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[heavensage]

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helena she/her, gemini sun, aquarius moon, taurus rising, isfj, life path 1, type 5. highly spiritual and on the verge of falling off the deep end. avid music lover and heavy sleeper. wannabe computer nerd and self-proclaimed digital angel.

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[loveastridtarot]

𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟?

𝑇𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑡 𝐺𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 🪿 𝑏𝑦 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒, 𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑟𝑖𝑑 𝑡𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑡

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𝑇𝑎𝑟𝑜𝑡 𝐺𝑎𝑚𝑒𝑠 𝑂𝑝𝑒𝑛 / 𝐶𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒𝑑

open from May 7~May 9, 2026 at midnight pst

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The answer to the question: 𝐖𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐢𝐬 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐢𝐦𝐩𝐨𝐫𝐭𝐚𝐧𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐭 𝐲𝐨𝐮 𝐚𝐫𝐞𝐧’𝐭 𝐬𝐞𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠/𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐨𝐟?

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[heavensage]

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my mother received a remote job offer today! she has a 10th stellium and her 6th house ruler in the 12th house of her lunar return chart.

[marsprincess889]

Some of the people should never post tarot readings online. Don't just casually say to a group of people online that their future spouse is probably going to cheat on them and that the marriage will most likely end in divorce, especially after writing a cutesy story. Insane. It is not a private/personal reading that requires detailed accuracy so why the hell would you write something like that. It's beyond logic, tact and basic human empathy.

I've seen so many readings like that. Some of them probably come from an inner desire to hurt people, because I see no other real explanation. And others are just tragically clueless about what is probable, or appropriate. Same criticism goes to people who post "brutally honest/blunt" readings that are just products of their built up/misplaced anger that they get rid of by throwing it to strangers. Thankfully, I know that those things/readers are what they are, but what about so many other people who take those to heart? What about insecure teenagers, or even insecure adults, who come to those readings to gain claroty on something or to soothe their minds?

(And now, probably some people who missed the point a mile are going to say that tarot readers do not owe anyone empathy. Well, not if we're talking in strictly transactional terms! But yes, they actually do. They owe people tact while posting something online, publically.)

To people who have come across readings like that: ignore them from the bottom of your heart. There is a very small and insignificant chance that any of the groups are true, even partially. I can tell you that from my own personal experience and also from looking at 3-6 (or even more) group pick a card readings logically.

Just insane. Wake the hell up and put some thought into your actions.

[astrologywithclara]

I don’t usually talk about this, but I’m going through a bit of a difficult moment.

If my work has ever meant something to you, even in a small way, supporting it right now would help me more than I can explain.

Even just being here, interacting, or sharing makes a difference.

And if you’d like to support me directly, you can buy me a tea on my Ko-fi. 🍵

Thank you for staying 💙

[heavensage]

MOON PERSONA CHART OBSERVATIONS ☾

leo asc becomes a spectacle whenever they start to cry in public, which they either enjoy or find uncomfortable. others can view them as performative and attention seeking just because they’re upset. they’re often villainized for their vulnerability. 

venus, taurus or libra in 1st/10th house deal with their emotions gracefully in public and could be known for being pretty criers. 

moon in 4th house is the most sensitive towards their family. this can either be a soft spot or a triggering point for them. their family are the main ones that see them at their lowest or could be the reason for their spiraling emotions. 

gemini, virgo, libra or sagittarius mercury are the best at articulating their feelings and prefer to be heard rather than holding everything in.

6th house stellium are good at avoiding sickness and injuries. they usually take great care of their bodies and are always mindful of what they consume. the types to read nutritional facts or count their calories. they only eat when they feel like it, not because they have to. 

jupiter in 2nd house makes themselves feel better by spending money. this doesn’t have to be on big purchases either, as this can be as simple as buying their favorite snack.

uranus in 7th house will feel the most freedom in their relationships. they prefer to follow their hearts, even if outsiders question their choice of partners. they value comfort over conformity when it comes to love, so they seek out partners that don’t fit the norm.

mars in 5th house uses their emotions to fuel their hobbies. they become pros at what they do in a short amount of time.

saturn in 11th house are afraid of ending up alone. they have a difficult time making and keeping friends, which affects them emotionally. this can also mean not being open about their feelings to their friends out of fear of driving them away.

chiron in capricorn, 10th house or poorly aspecting saturn can have severe daddy issues stemming from childhood. 

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[heavensage]

D7 CHART OBSERVATIONS

jupiter-moon can feel a strong emotional connection with their children if well aspected.

saturn in 1h can have issues raising their children early on, especially if poorly aspecting sun or moon.

jupiter in 2h or 2h stellium can be overly abundant in resources for their children. their children tend to have a good upbringing because it's afforded to them.

jupiter-mars can feel like parenthood is a burden at first. their children may be clumsy, aggressive and cause accidents in the home.

darakaraka in 1h, 4h, 5h or 9h are the best houses to have for a family orientated spouse.

planets in 5h can describe your children's strengths, overall personalities and pregnancy circumstances. malefic planets here might produce unfavorable results.

saturn-mars can be more prone to pregnancy complications and need to be extra careful when navigating childbirth.

sun or venus in 7h can have a spouse that's prominent in their children's lives. this could also create a healthy dynamic between them as parents.

benefic planets in 11h can be important in their children's lives even in old age. this also works if the 11h is well aspected with these planets.

[libbytarot]

PAC - What's Happening in March?

Hi! I've done a little revamp of my blog, please feel free to check it out! I've also updated the paid readings menu! Pick your pile by choosing the picture you feel most drawn to with your intuition! I hope you enjoy the reading!

Thank you to Lia @astroyosei and @enchanthings for the beautiful dividers! 💜🌟🔮

Paid Readings

Pile 1 🌺

Hi, my lovely! Soooo I did this whole pile and was editing this pac for it to be published and it all got deleted, first time that's happened to me... Mercury Retrograde strikes, but I'll be taking this as a sign that the previous message wasn't the one that should've been given and there's a new one for you. Maybe you made a last minute decision/change and it's being reflected in this reading for you, or if you've done something just recently like today or the past couple days and this will have a chain reaction in this month. You're being encouraged to let go of the old and to embrace this new change, which I feel is especially welcomed if you've been feeling stagnant recently.

There's some sort of information that you'll be learning, either through your own research or through speaking to someone, or you might even overhear something but this information will be helpful for you in this new change. It might be a new opportunity in work, a new job, a new course of study, some extra money, a gift, something like that. If you're thinking of doing something new, it's recommended for you to go through the proper channels or the 'traditional' route. For example, if you're looking for a new home, it would be best for you to go through proper estate agents rather than through a different route, or going to a proper university to get a qualification.

You might be getting close to a Taurus man in particular. They might be an old friend/ex that's coming back. They might have dark features too. You guys could be childhood friends, could be a childhood friends to lovers scenario. There's a lot of joy and optimism around this relationship for both of you. It's very childlike. You guys feel like little kids together or like no time has passed at all! Joking, teasing, and playing together is a big theme here. Take this if it resonates. Take care! 💜🌺

Recognition, reward for merit

Be careful - don't take risks

Good advice from a wise person

A distant friend is thinking of you

Reconciliation

Pile 2 🌟

Hi, my lovely! So if you've been working on a personal creative project lately, trying to get a new job, a work project it'll be taking off! If you've been trying to send manuscripts to publishers, you'll hear back from them and they'll be interested in your work! If you've been thinking about posting your art on the internet, it'll be seen by a lot of people! If you've got a new idea and working on a project at work/school, people will love it! Whatever you've been working on, it'll do super well! The key to this success is believing in yourself! Believing in your own abilities and skills. Believing that people will be interested in your work. Believing that it's possible for all your dreams to come true. If you've been struggling with this project lately, having doubts and such, please don't! You're literally right there! On the brink! There's a lot of similarities between this pile and pile 1, so if you felt drawn to that one then I recommend checking it out, it might have some extra messages for you, but this one is more focused on a project than a relationship.

If you've been trying to move or thinking about travelling, this month you'll get good news about it! You'll be able to put deposits down for renting a place. You'll be planning a trip that you'll take (either this month more last minute or another time).

You'll be getting a surprise too! Communicating, socialising and networking with others about what you've been struggling with or what you're trying to find will help open those doors for you. You might be getting some extra money this month, a new job, a new home. I feel you'll be very busy this month, so make sure you take care of yourself! Good luck! 💜🌙💫

Beware of greed

Hidden secrets can harm you

You will be taken care of in difficult times (I feel this is where the surprise will come in to help you last minute)

Honour and respect

Pile 3 🪻

Hi, my lovely! I feel this is a huge month for you, the closing and beginning of a cycle, an era, a chapter for you! You might be moving, finishing a course at school, quitting a job, changing/cutting out friends. Especially with moving, it's a great chance to get rid of some old things that you don't need anymore. A spring clean (belongings, 'friends', old habits, etc.) is needed for sure, and will help bring about this new beginning for you! If you're thinking of selling something, you'll be getting quite a lot for it! Your daily routine might be changing too, so if you've been thinking about incorporating a new habit (e.g. exercising, practicing a hobby, skincare routine, studying, etc.) then this will be an amazing thing to do too!

You might have been struggling recently about what to do next in life. Feeling a little lost and that things have been going at a snail's pace (same tbh). This new change is happening, through small steps in your daily routine is building the solid foundation that you need for the next big change which is happening sooner than you think. You'll be able to see your new direction by the end of the month.

You might even be getting a shortcut into a new career. For example, you've just finished your degree but not sure what to do with it, you've been applying to jobs and not heard anything back, but this month you'll hear back from a job and you'll be earning more than you thought you would! You might be winning some money too, be granted some money, but either way, your financial situation will look better and you'll even have some financial freedom. Much love! 💜✨

Someone you know is undependable and insincere

Strong emotion, passionate love or hate

Advice from a loyal friend

Increase your efforts if you want to achieve your goals

Solid foundation, success with effort

Thank you so much for reading this pac! I hope you enjoyed it! If you wish to have a personal tarot reading, please don't hesitate to reach out! Wishing you the very best, much love 🤍🪐💐

Paid Readings

[heavensage]

BRIEDE & GROOM PERSONA CHART OBSERVATIONS ♡

           check the chart that represents you as a husband or wife.

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sun-moon can shut down when things get difficult in their marriage if poorly aspected. they may need constant space and reassurance from their spouse. 

sun-venus can be heavily influenced by their spouse after marriage. this could help them grow even closer to their spouse, leading to less fights and disagreements.

sun-briede or groom can be the embodiment of a wife/husband if conjunct. they could know their spouse’s wants and needs without even trying.

sun in 9h can become more religious or spiritual after marriage. this could also influence their spouse to do the same if conjuncting venus.

moon-mars can find a common ground between their emotions and responsibility after marriage. they could enjoy feeling useful in their marriage.

moon in 2h or 4h can become homebodies after marriage. they could care a lot holding onto memories and personal assets.

mercury-mars can have difficulty voicing their needs to their spouse or taking charge in the marriage when necessary if poorly aspected.

mercury in 8h can emotionally open up more after marriage. they could show a new side of themselves that they repressed before.

mars in 6h can work harder after marriage. if sagittarius or aquarius is here though, they could be emotionally and physically distant from their spouse due to work.

jupiter in 2h can have more financial success after marriage. there will be many avenues to make money that weren't available to them before.

saturn in 11h can lose friends or have a hard time keeping up with friends after marriage. they may become less social and stick to themselves when going out.

saturn in cancer can learn to be more nurturing after marriage. they must be there more for their spouse and family on an emotional level.

pluto or uranus in 4h can move homes a lot after marriage. this could lead to a positive change in their lifestyle if well aspected.

5h can describe your parenting style and how you treat your children. ex: capricorn here can mean being a cold and strict parent as the child gets older.

chiron in 5h can have a difficult time transitioning into parenthood. their children could take up more of their time than they had expected.

uranus in 7h can be a couple that challenges traditional norms. their arrangement is odd but works for both of them. ex: an open marriage, living apart rather than together, etc.

briede or groom in 7h can have a romantic spouse that works hard to keep the marriage alive. if pisces is here though, their spouse could become very needy and oblivious when it comes to issues in the relationship.

venus in 12h can have a very private marriage to the point where no one knows anything about their relationship. this could lead to a lot of unnecessary speculation though.

north node in 1h can have a marriage that shapes them into the person they're meant to become. this could lead to a drastic physical transformation or a completely new outlook on life.

north node in 8h can have a marriage that feels karmic but destined. they could feel like them and their spouse are meant to be even before getting married.

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JUNO NOTES ♡

juno-mars can be the ones to pursue their spouse. when they set their eyes on someone, they will do everything in their power to get them. they could have control issues in their marriage.

juno-saturn can want a marriage that lasts a lifetime. they expect full commitment from their spouse and vice versa.

juno in taurus or capricorn can look for a spouse that holds traditional values. they want the picket white fence kind of married life.

juno in leo can want a spouse that they can idolize. they may prefer a luxurious married life over a simplistic one.

juno-asc can want a spouse that looks good on their arm. they usually prioritize physical attraction but not in a shallow way.

juno-chiron can want a marriage that makes them believe in love again. they could have been in toxic relationships in the past. they need a spouse that brings them back to life.

juno in libra can be obsessed with the idea of what a perfect spouse should be. they may fall in love easily and deeply with their spouse.

juno in sagittarius can somehow end up with a foreign spouse whether it was intentional or not. they may be attracted to the idea of getting married abroad.

[heavensage]

PART OF FORTUNE NOTES

pof-uranus can manifest reaching success. their luck comes unexpectedly but brings independence.

pof in aries can get the opportunities they deserve when they finally start to put their foot down. they don't handle disrespect well and that's what gets them far. they may do the best in careers that are physically demanding.

pof in 2h can find the most success when sticking to their talent and not shying away from praise. they save money to earn more money. they may have multiple sources of income and a strong moral compass.

pof-jupiter can be blessed for life without even lifting a finger. their luck expands with age.

pof in 5h can be spoiled and always get what they want. if they want something, they usually get it whether through others or by themselves. they may easily attract suitors when it comes to dating and are always someone's crush.

pof in virgo can feel at their best when helping others with their tasks. they may have to work harder than others to get recognition. they mostly tend to stay in good shape over time thanks to following a strict routine.

pof-saturn can find the most success after 25. they use what they've learned to make a sustainable profit.

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PICK A CARD

YOUR SECRET ADMIRERS

          for accuracy, close your eyes and take a deep breath before picking.

pile one

queen of pentacles, knight of cups, seven of wands

your secret admirers can be flamboyant in nature or be women. they could also be older than you and have some type of status, especially in their career. you may already know these people because you talk to them often but dating them seems like it's out of the conversation. you can view them as out of your league or incompatible with you in a romantic relationship. they usually seem down to earth and would be loyal to you. there's a need for them to take care of you. they don't mind making the first move, but only if you express mutual interest. they may fantasize about you two being a couple a lot. they can be a little flirty with you sometimes, but you're either oblivious to it or don't take it seriously. they could have many admirers themselves because of how charming they are, but they mostly only have eyes for you. they might be afraid of you rejecting them, so it will take a while for them to open up about their feelings directly. if you did reject them however, they would still try to be cordial with you to not cause unnecessary drama. if anyone questions their feelings for you, they can get defensive about it. they're afraid of burdening you with their feelings, so they keep them concealed, but not enough to give you a hint every once in a while. they may also fear their job and busy lifestyle getting in the way of your potential relationship. they could take what they do very seriously, so they don't want to end up having to choose between you and their career.

pile two

ten of cups, seven of cups, queen of cups rx

your secret admirers can be very delulu to the point of imagining your future kids. they could see you as wife/husband material and eagerly want the chance to make you theirs. the problem is you might view them childish or a tad bit out of it, so they feel like you will never take them seriously. they may be optimistic about you two ending up together though, so they're quite persistent in getting your attention. they can worry about you choosing someone else because you have options. they could literally dream about you and tell you about it. they have tons of dates already planned out in their head. they might be infatuated with a version of you they made up in their head rather than who you really are. you can be scared that they won't actually like you in the end, but you eventually realize that's their problem and not yours. if you reject them, they might not take it well at all. they could lash out at you for not returning their feelings, which shows they need some growing up to do. they may be younger than you or less experienced in love, so rejection feels like the end of the world to them. they could cling to you and have a hard time giving you space if you were in a relationship. they have a hard time practicing self-love and seek partners to heal them. a possible relationship wouldn't work out, and they can be slightly aware of that, but it won't stop them from chasing after you unless you set some hard boundaries. even if they start hating you, they will still like you.

pile three

ace of swords, page of pentacles, the emperor

your secret admirers can be people you just met and don't know all that well. they may radiate masculine energy or be men who are very intelligent. if they want a relationship with you, they know that they need to have their shit together. they make their intentions clear and pursue you with nothing but love in their hearts. they could enjoy having conversation with you, even if you don't talk much. they usually learn something new from you and vice versa every time you come together, which they really appreciate. they can be in college or have a degree. don't be surprised if one day they end up confessing to you because they don't hide their feelings well. they're ambitious individuals and usually want to provide for you in the relationship. they want to work on building a strong foundation in your connection first, so they can be traditional and hold spiritual or religious beliefs. they have a clear vision of what they want out of your relationship and won't be ashamed of hiding it. they might have authority over you or even have children from a previous relationship, so the idea of dating you sounds risky. you may not think it will work between you two because of these factors, but they will reassure you and protect you from any scrutiny about it. they can be worried about rejection and leave you guessing their feelings unintentionally. if you reject them though, they will take it very well and respect your wishes in hopes of not making things awkward afterwards.

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[plushiepriestess]

LOVE LIFE TAROT GAME

Hey everyone! I’m Whimsy! Today’s my first day starting my tarot blog. As a welcome gift to myself and those who’ll join, i decided to make a love life tarot game!!

What you may ask about:

- You may ask me anything regarding your love life, whether it’s about a crush, secret admirer, ex, situationship, 18+ questions (non-boundary crossing), future spouse, love life guidance and etc.

(Any gender/sexuality is free to ask as well!)

Rules:

1. Follow my blog.

2. Reblog this post.

3. Send your initials, including of those you’re including in your question.

3. If you’re asking 18+ question, please avoid lying about your age.

4. Clarify your sexual orientation/preference, as well as your pronouns and those in your question.

5. If you’d like a more in depth reading, feel free to chat to me in my DM’s. (This will be a paid reading, not a free reading!!)

[angelbabykaali]

pick your pile cutie patootie. take what resonates, never force a reading to fit for you. i love you guys, stay safe ᥫ᭡ ₊⊹ˑ

who they are? ᥫ᭡ ₊⊹ˑ

Why am I getting that this is somebody who is the type to avoid conflict. (people have weird perceptions of them) I don't understand why it's coming through like this, but I felt like I was just reading them wrong. Seeing the side that everyone is seeing but I wanted it to be more personalized for you group one. This is your person you know. That also leads me to believe that the attention they get (bc that message just kept coming out heavy, they get a lot of attention but not really from the people they want, or it's just from weirdos, people that project onto them) I feel like they may struggle with that. Their self doubt, getting trapped in their own thoughts, I was just getting that it's too much at once. Too much shit coming at them.

That could be what's happening with them currently or in the future, or past, the timing is just unpredictable for this. (All readings are timeless, it's why I don't focus on the timing that much I'm sorry :/ ) I feel like they're very popular. A lot of people see them, more than they may even see themselves too. It just felt like a performance, wherever they frequent, a space they're in and they get lots of attention. It's seems like they can't be who they want to be. Struggling with their own inner self, I feel like they have some sort of influence on people. They could be a fire sign. I'm not gonna push this away but why do I feel like people are jealous of this person, they have this go getter, fast paced energy about them. I think they could be impulsive but not reckless. Similar to the fool, they're open to experiencing new things. I'm gonna go back to another thing sticking out. Within their workplace, I feel that's where most of the attention comes from. Whatever they may do, they're very passionate about it.

They get their shit done, feels like a jack of all trades. Another thing, that's why jelaous eyes and envious people peek out. People fuck with this person because of their achievements. I feel like they may just be trying to find their own way in this life, making it happen for themselves. There's a big ass pep in their step, they could be an overachiever and ppl could see that as them being obnoxious and a show off. Opportunities may come to them easily, or they go after it with confidence. Their confidence is very strong. This is so fucking weird but "your persons hot dude!" I said it but other people could say that too. Their energy is so go go go! So extroverted and big! They could be big. In whatever way that may mean. They just take up space, people really love to fucking watch them. As I'm getting into it, it just feels so RAAAAHHHH! VERY CHAOTIC! you can't really tie this person down, reminding me of a lion. (imagery was a hungry lion, that fierce look, their teeth sharp, movements are calculated and quick) YES! I know I'm all over the place but the fire is just strong! Wherever in their chart, just pay attention to the fire placements,and- okay it just came through, fire and water, but I was thinking of air.

It could just be a whole mix of the three. But the fire signs are strong, Aries, Leo, Saggitarius! I think I said it earlier about them not wanting to upset people, see that's why the front was up. Whatever their profession is,theyre very successful with it and seem to get both praise and backlash, which makes a lot of sense now. People probably fall too hard for this person, getting lost in the illusion, the front they have put up, earlier it came out, but them getting into weird connections with others, immature superficial people, if you understand what I'm saying. Authenticity seems to be something they're searching for. I feel like this is someone people project their fantasies onto. When they give love, it's serious, but I just get that people like to use them, like an emotional ego boost (does this make sense omg : ,))) that damn card kept popping out, about the energy they may exude, which says "daddy" lol but NAUR! they exude that, they could be older or just more mature than people think for their age. They're put together, they got their shit together you know, so stable but chaotic it’s so funny.

I feel they may find peace in relationships, where emotional intimacy is strong, where they can let their guard down with someone. they’re in love with love but they need to be aware of the people they entertain. just being more aware of their surroundings, understanding that not all company is good company. people could be easy to fall into this obsessive energy with them. i feel they may need better boundaries, with themselves and others. understand that it’s okay to slow down, take their time. that side of them seems to come out with their lovers though. no one can really hold this person down, remember what i said about making their own way. that’s where i feel people misunderstand them, thinking that they’re just the type to rush and not think, but behind closed doors they’re in their fucking head, they don’t mind the challenge but it also gets to a point. red could be their color. or that’s their aura. relating to that color, the passion, drive, ambition, determination to get what they want, desire, pain, conflict. CRAZY ASS MARTIAN ENERGY OMG :,) (i apologize if this is chaotic, but i feel that explains them so well, can’t seem to stick to one specific thing, a russian doll that keeps going, never ending, you think you know something about them, then you find out even more information about this person. “shuffling through pretty faces” the exterior of others, they’re trying to find the one for them but keep getting met with people who aren’t who they say they are. only wanting to be with them for some ulterior motive, this person is so interesting, they act like they don’t give a fuck and they probably don’t, but then those weird fearful, anxious inducing thoughts creep in. i feel their faith really drives them, unwavering as they’d say it. i don’t think anyone can break that within them. king of swords and king of wands, that’s just them.

what you’ll love about them? ᥫ᭡ ₊⊹ˑ

when they’re focused on something i feel they may like to get the little extra steps out the way in the beginning. anything that might distract them, making sure their focus isn’t interrupted, even if it may be minor, like eating a meal before they have to put their energy into a project. i feel that’s something you’re gonna love the most because that’s pertaining to you when you guys spend quality time together. compared to their chaotic life and all the events going on outside of your relationship. i really feel like you’re going to love the slower pace with them, spending time with your person even when they want to be “alone”. alone, quiet time with you, everything shatters, every guard, the front, the barrie that’s up, it’s all with you where they let that shit go. something here is extremely mutual. i just went a bit crazy spazzing about all the things you both will love about each other. yes it’s what you’ll love about them, but you accepting them for who they are and how they let their vulnerabilities show with you, is them falling deeper in love with you. “scorned lover” came out in the section above as well, i may have forgotten to put it, but that was their energy, people doing them wrong. but i feel like they’re overcoming this fear with you. your patience, their patience. talking to each other with no biases, no judgements. the two of you being extremely transparent together. they seem to always be guarded even maybe a bit with you too, but they’re safe, safe with you. i feel like you guys will really love their inner strength. their resilience, you see them more than what others see, the side of them that nurtures themself, self care.

i wanted to say this “their relationship with who they are” you’re going to love seeing how they overcome their own fears, pushing through the “what ifs”, how they may spiral internally. i feel like you’re going to love how new it feels, the both of you experiencing stability within a relationship, learning together and balancing yourselves, not giving all of yourself away. remaining autonomous even when you’re in a commitment, respecting each others individuality. i feel like you’re going to love how they show you love and take care of you, same as how you’ll take care of them. the energy is very reciprocal, no one is being left out. your understanding of their authentic self. OMG. something came out earlier too! it was about “i think you might be my soulmate” the connection bringing those deep ass feelings of “YES THIS IS REAL, WERE REALLY MEANT TO BE” almost like a shock, that you guys crossed paths with each other, they are apart of your soul tribe…..i feel like it’s meant to be “i see you, you see me” seeing past that bubble, the shallow bubble, you ACTUALLY understanding their personality and all of their weird, quirky characteristics.

even when you both have disagreements and argue, they’re still there, not letting stuff like that affect your relationship. loving how you see their commitment to you, their loyalty. i feel like you’re also gonna love how they reassure you (side message: you may make them NERVOUS, so damn jittery and anxious hehe, but that could just be them as a person too, naturally sensitive to energy, and there was a lot pointing towards their faith, their belief system is strong, trusting themselves and god/the divine/ the universe etc.) you could be someone who may doubt some connections because of past experiences. they’re real love, they do exist, it’s not a joke, this person loves you. maybe at some point you may trick yourself and start thinking that their love isn’t real for you, but it’s not even like that. they want to take care of you, they’re making that choice, they chose you! no matter how much attention they get, their attention is on you. you matter the most to them. why do i just feel you two will heal some of this through sex. emotionally intimate together while also being physically intimate. i feel like you’re both gonna learn and understand how to let go, seeing how they let go can influence you. loving how they express their love with you. i did mention the vulnerability up above, sharing your secrets with them. all of this will take time, but i feel it’s the process, the journey of you two becoming more comfortable with each other. i feel you may get drained from giving too much, even when you want to say no, your independence taking a toll on you. and then here’s your person, wanting to take that load off of you, i feel like you’re going to admire this so much, their patience but also want to take the lead with you. letting you rest. “i got it baby/sweetie” i did say that out loud earlier too (istg i need to make a youtube channel and just let yall hear me when i read these cards HAHAHA 💀) but i was like “awwww you’re their baby” and their baby loves the confidence, the assertiveness, how structured your person is. it may even turn you on, just like everyone else but with you it’s different. bc you’re seeing it up close, personally, bc it’s towards YOU! their close loved ones. letting this person take care of your needs. idk why but i have to say it again you matter!! you are here for a reason.

you guys may spend some time apart as well, just short separation but in this, they may have spicy videos you guys took to look at. it could be bc they’re very busy, i mean their daily life seems extremely chaotic. fast paced. some more things:

-how they express their love to you, i feel like it cuts through that wall you put up.

-even though their work life may be extremely busy and stressful, you love how they still make time for you, always reassuring you even if it may feel a bit much at times.

-loving how they never leave you guessing, you understand their motives and what they want

-how they lose control with you, you both break down each others guards.

-quiet dates together, ALONE, i have to make that clear. the two of you spending quality time together.

-personal pet names you both have for each other, doesn’t matter how cheesy they may seem, they’re cute to the both of you

-seeing their goofy side, being comfortable enough to be a true weirdo with you. i feel like they’re gonna make u laugh a lot.

-loving how they know you’re the perfect match for them, it feels right.

-how you’re always on their mind, your person and their obsession w you 🙄 (put that emoji bc i feel like they lowkey play it off)

-this freaked out side of them that loves seeing you naked in their camera roll, u already knowwwww ahhaha!! but yes i feel they love watching the videos and pics, it could make u shy hehe..

okay i can go ONNNNNNN but i gotta leave it here you guys. i’m honestly interested in the sexual side of this connection too (NOT TO BE WEIRD LMFAO) but their passion for you. as you’ve seen, this person has a lot of energy within them and i feel like it’d be fun going into that side for you guys and how they behave with you, how YOU affect them. anyways i hope that wasn’t too out of place. the reading took a lot outta me hehe. but it was fun to dive into. ily bye guys!!! take care of yourself <3333

who they are? ᥫ᭡ ₊⊹ˑ

could have heavy sag placements or their jupiter placement n aspects to those are very strong in their chart. i feel like your person really wants to be free from something right now.

they could be someone who’s a public speaker, or they’re in a position of power where they have to talk, not casual talk though, more professional, where they use all those big words you know. but before we get into who they are i feel like they want to tell you a message now. currently they’re not feeling okay, i was just getting this heavy ass feeling, genuinely how someone would feel in the four of cups “why tf am i even trying” or like “why do i even fucking care, i’m over it” and i feel it’s because of a relationship they were in. they could currently be coming out of or are experiencing a tower moment between them and someone else. but i genuinely feel like it’s love. whatever the dynamic was, this person wasn’t getting enough back from someone. they don’t even seem mad towards this, it’s very sad actually. a lot of fucking grief, i feel like something may have been taken away from them, some sort of partnership with someone, they could’ve been used for their finances/what they can offer other people. feeling like they’re being used by this person. may have come as a shock to them, wayyyyy outta left field, i feel like they didn’t expect this from that person or situation.

i’m getting heavy regret, they’re going through a tough time emotionally. (send your love out to them 🥹) i feel like they’re already going to be madly in love with you, this message from them, opening up to let you know what’s going on. (i feel that may be something you’ll love about them a lot, how they trust you and tell you what’s going on, no secrets) i was going to dive deep into who they are but i just got redirected, tell you how they’re feeling. i feel like this caused an awakening within them, they’ve realized a lot, revelations, it just feels deeply spiritual. taking time to just rest, step back, remove themself from the drama even. even if they may not feel it, their persistence and will to move forward is nothing to take lightly, that’s them still trying. apart of who they are as well, yes all of this is fucking with them internally, like the knife going deeper into a wound. but they’re determined, even though it seems like something or people/a person is trying to get into their psyche and just crush their drive, the natural motivation they have, they’re still moving forward. i feel it’s so quiet though. as expansive and big their persona is, it’s like they’re processing all of this quietly, keeping certain information to themselves. i feel like they’re more in their head, and they don’t really have anyone around them they can express this to, but it’s coming through to YOU in this reading…i feel like they know, know you’re out there.

i feel like even though they may be looking over this entire thing from a newer perspective, they can’t give up on themselves. knowing that they have to pull through, move through it, it could even help them look at other opportunities, leading them to better options. so interesting how the cups came out, 4,5,6,7 of cups….. them moving through each motion, why does it feel like the stages after you figure out some earth shattering information. feeling indifferent to it, acting as if they don’t care and then realizing that the feelings they’ve been pushing away, aren’t going to go away with avoidance. i feel they’ve been taking their time with their healing. but that guard is UPPPP! something made them more aware, probably made them more cutthroat, snippy even.

even if this person doesn’t believe in the intuitive concept and following their gut more than logic, somehow they still listen to their gut. understanding the choices they make. i really feel like they’re someone people go to for answers. the way they solve issues, having a solution to difficult situations. i’m getting that same vibe again, where we all understand who they are, the leader, the giver, the provider, the mature one. i feel they want to break free from that perception people have of them. they have this status to them, but it’s like a prince not wanting to be the next king. he just wants to run away with his princess. to be free of responsibility, it could get to them a lot, having to be the problem solver. exploring their horizon, knowing that there’s more for them out there. similar to someone tired of office politics, the professionalism, wanting to just LET IT GO! be free and soaring in the sky. this could be them wanting to travel too, see a different environment, could be bored of their current surroundings. this person loves to learn and explore, living life through experiences. the type of person that isn’t scared of trying new things, even if someone is side eyeing them. an open minded person in a rigid environment. maybe that’s why they wanted to get that message out above. hoping you would understand them. also someone who likes to be outside with their person, experiencing life with you, not doing it alone.

i feel like as they explore with their lovers, they understand that through this, the relationship can grow deeper. this person is seeking something. “i want something new!” i feel like they’re in the energy of “enough with the damn political mumbo jumbo” like TALK ABOUT SOMETHING ELSE. they’re very good at that type of communication but your soulmate here is kinda sick of it. because of the front you have to put up, this mask. it’s like they’re near those people who don’t really communicate w a bit of humility. too conservative almost, or it’s just that. but they’re not giving up, just taking time to focus on themselves again. listening to their inner voice, the calm one that makes rational and positive decisions. “i can’t complain, this is my personal life, my professional life” i feel like they’re very calculated with the way they communicate their struggles to people. careful with how they come across. (ear was ringing during this section, very rare for that to happen to me lol)

what you’ll love about them? ᥫ᭡ ₊⊹ˑ

okay so i genuinely feel like a main main! reason why you’ll love them so much is because they spoil the fuck out of you. i was getting slightly turned on I KNOW LMFAO! that’s all yall though so don’t shoot the messenger, but with them giving to you i feel like other people see this and automatically want to take from you. then there was this thing about them getting kinda mad over that. some sort of conflict here but then it was also hot in a way?! i feel like they just turn you on naturally with how they take the lead with you. they’re your emperor. they don’t fuck around and i said the same fucking thing when i started your pile too, pile two 😼 i was saying “this person don’t play” LMFAO THAT ONE MEME of binky barnes on tiktok (iykyk 💀)

i feel pretty bad but do you guys get taken advantage of, some people thinking that they can just use you and your good soul. i feel like you guys may have a hard time telling people no, knowing when to assert yourself, the anger and conflict can even be directed towards yourself, but you don’t have to take on these burdens. it’s so weird bc i was saying that they could be helping you let go, learn how to walk away from shit that’s draining you. something that’s just not worth it, almost like empty noise. there’s someone here who’s very hard on themselves, it could be you or them but i’m getting it’s you too. they’re coming off as this protective, fierce warrior. someone who’s been walking through the dragons lair/den, whatever you want to call it. but they know what it’s like to be there in that same position you may be in when you come together with them (hell no am i wishing negativity onto you, but read this as you struggling with something mentally, even maybe physical, but this period is you learning how to be more confident. self assurance…understanding that it’s okay to say no even when you feel guilty.)

i genuinely feel like they’re seeing this about you, how you may even berate and bring yourself down, but the love for them is there because of their patience with you. offering you stability, i feel like they just want to give you a lot, you’re really reserved. i can see the way your emotions may fluctuate and just shift rapidly. another thing here is them wanting to offer you a place to land. it could be them wanting to move in and live together with you. or just pampering you, taking care of you, being physically there for you. if past people have rushed you and made you feel insignificant for your feelings, that’s not them at allllll! someone meeting you where you’re at, when you’re feeling out of sorts and overwhelmed, they’re not gonna meet you with conflict and the whole blame game. i feel like you’re going to love how PATIENT they are, i’m talking about someone who’s not going to sit there with lingering aggression, annoyed bc you may have a hard time opening up. heck no! “we’ll get through this together” if you need silence, they can and will give that to you, but you won’t feel like it’s silence where they leave you to deal with it. no, it’s the kind of silence where they know to give you silent reassurance. it’s where physical touch comes in. holding you, stroking you, caressing and cuddling you. how you’d soothe a fussy baby haha…

your soulmate understanding the way you express your pain, sitting in it with you. doing all they can to make you smile, bringing happiness into your world. even when the two of you part, their mind is on you, being able to snuggle you. seems like a major love language for them and you too, yes it can lead to sex but majority of the time this is them just wanting to be near you, holding you, physical touch. seeing past all your perceived flaws, you guys may have trust issues. i feel like you’re going to love how they open you up more, making you feel safe, that’s the biggest thing here. understanding consent together, healthy boundaries, i feel like yes you may be learning it together but this could also be really new for you as well. i feel like you’d love how they kiss your “flaws”, it could make you really emotional, clam up a bit. they just want you to loosen up, let go with them, dancing together even if you don’t know what you’re doing. it’s the enjoyment of being together, silly and carefree. i feel like you need this love, it’s quite sad, im gonna cry ….. i can relate to the extreme trust issues and im just feeling that for you guys pile. it may take you a minute to open up to them but you’re really going to love their pacing, how they won’t force you to say something you’re not comfortable with. they’re so respectful love. no matter what those negative thoughts may try and gaslight you into believing, your person isn’t going anywhere.

you’re also going to love the fuck out of how you’ve found your home with them, it could be your own dream home together but also the feeling of being at home with your lover. they’re your sanctuary, a place where you’re allowed to be yourself. you can always be yourself around them. that may make you anxious but again, the steadiness, they won’t give up on you :,). they love your weird lil personality, even if you think you’re cringe or whatever, nah nah nah, cut it out. this person is very fucking possessive, you’re all theirs, oh my goodness! are they making that clear love. “i can’t keep my smile hidden around you, you light up my world baby” then xavier from love and deepspace pops out. the main character in that game is literally his soulmate, his light, that’s what he calls her “my light” their story is very precious tbh. he’s also very patient with her as well, he’s the type to really keep to himself, but if anyone messes with her, he’d do anything in his power to protect his girl. similar to your man LMFAO IM SORRY, your person 😭 didn’t i also mention prince to king or something and xavier is a prince, who rly didn’t want to be a king LOL 💀 he didn’t like how corrupt it was. this is wild, if you want, go ahead and just learn about his character, very complex and deep backstory. but that’s what i feel like you’ll really love about them the most, how they take their time with you, “you’re doing okay”

i feel like you’d also love how they can see you the lil “innocent” front you put up too, they want to see all of you, 18+ message i know but it did pop out in the beginning lmfao 💀😭 something about the way they’re going to pleasure ur butt omg! talking about don’t act all shy n don’t hide away from me. it’s so interesting bc that energy was popping out in the beginning too, how dominant and confident they are, but it’s that cool confidence, hehe they got that swagger to them, yall find this mf sexy okay HAHAHA! i feel you may love the way he carries himself OMFG, i keep saying he! they!! im sorry u guys. similar to xavier again, he has that quiet confidence, man just does whatever tf he wants lol, beating to his own drum. did i mention xavier is very possessive as well OMG I KEEP BRINGING THIS CHARCATER UP 😭 but it all makes so much sense!! you’re the empress and this person is the emperor. it’s like they get off on the fact that they please you, spoil you, when you let them take care of youuuuuu! letting your guard down, not in the mindset of you having to “do it all” bc with them you really don’t. they want to help you. “i am yours, you’re mine” 🥹😀 i hope u guys understand heehee lol, they wanna make u as happy as u make them boo, you are such a bright light in their world, pretty ass galaxy of stars. your connection may be very cosmic as well, connecting deeper, through spirituality.

an affirmation for you guys should be “my heart is open to receiving sweet love. i am safe and protected.” this person is like your protector, a natural alpha, not that cringey bullshit you see all over the internet. also i feel they may want children with you as well. take what resonates!

i hope you guys enjoyed and please take care of yourself, im dead serious. your person wants you to, i want you to, spirit wants you to, everyone hehe, YOU MATTER! your existence matters!!! <333 ily mwah!

before any damn message here’s one clear one to just remember: yall do not take them seriously at all, the trust here has been broken…you may have trusted them at some point but now you’re just indifferent to this, take it how it resonates but that energy wouldn’t go away, this pile is not lovey dovey at all and it’s very sad to see how this fuckin person is acting but whatever.

(just my dumb message to yall, but they need to step it the fuck up, i feel like you just want to cut them off but you’re holding on)

you’re just done w the emotional immaturity. you want them to heal, you see the potential but they’re fucking avoidinggggggggg omg i wanna spiritually slap some sense into this person. i’ll calm down now….im sorry if some of these messages are not what you wanna hear. but u sure do need to hear em. it may seem negative but it’s just this person’s avoidant ass, they’re very insecure, idk why, they get a lot of attention but see again. external validation does not fix what’s broken inside of you, they need to work through that shit.

spotlight by lil peep, feels like the whole song is a message tbh…(feeling like they don’t deserve you and you’d be better off with someone else, i’m so sick of- haaa 🥲😀🥲😀) they’re genuinely acting like a fucking fool, and it’s funny bc that card was prevalent too.

“you deserve more than what you’ve been given”

who they are? ᥫ᭡ ₊⊹ˑ

“bout their shmoney” extremely focused on their finances currently, building something for themselves. very hard worker.

i feel like they’re trying to find the light at the end of their own damn tunnel. yall seem to know this person and if you don’t that’s completely fine. but they’re just reminiscing, missing, feeling dejected. this person needs to figure it the fuck out, not to be rude but i just feel this simmering anger within them. and they need to let it out, i don’t understand what is making them believe that keeping this frustrating feeling locked up inside of them will help. all it’s doing is festering and i feel like this is connected to my other PAC about “who’s thinking about you”

it’s kind of irritating me, i don’t like putting my own personal bias into these readings but this person is just annoying me. i have to be honest rn. anyways only reason that’s sticking out is because they feel like a performer. like some imaginary person is controlling them and they’re the ventriloquist doll. the dummy, they could feel like a dumbass rn, but yk…..

let me not feed into that negative shit and just be straight up with you guys. they know you, you know them, but they’re just hesitant, scared, avoiding the elephant in the damn room which is their emotions. currently it seems like they’re surrendering themselves and taking time to go into hermit mode, i feel like they miss you and may think back on what you two had but they’re not saying this. the energy is just scary dude, and to ignore those spooky scary feelings, they drown themselves in work, but they could also be doing really well in that space too. maybe at this time theyre trying to shape their reality into something that they’ll feel content in. as they focus on their physical stability, they could be jumping at new opportunities landing in their lap. idk why but this could be YOUR energy, the anger “make up your damn mind” i feel like you’re kind of fed up with the shit. people behaving like this with you. it’s so fucking weird, they’re building something for themselves right but you’re in the back of their mind, thinking of offering you something different this time or even coming back with softer energy. this can also come off as them wanting you to surrender your past feelings and maybe give them another chance to try again with you.

they’re in work mode right now. self-sufficiency, taking care of their physical needs-

i had to cut it off because i kind of felt very sad for your side. you’re in the mode of trying something again and beginning some sort of new project for yourself, whether it may be you trying something new with your finances, your physical life as well, there’s just this new feeeling again. even with the way you communicate with people. not putting up with the bullshit again, i feel like your vision is getting more clear, you’re starting to understand what you want for yourself. but then underneath what you’re masking, you’re fucking hurt. it’s very depressing and i hope yall aren’t hard on yourself regarding this but i feel like you guys think this person does not give a fuck about you. like they just let you go and forgot all about you. even if you can’t seem to walk away emotionally and it’s still running through your mind. you pretend. it’s hurting you and you care a hell of a lot but you’re not letting yourself feel it, maybe it’s too painful to think about and i’m really sorry pile 3, i swear the emotions are extremely heavy and i just wanna “crash out”, break down, scream, cry. i think that’s okay for you guys though, letting yourself feel it, cry about it, it’s okay. you guys are like the queen on swords. heavy in that energy, and there’s a good reason to be fed up when you’re so used to seeing the same old shit within people. many readers like to say that it’s you but i’m not doing that bullshit to you guys, because everyone knows what the fuck they’re doing, people are making choices every day and you understand this about humans. you understand that they’re making the choice to be silent and ignore you. that’s why you’re just like “whatever man, do i even fucking care” but you do. you’re so conflicted with your own feelings love. and it’s understandable, especially if they just left you in the dark. anyways i’m gonna stop rambling and jus get into the rest of their characteristics and we’ll see what comes out in the next section. they’re your “soulmate” but they feel like a distant memory, something that’s fading away. that’s what you may think though. “i don’t know what’s real and what’s fake” i’m genuinely sending a lot of love out to yall !!!! 🤍🪽

anyways the rest about who they are, i feel like you already know but just for some who may still be a bit iffy about this person. i feel weird even going into the next section about what you’ll love about them bc it seems like you lowkey hate them or are just frustrated with them. but we’ll see.

cutting through their fake ass exterior they’re putting out to others, i get what you see, what the divine is seeing, i don’t like pretenders so the way they’re trying to come off and manipulate the damn reading.. that’s why it was pissing me off bc i can feel the underlying feelings underneath all of this shit and it’s just crazy how there’s two diff sides to them. they’re isolating, first of all they’re not doing as good as they seem. whatever they try to portray to other people, it’s a damn facade, yes they may be someone people just gravitate towards and look at and admire, whatever. but deep down this person seeks that shit out, external validation bc it seems like they can’t do that for themselves. not to be an asshole but i have to say it. i also feel that angry feeling is them too. it’s seems like they’re sick of their own shit but can’t figure out what to do or what they want. you’re running out of patience and they’re taking too much time to “figure it out” i’m not trying to seem like things need to be rushed between the two of yall but it just seems so fucking unnecessary. something is screaming “THEYRE RIGHT THERE” but they’re being a coward. i feel like that’s why it’s also hurting your feelings. feeling like you wasted your time in some way. i feel like they just want to give up on life, there’s no passion, no drive, it’s just bleh. they could be feeling that way too, past the facade, it’s just “whatever” the two of you could be mirroring each other with that. “i just don’t fucking care” jeez, it’s like it’s shifting to an enemy to lover…..like it’s breaking your trust.

i think the focus for them right now is just to suffocate themselves working and building their career. :/

what you’ll love about them? ᥫ᭡ ₊⊹ˑ

okayyyyyy….im trying to get what you’ll love about them but the energy is so blocked off. like i can’t really tell you, im gonna try but the energy is just depressing as fuck, so damn sad, and i’m really sorry pile 3. i don’t understand why the whole connection is like this but maybe u should try seeing how you guys will even come together, if that’s a possibility?? you’re just closed off, they seem closed off. no one seems open to trying anything or maybe one person is and the other person is oblivious idk. the feelings are…

i feel like you’re going to love how they finally grow the balls and actually confess how they feel towards you. you seem to know, the whole world seems to know but they’re still second guessing shit. once they figure out their emotions, actually fess up and stop fucking playing around with themselves. this pile seems like my group that loves confident people, someone who doesn’t need to seek validation from everyone to feel secure within themselves. bc that’s not real security. you’re not going to chase them, quite frankly i feel like you’re more receptive to people who can match your energy and the both of you do match each other, they’re just taking a while to grasp this concept. i feel like you’re going to admire them as soon as they make that move. some sort of completion within their own life. i feel like you’re sick of being deceived, your intuition is at an all time high so u can just smell bullshit.

loving how they quit denying their feelings. you see their potential and want them to see it for themselves too, to stop seeking it from random fucking people and to actually own their CONFIDENCE. i feel so bad being mean about their cowardice but it’s just getting old. it may not be old to them but to you it is. i feel like you recognize all the patterns relating to that too. they need to come correctly or just don’t come at all. you don’t want them wasting your time. i feel like you’re going to love how they come after you, expressing themselves and actually putting in effort instead of being all talk with you. you’re used to the talking and the failed attempts at long term relationships. you’re clear about what it is that you want so when they figure it out for themselves too i feel you may really admire this within them. you’re going to make sure you come first always. but you also will love how they’ll start putting themselves first too. taking the fucking mask off, being who they are. ending the fake ass front they put up. when they finally let go. not make such a big deal out of the most ridiculous things.

when they start being more emotionally mature, being more open with their heart. when they start accepting their feelings for you. (please don’t wait around for this person, focus on you in the meantime, i feel like it just pisses you guys off when you think about this deeply, bc i feel YOU feel that they’re making it worse, they’re the ones stalling and you’re already open, you always come into connections being yourself, clear with your intentions.) they need to set boundaries, stop being a people pleaser, just growing up, it sounds so harsh but it’s the truth. you have such clear and real intentions and them fucking around with that is like an insult to you guys, it’s very weird. loving the fuck outta them even more when they stop talking and start doing. their words matching up with their actions or the other way around , either way, just them being more assertive, CONFIDENT! REAL NATURAL FKIING CONFIDENCE. none of that arrogant shit dude. no, when they actually act like an emperor. you’re not here to baby nobody and you know this. you’ve done enough of that. i feel like it’s time for you to start receiving sweet love, it should’ve always been like that for you and maybe you never got to experience it fully. it was always like a clip, a short time lived. but you deserve to feel this wholeheartedly from someone who isn’t second guessing and playing the doubt game when it comes to you.

this reading threw me for a loop and i really feel bad for yall mostly. yeah yeah yeah, about this person and their healing but YOU my love, you are allowed to be firm with those boundaries, never settle for less, or even settling for someone who half asses their feelings for you, fuck that shit. idk why im ranting in this pile and telling yall this but just make sure this mf comes correct. i don’t want yall getting into no weird ass unrequited love bs, you’re not meant for that and you understand this. keep being strong with your boundaries and what you want. if they can’t meet you then that’s them. you’re not here to mold someone into who you want them to be. they need to fucking meet you, match you, be as emotionally open and expressive like you. bc i can see yall love hard but are selective. i just wish this person, your soulmate could fucking get this through their stubborn ass head. for all we know their own spirit guides could be a bit annoyed w them and their weird ass actions, “JUST BE HONEST, TF IS WRONG W YOU” screaming at them. idk why they’re so damn avoidant but they need to work through that.

i hope i didn’t piss yall off omg! this pile was heavy and really fucking depressing, i’m having mixed feelings, the whole thing here is just conflicting. like they need to get it together. you can drown out the noise for only so long. and i feel like they’re going to have a rude awakening with that too. we all need to understand that bottling up our emotions does nothing good for the soul. we have to vent and get it out. could be hard for them to even look at their shadow. but it’s inevitable :////

you’re too perfect to them in their eyes and they feel it may be hard to please you. and you just want to love on them. jfc…..they’re real but shy. wtf is going on?!?! that’s the secret thing too, THIS MF IS OBSESSED WITH YOU. oh yeah they’re playing games, like why are you pretending buddy. OMG LISTEN TO THIS SONG, battitude by twice!!! this is giving you that attitude but for a valid reason, saying the things they wanna do but aren’t putting in any effort or movement. so fucking slow like a turtle omg…like they’re dragging their feet but they’re possessive and want you to themselves. nuh uh, not until they make it clear to you. remember this baby!!! please!!! they’re claiming you as there’s but they need to sit down for a minute and realize what they need to address, uhm their damn feelings. even if you don’t wait for them, they’ll wait for you. I NEED TO STOP READING OMG! this pile is so damn weird. 😀🫩

i don’t care to dive deep into these short ones bc of everything coming out but the more spicy side of this to maybe lighten the mood (you both may heal through that as well, raunchy, make up sex, where everything comes out) :

-somnophilia (touching/pleasuring you while youre sleeping/napping, with consent of course hello!!!!)

-it’s not just for shits and giggles, i’m real about you

-ice cream dates, just taking you out

-i only want to be with you! (i’m here) [they need to fucking act like it or this will be them in the future, making it clearer]

-fuck that attitude right out of you (i feel like you’d roll your eyes at that 💀 yall seem so cutthroat as if it’s “all talk barely any action” you intimidate them lol)

-i really want to slap that ass (giving punishment kink lmfao idk…putting u in your place GIRL BYE!! freaked the fuck out for you but scared 🤥)

-marriage proposal

-you got that bomb ass 🐱

-edging

-got some thangs i wanna do to you

-daddies nasty lil wh0re/sl*t (LMFAO THEYRE- 😭)

YES U SCARE THEM LMFAO 💀 you’re a bad ass bitch yes, and i mean that with the most praise, ppl fake that, YOU DON’T! baddies are clear and firm with their boundaries, who they let up in their energy, that is you my love!!! you’re not a yes man/woman/person and you don’t want that shit around you either…

i love you guys and please love yourself harder than anyone else, let your person love on you hard too! i feel like for this pile, it’s better when they’re more into you than you them, if that makes sense. someone who actually shows up for you! and they express it too! YOU DESERVE TO BE LOVED LOUDLY IDFC!!!! if they can’t do that then they need to fucking go…enough said. I LOVE YOU <3

END OF READING THX & GRATITUDE₊˚ෆ

this took me all day yall and im not mad at it, i was good and took my breaks in between but all of y’all’s soulmates are so interesting heheheheheh!!!! very intense reading for each pile, but i mean this is your soulmate babe….the one i guess you could say. don’t come at me pile 3, i know how hard that shit is to hear. just in general though, take some time to be with yourself if any of these kind of upset you guys. the journey isn’t easy but it’s worth the challenge. who knows what’ll happen. i just want to wish the best to each pile. they all seem so intense and rooted in such deep love. every pile is cosmic and ethereal. theses feelings are there for a reason. it’s love. and love makes so many people act out in the most weirdest ways. thank u for reading and trusting me to read for you. ooooooooweeeee it was a lot but i liked diving in like this >.< have a great day/night/evening <3 …. kaali (ᐢ⸝⸝>̶̥̥̥᷄ ·̫ <̶̥̥̥᷅⸝⸝ᐢ)꜆꜄ᰔᩚ