Sometimes I wish I had the money to eat at a place that wasn’t fast food
I know at this point it’s selfish but I want one good meal… something like a big juicy steak.
Life has gone downhill so bad I don’t even have enough money to buy one but I have the money and points to get a Big Mac and some fries.
I’m not upset about the physical toll I was under weight to begin with and this has weirdly brought me to a ok weight I’m upset about the mental feeling this gives me. Like to truly imagine the opportunity to eat meats like corn beef or brisket is truly a dream it hurts.
Idk what I’m even saying atp but no one in my life really cares so I had to say it somewhere…











