zoe foster jawline enthusiast

Ray. She/They. 30. Anne Shirley on crack. || My fics can be found on AO3 under the user herwhiteknight. || Previously punk-rock-science (now a sideblog). || Split Fiction, RWBY, LISTC, Starset and whatever else strikes my fancy! || I used to blog OBsessively about Orphan Black, most specifically about Sarah Manning and was apparently dubbed the queen of Punky Monkey to the point where it had become my #brand. The header stays though. I'm proud of that edit. || My asks and IMs are always open if you want to chat or toss a prompt my way! I'm friendly and easily excitable so come say hi! :)

[technicallyblakebelladonna]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Split Fiction (Hazelight Studios Video Game) Rating: Teen And Up Audiences Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: Zoe Foster/Mio Hudson Characters: Zoe Foster, Mio Hudson, Dark Mio (Split Fiction), Ella Foster Additional Tags: Angst, Angst and Tragedy, Hurt No Comfort, Self-Worth Issues, Self-Hatred, Implied/Referenced Suicidal Thoughts, Depersonalization, Fill-in Scene, chapter 2 will be lighter, Healing, Processing Grief, Hurt/Comfort, Angst and Hurt/Comfort Series: Part 2 of Emergence Summary:

Everywhere she turns, nothing but the oppressive void surrounds her. Pressing in on all sides, holding her hostage.

("Why can't you just say that you love her?)

She wants to pretend that she doesn't know how she got to this place, but that would be a lie.

However, it is far easier to lie than to admit the truth — that waking up without Mio by her side is agony.

[jeniferprince]

Entwined 🧡

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[mostbelovedqueer]

Most Beloved (non-canon) Queer Ship Tournament - Round 3

Which queer ship do you love more?

Swan Queen (Emma Swan and Regina Mills) (Once Upon a Time)*

Sherlock Holmes/John Watson (ACD Holmes (original books Arthur Conan Doyle)*

how dare you make me choose

Voting ended onJun 3

[manuciruja]

awww the like button turns into a rainbow when you press it! that's so cute...hey staff what's with all the trans women you keep nuking?

[manuciruja]

i think we should be ridiculing them more for this. you don't get to try and go all "queer website" when your staff likes to go on nuking sprees targeting the trans fem users

[sourdough-seal]

“how did you get into writing” girl nobody gets into writing. writing shows up one day at your door and gets into you

[orbitalmirror]

"how did you get into writing" girl i've been tormented by the visions since i was eight years old

[technicallyblakebelladonna]

happy pride

[byjove]

could you imagine if it happened this pride month

[raina-at]

Why does nobody tell women what an absolute bitch perimenopause can be? I feel like nobody told me anything about it, save for hot flashes. I also feel that doctors don't know enough about it as well. I basically had to diagnose myself.

Like, seriously, women should be educated about their own bodies.

So if you're on the other side of 45 and suddenly everything is twice as difficult, you get more migraines, your blood pressure goes funny, you can't sleep and you feel like your entire psyche is unstable, you might be experiencing perimenopause. My gyn was like,oh, like think of it like reverse puberty, your entire body rearranges itself. I was like, Great, nobody ever told me it can be this bad. My GP didn't even ask me about my period or hormone levels or anything. He just told me I was probably depressed and sent me to a psychiatrist, who also didn't ask about my period or my hormones. If I hadn't experienced something akin to postpartum depression and therefore know what my body does when its hormones are out of whack, I would have had no idea.

Seriously, nobody tells you how much hormones fuck you up as a woman. Nobody prepares you for this.

I've been trying to talk openly about what's fucking me up right now, and I've discovered that it's a lot more common than I thought it was. I feel like every phase of life finds another way to fuck women over. Puberty: have fun with your period as it adjusts itself. Childbirth: prepare for a hormonal rollercoaster. PMS: oh, it can get BAD. Like, BAD. After birth: hormones out of whack for months, maybe longer. Perimenopause: can fuck up everything. Like literally everything. Osteoporosis is also hormonal. Post menopause: supposedly things get better, but they don't have to.

And I feel like we're left pretty alone dealing with all of it. And we know so little about it that we're left wondering why suddenly nothing works anymore. So we flail about and feel terrible about our sudden inability to cope with life, when it's in fact our bodies screwing with us. Again.

So. Let's talk about it, let's be open to each other and learn from each other. Thank you especially to anyone who shared experiences with me. It helps to feel like you're not alone.

[racethewind10]

this is anecdotal only so take with a grain of salt but ime (and talking to several people my age with the same experience) perimenopause can absolutely fuck your response to medications up. like my ssris would feel like they straight up stopped working for weeks even months a time and thats what got my doctor to go "huh, might be perimenopause" so good times there

[todaysbird]

Earlybirdmaxxing….

[technicallyblakebelladonna]

An Archive of Our Own, a project of the Organization for Transformative Works

PURPLE FALL CHAPTER 5 DROP!!!!

since my wonderful friend @dacadaca barely uses tumblr i'm gonna promo her fic for her bc everyone should go read it. it has everything it's incredibly it's steamy it's spicy mio and zoe and so horny for each other and also it gives unique spins to canon dialogue that you wouldn't expect

gogogogo GO

[xiaq]

One of the best things about being a writer is thinking of something small you can add to your work that’s just. Devastating. Like you’re sitting there going. Oh. That would be diabolical. People would get really riled up about that. Exquisite. Let’s do it.

[targetedknowledge]

[fisutiddies]

[yeenaaldlooshii]

saw your post about game reviews, split fiction specifically tickled me bc it's so fucking true. there's something incredibly gay going on between mio and zoe. their chemistry is off the charts

man either the devs are cowards or the point was these idiots are too repressed and traumatized to even know what theyre feeling which. fair. but if they had any less chemistry they wouldnt have to spend the entire ending and epilogue being like no homo. its literally this meme

[wellhellohno]

these two seem locked in

[beloved-child-of-the-house]

aftercare for posting on ao3

[beloved-child-of-the-house]

your fic was good you did grammar good you’re the kind of freak people like everything’s cool dude :^)

[technicallyblakebelladonna]

Yeah posting obvious AI generated images in a server that is the developer for the game that is almost too on the nose about being anti-AI is truly a wild thing to behold

Imagine having the audacity???? Or lack of awareness???

[spin-the-wheel-polls]

you have this superpower! BUT you have this side-effect

is it worth it?

yes!!

the side effect is bad but ITS WORTH IT

meh it's okay

the side effect makes it unusable/not worth it

Results/option I didn't think of

Voting ended onMay 20