can happen. The two of the same character shipping can be considered under the umbrella of exclusive, but can change depending on said partner’s activity (like if they haven't been active for a year). These blogs will get special tags, get little edits, placed somewhere on my pinned post, be bothered by me constantly, and be the first people I go to with an idea!
Free from slaughter = blog canon (not exclusives but my main MAINS)
Inside his heart = ships.
OOC/Plotting. I honestly am more plot driven. This doesn’t mean ALL threads are plotted, but more so character establishment. I really, REALLY prefer to plot out a dynamic. Especially since I’m busy and get exhausted at the end of the day. This helps me stay engaged, and honestly it’s more enjoyable for me. I don’t bite. I am super friendly and nerdy, so please, let’s plot out some dynamics!!
Be patient! I work full time, go to the gym, have other blogs, and I’m currently writing a novel. My time is well spread so I might be quiet ic or ooc. Please don’t take my silence or slow responses as me not wanting to talk to you. On top of this, I do have depression. It’s been a long journey of healing, but I still have some down days. I may go silent during these times.
Reminders. I know what I said just above might contradict this somewhat, but please do remind me of things. Especially if it’s been like a week since I last responded ooc. Just message me a small “hey” or a greeting of sorts. I am a slow responder, but I shouldn’t be a week. What might’ve happened: 1. I didn’t get a notification. 2. I opened your message and got distracted by something irl so now the message number isn’t there.
OCs/Fandoms. I love OCs. Bring me your babies because I will love them. I just ask that you have a small about page, or you come chat with me about your baby! As with other fandoms, I can try and fit him into pretty much anything. I will follow blogs I think can work (even if I don’t know the fandom), and we can see what we can do!
Multis. The only thing I ask is that you please specify who you are sending a meme from or liking/commenting on for a starter. It’s weird, but I get some anxiety from it, like I’m going to pick the wrong one. If nothing is specified, I won’t answer it.
Formatting. I do the double space and small text with maybe a few colored text. If any of this bothers your reading of my reply to you, please let me know. I am more than willing to change my formatting for our threads!
Icons. I use icons, but if you don’t use them… no worries! I’m perfectly fine with writing without them.
I might… have a sun allergy so that’s fun. I’ll have to go to a specific type of doctor to make sure but the next appointment might not be until next year so YAY!!
@anviled @carminelegacy @arachnaemboss @highstakcs are the only ones that can poke fun of, or scold, alastor in the face post s2. it's not a lot of people, but it's more than most would assume.
❓if you had to kill carmilla to save your nieces, would you? What about vice versa? Or would you leave them all to die in that situation?
“ Yes. ”
IT WAS IMMEDIATE. NO HESITATION TO THE ANSWER. IF THOSE little fawns were ever in danger due to Carmilla, or if it were between her and them… Alastor would not hesitate to strike down Lady Carmine. For he knew that Carmilla would do the same if it were between him and her girls. Alastor would like to believe she'd rather it that way.
It’s what you expect out of a parent.
Your mother would. But what about your father?
I… don’t know.
HOWEVER, THE OTHER WAY AROUND? WOULD HE KILL THEM IN order to save Carmilla? Well, it was circumstantial, wasn’t it? Even still, an answer was at the tip of his tongue, and he wasn’t sure how he should feel about it now— about the relationship between him and Carmilla. She was family, a forged sibling, a sister, and he’d make sure nothing ever happened to her or her daughters. But these scenarios made it seem that he held Carmilla in little standing.
To get close to Alastor in any way, you have to show him you’re a ride or die…. also show patience (because him opening up in anyway is a big deal). Once you’re in, you’re in. If you want to leave, be prepared for your reputation and mental state to be mauled.
His shadow is such a snitch. Thankfully no one can understand Shadow except Lucifer because phew oh boy could there be a lot of things held against him
❓+ would you sacrifice your power for someone you care about?
EVEN THE MERE THOUGHT OF LOSING HIS POWER CAUSED DARKNESS to swim within his eyes. Anxiety— fear settled in the pit of his stomach like solid rock, growing heavier with each passing second the question went on unanswered. Sacrifice his power? For someone he cared about? Could he? Would he? Memories of his life before surfaced with desperate gulps of air that left his own lungs breathless. Alastor’s head swam while emotions kept rising, battling everything he ever believed in, but he wasn’t sure they could handle years of rot he kept hidden.
Would you do it for your mother? For the two little fawns? You know, you almost died for the hotel — and in return went through mockery for all of Hell to see. Besides, that was different. Alastor was promised to be the most powerful Sinner in Hell, and he wanted to know where he stood in terms of it. Then what about them?
I don’t know.
FRUSTRATION GREW, AND RED TIPPED CLAWS DUG INTO HIS HAIR. It was too much, and the pain of claws raking through crimson locks helped distract and bury the breached tangled rot. When Alastor let someone in, he couldn’t simply let them go… not without crippling damage. Meaning they meant more than he would say. Still, the question stood unanswered: Would he sacrifice his power for someone he cared about—?
Oh.
CLAWS STOPPED DIGGING INTO HIS HAIR, AND THE SURGE OF unhealed tendrils whipped back down into the depths. Alastor found the reins; control was everything. Mischief replaced frustration behind his monocle. Care was such a loose and broad term, wasn’t it? “ No. ”
❓ Have you ever loved anyone? Are you even capable of such a thing?
LOVE. IT WAS AS PRIMAL AS IT WAS FOREIGN TO a creature such as Alastor. He didn’t like it because he didn’t understand it. Yet, you do. You just choose not to. How’s that going for you? The hushed whispered thoughts weighed heavy on his conscience. Alastor wanted to recede— to recoil into the inky darkness of the shadows; to claw, bite, and snarl his way through such misery…
Yes, he had loved. He still loved her.
THIS QUESTION INSINUATED SO MUCH AND SO LITTLE WHICH MADE him feel insulted. Alastor could feel the carnal rage boil in his veins as claws flexed instinctively. That rage is directed at yourself. However, through a wide smile and twitching lips, Alastor found his voice, “ Yes. ”
Send my muse "❓+" alongside harsh hitting questions, scenarios, anything question-related really, but they can only answer with "yes" or "no". Nothing more, nothing less.
A SMILE CAUSED LIPS TO SPLIT, AND SHOWCASE RAZOR TEETH. A steady drip or crimson fell from the tips of his claws; blood stained halfway down the length of his arm. Alastor stood in a pool of red, and unfortunately, his already red suit would not hide the carnage he unleashed on this wretched soul. It also appeared he wouldn’t be indulging himself with a delighted piece of his victim. Or, maybe he still could. That would be unbecoming of a fine gentleman. After all, Alastor was a good one.
PAYING NO MIND TO HIS BLOODY HAND, HE PLACED IT over his chest as he gave a bow, “ Aren’t we all walking talking sacks of blood, my dear? ” Alastor’s tone was full of mirth, “ What you see is nothing compared to most of my work, but I’m glad you noticed nonetheless, ” he shrugged. His hand was still placed over his chest, and behind his monocle was a glint of something malicious, “ The name’s Alastor, and who do I have the pleasure of speaking with? ” @normaltothemax
I’ll have to update / arrange (if those are the right words. Idk what I’m saying these days) my affiliates, more so, to make it clear. Like I mentioned a few times before, I’m shifting into more established dynamics because of my goals for irl, and by doing so will make things flow better on here! My affiliates will be basically my blog canon (more than likely can / will be mentioned in threads), not necessarily exclusives, but ones I managed to establish a good connection with my Alastor. Ships, of course, will be slightly different case. This is not me saying I am a “closed off” blog or whatever wording fits best because I’m always open for more people to chat / plot / write with!!
Sentence starters themed around the concept of CANNIBALISM, ANTHROPOPHAGY, AND MAN-EATING from a mix of sources. Change pronouns, phrasing or punctuation as you see fit, but please do not add to this list !
❝ A kiss is but a modified bite. ❞
❝ A kiss is the beginning of cannibalism. ❞
❝ After all, since the world began, we’ve been eating each other. ❞
❝ All love leads to cannibalism. I know that now. ❞
❝ As I eat what I fuck, that spares me the wages of a butcher. ❞
❝ Be careful. You might find more than you bargained for in my fridge. ❞
❝ Better to sleep with a sober cannibal than a drunken Christian. ❞
❝ Catholics, you eat Christ's flesh and drink his blood every Sunday. That's cannibalism. ❞
❝ Do you think it's easy, not biting the one you love? ❞
❝ Every fight is a food fight when you're a cannibal. ❞
❝ For us, eating and being eaten belong to the terrible secret of love. ❞
❝ I beg you, eat me up. Want me down to the marrow. ❞
❝ I believe beauty can only truly be appreciated through taste. ❞
❝ I confuse instinct for desire — isn't bite also touch? ❞
❝ I dreamt last night of your teeth on my skin. ❞
❝ I shall eat your heart. ❞
❝ I urge you: bite me. Sign my death with your teeth. ❞
❝ I want to fill my mouth with your name. I want to eat you whole. ❞
❝ I would eat my way into perdition to taste you. ❞
❝ It is not uncommon for us to want to eat what we love. ❞
❝ Let them eat me. I'll give them horrible indigestion. ❞
❝ Man came into being through cannibalism — intelligence can be eaten. ❞
❝ My tenderness has teeth now. ❞
❝ Sometimes a fella's got to eat a fella. ❞
❝ Sometimes I wish I were a cannibal — less for the pleasure of eating someone than for the pleasure of vomiting him. ❞
❝ Sooner or later, darling, you're going to be eaten. ❞
❝ The first poem in the world is I want to eat. ❞
❝ The moral of the story is, I will gut you if I need to. I will carve my way out with only my teeth. ❞
❝ The word for 'love' in one language is the word for 'dinner' in others. ❞
❝ There are teeth marks on everything I love. ❞
❝ There is no sin. There is only hunger and what we do with it. ❞
❝ This isn't cannibalism. It's only cannibalism if we're equals. ❞
