THE VOID IS FEMALE

15 y/o and a self induced mess

[havingapoemwithyou]

The Way Things Have Been Going Lately by Ada Limón

[ialwaysbelieve]

[catchymemes]

[tgirl-thucydides]

my parents trying to figure out what to get me for christmas

[heavensghost]

I learn everything the hard way btw

[heartshapedbandaid]

i’m in so much pain always

today i couldn’t think of anything except how much ive fine tuned the art of hating myself so badly

i can never do anything right or well and

i don’t think people really want me around and

i can be so cruel and horrible

i am just so horrible sometimes and i don’t know how to make anything better

[heartshapedbandaid]

job apps 😕

[weltenwellen]

Hua Xi, from "Night Drive Through My Own Life"

[heartshapedbandaid]

mento illness hitting so hard again!

[heartshapedbandaid]

if i ever have a family they will be the opposite of this :(

[heartshapedbandaid]

my parents make me want to kill y self

[heartshapedbandaid]

the mental illness is getting so strong

[weltenwellen]

Hanif Abdurraqib, A Little Devil in America: Notes in Praise of Black Performance

[heartshapedbandaid]

i have grown a lot and so little . i am kaleidoscoping all the time . i look back and parts of the puzzle are missing, either warped or discarded altogether completely. i am a kid adult, an adult kid, and sometimes just a kid (never an adult). i know that happiness doesn’t mean the same thing to me that it did three weeks ago. maybe i’m outgrowing my sweet tooth. 

[heartshapedbandaid]

do u ever ... get so good at isolating yourself and become comfortable in your loneliness but then the second you feel a tinge of loneliness & you want human contact u look out into the void & see nothing ?? 

[heartshapedbandaid]

i’m just like this

[heartshapedbandaid]

😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂😂

[heartshapedbandaid]

rotting . my heart is rotting