vent

If you even think you know me, back off, I don't want you here

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how do I make my burns equal the amount of pain I'm causing you?

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oh my god I’m at a net 800 I’m going to have a fucking panic attack

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this is shaping up to be a bit of a metabolism day

[rainystarsx]

i want to be someone different

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looked up my starting bmi ⭐️⭐️❤️❤️❤️💖💖🌸💓💖💓💓💖💐💐✨✨✨ guess who used to be clinically obese ⭐️⭐️💖✨❤️💓🌸💓✨⭐️🌸❤️💖

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I’m so tired

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would it be weird if I burned over an old one

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I genuinely do not know how to cope with the hair loss it’s gotten so much worse

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I want to burn so badly but I can’t do it because my moms friend is staying over and her daughters things are in my room and I can’t do that in the same room as her little doll it feels so wrong

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i feel like it would be kinda weird if I posted pictures anyways unless it was right after when they start blistering bcs when they calm down they look like little hearts (not sure how I managed that)

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dont even feel like putting bandaids on it anymore, I hope it hurts

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I wish I was pretty and skinny enough that I don’t feel embarrassed to even go out in public

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what if I just like

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pretty sure I got away with only having coffee and grapes

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wait this is perfect I can say I just ate while they were gone

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i might try a hotline