𓏼𝜗℘ Dolly ͜⠀◞

Personal vent acc + nsft content for attention — please interact.

[heartystarry]

I hate troubling others, I feel like such a burden to everybody around me. I know everyone’s tired of me, and I am too. I’m sorry to everyone I’ve troubled so much for nothing. There’s no hope for me.

Please don’t leave me though, I can’t do this alone..

[alicemaggot]

ah yes, my two contradicting views of my trauma.

“I don’t want this to happen again” vs “I wish it was worse and it happened again so I could get more attention and feel more valid”

[heartystarry]

I just HATE being degraded and insulted !

I HATE being humiliated, especially publicly !

I HATE being controlled !

I HATE being watched 24/7 !

I HATE being forced to do things !

I HATE being praised after !

I HATE being someone’s pet !

[heartystarry]

I HATE it when people mention others!

Like no.. I’m the only one in your life, I’m the BEST you know.

I’m much better than everyone else!

You only need to think about me!

Not me though, just you !!

[bylerholic-705]

not to sound like a complete slut, but can i have a hug and maybe some reassurance that u actually care about me pls

[heartystarry]

Legs, thighs, feet :3 and bruises ..

[heartystarry]

Pay attention to me :000no i didn’t do this only for attention lol but i want attention thanksss!![![

[heartystarry]

I needdd attentionnnn I’m starving for sttentioonnnn :((( but I HATE responding!! I HATE having to talk to those I don’t find interesting!!! Please give me attention .. PLEASE PELASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASEE

Also I’ve been feeling so out of it these days. Who am I?!!!? I CANT TELL!! I’m constantly feeling different and acting different, I can’t tell if it’s just my hpd.. PROBABLY!!!

[heartystarry]

This is one of my fav pjs <3..

[heartystarry]

Have been feeling cute lately.. ;3

[heartystarry]

First nsft post.. half chest