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Bayside / Don’t Call Me Peanut (x)

It's funny,

I didn’t mean to like him. Genuinely became friends because we liked the same music and books. I was hyper aware of who he was to you. I kept telling myself nothing could happen because I “couldn’t do that to you”.

The more I got to know him though, the more I wondered why it was so wrong. You seemed to have happily moved on. You said so yourself. Multiple times.

Then a few weeks ago, we were watching a movie. He held my hand and for the first time in almost a year, I felt something for someone.

That night, after he held my hand, he was rambling about something so I kissed him. It wasn’t a thought out plan, it just happened. Do you know how long it’s been since I kissed someone and felt something? Over a year.

The next day, it was pretty clear that we were into each other but we spoke about how I had to speak to you first. We decided it should be me since I was your friend.

So, I mustered up that courage and told you. Obviously, you’re not happy with me, but can I live with that? Sure, he makes me happy. It’s the first time in a long time that someone has understood me the way he does and who I feel something for. If anyone knows how difficult dating has been for me, it’s you. I’m not asking for permission, or even forgiveness. I can live without it.

So why write this? I figured I should write out my peace somewhere. Cause whether this lasts forever or ends tomorrow, it’s well worth it to know that I can fall for someone again and even if it all does come crashing down tomorrow, I don’t feel so broken anymore.

heatherjeannine

Almost 5 years later, we’re married & have 3 dogs. Life is fucking crazy.

die-rosastrasse

Soft Floral Art by Marie Egner 🌷🌺

happyheidi

In a hole in the ground there lived a hobbit 🍃

~ hobbitontours on ig

angelbabyspice

This is EXACTLY what it’s like.

zellykat

Based on the fanfiction series: Contractually Obligated Chaos by @ladynorbert

First story is Cinderjuice

I can feel everything falling apart and I’m not going to fight it this time.

jimdrugfree

toastbutteregg

im the venus fly trap (x)

humansofnewyork

“People take you to fun places when you’re five, but unfortunately you also have to study difficult topics. Today I had to write ‘toothbrush’ in all capital letters.”

(Madrid, Spain)

tryppi

Moon Glow | Brenda Erikson

bisexuanal

You can really tell who’s never experienced poverty and food insecurity when it comes to discussions around food costs and how unhealthy food is cheaper. Some fucker always comes in with the price of like… lettuce or… apples. And it’s like yeah bitch but can you work an 11 hour shift after eating some salad and an apple!?! Find me something cheaper, and more filling than the broke ass staples of boxed mac and cheese, hot dogs, noodles, bread, beans, and rice. I’ll wait.

It also ignores the mental toll that poverty takes like maybe your home made veggie filled recipe isn’t crazy expensive but it also involves prep time and cooking time and organization in terms of fresh food that a lotta poor people can’t manage.

Not to mention if you can only afford to get to the store once every couple weeks via bus or cab then you can’t keep fresh veg on deck.

But ya know.. poor people are just dumb and lazy.

bisexuanal

People reblogging this with “actually you can do this super labour intensive prep and only buy bulk which means more money on grocery day and all this storage space you defs have when you’re poor” and it’s like……… did you read this at all

bisexuanal

And all the “well actually” replies on this post operate from the assumption poor people haven’t thought of these things…. or don’t know any of these things or are too lazy which I mean was my original point and people just continue to prove it …..

sleebycryptid

thank god for this post. It covers the “yeah these recipes are cheaper and healthy but fuck if anyone has time for this when juggling the shit they have to deal with”.

lavagoth

trevenanl-deactivated20200913

Carly Simon writing You’re So Vain about such a specific man, yet including the line “you probably think this song is about you” so that if he took it personally he would prove her point? Unparalleled power move