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Free from slaughter: chavahs. arachnaemboss. anviled. carminelegacy. falsedvnity.
Inside his heart: ofhell. voxxation. highstakcs. pridescursed.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Rules to follow!
Highly selective. This is honestly for my own sanity because having too many people can get hectic and overwhelming. I am mutuals only, meaning if we follow each you may send in ask memes or like my starter calls.ย
Respectful/Drama. Please be respectful. I am only human and so are you. If there is an issue of any kind, I ask you to come speak to me in a polite manner. Iโve had a huge issue with someone who never came to talk to me, and expected me to read their mind. I canโt. You canโt read mine either. Drama WILL NOT be present on this blog unless itโs within a thread. Keep all other drama away from me.ย
Heavy topics/dark themes. This blog will have heavy topics and dark themes, so please be aware of that before following. (examples: murder, cannibalism, abusive family life, demonic imagery) That being said, I wonโt shy away from these topics and probably wonโt tag them unless you specifically need them tagged (I will do my best, but I am only human). On this subject, dead dove: do not eat type topics do not bother me, and i could potentially dive into some topics. There might be some under this umbrella of topics I wonโt engage in, and I will be sure to let you know if we plot. All in all, fiction is fiction, and if we are all adults and good people that understand things should not be condoned then there is no harm. I believe writing and creativity gets stunted when we limit
Triggers: As stated above, I will only tag specified triggers I see on your blog (again I am only human so feel free to gently remind me if I miss any) since there would be too many to tag here. Triggers will be tagged: tw___. As for myself, I donโt really have triggers. I will say that I am uncomfortable with interacting with drunk muses. This subject does not need to be tagged on the dash, but I wonโt engage in it. If there is an option for a drunk muse on a meme, and you send it in, I will not answer it.ย
Nsf.t/smut. When it comes to this, I wonโt be writing it because Iโm simply not good at it. I donโt want to subject you all to it until I feel I have improved. I occasionally might write the build up to it, but nothing further. However, I might have HCs based around intimacy on this level that might be posted or shared with shipping partners. I will also send in these types of memes to my partners because I do love reading it when itโs not written by me lol, or Iโm totally okay if my shipping partner has the spark to write a Drabble of sorts.ย
Shipping. I absolutely love shipping! Honestly, feel free to approach me with this in mind, and we can chat about it to see if itโs a possibility between our muses! Just because I had problems in the past with thisโฆ me saying we can talk about it, doesnโt mean our muses are shipped. I need chemistry, and by talking about it beforehand really helps me + a small thread to see how our muses interact. Also note that shipping with Alastor in general can be difficult to ship with. For my own sanity and organization, I will only ship with two of the same muses. Having more than that can get a little too much for me. To be clear, I WILL interact with those of the same muse, but I wonโt ship. If this doesnโt make sense, please come talk to me!ย (Ships I for sure know I like: radiostatic, appleradio, radiohusk. radiostatic and appleradio I may extend to three given many angles that can come from them).
Mains/Exclusives. I do practice mains, and though itโs rare for a character to be exclusive to mine, it can happen. The two of the same character shipping can be considered under the umbrella of exclusive, but can change depending on said partnerโs activity (like if they haven't been active for a year). These blogs will get special tags, get little edits, placed somewhere on my pinned post, be bothered by me constantly, and be the first people I go to with an idea!
Free from slaughter = blog canon (not exclusives but my main MAINS)
Inside his heart = ships.
OOC/Plotting. I honestly am more plot driven. This doesnโt mean ALL threads are plotted, but more so character establishment. I really, REALLY prefer to plot out a dynamic. Especially since Iโm busy and get exhausted at the end of the day. This helps me stay engaged, and honestly itโs more enjoyable for me. I donโt bite. I am super friendly and nerdy, so please, letโs plot out some dynamics!!ย
Be patient! I work full time, go to the gym, have other blogs, and Iโm currently writing a novel. My time is well spread so I might be quiet ic or ooc. Please donโt take my silence or slow responses as me not wanting to talk to you. On top of this, I do have depression. Itโs been a long journey of healing, but I still have some down days. I may go silent during these times.ย
Reminders. I know what I said just above might contradict this somewhat, but please do remind me of things. Especially if itโs been like a week since I last responded ooc. Just message me a small โheyโ or a greeting of sorts. I am a slow responder, but I shouldnโt be a week. What mightโve happened: 1. I didnโt get a notification. 2. I opened your message and got distracted by something irl so now the message number isnโt there.ย
OCs/Fandoms. I love OCs. Bring me your babies because I will love them. I just ask that you have a small about page, or you come chat with me about your baby! As with other fandoms, I can try and fit him into pretty much anything. I will follow blogs I think can work (even if I donโt know the fandom), and we can see what we can do!ย
Multis. The only thing I ask is that you please specify who you are sending a meme from or liking/commenting on for a starter. Itโs weird, but I get some anxiety from it, like Iโm going to pick the wrong one. If nothing is specified, I wonโt answer it.ย
Formatting. I do the double space and small text with maybe a few colored text. If any of this bothers your reading of my reply to you, please let me know. I am more than willing to change my formatting for our threads!ย
Icons. I use icons, but if you donโt use themโฆย no worries! Iโm perfectly fine with writing without them.
your muse can punch, kick, slap, bite, kiss, hug, and even tug on his ears and tail unprompted. iโm totally fine with that. HOWEVER, just keep in mind Alastor will react in return. any other further fighting will have to be plotted.
There was a brief flash of guilt, there and gone so quickly that Oriya might have thought sheโd imagined it, but it was enough. Enough to remind her that this was a human soul. Twisted and dark and cruel as he might have become, redemption was still possible for him. There was still goodness somewhere in him, no matter how small the sliver. That didnโt mean she could trust him. It didnโt mean she could let her guard down around him and think herself safe, but the reminder soothed her anxiety just the slightest bit.
As did the fact that he was cleaning off his hands, something softer making its way into his eyes. Almost like he was trying to make her more comfortable. It was nice. Nicer than she thought heโd be. โโฆYou were?โ She wasnโt sure if that was true or not. Eyes followed the handkerchief as it floated down, only to snap back up before they could land on the body again. She wished she could do moreโsomething, anythingโfor the poor soul at their feet, but theyโd already been dead before Alastor killed them. There was no bringing back a soul after that. Not once itโd been destroyed so thoroughly. Not to her knowledge.
Unsure of what else to do, she trailed after him. Quickened her steps until she caught up to him. โOh. Thank you. Thatโsโฆthatโs very kind of you.โ She grimaced at his offer, needing to take a steadying breath before speaking again, trying to hold her head high. To sound more confident than she felt. โBut I would appreciate it if you didnโt hurt anyone. Please. Iโm sure that wonโt be necessary.โ As she spoke, a new handkerchief appeared in his breast pocket. A clean replica of the one heโd just ruined, folded neatly, as if itโd never been taken out in the first place.
human alastor flirting / charming most of his victims to get them alone. then being condescending towards them, talking to them like heโs scolding a small child as they try to crawl away from him before he gives the final blow <3
Well, at least her candid assessment of the situation didn't drive him off or result in an abrupt request for her to leave, so she supposed that was a reassuring enough sign that she had not offended him. It was more often than not that her candid questions or presumptions landed her in trouble with their coldness--a skill she was trying (and struggling) to improve with--and yet it did not do so here, to her relief. Perhaps she was indeed becoming better at it or, more likely, it did not bother Alastor as she feared it would.
That did seem the most plausible, for Alastor always seemed to relish in being unpredictable.
Still, though she could take some relief in his decision to sit and relax with her still present, there was a tension about him that she was certain extended past that of his wound, one she didn't quite know how to read. Odette knew better than to ask or press further, of course, but it was something to note and question her mother about later, if even she knew the source of unease.
Such things were better to ponder when she didn't have company, instead focusing on Alastor and giving him a soft smile and nod at his invitation, accepting the seat across from him. As she straightened her coat, she could not help but raise a brow in curiosity at his answer and subsequent aversion of gaze.
Alastor averting his gaze from anything was new, and she struggled to keep her expression passive as he seemed lost in his thoughts for a moment. Perhaps whatever lingered between him and Vox was far more complicated than she assumed, but it was best not to question it, if it created that such a reaction from him.
"No, that makes sense. It's been quite...tumultuous lately for all of us, and I think we're all still processing our own concerns." Lacing her fingers together, she dropped her gaze. "Still... despite all that, I'm glad you finally remembered you could stay here to recollect yourself. We were worried that perhaps the fight with the archangel had knocked too many braincells out of your head." As she glanced up at him, she gave him a small smile. "I am glad you're still in one piece all the same."
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย MORE ย OFTEN ย THAN ย NOT, ย ALASTOR ย RESPECTED ย A ย FORWARD ย OR ย BLUNT ย approach, ย but ย he ย found ย most ย people ย these ย days ย were ย quite ย sensitive. ย The ย way ย they ย would ย whine ย or ย cry ย because ย his ย words ย sounded ย more harsh ย than ย what ย they ย were ย actually ย saying. ย It ย always ย made ย him ย roll ย his ย eyes ย with ย a ย sigh. ย So, ย knowing ย this ย young ย woman ย went ย straight ย to ย the ย point ย was ย a ย blessing.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ALASTOR ย WAS ย FAR ย MORE ย COMFORTABLE ย THAN ย HE ย SHOULD ย BE. ย HE ย knew ย this ย familiarity ย would ย cost ย him ย something, ย yet ย he ย allowed ย another ย kind ย smile ย to ย fit ย his ย lips ย when ย Odette ย joined ย him. ย Eyes ย that ย were ย diverted ย found ย her ย own ย again, ย and ย try ย as ย he ย might, ย the ย chaotic ย sea ย of ย emotions ย still ย lingered ย in ย his gaze. ย It ย was ย an ย old ย wound ย that, ย given ย the ย circumstances, ย made ย itself ย known ย once ย more. ย Alastor ย never ย dealt ย with ย it, ย never ย wanted ย to ย or ย understood ย it, ย and ย only ย pushed ย it ย down ย deeper. ย Even ย now ย Alastor ย was ย trying ย to ย do ย exactly ย that.ย ย ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Youโre ย just ย as ย human ย as ย they ย are.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย IF ย IT ย WERE ย ANYONE ย ELSE, ย ALASTOR ย WOULD ย HAVE ย SNAPPED ย AT ย a ย comment ย like ย that. ย However, ย amusement ย came ย in ย the ย form ย of ย a ย chuckle, ย โ ย Oh, ย Iโm ย afraid ย everything ย is ย still ย intact, ย dear. ย โ ย he ย hummed ย in ย appreciation ย and ย delight ย from ย her ย distraction. ย Vox ย would ย have ย to ย be ย discussed ย another ย time, ย perhaps ย with ย Carmilla ย if ย Alastor ย felt ย up ย to ย it.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย THE ย RADIO ย DEMON ย LEANED ย BACK ย IN ย HIS ย CHAIR, ย AND ย CROSSED ย a ย leg ย over ย the ย other, ย โ ย Did ย you ย knowโฆ ย โ ย he ย started ย after ย a ย small ย pause, ย โ ย When ย I ย first ย arrived ย in ย Hell, ย I ย had ย plans ย to ย kill ย your ย mother? ย I ย remember ย the ย meeting ย that ย changed ย my ย mind, ย โ ย favoring ย his ย non-wounded ย arm, ย Alastor ย gestured ย to ย Odette, ย โ ย It ย was ย because ย of ย you. ย It ย was ย only ย my ย third ย time ย going ย to ย one ย of ย those ย meetings ย to ย understand ย her ย better, ย but ย then ย you ย addressed ย Carmilla ย by ย uttering ย a ย small ย โmotherโ. ย Honestly, ย it ย was ย my ย first ย time ย hearing ย you ย say ย it. ย โ
all the teams / countries I wanted to get to the finals have gotten knocked out except for one. so letโs go spain!!!!! but anywayโฆ i hope to get to a reply or two here tomorrow since iโm feeling a little better.
iโve been in one of my low stages that I believe iโm starting to climb back up out of. tbh i havenโt reached this level in a while. thank you for the patience (across all my blogs) if youโve been waiting for things from me like ic or ooc replies!
maaaaan rest in peace sam neill โค๏ธ the fist 3 jurassic park movies were a big staple in my childhood. also read the book if you havenโt because so good and had more horror aspects!
A hermit in life, Kshama had only ever watched. Watched violence through fingers, intimacy through their curtains, death as it came on like a train. Covered in eyes, always to watch. Covered in tells, not a single feeling able to hide. Heart (two total) on their sleeve, on the face.
Their ears perk when he emphasizes prepared.
They could be prepared. That's what nice clothes are for.
There's something about that look in Alastor's eyes, something scary. Pen's slit pupils blow out, like dinner plates. Big and black, they lean forward. Like a fly, to the sweet scent of the venus trap.
Heartbeat visible under their skin, especially in their neck. The way they lean forward cleaves their soft chest, supple. Something to be bitten and ripped apart.
It's embarrassing, to admit certain things.
"Do you know what I'm thinking, or do I have to say it aloud?" Barely above a whisper, tempting fate and teeth alike. They breathe shallow, fast. They feel lightheaded, and look a little drunkenly at him. He'll recognize his desire reflected back, like a fun house mirror.
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย CRIMSON ย EYES ย GLITTERED ย WHEN ย HE ย MOVED ย JUST ย RIGHT ย IN ย THE ย lights ย overhead. ย Something ย passed ย in ย his ย eyes ย again, ย a ย gleam ย of ย recognition ย and ย certainty. ย His ย lips ย widen ย even ย more, ย displaying ย those ย razor ย teeth ย in ย a ย most ย charming ย way. ย Alastorโs ย whole ย body ย seemed ย to ย be ย at ย ease, ย a ย body ย language ย that ย read ย as ย interest ย with ย strong ย intent.ย ย ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย Youโre ย a ย fawn ย in ย wolf ย fur. ย Yet ย the ย teeth ย and ย claws ย conclude ย it ย to ย be ย reversed.ย ย ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย THE ย SMILE ย THAT ย SHOWED ย DEADLY ย TEETH ย TURNED ย SWEET, ย AND ย COLD ย eyes ย became ย innocent. ย He ย didnโt ย move, ย and ย let ย them ย move ย closer. ย As ย they ย always ย do. ย Alastor ย hummed, ย a ย small ย buzzing ย that ย was ย hardly ย audible, ย was ย meant ย to ย draw ย others ย in ย out ย of ย pure ย curiosity. ย His ย gaze ย lazily ย swept ย down ย their ย neck ย and ย back ย up ย again ย only ย added ย to ย that ย calling, ย โ ย Why, ย I ย believe ย I ย do ย know ย what ย youโre ย thinking. ย โ ย His ย tone ย shifted, ย thick ย and ย warm ย like ย sweet ย tea ย on ย a ย warm ย Summerโs ย night.ย ย ย
ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย ย DEADLY ย CLAWS ย REACHED ย OUT ย AND ย TOOK ย HOLD ย OF ย THEIR ย FACE. ย His ย thumb ย and ย index ย finger ย framed ย their ย jaw, ย red ย talons ย pinched ย at ย the ย skin ย with ย the ย pressure ย increasing ย by ย the ย second. ย Still, ย Alastorโs ย charm ย never ย wavered, ย โ ย You're ย thinking ย how ย easy ย it ย was ย for ย me to trap ย you ย in ย my ย jaws, ย โ ย he ย cooed, ย โ ย You ย poor, ย silly ย little ย snake! ย Itโs ย honestly ย so ย pathetic. ย โ ย He ย shoved ย his ย face ย back ย with ย a ย laugh.ย ย ย
