lauki bedevils me

Purple Hyacinth and Tian Guan Ci Fu devotee chronically ill, inactive, and impassioned lauki_bedevils_me // ig

[moonnogginn]

Wulian week day 3: Angry, Rebirth, Flames, Jealousy

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

I don’t think healthy people every really get chronic illness.

I have a friend I know from when we were both 6. She is the only person living nearby and so she saw me go from walking through limping to wheelchair on a daily basis. I keep her updated on my health even tho we rarely hang out anymore. She was gonna come over yesterday and I had to cancel. She asked if I can’t hang out later that day. When I said i won’t feel better later, that if I feel that bad in the morning later will only get worse she got annoyed and “joked” that I’m just finding excuses. And I was surprised, she knows all about me being disabled after all? So, a bit taken aback, I told her it’s a normal thing for me.

“But you got the diagnosis now, aren’t you better?? I thought you’ll get better now”

She was honestly surprised and it made me realize a thing. They don’t get it. They don’t get that getting diagnosed only equals benefits like welfare or parking spot for us, and sometimes better pain meds but that is just like pushing luck. That it’s a forever thing. That that one day we felt good a week ago was just a bright spot and doesn’t mean we won’t need our aids anymore, cause chronic illness is not linear and will make a great comeback in next four hours, and the next good day is planned on when we’re 70. Cause when abled people are sick, they get better. And our illness is just an excuse for them. And when we say we will never get better they think we’re being dramatic and pessimistic. And I don’t think they’ll ever get it, cause to get it you need to live it. And I want my friends to stay healthy and not go through hell.

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

This is definitely okay to reblog and abled people are encouraged to reblog cause maybe it’ll help others understand

[sickbitterandcoveredinglitter]

Hello it’s me Lexa and this post is relevant again as I just had the Legit Same Talk with someone and I exhausted my number of fucks to give

[moonnogginn]

Wulian week day 2: Sad, Alone, Earring, Time Loop

[heartinhyacinth]

I love Xie Lian so much

[naixaie]

. ☀️🤗✨

[red-pearl-white-flower]

Wulian week day 1! I'm late, don't mind me

[berazca]

First Kiss Wulian 🥀... It's been a while, but I'm finally posting an update here 😭 thanks for watching me upload terrible sketches :3

[favdaff]

Black and white night

[youramradio-deactivated20240428]

i call this the headcanon chart. see my vision

[youramradio-deactivated20240428]

elaboration

[theroseunblown]

if I may:

[tgcf-wulian-week]

Wulian Week Day 1

Emotion: Happy Prompt: Touch Object: Rain Trope: First Kiss

All Prompts

[heartinhyacinth]

[heartinhyacinth]

I want another long project like this to keep me busy because then I have something to do for days, but the very beginning stages of starting one is the worst part. Starting anything is terrible. Just like finishing anything. lol

[bisonnite]

old art! one of my first pieces in this style

[alelelesimz]

Donate to Emergency Relief for Venezuela Earthquake Victims, organized by I Love Venezuela Foundation

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if anyone would like to help with what’s one of the worst tragedies that has happened in my country, here’s a good place to donate. there are still many people trapped in collapsed buildings and so many people have lost their homes. anything helps.

[nickythehickey]

there are a few people actually whose blogs just look like this to me and i hope they know i still love them

[heartinhyacinth]

Just saw a post on instagram of a proposal at a con. They were in hualian cosplay. Just adorable

[juicedpeachy]

been a while since I drew a fafa

[bog-mommy]